Chapter 46
Jiang Feifei was a little dazed and a little blank when she was hugged, what if someone else could not think of the things she couldn't remember? But the embrace she snuggled in is so familiar and warm, it can melt a lot of anxiety and fear in her heart, at the very least, she is willing to let herself open her heart to rely on and trust.
She replied "yes" and hugged the person opposite, "Ning Tian said that you remembered the past?" Do you remember? ”
"Well, I remembered a little, but there were still some things that were messed up, as if this was the case and not like this." After listening to Ning Tian's words that day, Yue Ningcheng felt that some details in his mind were inexplicably connected, but there were still many things that he couldn't remember.
"It's been too long, forget it if you don't remember, don't be too reluctant."
"How can it be reluctant, when I think about it, it's a new feeling of card, thank you, I hope to remember." Compared with Jiang Feifei's blandness, Yue Ningcheng was slightly excited, "I remember, I used to be different from now, I only became what I am now when I met you." ”
Jiang Feifei stepped back a little and wondered: "Ning Tian said that my hair was shorter than her before, and I looked like a ** person when I spoke, that kind of look...... Have you ever been urging people to move up? ”
Yue Ningcheng didn't understand what ** meant anyway, nodded and said, "That's right, your hair is much shorter than Tiantian's, here," he gestured on his head, "But you feel great at first glance, you are different from other drivers, they don't look very good, you look like the kind of student who has very good grades when you are studying, you are prepared every time you race, and you will be prepared if there are sudden changes, which makes people think that you are very powerful." ”
Board inch head, good student's face, go and race with the gangsters to drive?
Jiang Feifei put together Yue Ningcheng and Yue Ningtian's words, and she was able to spell out a rough outline of her former self, but if she wanted to recall some images specifically, her mind was still empty, she shook her head, "I don't seem to want to get that feeling." ”
Yue Ningcheng touched her head, "The doctor said that if you want to remember more of the previous things, it is best to go to the previous place, the sooner the better." ”
Jiang Feifei subconsciously glanced at the duffel bag, "You ......"
"Yes, I'm going to W City."
"Now?"
"Now." Yue Ningcheng said, "You are waiting here for my news, or, do you want to go with me?" ”
Jiang Feifei raised his eyes to look at him, and Yue Ningcheng's eyes felt ...... It's peaceful, and he's really leaving this choice to her to do it herself.
Jiang Feifei stared at his eyes for a while, and suddenly seemed to see an arrogant smile in those eyes, it was a girl with extremely short hair, like a girl in a white shirt. She could feel that it was herself, and she had never been able to return to her current body, that self.
She used to think that she couldn't live a memory worth pursuing, but now she knows, it turns out that she is not what she imagined, those lost ones were much richer than she could think of life, and it was during that time that she met the most important person in her life.
Jiang Feifei came back to his senses and smiled, "Of course, I'll be with you, no matter where I go." ”
Yue Ningcheng took her hand and placed her entire palm in his palm, "Okay." ”
When he was supposed to work in the office, Jiang Feifei sat in the cabin of the plane without work, eating lunch, and listening to people talk about himself and his love past. The boss Yue Ningcheng ate slowly next to her, telling about this past.
Jiang Feifei felt that there was no way to ask about things, so he let Yue Ningcheng pick it up and say, "What things do you remember?" ”
"How we met, and how we separated."
"You...... Do you have an impression of how we got into trouble? ”
"There are some, but it's messy." Yue Ningcheng shook his head, "There is no way to sort things out at all, when I think about this matter, the shadows of many of you will come back in my mind, and I went to the hospital that day because I thought about this." I asked the doctor, and he said that it was supposed to be beyond my acceptable circumstances, and the brain avoided it for me. I want to go to W City, but I also want to see what this thing really looks like. As he finished speaking, his hand pressed against his right leg.
What does it really look like? Jiang Feifei carefully identified the taste of these five words, and a feeling in his heart suddenly became bright. What Yue Ningcheng wants to see is not only the truth of the car accident, but also the truth of the past between them. Yue Ningcheng must go to the past today, I am afraid that he has already felt that if they can't figure it out, there will be no future.
Jiang Feifei put his palm on the back of his hand, "I said, no matter where you go, I will be with you." ”
Yue Ningcheng covered the back of her left hand, and Jiang Feifei unceremoniously put her other hand on it.
"Thank you." Yue Ningcheng said.
"I want to thank you too." Jiang Feifei's eyebrows and eyes were crooked, she didn't want to pull out her palm, so she simply snatched Yue Ningcheng's hand into her arms, "Well, you just said that you remembered that we were together and later separated." I heard Ning Tian say a little bit about our separation, it's your brother...... Brought you back. ”
"Well, the details are a little vague, but it just feels like I asked you to continue driving the day before, and then I was in New York." Yue Ningcheng looked at the sea of clouds piled up with soft clouds outside the window, like endless mountain ranges, "I think you must have hated me very much at that time." ”
"Didn't you leave without saying a word?"
Yue Ningcheng said: "I don't think I have time to say it. ”
Jiang Feifei tilted his head and thought for a while, "That should be, but it doesn't matter, I don't have any impression at all anyway." You still tell me how we got together, to be specific. ”
"I wasn't overtaken by you when you overtook the car, we drove the last stretch of the road together, the finish line together, and then I said I liked you, and you said you too, and we were together."
