Chapter 36: Heartache

Love has always been a matter of two people, who said this, I now think he is farting! When all the deliberations are over, love is never just a matter of two people - such as Yu Jingxi, who is now inexplicably involved. She was an unexpected situation for me, a crazy vine that suddenly grew in reverse, entangled Yu Qingyan and my hands and feet, and stumbled on our way forward.

When my car drove downstairs to her house, the lights on the seventh floor were already on. I'm glad I didn't come to the air, and I'm glad that the two of them went home safely. Although it seems inappropriate for me to rush up and knock on the door of her house now, there are some behaviors that I really can't control, and the current Gong Yeqi is no longer a desireless demon monarch but an emotional person. If you were to ask me, how could I tell that I had become human? Then I can answer right away: when you find that you have learned to be cheap, you must be a real person. If you want to be more specific, then it is - if you also live with Yu Qingyan in the same community, one unit and one floor, you will see a silver-haired young woman standing at the door of Room 701 and prying the door of Yu Qingyan's house. The word pry seems to be a bit exaggerated, and the word "test" seems more appropriate, because the door of their house is not opened with a key, but with an electronic code. After I knocked on the door for half an hour without answering, I chose this most time-consuming way to enter the door: password trial. In fact, there are a hundred ways to enter her house and use demons, but I can't effectively use them in front of her at the moment. As she said, she herself is very ordinary, and I respect her so I choose the most ordinary way to treat her.

"Birthday?"

"That's not right."

"The last four digits of the ID card?"

"That's not right."

"Student number?"

"Still not right. What else could that be? Why is it so hard to guess! Do you have to use my ultimate? Open Sesame! "After entering a lot of numbers about Yu Qingyan, the password failed to be verified, which made me almost crazy.

"Yu Qingyan, if you don't come out, I'll stay here until you come out. I don't believe you can still fly down the wall! After knocking heavily on the door, I snarled into the room, and leaned against the door in frustration. An hour passed, two hours passed, three hours passed, and I could hear the arguments in the house, the sound of the faucet being turned on, and even the sound of the lights turned off, but I never heard anyone come to the door to open it. Yu Qingyan was determined not to see me, and I also had to see her. I have time, I have patience, and she may not be able to beat me if she has to compare her concentration in this area. With this in mind, I kept watch from ten o'clock in the evening to three o'clock in the middle of the night, and finally waited in the darkness for the man who opened the door for me.

"What the hell are you trying to do here?" Yu Qingyan opened a crack in the door, and the cold breath of his whole body also came to his face. She looked condescendingly at me crouching by the door, with an expression of rejection from thousands of miles away.

"You're finally willing to open the door...... Ouch, my legs ...... It's numb, give me a quick ......" I bounced up from the ground and then quickly bent down, holding the door of her house with one hand and my knee with the other, exhaling in pain. For the demon, there is no such reaction as a numb leg, but in order to win her sympathy, I still pretend to be very shameless.

"Well deserved." Yu Qingyan stood still and didn't move, staring at me with a cold face, his disdainful eyes seemed to say: You act, you will continue to act, I will watch.

"Can I go in?" Just in case she turned me away again, I quickly slipped one foot into the threshold of her house.

"No, you can go now. I don't want to see you. Seeing my actions, Yu Qingyan simply pushed the door hard and clamped half of my body on the door.

"I haven't seen each other for more than half a year, are you treating me like this?" I laughed and pushed the door open and slipped into the room, pressing her against the hallway wall. If she tries hard, she can't beat me, and the reason why she wins every time we go head-to-head is because I like to let her.

"Gong Yeqi, you let go!" I didn't expect me to be such a scoundrel and push her against the wall, Yu Qingyan struggled softly.

"Four words for you: resistance is ineffective." I leaned into her ear and whispered, slightly threatening. Let Gong Yeqi wait at the door for more than five hours in vain, and it doesn't seem reasonable not to take advantage of her. So after saying this, I deliberately licked her sensitive ear and hugged her.

"Gong Yeqi, you are shameless!" Yu Qingyan was first subconsciously dodged by me, and when she knew that she couldn't dodge, she raised her hand and wanted to slap me.

