172. Chapter 172
Anti-theft chapter, updated and replaced.
Then he leaned on the body of the Zhang family and walked out of Chengjiabao. The people who stayed behind stood at the door and watched them until their backs became smaller and more blurred.
For several days in a row, Cheng Duiyuan would go out with this Zhang family's son, and occasionally stayed at Zhang's house for dinner at night. Seeing Cheng Dui's happy smile, and seeing Cheng Dui's bird leaning on the Zhang family's son's body, Li Yunxiang only felt very painful. My heart really hurts as if it's about to crack.
This situation lasted for dozens of days, and when Cheng Duiyuan wanted to go out with the Zhang family again, Li Yunxiang finally couldn't help but speak. "Kite, do you have a good relationship with this Zhang family's son? Why do you always have to go out with him these days? Why haven't you taken a good look at me for so many days? "Don't you see my sadness? Don't see my worries?
"Sister Xiang, how can you say that? Kite just wants to go out with the Zhang family, why do you question Kite like this? Although I like you! But that doesn't mean you can limit my freedom to make friends! Okay, Sister Xiang, don't think about it so much, Kite and the Zhang family are just friends, I'll go first. ”
Cheng Duiyuan finished what she wanted to say in one breath, and she couldn't wait to pull the Zhang family and walk away quickly. Li Yunxiang listened to the son of the Zhang family ask Cheng Dui, who he was. She replied that it was just a sister with whom she had a good relationship. "Hehe" Hearing this, Li Yunxiang smiled, but cried.
Is he just a sister with whom he has a good relationship? Who are you talking to me about those love words before? And who made a vow to take care of themselves for the rest of their lives?
It was another sleepless night, Li Yunxiang rubbed her sore head and dressed neatly, cheered up and walked to Cheng Dui's room. After knocking on the door, no one answered, which made her wonder, did Kite go to play with the Zhang family so early? "Huh? Sister Xiang, what are you doing here? "The person who came was not Cheng Dui, but her personal maid Xiaocui.
"Huh? Is it Xiao Cui? Do you know where the kite went? I woke up early in the morning and couldn't find her. ”
"It turns out that Sister Xiang is looking for Miss, Miss went to the front hall, I heard that the son of the Zhang family brought his parents to propose. I just said that Miss has been too close to the Zhang family in the past few days, and it turns out that the two of them are really in such a relationship. It seems that it will not be long before we have a happy event in Chengjiabao. Sister Xiang? Sister Xiang? Are you listening? ”
Later, Li Yunxiang couldn't hear what Xiaocui said. She stumbled to the antechamber, trying to verify the truth of the affair herself. However, when he saw the picture of Cheng Duiyuan and the Zhang family holding hands, Li Yunxiang no longer had the courage to confirm and ask. She just wanted to run at this time, and ran to a place where Cheng Duiyuan couldn't find herself. Just as she was about to turn around, she knocked over the flower pot in the doorway.
For a moment, everyone sitting in the front hall turned their attention to her. Looking at Cheng Dui's somewhat pale face, Li Yunxiang just smiled self-deprecatingly, and then ran out of Chengjiabao without looking back.
"Sister Xiang! Sister Xiang! Don't run! Listen to the kite's explanation! Li Yunxiang ran wildly, she never knew she could run so fast. She just knew that if she didn't run, she would have to face that qiē and the fact that Cheng Duige was about to get married! She would rather run until her leg is broken, run until she dies, than stop!
"Li Yunxiang! Stop! This is the first time Cheng Duiyuan has called Li Yunxiang's name so loudly, which shows that she is really angry. Seeing that Li Yunxiang was about to run to the edge of the cliff, Cheng Duiyuan only felt that her heart was about to jump out in fright, and her voice involuntarily changed from shouting to roaring. And this roar also made Li Yunxiang regain some reason. She stood on the edge of the cliff and looked back at Cheng Dui, tears unconsciously wetting her entire face.
Behind her, there is an abyss. And in front of her is the woman she loves with her life in this life.
