Chapter 89: Xia Tingyin
The curtains were closed, the candles were flickering everywhere in the room, faint yellow, Gu Xi sat at the dining table and sulked, Cheng Qi came out of the kitchen and put the plates in front of her, "...... Dine. He said in a good voice.
Gu Xi rolled her eyes and looked to the side.
Cheng Qi was stunned, he probably had never seen her look so coquettish, and he immediately laughed and hugged her, and he didn't think that he was uncomfortable standing up, "That expression just now was so cute." ”
Gu Xi raised her hand to push him, and felt that her fingers hurt, he clamped her fingers every time, and she lowered her hand and rubbed it.
The next second, Cheng Qi's hand was pulled over, rubbed her and said, "It's not good just now, let's have something to say." ”
Gu Xi said angrily, "How can you say it well, you say it well every time, did you tell me once?" ”
Cheng Qi pulled a chair next to him, sat down and said, "That's also a language, can you know that I can't do without you, isn't it more convincing?" ”
Gu Xiqi is upside down reads;.
Cheng Qi picked up the plate, "I'll feed you, if you're too tired, I'll feed you by leaning on the bed." ”
Gu Xi supported his face with his hand and looked in the opposite direction.
Cheng Qi got the back of his head, and his long hair hung down and almost fell on the plate.
His eyes flashed, he put down the plate and touched Gu Xi's hair, "Speaking of which...... We've known each other for nine months. You always say that we have known each other for a short time, but I think we have known each other for a lifetime. ”
Gu Xi's heart was sullen, he let out a long breath, and turned around and said, "Look at it, it's starting to change tricks again." ”
Cheng Qi looked straight at her and said softly, "Even if I bother with it, I want to marry you." We're going to get married sooner or later, don't you think so. ”
Gu Xi said, "Of course ......" She suddenly woke up, glared at Cheng Qi, and took her words again, but it hurt her feelings if she didn't tell the truth. She suppressed her anger and said, "You said that I was actually very happy, but I also told you my reasons." I have prepared a lot of things, but I haven't done them yet, and suddenly you say that you want to get married, and I am not mentally prepared. ”
"What are the psychological preparations for marriage?" Cheng Qi said, "We can be together, isn't that what we are going for?" ”
He moved the champagne bottle on the table, "The purpose is there, no matter what we do, the end is to go there, I want to marry you, marry the woman I love home, I see it every day, don't you understand?" ”
"I understand." Gu Xi stood up, feeling that the breath was blocked in her heart, which made her unable to relieve it, "But I still only think about where to go on a date tomorrow, we haven't watched a movie together, we haven't even gone out to eat together, and I also have my own thoughts about love." ”
Cheng Qi then stood up, "Then you can do these things after you get married, you have to go out to eat, you don't want others to see us, can we take a plane to eat somewhere else tomorrow?" ”
Gu Xi was stunned for two seconds, and suddenly felt that she had nothing to say, so she went to the refrigerator to get a drink, she felt that she could burn to death if she didn't drink something cold.
Cheng Qi looked at her, followed her all the way, watched her take out a Coke, found the bottle opener, and said softly, "You can also work after we get married, and I won't deprive you of your hobbies." ”
Gu Xi raised his head and was drinking Coke, almost choked when he heard it, put down the bottle and shouted, "I married you, can I still do these things now, I have to take a plane for a meal, and in that kind of life, I am not myself every day." ”
Cheng Qi sank his gaze, "That day will come sooner or later, you actually didn't think about marrying me, did you?" ”
Gu Xi pinched the Coke bottle, feeling cold through her fingers, she felt uncomfortable, she really didn't think about marrying Cheng Qi. He's so good, how could she ask for it.
But she loves him so much, and she doesn't want to be casual with him, she closes her eyes and doesn't know what she thinks in her heart.
Cheng Qi walked over, looked at her and asked, "I really didn't expect that you would be so reluctant to get married?" ”
Gu Xi clutched the bottle tightly, "It's not rejection. It's that marriage is more than just two words, and we don't know each other well enough. You want to marry me, and honestly, my first instinct was to be flattered. ”
Cheng Qi's gaze lingered on her face for a while, raised his hand, and gently hugged her, "Then you can take your time, you don't have to be so tense, like an outsider." ”
Gu Xi let out a sigh of relief, "I didn't treat you as an outsider. It's just that the difference between the two of us is too big, you may not feel it, you think you like me very much now, and you want to see me every day, so you want to get married. But if the emotional foundation is not good, the contradictions will be highlighted after marriage. ”
"Then we will still be together, and I will accommodate you." Cheng Qi said.
Gu Xi has always known that no one is Cheng Qi's opponent when she talks, she simply said that everything is wrong, the two have a relationship, he wants to marry himself, what a good man. But today he loves himself, if he finds out that it is not suitable after marriage in the future, the relationship is gone.
Ascend to heaven with the grace of God, but what about loss?
She shook her head and said, "It's not that I don't have the guts to love you enough, but because I love you." Human nature is complicated, when you don't get married, you look at me, the tolerance and requirements for me will be different from after marriage. Now I am independent, and after marriage we are one, family. Of course, I should consider you as well. It's not that simple. ”
She put down the Coke bottle, looked at Cheng Qi and said, "I want us to get to know each other again, like other couples, fall in love, love each other well first, understand each other." ”
Cheng Qi stood still, caring about this, the kitchen light was on, shining on her, and a kiss mark on her neck was seductively fresh.
