Chapter 85: Cherish

After stating the matter, Li Guo'er looked at Xi Yan, "Speaking of this, if you still don't believe it, I can call Meng Yang and ask him to explain." ”

Xi Yan looked at Li Guo'er with a cold expression.

Li Guoer thought that Xiyan didn't believe it, so she dialed Meng Yang's phone and turned on speakerphone.

"Meng Yang, it's me."

"Li Guo'er, why are you calling me again? Don't you think you're messing around enough? Tong Hao, I have already explained it to him in the morning. ”

"That Meng Yang, you listen to me, Tong Hao's girlfriend didn't believe me and Tong Hao's explanation, you told her personally, nothing happened to me and Tong Hao that night, and the photo matter was just a prank."

After hearing this, Xiyan shook his head in disgust and said coldly, "Enough! ”

Li Guo'er looked at Xiyan in a daze.

Xiyan's faint voice revealed exhaustion, "Let's go." ”

After Li Guoer heard this, she turned off her mobile phone and glanced at Tong Hao.

Tong Hao looked at Xiyan guiltily

For such a thing, Xiyan didn't know how to feel

From the beginning, Tong Hao didn't explain to her that if he trusted himself enough, he shouldn't hide it from him

Tong Hao's concealment disappointed her

Li Guo'er looked at them embarrassed and snorted coldly, "Tong Hao, although I did something sorry for you, I also explain it clearly now, we don't owe each other." With that, he turned away sadly.

Xiyan suddenly let go of Tong Hao's hand

Tong Hao suddenly felt unusually lonely in his heart, and looked at the expressionless Xiyan intently, and his tone was apologetic, "I'm sorry." ”

Xiyan asked reproachfully, "Why didn't you explain it in the first place?" ”

"I'm afraid you're thinking too much."

"But if you don't say anything, won't it make me think even more?" Xiyan's tone was cold, it was not that she deliberately wanted to be so calculating and clinging to this stalk, but after such a thing happened, she started from her suspicion that Tong Hao was lying. Tong Hao never explained anything to her, did he not trust her?

"I didn't expect it to be like this." Tong Hao looked at Xiyan nervously.

Xi Yan shook her head helplessly, "After all, you still don't trust me enough. ”

Tong Hao was poor in words, and saw Xiyan with such a cold attitude. I didn't know what to say in a hurry, wasn't he able to speak well with his incorruptible tongue in court? Now you're so clumsy that you can't even speak? Didn't he trust her enough, as she said? Did the concealment of her hurt her?

The two were quiet for a while, and Xiyan said calmly, "Let's all calm down." I don't want this to be a barrier between us. I don't want to hurt each other either. ”

After speaking. Xiyan turned to leave.

Tong Hao was reluctant and hugged Xiyan from behind, "Xiyan, don't be like this, I was wrong." Nothing like this will happen in the future. ”

Xiyan looked at the front distraughtly, she really didn't know how to face this relationship at this moment, for Tong Hao's distrust of her, did she have to act as if nothing happened? She had obviously given him a chance to explain

Xiyan broke free of his hand and ran away.

Tong Hao looked at the back of Xiyan leaving, Xiyan. You really misunderstood me, and hiding it from you really isn't that you don't trust you, but that I don't want you to be cranky

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After that conversation, Xiyan was immersed in writing a paper and did not contact Tong Hao.

Tong Hao, who had been calm for a few days, wanted to find Xiyan several times, but was pulled to a party by a friend who was still at school, so he didn't do it

The night before the graduation ceremony, Tong Hao came downstairs to Xiyan's dormitory and called Xiyan.

Xiyan was busy writing papers, and her phone was turned to silent. I didn't receive a call from Tong Hao.

It wasn't until about 11 o'clock in the evening, when Xiyan finished washing up and was ready to go to bed, that he saw Tong Hao's several missed calls and new text messages. Xi Yan nodded to the message with a blank face:

Xiyan, I'm downstairs in your dormitory, I know you're still angry, I want to apologize to you in person, after you see the text message, come down.

Sunset. How can I be forgiven?

Xiyan, tomorrow is my graduation ceremony, and you hope you can come. Anyone can be absent from my graduation ceremony, but you can't.