"It's as simple as that?"
"Well, it's as simple as that. Now that you think about it, you haven't changed much, it's as simple as before, you will agree immediately, and if you disagree, you will immediately refuse. ”
Jiang Feifei was in a trance by the second half of his sentence, because Ye Shenhang was also because of Ning Tian. Ning Tian's words just now were still in her mind, if the first half of Yue Ningcheng's words was her attitude towards him, then the second half of the sentence was not for that Ye Shenhang?
"It's better to be simple." When he came back to his senses, he said so, and then he didn't speak again, looking out the window in a daze, those past things still let them all pass, Ning Tian likes Ye Shenhang, and he still likes it with the pain of these years, this is not love, what else can love be? In this case, the memories of Ye Shenhang can be regarded as not seeing it.
H city to W city is also an hour of plane trip, to W city, just after three o'clock, the sun in the sky is very high, slightly white. When Jiang Feifei saw the daylight, he wanted to pray that today's itinerary could be like a sunny day to dispel the clouds and mist, and make a qiē clear.
Cheng Shan had already asked people to leave a special car and driver in the parking lot, and Yue Ningcheng's body had just recovered, and for the sake of safety, he did not refuse the driver Xiao Wang to drive them up the mountain.
Xiao Wang is a local of W City, and he is more familiar with the situation in the city, and he can also speak with his mouth. Jiang Feifei leaned on the car window to look out, and when he felt that there was something that didn't match his memory, he always answered the first thing when asked. Xiao Wang's accent has some flavor of the local dialect of W City, Yue Ningcheng sounds a little difficult many times, and he listens quietly to Jiang Feifei's questions along the way, and Xiao Wang answers.
When he was about to arrive at Hanshan, Jiang Feifei asked, "Is it still lively at night on the mountain?" ”
"What's the excitement?"
"There used to be a lot of people racing on it or something, are there any of them now?"
"Miss Jiang is really an old W city person, and she knows everything about Hanshan drag racing. It was all the old yellow calendar many years ago. Wow, it was really panicked at that time, there were people living on and off the mountain, and the timid didn't dare to go out at night, and drag racing was deadly. I've also been to see it once or twice, and the big wave of car throttle moving up together, uh-hmm-hmm, scary! ”
Jiang Feifei's shoulders trembled when he heard what he said.
Xiao Wang saw her laughing flowers trembling in the rearview mirror, thinking that she was laughing to herself, and sighed and shook her head.
Jiang Feifei smiled enough and asked, "Why is no one racing now?" Is it government/government management? ”
"That's, that's right, in the past, it was so bad that no one had an accident and the government didn't care, but then there was a big car accident, and the above were terrified! Let the special police/police stop over there! I don't know why, the newspapers don't let the news appear, and I heard that the car accident scene is like a stunt. The whole car went down the mountain, but fortunately the car didn't go deep, and it was daytime again, and people were rescued. ”
"And then?"
"Everyone has been saved, and there will be nothing wrong."
Jiang Feifei smiled and nodded, and suddenly felt that there was nothing more to say, but Yue Ningcheng saw that the car began to turn into the curve of the mountain, and said, "Go to the parking lot on the mountainside." ”
Xiao Wang didn't drive up, but after listening to the boss's instructions, he agreed to drive first. He is not a driver who is good at mountain roads, the car is not fast, and he walked from the bottom of the mountain to the mountain for a full forty minutes, plus the sharp bends on the left and right of the winding mountain road, Jiang Feifei's legs were weak when he got out of the car, and he was a little motion sick, and he helped Yue Ningcheng and asked in a low voice: "I used to drive on that mountain road?" ”
"Twenty minutes at a time."
Yue Ningcheng pulled Jiang Feifei to walk two steps slowly, so that her motion sickness eased slightly, and by the way, she also took a look at the discrepancies between this place and her memory.
Jiang Feifei also followed him, but those environments came into view, and there was no reaction, no dizziness and headache, as if she had never had any contact with here, and she felt slightly depressed.
Yue Ningcheng suddenly raised his hand and pointed to a shed made of broken stones, "There used to be a boss there who bought barbecue, and you must wait every time you come up." His hand changed direction, "That front, isn't it empty, our cars are there." Jiang Feifei followed the direction she pointed, and could indeed see a clearing, still a cement clearing, but there were a lot of dried fish on it.
Jiang Feifei asked: "Is there a big difference between this place and your impression?" ”
"There are changes, but everywhere you can talk about it. We walked again, and then we went down the hill, and I remember us...... That's the place. ”
"You just show me."
"Okay."
In the winter mountains, the time when it is dark is early, and the street lights are sparse, I am afraid that it will be dangerous to go down the mountain too late, Yue Ningcheng will probably walk on the mountainside and let Xiao Wang take them down the mountain. On the way down the mountain, Jiang Feifei felt that his motion sickness felt even worse, so he closed his eyes and wanted to say to see if he could fall asleep, but when he was in a daze, he felt the car stop, got up and asked, "What's wrong?" ”
"Here we are." Yue Ningcheng's voice was a little light.
Xiao Wang glanced behind him in the driver's seat a little puzzled, he didn't understand what Mr. Yue said at all, where it was, but Jiang Feifei shivered slightly, and his mind came to his senses - it was the place where they had an accident.