Tong Qianyun looked out of the window with hurt eyes, pushed open the window, the withered scenery outside the window made her feel sad, the clear evening breeze fluttered on her face, her face felt painful, her sad eyes were full of tears, and her memories couldn't help but go back to when she was 20 years old

When she was 20 years old, she had just graduated from college and married Li Zhensheng, who had been delayed for three years. At that time, she loved Li Zhensheng and loved her life to death, after she gave her first time in a **, she accidentally got pregnant, Li Zhensheng's family is average, plus he has just graduated from medicine with a low salary, he can only barely support two people, there is not enough economy to raise one more person at all, Li Zhensheng, who is very ambitious, thought again and again, and ruthlessly asked Tong Qianyun to beat the child, Tong Qianyun was unwilling, she wanted to give birth to and raise the child, Li Zhensheng couldn't stand it, so he could only grit his teeth and support his family thriftily

Finally, Tong Hao was born when Tong Qianyun was 21 years old, and there was a new member of the family, for Tong Qianyun, this is a happy thing, but for Li Zhensheng, this is the beginning of bad news for the family.

Tong Hao's birth broke down the relationship between the two husbands and wives who had been living in harmony, and the two would quarrel every day over trivial things such as material livelihood, Li Zhensheng no longer tolerated Tong Qianyun, and would always count the shortcomings of feeling cute when he was in tow with her, and Tong Qianyun gradually lost patience with his behavior of going out early and returning late

This state lasted for three years, when Tong Qianyun was 24 years old, the two fell in love and killed each other, they were exhausted, Tong Qianyun had the idea of separation, and Li Zhensheng had the opportunity to go to the United States to study for two years while working, which is the best cooling-off period for the two

Unexpectedly, such a state of separation between the two places pushed this marriage to the end of death

For Tong Qianyun, she just wanted the two to calm down for a while, she always thought that they would be able to live together again after calming down, but Li Zhensheng didn't think so, he met a woman in the United States, lived with her and conceived a son, and two years later, he returned to China and divorced Tong Qianyun

Tong Qianyun was reluctant, Li Zhensheng sued her in court with a complaint, Tong Qianyun was heartbroken, and her unfaithful lover actually sued her in court, and the court of first instance ruled that the divorce was not allowed; Li Zhensheng appealed ruthlessly, and the final judgment of the second instance determined that the relationship between the two had indeed broken down, and the divorce was decided;

Tong Qianyun was grief-stricken, after the divorce, she had been waiting for Li Zhensheng to turn back, who knew that the first wait was 21 years, Li Zhensheng never looked back, she had a good congenital condition, she had several opportunities to remarry, but she was rejected one by one, she spent her youth waiting and raising Tong Hao

In the process of waiting, Tong Qianyun gradually understood that Li Zhensheng had given up on her as early as 21 years ago, so no matter how infatuated she was and how long she waited, she couldn't look forward to his return, and in more than 20 years of waiting, she consumed her youth

Although the story that happened to her was different from what Xiyan was experiencing, she still didn't want to see Xiyan's youth die in a long wait

For a woman, precious youth is like fireworks, although the flowers bloom brilliantly, but they are also short-lived, there is no need to waste their youth by waiting

She doesn't want Xiyan to think of the preciousness of picking up the morning flowers when she reaches the twilight of her life, after all, Tong Hao now is like Li Zhensheng back then, and he has no ability to give them the happiness they want, if there is no material support for love-based love, it is like the sand in his hand, the tighter he grips it, the faster it will be lost, and the two people will love each other deeply, and they will go to mediocrity, they will be sad about material and livelihood, and they will quarrel over the trivial things of life sesame mung beans, and as there are more and more contradictions, the two are drifting apart

Before going back to the room to sleep, Xiyan went to Tong Hao's room, saw his hand outside the quilt, gently put his hand in the quilt, carefully tucked the quilt, looked at his quiet sleep for a while, and left.

Xi Yan, who returned to the room, thought a lot, it was nothing more than Tong Hao's mother and son's attitude towards herself, but she had to forgive them, although Tong Qianyun was cold to herself, it was understandable that there was a reason for it; And because Tong Hao wanted to overcome his physical disability as soon as possible, his attitude became too hasty, and his temper became sometimes good and sometimes bad, she can also forgive her, so she can bear with it anymore Thinking about it, she fell into a deep sleep

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