"You can shout louder, if you want to wake your sister to come and see what we're doing. What do you think when she sees the two of us sneaking around here in the middle of the night? I grabbed Yu Qingyan's wrist that was swung into the air with one hand, forced it down and put it on my waist and held it, and added at the end: "I heard you promise her that you won't have anything to do with me in the future!" Does what this sister of yours says count? ”

"You!" Yu Qingyan was annoyed and surprised, desperately trying to break free from my shackles.

"How do I? You are talking so loudly in the house, my ears are too good to hear, isn't it normal to hear? ”

"Gong Yeqi, you are a complete scoundrel!" Her body trembled slightly, and she glared at me through gritted teeth. She didn't expect that I would hear the conversation between the two of them clearly outside the door, and she didn't expect that I would be so polite to her when I came back half a year later. In fact, I never imagined that I would have so many ridiculous behaviors after seeing her today, kissing her, hugging her, and even threatening her. This qiē's behavior is out of control, and this qiē's behavior can't be explained clearly by Gong Yeqi's practice.

"I'm a scoundrel! I've been around since the day you came into my sight. I shaved off the frivolity in my tone and clasped her arms in earnest. These words are definitely from the bottom of my heart, just like I love her from the bottom of my heart.

"What the hell do you want!" Yu Qingyan raised his head neither humbly nor arrogantly, with anger and vigilance in his eyes.

"I never thought about what to do with you, I just ...... I'm in love with you......" The thoughts that have been suppressed for half a year are like a flash flood, I threw my endurance aside and tore off my face, only to find that it was not as difficult as I imagined to confess in front of Yu Qingyan.

"Love when you want, who do you think you are? Suddenly disappear and suddenly appear, and then say you love me? What a joke! Yu Qingyan was stunned for a moment, and then smiled, with bitterness and helplessness in his eyes.

"I disappeared out of necessity, and I haven't missed a day in the past six months when I haven't thought about you! Do you know the moon? Although there are ups and downs, there is never a real change. I do the same to you! I didn't know where I was going, but when I met you, I knew where to stay......"

"You won't stay with me for long, you're just curious." was not swayed by my words, Yu Qingyan said more decisively.

"No, it's not! I'm not curious, it's love! "It's not curiosity, it's love, saying it with a rebuttal like this looks very pale in front of the calm and rational Yu Qingyan.

"What do you love about me?" She asked rhetorically, and immediately stopped me, who had never experienced love. Who can answer this question well? How can I answer to her satisfaction?

"Love you can give me happiness." After I finished speaking, Yu Qingyan laughed, and immediately took the lead from this conversation.

"Gong Yeqi, you are too young, you have not experienced it, you will not understand what a thirty-year-old woman wants, we are not suitable, give up what you should not be attached to." Her experience kept her sane and sober at all times, and she still looked at me like a child.

"I don't understand, you never gave me a chance! You're wrong, you're completely wrong! "I won't admit her words, young? Haven't experienced it? I have lived in the world for thirty years, and how can she judge my experience at will.

"I never love lightly, nor do I take it lightly to be loved. My love, either not starts, or lasts for a lifetime. Do you think you can give me a lifetime? Her tone and expression were frighteningly calm, as if I had just been confiding my heart to another person and she was just a bystander.

"Yes. In addition to your past life, I can give you in this life, the next life, and the next life, and I can find you in every life! "I already know that I am going to be defeated and still in my death throes, and I want to tell her that the words that have found her in every life are not false, but a promise that will be with you forever, the highest promise that a demon can make to humanity.

"No one can escape the former degree, let alone I have already been once. You think you can give me, but I don't have the confidence to take it. Thank you for the wrong love, let me go. Yu Qingyan took a deep breath and pushed me, his tone cold and detached. I slowly let go of her and took a few steps back, and she hurried out of the room, locking the door. I stood there and didn't stop or speak, I wasn't afraid to bear the consequences of loving her, but she was thinking about the wrong time, that I was too young to afford it, and so on. How ridiculous, love still needs to be planned, what is left in life after planning?

The desolation in my heart spread so much that I almost lost the ability to walk from the top of my head to the soles of my feet. The vast helplessness and loss swallowed me in an instant, like a river of blood flowing through a shock hole in my body. I have not only thought about it 10,000 times, how beautiful it would be if my soul and Yu Qingyan's soul could collide with sparks, but these 10,000 times of imagination can't match her lack of confidence. Confessing violently and approaching strongly, the gestures I played today were nothing more than gambling on my self-esteem, and the result was a heartache.

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