After reading the text message, Xiyan had mixed feelings in her heart, the recent text message time was distributed at 11:30, Xiyan walked to the balcony, and Tong Hao was no longer visible

Xiaoxin saw the depressed sunset in the past few days, and walked to the balcony, "He stood there all night, from 7 o'clock to 11:30 o'clock. ”

Xiyan suddenly felt sour, "Why don't you sue me when you see it?" ”

"I thought you knew, and deliberately didn't want to see him." Xiaoxin explained.

Xiyan looked at the sky lonely, the inky sky, the bright moon in the sky, the starry sky, and the warm evening breeze gently blowing the treetops, as if whispering

Xiyan remembered the time she spent with Tong Hao every night in the past, simple and quiet

"Xiyan, since the two are still in love, let's cherish it. When you are together, because you care, many trivial things will become the source of quarrels, and you will always be jealous because of this or that little thing. All kinds of unhappy experiences in the past may make you lonely, aggrieved, and sad, but think about the happy times together. If you want to be together more determined than separated, you might as well let go of the estrangement in your heart."

Xiyan set her eyes on Xiaoxin, "How did you experience it so deeply?" ”

Xiaoxin looked at the night sky with sad eyes, "I, I also took a drag when I was in college, and I didn't think he was good when we were together, I always disliked him, found fault with him, and compared him with other boys; I will always quarrel with him over the trivial things of sesame mung beans, but he has always tolerated all my shortcomings unconditionally; Now that I'm separated, I realized that he was such a good person, and I missed him, completely"

For the first time, Xiyan saw Xiaoxin, who is usually young and cheerful, showed such a sad look, and always felt that she was beautiful and had a hearty personality, she was such a good girl, many boys chased, but she has always remained single, she has been saying in front of them that she is very demanding, and now she finds that it is not that she is demanding, but that there are people in her heart who cannot be forgotten

"Haven't you thought about redemption?" Xiyan asked regretfully.

Xiaoxin nodded. said lonely, "I've thought about it, every time I think of him, I want to take the initiative to contact him." I want to get back together with him but I haven't had the courage to do so, I used to be so bad to him"

"And then?"

"During the winter break, I met him one day and saw that he was with another girl, who was smiling brightly and the bird was snuggling in his arms. I'm so envious! Later, I heard that he had been with the girl for 3 months. ”

"Are you dead then?"

Xiaoxin nodded helplessly, "Hmm." I never saw him smile happily when I was with me, and that girl could make him laugh so much; I brought him only endless memories of hurt and pain, how could I disturb his happiness so brazenly, to put it mildly, in fact, I was cheap, I didn't know how to cherish it when I was arrogant at the beginning, but now I understand. But I can only regret it alone."

"Xiyan, if you miss something, you really miss it for a lifetime, and there is no room for redemption, especially love; Not everyone is so lucky that they can get it back if they miss it. Xiao Xin whispered sadly.

Xiyan looked at Xiaoxin and didn't know what to say to comfort her

Xiaoxin set his eyes on Xiyan, "You love Tong Hao." I can see that. ”

Xiyan bowed his head slightly.

"In that case, don't think so much and cherish the time together."

"Hmm."

"Tomorrow, the third year of law school will take graduation photos, go to bed early. Let's dress up and see him tomorrow. Xiaoxin patted Xiyan's shoulder, "Go quickly." ”

Xiyan looked at Xiaoxin, "You should rest early, good night." ”

"Good night." Xiaoxin said softly. Sad eyes look at the sky, the sky is full of stars, tomorrow must be a good day

That night, Xiyan tossed and turned, thought a lot, and figured out something:

Love. It is not as beautiful as imagined, it brings you sweetness, happiness and unforgettable pain at the same time, but the long road of love, not just a simple love can be, it also requires two people to tolerate each other, understand and trust, in order to go hand in hand

If two people do not love each other enough, anything other than will can cut off the relationship;

If the two are not trusting, tolerant, and understanding enough, the two of them will only bring endless hurt and pain to each other.

Encounters are just the beginning; And cherish it, in order to accompany it for a lifetime.