"Kite"
"Sister Xiang! Don't move! Would you like to let the kite help you over? ”
"Kite, don't come, please don't come!"
Li Yunxiang stepped back as she spoke, even though the wind might blow her body to the bottom of the cliff, she was not afraid at all. "Sister Xiang! Other! Don't retreat! When the kite begs you, how are you? It's good to come back! It's all my fault! It was my fault! Cheng Duiyuan knelt on the ground, clasping the ground with her fingers, and her nails even bled out.
"Kites! Don't do this! "Don't hurt yourself like this again, I'll be distressed! Li Yunxiang looked at Cheng Dui's scarred hand, and her heart softened, and she wanted to rush over to help her up. But in his mind, he suddenly remembered the scene where Cheng Duiyuan and the Zhang family held hands in the front hall just now, and he retreated stiffly.
"Iris, let me ask you, do you still love me?" Li Yunxiang asked softly, holding the hem of her skirt with both hands. "Love you! Sister Xiang! How could a kite not love you? Would you like to come over first? The kite will explain everything to you! "Since you love me? Why did you want to marry that Zhang family's son-in-law? What do you say now, Kite? How can I trust you? Li Yunxiang turned her face away and forced herself not to look at Cheng Dui's face, she was only afraid that she would be soft-hearted and would run back to her.
"Sister Xiang! A qiē is not what you think! I just want to do something with him! The kite has a last resort! Did You Know? Every time I see your gloomy eyes, how much does my heart hurt? Li Yunxiang! I love you! I love you! How can I bear to hurt you! How could he betray you! ”
"I believe you, kite, but I don't believe in myself! Do you know? I've always been an unfortunate person. When I was born, I was abandoned by my parents on the side of the road. I didn't understand anything at that time, just a baby, and I really didn't understand how much my parents hated me to throw me away! ”
"Later, a kind mother-in-law picked me up. But within a few years, she was killed by me! I, Li Yunxiang, am an ominous person! No one who is with me will end well! Kites, you know what? I regret possessing you. In the past few days, looking at the way you are with that man, I am thinking, am I doing this wrong? Am I depriving you of your right to be a normal woman!? ”
"Li Yunxiang! Do you know what you're talking about? I won't allow you to say that about yourself! I love you! I don't care what kind of person you are! I love you all! Even if you're my nemesis! I'm going to keep you by my side too! I'll put that marriage back up!" Sister Xiang! Is it okay to come back? Let's go back to the way we were! ”
"Kite, you don't understand, you can't go back, you can't go back! We simply can't be together! I simply can't give you what you want! Li Yunxiang shook his head vigorously, and stepped on a loose stone in a panic. Bang! With a thud, the stone shattered. Li Yunxiang only felt that his body was light, and his body fell straight down!
"Sister Xiang!"
"Kites!"
The ten fingers were clenched tightly together at this time, and the wound on Cheng Dui's hand cracked, bleeding scarlet blood, but he still refused to let go. "Sister Xiang! Feel relieved! I'll pull you up! You hold on a little longer! Iris, I'm pulling you up! Cheng Duiyuan tried her best to pull Li Yunxiang up, but there was a tingling pain in her upper arm, and her old injuries actually broke out at this time!
Cheng Dui's eyes had turned blood-red, and she felt powerless for the first time when she saw her and Li Yunxiang's fingers becoming more and more loose.
"Kite, let go, if you go on like this, you will fall off too."
"I don't want it"
Cheng Dui's body was trembling, and her bloodshot eyes were particularly terrifying at this time.
"Kite, this qiē is all fate. Li Yunxiang can have you in this life, and his wish is enough. If there is an afterlife, I only hope that you and I will no longer be women, so that I can be with you in the open. And in this life, I only ask you to be able to forget me"
The clasped fingers parted at this time. Cheng Duiris looked at the falling Li Yunxiang in a daze, and couldn't even make a sound in her throat.
It was night, and the wind was strong at the top of the mountain, and it was very cold for the people who were blowing. A white figure sat on the edge of the cliff, staring blankly at the abyss in front of him.