He coughed and turned sideways and said, "Things are going to get cold, shall we eat first?" ”
Gu Xi didn't stumble and went out, knowing that it didn't make sense at this time.
The two ate in silence, Cheng Qi sat on one side with her, kept quiet, occasionally helped her cut something, and was as considerate as usual.
Gu Xi saw that the two of them had almost eaten, and then said, "...... I may think a little too realistic, but this world is more realistic, if we get married now, I really have everything. But the ideal in my heart will never have a chance to be realized again. ”
She put down her knife and fork and looked at Cheng Qi, "I want to live for a lifetime, which can reflect the value of this society, if I marry you, everyone will hold me because of you, humble me, even if you don't care about me and tell others not to look at your face, you know it's useless." I'm not a person with any deep ambitions, but I got married like this, and I will be like this for the rest of my life, and I will regret it until I die. ”
Cheng Qi also put down the knife and fork, wiped his mouth with a white tablecloth, and said, "Then when do you think it is appropriate for us to get married?" ”
Always get straight to the point.
Gu Xi was stuck, and her eyes moved to one side, she didn't know. She loves Cheng Qi so much that she married him without any foundation, and her happiness and pain in the future will become because of him.
Feeling that Cheng Qi had been waiting for her to answer, her heart was tugging and uncomfortable, and she said a lot, as if her career was more important than Cheng Qi, but God knows, there was no him in her original life. Now it's a choice between the two.
She closed her eyes and said, "From the time we met to the time we fell in love, I almost had no choice. You just broke into my life like that. She looked at Cheng Qi, and was afraid of breaking his heart, so she said softly, "Shall we fall in love for a while?" You're so good, you think about the pressure of being with you with such an ordinary me. ”
Cheng Qi looked at her, his eyes were full of accommodation, and after thinking for a while, he said, "Okay, I'll listen to you." But I just have a question now, I don't know what to do? ”
"You say." Gu Xi saw that there was hope, but he was not sure, "You don't think that my career is more important than yours, right?" ”
Cheng Qi was amused, but he still shook his head, as if he had his own thoughts, he put his hand on Gu Xi's stomach, rubbed it twice casually, and said, "The only problem I have now is, if you are already pregnant, what should you do?" ”
Gu Xi: "......"
"Wai...... Pregnant, reads;. This is a question, Gu Xi said dryly, "I have checked on the Internet, and I am in a safe period." ”
"Oh." Cheng Qi looked at her with great interest, "I deliberately ignored this issue recently, and I won't tell you, it turns out that you still have quite an idea." ”
Gu Xi gritted his teeth, this bastard turned out to be deliberately hanging himself, and he waited for himself to have psychological pressure before he said to get married. Or maybe he just wanted to get pregnant and get married.
Cheng Qi was not afraid of her looking, and raised his gaze to face her, the fan of the oven was still buzzing, and their desserts were baked inside.
"I don't want to get married, so what if I have a baby?" He asked again, and put his hand into Gu Xi's pajamas, "Here...... Maybe she's listening, but you should be gentle when you answer. I like girls. ”
said that Gu Xi was gentle, his tone was called gentle, and he also had the childishness of an obvious calculating person.
Gu Xi suddenly felt deflated, in fact, she also thought about pregnancy, but at that time she didn't know that Cheng Qi wanted to marry her, she also thought that if one day without him, it would be good to have one of his children. Her heart ached inexplicably, and she realized that she actually loved it so much.
Love to the point of fear of losing,
I think he is better, he can love himself for a longer time.
She closed her eyes and compromised, "If you are really pregnant, get married." But we both have to sign a prenuptial agreement, and if you change your mind in the future, the child will be mine. ”
Cheng Qi was stunned, completely stunned, seeing that there was pain in her smiling eyes instantly, he hugged Gu Xi, let her sit in his arms, and wanted to say something, but found that he couldn't speak.
Heaven and earth are so heavy, unless you live to the last day of your life, no one can guarantee that your love will always be fresh, you will never change your heart, your heart will grow on yourself, but not yourself.
How many couples really thought that they would live and die when they got married, but in the end, they couldn't wear out time.
He was suddenly inexplicably afraid, never before, really afraid, afraid that if his heart was disobedient, what if he didn't care about it one day?
He hugged Gu Xi tightly, his chin pressed Gu Xi's head, and for the first time, he found that even if his hands and eyes were all over the sky, there was nothing he could do.
Love is fate, and when you don't love, even if you pretend, you will always show your feet.
He pressed Gu Xi's head and hugged her tightly, he had always wanted to marry her, this idea was out of nowhere, it seemed to be justified, just like that day she stayed with him for the night, as if fate would always happen.
But at this moment, he was vigilant, love is not the result, not marriage, but every day, he has to make himself love her more and manage his heart, like this...... She won't be sad.
If she is not sad, she will not be sad.
He lowered his head, raised Gu Xi's face, looked at her and said, "I won't sign any agreement with you, I was saved by you, and you were also saved by me, if you change your mind, we will die together, and no one owes anyone." ”
Gu regret, dumbfounded.