There is no doubt that Xiyan loves Tong Hao, so she has always been reluctant to part with him, even if she knows that he deliberately concealed and hurt her; But she didn't understand Tong Hao enough, Tong Hao concealed it from her because she was afraid that she would be cranky, and she had always only thought about problems from her own standpoint;

Tong Hao's feelings for her, she had no doubts, after all, when they were together, he was unconditionally good to her. Since they love each other, shouldn't she learn to understand and tolerate from this conflict?

Xiaoxin is right, if you want to be together more determined than separated, you might as well let go of the estrangement in your heart

Xiyan is the first time to procrastinate, and she doesn't understand a lot of things, so she can only grope and grow in the process of stumbling

Hearing Xiaoxin's experience, she was even more sure to cherish the time she spent with Tong Hao, because when they were together, she was always happy

Xi Yan, who figured it out, decided to go to Tong Hao's graduation ceremony

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The next day, Xiyan dressed up a little, bought a bouquet of flowers and walked to the football field, the football field was crowded, most of them were dressed up in white and black, leather shoes or high heels, and the graduates' families dragged their families to attend their children's graduation ceremonies

In the sweltering summer, there is a hint of impetuousness in the air, and there is also a trace of parting sadness

Xi Yan felt very sad when he thought that Tong Hao would not be by his side for more than a year in the future

Xi Yan sorted out her sad feelings a little, and looked around looking for Tong Hao's location

As far as the eye can see, there are all strange and similar backs, and on the runway one after another, people come and go, surrounded by water, which makes Xiyan dazzled.

Under the exposure of the sun, Tong Hao's back could not be found, and Xiyan was a little depressed

Suddenly, an arm was wrapped around Xiyan's neck, a familiar taste, Xiyan concluded that it was Tong Hao, and a strange feeling surged in his heart, joy and emotion

Tong Hao happily said in Xiyan's ear, "You're here." ”

Xiyan replied softly, "Hmm." ”

Tong Hao smiled happily, "I've been waiting for you for a long time, and I've always hoped that you could come." ”

Suddenly, the person next to him squeezed past Xi Yan, Xi Yan was pushed and did not stand firmly, but fortunately, Tong Hao responded quickly and held her in his arms, so as to prevent Xi Yan from falling to the ground

The long-lost embrace made Xiyan attached and moved, Xiyan just wanted to be empty around at the moment, so that she could not care about the eyes around her, and rely on Tong Hao's arms openly.

Tong Hao is the same, if it weren't for the graduation photo with his mentor later, he would have wanted to hold Xiyan like no one until he was old, or directly and irresponsibly take her away from the noisy place and go to a place that only belongs to them

Xiyan reluctantly pushed away his embrace and put the flower in his hand, "I've already been to your graduation ceremony, and I still have to write a thesis, so I'll go first." ”

Tong Hao took her hand, his eyes were begging, and he said softly, "Don't go." ”

Seeing such a Tong Hao, Xiyan felt a little empty in her heart.

Tong Hao took Xiyan's hand with a smile and came to the location of his class.

Yu Jun looked at the two who were as reconciled as ever, "Tong Hao, Mentor Wang Yang is here." ”

"Hmm." Tong Hao looked at Xiyan, "You wait for me here." ”

"Hmm." Xiyan bowed his head lightly and watched Tong Hao stride towards the middle of the playground, leaving a tall and thin back.

Xiyan looked at Tong Hao who was taking pictures in a daze, the afternoon sun was hot on his body, the sideburns of his hair were slightly wet, his handsome facial features were as handsome as when she first met, and the well-defined outline made her unable to take her eyes off

Suddenly, Tong Hao looked back and looked at Xiyan with a warm smile.

The photographer shouted, "Tong Hao, look at the camera." ”

Tong Hao reluctantly put his eyes in front of the camera.

Xiyan smiled, took out his mobile phone, focused on it, and took a photo of Tong Hao only

Wang Yang saw Xiyan standing next to him, and smiled kindly, "Xiyan also come over and shoot together." ”

Tong Hao walked in front of Xiyan, took Xiyan's hand and came to Wang Yang, "Teacher." ”

Xiyan greeted politely, "Hello teacher." ”

Wang Yang nodded with satisfaction.

The three of them took a group photo, and Wang Yang left the playground with the other teachers. (To be continued.) )

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