"If you die, I will bury you, and if I die, I will bury you!"
"If you die, I will bury you, and if I die, I will bury you!"
"If you die, I will bury you, and if I die, I will bury you!"
The cold silver needle pierced into the heart, and the heart-rending pain made Cheng Dui kite scream miserably. Blood gradually soaked the clothes on his chest, and at the same time stained the other party's eyes red. Li Yunxiang smiled hideously, his eyes that were originally as gentle as water had long since disappeared, and were replaced by a strong hatred.
A centipede-like scar coiled on the once familiar face, and Cheng Duiyuan stretched out his hand to touch it, but was slapped away by the other hand. "Don't touch me! Since you're going to marry that man, you're no longer qualified to touch me! Cheng Dui Kite, I, Li Yunxiang, disdain to share your filthy body with other men! Do you know? Even looking at you face-to-face now makes me feel sick! ”
The ruthless words slashed Cheng Dui's heart like a sharp blade, and this kind of pain was incomparable to the physical injury. Cheng Dui opened her mouth to explain something, but lost the ability to speak after seeing the fierceness and contempt in Li Yunxiang's eyes. Sister Xiang, how do you know my hardship!?
I can't let my father and Cheng Jiabao have an accident, I can't let such a young Yuan'er and Mo'er lose their lives, and I don't allow my favorite you to die with me! What about sacrificing a Cheng Dusk Kite? What if you hate me to the bone? As long as you can live in peace, there is nothing that Kite can't do.
"What? Cheng Dusk Kite! Are you wronged? That's it! What do you have to say! I hate you! I hate you! Hate your betrayal of me! Hate your hypocrisy! I'm so stupid! Hahahaha! Am I going to kill myself by jumping off a cliff for you? This scar! Did you see that? That's proof that I hate you! Cheng Dusk Kite! I won't forgive you! I won't forgive you until I die! ”
"Don't Sister Xiang, Sister Xiang! I didn't betray you! Didn't betray you! ”
"Queen Mother! Queen Mother! What happened to you? Don't scare the slaves! Queen Mother! ”
Hearing the sound of others crying, Cheng Duiyuan slowly opened her eyes, and what caught her eyes was Xiaocui's crying pear blossom with rain face and the palace maid and eunuch kneeling all over the ground. The resplendent dormitory reminded her of where she was now, and the sound of the queen was particularly harsh.
"Xiaocui, I'm fine, what time is it?"
"Back to the queen's mother, it's already morning, the emperor has just come down from the morning court, and he may have to come to see the mother in a while."
"Yes, I see."
Sighing secretly in his heart, Cheng Duiyuan was about to get up and get out of bed. However, before she could get up, the palace maids and eunuchs who were still kneeling on the ground just now rushed up to help her, as if she was a person who couldn't take care of herself. "Queen Mother, if you have something to tell the slave maid. You still have a dragon in your belly, and it's about to give birth these days, what should you do if you have fetal gas? ”
Seeing that Xiao Cui looked anxious and was about to cry. Cheng Duiyuan had no choice but to relax her body and let them fiddle. When she first entered the palace, Cheng Duiyuan only chose Xiaocui, a personal maid in Chengjiabao, to come in, and now that this year has passed, she is really a little inseparable from her care.
Beneath him lies a specially made soft bed and a silk quilt, a cushion made of pure fur on the back, and a steaming stove is even placed next to the bed. Looking at this qiē in front of him, Cheng Dui was a little dazed. The things she has now, including identity and status, are what most women in the world want. And she, Cheng Dui, would rather this qiē not belong to herself.
Gently stroking his belly with his hand, although he still had a belly through his clothes, Cheng Dui could still feel the little life in it. Remembering the news that she was pregnant at the beginning, Cheng Duiyuan didn't want this child in her heart. However, as the days passed, the belly became bigger day by day, and the initial state of mind also changed slightly.
Even if the child's father is disgusted by herself, if she is angry with this little life in her belly because she hates Chu Xiang, then how innocent is she? Since he can't give this child a normal home, how can he bear to deprive her of the right to come to the world?