My name is Shen Mobei, the eldest daughter of the Shen family of the spirit master family, and my mother is my father's original wife, and my original identity is extremely noble.

I heard others say that from the time I was still in my mother's womb, the nobles who came to think of marrying the abdomen were about to break the threshold of the Shen family, but my mother only gently touched her slightly convex lower abdomen at that time, saying that I had already married my mother's handkerchief, that is, Queen Li at that time.

Empress Li's child spoke out two years before me, a boy, a prince, and a son of heaven who prayed for the future.

The daughter of the Shen family married the crown prince of the royal family, and this news once caused a sensation in Shengqi.

A few years after I was born, my mother became pregnant again and gave birth to my younger brother Shen Moqing, but this time, my mother closed her eyes forever because of dystocia.

In the past few years, it has been the most beautiful few years for me in the Shen family, and the eyes of everyone in the Shen family have been revolving around me, because they know that for generations, the psychic skills of the eldest son of the Shen family will be the best in the Shen family, so they have the heavy responsibility of inheriting the Shen family.

I also used to rely on a voice of envy and praise to live arrogantly for a while, I was only five or six years old at the time, but I was already a mean attitude towards everyone in the Shen family, at that time, Shen Yuexiang was only four years old, she was a concubine, always wearing dirty clothes, standing in front of me with a pitiful look, low eyebrows, and would not say a word.

But I have heard that she has opened her own yin and yang eyes very early, and the spiritual art she is learning now is incredible, and she is indeed more worthy of other people's attention than me, a concubine.

At that time, I didn't like Shen Yuexiang very much, not because of my arrogant and domineering temperament at that time, but because Shen Yuexiang was a person who had a dark heart in his bones.

She was hurt, beaten, and bullied, and she always endured it without saying a word, but sometimes, she would look at me with hatred with the eyes she thought no one saw, that kind of look, as if she was going to tear me alive, peel off my skin and cramp, and in that boundless hatred, I could still see the faint despair in those eyes.

This girl makes me hate, but it also makes me feel pity.

For a period of time after that, I was still the daughter of the Shen family, a noble daughter, enjoying everyone's worship and everyone's care.

I am still making waves in the Shen Mansion, but no one dares to come up and say no.

Her father would hold her lovingly and say to her, "Mobei, my son...... In the future, we will continue to revitalize the Shen family. ”

There is a saying that things must be reversed, just like me, who has been in the Shen family for so many years, but somehow it seems to have hit a trampoline, and suddenly I am far away from this life.

I was fourteen years old to hold the renunciation ceremony, the Shen family's renunciation is different from ordinary people, the children of the Shen family are not born spiritual masters, they all need to be enlightened step by step, in order to be called spiritual masters.

However, before the time for the children to be abandoned, the elders of the Shen family will open the yin and yang eyes for the children of the Shen family, and then begin to officially embark on the path of spiritual masters.

Just as I was kneeling in front of the elders of the Shen family, my ears filled with voices of admiration, an old and majestic voice suddenly appeared above my head, "This...... I can't even open the yin and yang eyes! ”

The elder looked at me, his face flushed, and a finger pointed at me stiffly, looking incredulous.

"What! Can't open the yin and yang eyes?! ”

"Yes, the concubine of the Shen family can't even open her yin and yang eyes, don't you laugh at the dead when she says it!"

"What's the matter, I thought the Shen family's concubine was so amazing, it turned out to be a waste who couldn't even open the eyes of yin and yang, what, it's just a ...... to disappoint the fun"

"Alas, it turns out that for so many years, the Shen family has treated pheasants as phoenixes......"

"Isn't there still a concubine in the Shen family, that concubine has been through yin and yang since she was a child, and now she has few opponents in the Shen family in the spiritual arts, tsk, now it seems that the second lady of the Shen family has some hope."

I was stunned, my mind was blank, I didn't know what the people around me were saying, I just vaguely felt a little hurtful.

I am the concubine of the Shen family, how can I be talked about like this!

Wait, in that case, Father!

I hurriedly raised my head to look at my father, only to see him sitting alone on a high seat, his body sitting straight, his face was a strict sù that I had never seen before, in my memory, my father had never strained his face against me, but now, in addition to disappointment, his face was regret.

Regret wasting too much time on me, not worth it.

At that moment, I felt that all the strength of my body was stripped of my strength, and I was a little unsteady on my knees, and I almost fell to the ground.

Later, some sensible people stood up and asked, "Is it ...... If you're wrong, don't read it. ”

The elders in the high position were not happy, the three elders sat in the high position, and they were all the most prestigious figures in the Shen family, since the three of them had seen and confirmed that it was correct, they naturally would not be suspicious of this matter.

I don't even have yin and yang eyes, so what do you want to practice spiritual arts!

I don't know how I was dragged down, only that my life has turned upside down since then.

I went from the first daughter of the Shen family to the first waste of the Shen family that others said, and I never praised me again, not even the person who smiled at me, and when my arrogant and domineering personality was used to people again, I was humiliated again and again.

My father never wanted to see me again, he smiled and said that it was no longer me, but his sister-in-law, Shen Yuexiang.

What the Shen Mansion is proud of is not her daughter-in-law, but the genius of the Shen family, Shen Yuexiang.

Just one sentence made me lose the whole world.

