Jung Sung-hyun went to Jeju Island to meet with Won Hee-ryong and exchange ideas about the design of the project. As Han Jiaren said, different angles of looking at problems have different results, and these opinions have provided a lot of inspiration to Zheng Chengxian.

On the way back from Jeju Island, Jung Sung-hyun kept recalling Won Hee-yong's words.

It's good that Writer Zheng is doing his best, but from my point of view, he is still too impatient. Of course, I don't know why you're in such a hurry, but in my opinion, this project is a big project, and it needs to be accumulated over time rather than overnight.

Han Jiaren and Yuan Hee-ryong are people from two worlds, but at the same time they make exactly the same evaluation of themselves, and Jung Sung-hyun has to seriously consider their words.

I don't know when I became anxious for quick success.,I want to do everything to do my best to do the next thing.,This style of doing things is by no means what a lazy self should have.。

Sitting on the plane and looking at the golden clouds outside the window, Zheng Chengxian sighed. I still remember that a long time ago, he also persuaded Li Juli not to succumb to the environment and change himself, but he changed first.

"What's wrong? Why sigh? Han Jiaren, who looked down at the newspaper, looked up and asked.

Zheng Chengxian didn't look back and looked outside stunned: "It's nothing, but I suddenly feel very boring"

Han Jiaren put down the newspaper and asked puzzledly: "Why do you think like this?" What's wrong? ”

Zheng Chengxian didn't reply, and paused for a while before muttering, "Nuna, are you satisfied with you now?" ”

"What do you mean?" Han Jiaren looked dazed.

Although she didn't understand what Zheng Chengxian meant, she still thought about it seriously and replied:

"To say satisfied, there are so many things that go wrong in life. But if you are not satisfied, there are so many people in the world who are not as good as me" Speaking of this, he paused and pointed behind himself:

If nothing else, take the latter as an example. Maybe it's because the economy doesn't allow it, maybe it's because they don't get tickets, but in short, there are so many of them crowded together. And because of the arrangement of the governor Yuan, we can sit comfortably in first class."

"I'd be happy with them"

Zheng Chengxian turned his head and looked at her seriously:

"That's not what I'm talking about, at least not all"

"And what do you mean?"

"Each of us is born carefree, innocent and full of curiosity and longing for the world. One day we grew up and were full of joy to step into society and embrace the world. At this time, I realized that it was not as beautiful as I imagined. Full of filth and ugliness.

In order to live, we have to disguise ourselves and blend into this qiē. In the process, I learned to deceive and plot. Betrayal and so on are a means to keep yourself alive.

But that's not what we wanted!

When you become famous, where is the child who is innocent and full of hope for everything?? ”

Zheng Chengxian stretched out his hand and pointed behind him as well:

"Those who fly in economy class work hard and fight hard to get to first class. In the end, he finally sat in rightly, but the one who sat down. Or the one who sat in economy class but envied first class? ”

Han Jiaren was silent, this passage was a little awkward, but she understood what Zheng Chengxian meant.

"Nuna, you know I used to be a lazy person who didn't do anything carelessly. I don't want to fight with others, I just want to live my life on my own. But as you said, I'm starting to get impatient, it's not that I want to be impatient, it's something that is forcing me to be impatient! ”

The faster Zheng Chengxian spoke, the more excited he became:

"This qiē was forced, otherwise I would not only have been hurt. The people around me will also be affected, and I have to be impatient for them. But the lazy, innocent child in my heart has always been there. It's always a reminder to myself that I'm becoming the type of person I used to dislike the most."

"I don't want to do this, but I have to do this" Zheng Chengxian leaned back tiredly and muttered to himself, looking pained.

Han Jia looked at him distressedly, and couldn't help but stretch out her hand to stroke Zheng Chengxian's hair:

"If you're tired, take a break!"

This stage can be said to be possessed by every adult, but most people quickly pass through self-paralysis.

And there is a group of people who are simple-minded and sensitive, and they are far slower than ordinary people to get through this stage, and many of them will not be able to get through it for a lifetime. Jung Sung-hyun is in this category.

Han Jiaren didn't know how to guide him, just silently stroked his hair, as if stroking an injured puppy.

"When you come back from Japan, let's go on a trip. Remember New Zealand where you arranged my business trip? ”

"Hmm!"

"The time I spent on a business trip was the happiest I have had in recent years.

Wake up to the sunshine every day. The fresh air slipped into the room with a gentle breeze, making it lazy.

Peter: When they went to shoot, I helped my neighbors prepare lunch. It's hard to believe that the local housewives start preparing lunch from the moment their husbands leave for work. They chatted and started their hands, and the lunch was done, and the husband and children were just in time to return."

"In the evening, the whole family would go to the beach. The golden afterglow shines down, and the whole sea shines brightly. It looks like a sapphire with a golden pattern. The husband fishes hard for dinner, the wife plays on the beach with the children, and the faint smell of the sea breeze can send laughter far, far away."

Han Jiaren told her like a dream, and what she saw and heard in New Zealand made her nostalgic and yearning.

"I met a few friends in the local area. Jelina is good at making pies, Daisy's lobster is delicious, Vig is average cooks but the massage is great......"

Han Jiaren chattered about her daily chores in New Zealand, but because she was gentle and good at descriptive, it was not boring.

Zheng Chengxian listened quietly, and his tense cheeks slowly relaxed.

"It's beautiful! I want to go once when you say it."

"If you want to go, you can go when you come back from Japan," Han Jiaren encouraged:

"The scenery is beautiful, the air is fresh, the people are very friendly, the pace of life is not fast, and it is recognized as a livable country in the world. I can introduce you to friends."

Jung Sung-hyun smiled and did not comment.

"I don't know what's wrong with you, but there are always some changes in how you want to grow, some obvious and some unobservable. This is not sadness, but the price that must be paid for growth" Gently holding Zheng Sung-hyun's hand, Han Jiaren enlightened softly:

"Everybody's like that! Most people are able to adapt by self-regulation, while some people are more pure-minded and the process will be slow, like you! ”

Zheng Chengxian turned his head to look outside and did not speak, although he held Han Jiaren's soft and boneless little hand, he did not have a trace of thought in his heart.

He knew all these truths, but he still couldn't adapt to them.

Although Han Jiaren's words eliminated the irritability in his heart, the most fundamental thing was still heavy in his heart, and he couldn't let go! (To be continued.) )