Tao Bin was lying on the bed in the dormitory, he was the only one in the entire dormitory, he was a senior, almost everyone didn't come back, and there were only a dozen people on the entire fifth floor.

The hallway was so quiet that it seemed like there was no one. So when Cao Huayan hanged himself in the toilet here at that time, he was not found until daytime, and it was easy for him to walk in at that time.

He still remembers hearing that Cao Huayan's body had been found.

It was the same as every day, nothing special. When he walked to the school gate, he thought about the papers he hadn't handed in yet, and where he would go for lunch. Before he reached the classroom, a new message appeared on his mobile phone: a body had been found in the men's bathroom at the west end of the fifth floor.

An hour later, there was another message: It's Cao Huayan! Counselors are asking the people in their dorms!

Tao Bin is not familiar with Cao Huayan, the most impressive thing in recall is the barbecue organized in the class, Tao Bin is one of the organizers, the meat used for the skewer is he and another person to buy back, when the goods are delivered, he and the delivery of the goods, casually called a person next to him: "Hey, classmates, help send these orders in quickly and let them roast first, it's time to scold in a while!" As soon as the man turned around, he recognized it as Cao Huayan.

Cao Huayan gives people the feeling that he doesn't have a sense of zài. Some people in the class are easy to talk to, and some people are not good at talking, basically after a few years in the same class, they will have a general impression of the people in the class. Cao Huayan is the kind of person who can tell him a word, and he is not very good at resisting. So when Tao Bin found out that Cao Huayan not only moved those boxes, but also roasted and ate them with Tao Bin, and he was still moving with Tao Bin, Tao Bin was not surprised at all.

Tao Bin grabbed dozens of skewers of mutton, beef, chicken wings, and mushrooms from the last few boxes and stuffed them into a plastic bag and stuffed them to Cao Huayan, "This is for you." "This can be regarded as opening the back door, and when the whole box is moved, it will definitely be snatched up, and it is not certain whether you can get your favorite food by then.

"Is there anything else you'd like to eat? Take it all! Tao Bin saw that he didn't take it, and brought him some potato chips, green peppers, and flesh and bones, Cao Huayan didn't say anything, he kept taking it, until Cao Huayan understood and stopped him: "No need, no need!" Enough to eat! ”

After that, Cao Huayan may have a better impression of him, and he will specially say hello to him when he meets him in the class.

Tao Bin also found that Cao Huayan seemed to have a kind of estrangement with the people in the class, and he didn't have a deep friendship with anyone. I heard that although he lived in the new dormitory building, the people who slept with him were not from their class. At that time, there were dozens of people in their level who couldn't live there, so they were assigned to the new building, and they were all scattered wherever there were empty beds in the bedrooms. He thought that Cao Huayan had no friends in the dormitory, and he didn't have any in the class, this person was quite pitiful.

But this thought was only fleeting, and then I heard about him that he had committed suicide.

How did he die? Because of what? Is it a family affair? Academic? Job? Or is it in love?

All kinds of rumors have been released, and countless speculations have been piled up on Cao Huayan.

Tao Bin suddenly became angry. Obviously, he used to be a classmate and was so close to him, but no one thought to care about him and understand him, but after he died, no one knew the reason, and no one could say anything about him.

Their indifference is a murderous knife at this time!

Tao Bin doesn't think he is innocent, he is also responsible, and he is one of those who ignore Cao Huayan. But there seem to be very few people who think like him, and everyone in the class and grade, whether they know or disrecognize Cao Huayan, suddenly became interested in him, and they couldn't leave this person in their topics. Cao Huayan has entered everyone's lives in another way, which cannot but be said to be sad.

Tao Bin began to stop everyone from speculating about the cause of Cao Huayan's death and life, and when he realized that politeness was useless here, he began to use violence. After beating a few boys who said Cao Huayan, the atmosphere in the class changed greatly, and some people began to reflect on the disrespect of using dead people as a topic.

But there are still some speculations that have become symbols on Cao Huayan's body, and everyone who mentions him does not cause sadness but repeated reinforcement of rumors.

Tao Bin knew that after they graduated this year, Cao Huayan, who remained in their minds, would only be left with the impression of rumors. Although he doesn't know the real Cao Huayan either, he would rather everyone remember the ordinary, silent but responsible Cao Huayan than a parent divorced and his father refused to even take the news of his death to heart and refused to come to school; disagrees with the people in the dormitory and is ostracized; I didn't have any good friends in the class; Drug; Drug trafficking; People with impressions of homosexuality etc.

“…… This Cao Huayan's experience is really rich. Qin Qing was a little dumbfounded.