Oh, how ridiculous is that...... Empress Li still loves me, when I was sixteen years old, I entered the palace and became the queen of Ling Chiduan, but at that time, after I experienced those days in the Shen family, I no longer had the arrogance and arrogance of the Shen family's concubine, as they said, I really became a waste who didn't dare to say too much, didn't dare to look up at others, and didn't even dare to make too big a move in front of others!

The first time I saw Ling Chiduan, it was on the night of the candle night in the cave room, that night he stood in front of me in a big red wedding dress, his fair face was a little red because of the drink he had drunk, but his eyes were extremely rational.

He was very handsome and very good, I don't know why, at that time, my face was hot, and when I saw this man, my heart couldn't stop beating.

At that time, I suddenly felt warm in my heart.

Fortunately, at least Empress Li remembers me, fortunately, you appear in my life, whether you will stay or not, I want to thank you, you have appeared in my life and brought me throbbing, fortunately, I met you...... He said he couldn't like me right away, after all, it was the first time they met, so he respected me and wouldn't touch me.

Since then, the two of us have respected each other, and I will be his queen in peace, and he, although he doesn't like me, will still send me some strange and interesting gadgets every once in a while.

I'm always careful to hide these things away from any of them.

I think, even if I die now, it's enough, it's really enough, people can't covet too many things, covet too much, it becomes an obsession, and the deeper the obsession, the more you lose.

I don't dare to get too close to him, just look at him from afar, and think about him secretly every day.

I like him so much, I like him so much that I don't want him to know, I don't want to embarrass him.

Later, I received the only letter from the Shen family, which said that Shen Yuexiang missed me very much and wanted to come to the palace to see me.

I don't like Shen Yuexiang, I don't believe that she will like me, and I dare not think that she will miss me, I don't want her to enter the palace, I don't want her to ruin my life again, but this is what the family means, and I am not qualified to say 'no'.

So I added a condition, that is, to bring my younger brother Shen Moqing over and accompany me.

The family agreed.

After Shen Yuexiang entered the palace, my life really became a mess as expected, I only know that she must have an ulterior purpose when she entered the palace.

Sure enough, a few months later, I saw the picture of her and Ling Chiduan hugging each other, and both of them had a smile on their faces that they had just made a vow, and they hugged each other tightly as if no one was there.

My heart hurts, it hurts like a pinprick, and when I turned to leave, I only felt that I was stepping on the blade of the knife every step of the way, and I wanted to fall down and cry bitterly.

Ling Chiduan, he still passed by my world after all, I once fantasized about a hundred possibilities between me and him, but I never expected that it would be the end now.

What else could she say now?

No, she can't say anything, she's not qualified to say anything.

When I went back, I still cried and fainted in Mo Qing's arms.

Sometimes I really feel that compared to Mo Qing, I am the troublesome oil bottle, he is not as tall as me, he is a child, but because of me, he has lived in a ridicule since he was a child.

This child, the child who only reached my chest, showed prematurely the fortitude and strength that should not have appeared in this grade, but this qiē was all because of me.

I think, even if it's for Mo Qing, I shouldn't be obsessed with Ling Chiduan anymore, but how painful it is to give up someone I once loved so much.

I think that as long as I am safe, everyone will be fine, as long as I am safe...... But things are not as simple as I thought, Shen Yuexiang's various frames against me have simply intensified, she does not hesitate to hurt herself, but also wants me to be scolded by Ling Chiduan.

Yes, in the end, it was as she wished, how much Ling Chiduan loved her, how much he hated me, and how much I loved him, how much my heart hurt.

There are too many people in the palace who scold me for being vicious, someone stumbles on me when I walk, someone deliberately spits into the dishes when I eat, and there are poisonous insects on the bed when I sleep.

But whether it was scolding or bullying, Mo Qing still carried it all for me, he wiped my eyes with a smile full of injuries, and a warm smirk appeared on his face, "Sister, don't cry, I'm fine, really!" ”

Mo Qing, Mo Qing, Sister promises you that even if Sister doesn't want this life, she will let you live safely!

Shen Yuexiang finally came ruthlessly, this time, Ling Chiduan was furious for her, he didn't say a word and let people arrest me, he didn't listen to my explanation at all, just let people torture me constantly, I screamed in pain in the dark torture room, he just looked at me coldly, and his eyebrows were full of disgust.

Ling Chiduan, you say, the person I fell in love with, why would it be you!

Later, during the days when I was locked up and tortured, I heard that Mo Qing was arrested because he wanted to rescue me secretly, but he was caught red-handed and put on death row.

Yes, Empress Li had decreed before, Ling Chiduan couldn't kill me, but he could kill Mo Qing, because he knew that killing Mo Qing would make me even more painful.

What exactly did I do?

Make you hate me like this...... But no matter what, Mo Qing can't die.

The Shen family has a secret technique, which can be used even by ordinary people without spiritual power, which is to separate their souls from their bodies, and then let the surrounding breath bring them to any time and space, maybe in that time and space, there can be someone who asks you for help, you can get rid of him and let him help you.

But the premise is that after recruiting this person, he will explode his soul and disappear, and he will never be able to be reborn!

And the soul of the person you turn to for help can enter your body and become you from now on.

Ashes are gone, and there will be no transcendence in eternity...... That's it, this world is no longer worth her nostalgia for, just let me disappear like this, in the waste that people in the world say, poison, women, disappear forever...... Mo Qing, it is you who have been protecting Sister A, and now, let Sister A be like you, regardless of a qiē for you...... Although she Shen Mobei has not done anything good in her life, she at least lives with a clear conscience......