After Wu Bin was caught by that Tao Bin, he actually followed this clue to find out Cao Huayan's grade and class. Before, I only knew that there was a person who hanged himself there, and I knew the name, but I couldn't find out which grade, what school, which class, etc., in the school system.

Because Cao Huayan's name has disappeared, all the information about him has been deleted.

After Wu Bin found Cao Huayan's class, he also found his dormitory, which was like finding a huge database, and Cao Huayan's information was exposed to them at once.

Myth 1: Cao Huayan is said to have been ostracized in their bedroom for peeking at the boys in the same bed taking a bath.

Myth 2: Cao Huayan is not familiar with the people in the class, and he usually does not see him enter and exit with others, even if he takes the same course, he does not see him communicating with others. But the homework is handed in on time, and he is an obedient student in the eyes of the teacher.

"The credibility of this is quite high." Qin Qing frowned and said, "But is the first one true?" ”

Wu Bin shrugged, "I don't know. They said that Cao Huayan said that he had accidentally broken in and did not know that there were people inside. They say that there are people in the bath, how can they not know? And Cao Huayan also helped that person wash his underwear. ”

Qin Qing and Ke Fei exchanged glances, and Sun Mingming sighed, "It's so pitiful...... He has a crush on this guy, right? ”

Then the people in their dorm didn't talk to him much, so he went to the counselor and said he wanted to move out, but there was no empty bed. It wasn't until someone came home in the second grade that he went back to the counselor. Wu Bin said.

"He just spent a year?" Qin Qing was surprised, and immediately sympathized with him. No one spoke to him in the dormitory for a year, treating him as a transparent person......

"He must have had a hard time...... Ke Fei also shook his head and sighed.

Wu Bin felt that this was the end of the matter, he said, "You must not believe it, it was not until after Cao Huayan committed suicide that the counselor went to their dormitory to ask, and the people in their class knew that Cao Huayan was excluded in the dormitory." ”

"......" Ke Fei was shocked, "Isn't this person familiar with anyone in the class?" Does he have a tweet or something else? ”

Wu Bin shook his head, "He has a □□ with class groups and city groups added to it, and the space is not open, only a few emails to contact the teacher's class committee." ”

"This man is a cave man." Sun Mingming said.

"No wonder......" Qin Qing understood a little here, Cao Huayan's pressure was nowhere to be released before he went to a dead end, if he could have a place to talk, even if it was to talk to himself, it was estimated that he would not have come to this point.

When he received Tao Bin's call, Qin Qing was still surprised, how could he have her call?

Tao Bin said: "You have it in your paper. Didn't you let me make a copy? He hesitated, "...... Is it convenient for you? I have something to ask you. ”

On the sidelines of the football field, Qin Qing met Tao Bin, and he also bought her a cup of milk tea.

"Thank you." Qin Qing took it, "Looking for me?" ”

There were only a few elementary school students playing football on the court, and Qin Qing said, "I remember that you also played?" ”

Tao Bin said, "If you don't fight, you're not in the mood." ”

The two were silent for a while. Qin Qing drank milk tea silently, waiting for him to speak. After a while, Tao Bin: "I see that what you write on your paper is quite true...... Are there really ghosts? ”

Qin Qing thought for a moment before answering him: "This question can't be confirmed by the academic community until now, right?" ”

Tao Bin didn't care too much about the answer, he said, "You ......" he clenched his fists, "I want to know why Cao Huayan committed suicide." ”

Qin Qing was a little embarrassed, "...... I probably can't help with that. "Dreaming of something that she can't control, she has always passively accepted. took the initiative to let the ghost fall asleep, not to mention whether she had the ability or not, even if she did, she didn't dare, and she didn't plan to be a psychic.

Tao Bin looked at the football field as if he hadn't listened to her, and said quietly: "...... I want to know why. ”

This is probably the biggest question in Tao Bin's mind, right?

Qin Qing: "After you know, what do you want to do?" ”

Tao Bin looked at her.

Qin Qing, "If someone really bullied him, do you want to beat that person?" Or kill him? Let him apologize to Cao Huayan? ”

Tao Bin clenched his fists, and he didn't know what he could do. The people who shared the dormitory with Cao Huayan had already been tortured after he hanged himself, and all three of them had changed their dormitories and were not at school at all. A human life weighed them down.

He just wanted to find out what made Cao Huayan hang himself from the window. He didn't know what he wanted to find out why, and what if he didn't think it was enough to commit suicide? Is Cao Huayan too rash? But he couldn't think of any reason to commit suicide as a matter of course.

Seeing his confused face, Qin Qing understood that Tao Bin was also a breathless person who was oppressed by Cao Huayan's death. Just like Qin Cheng before.

Thinking of Qin Cheng, she always wondered if Rong Rong was attached to him at that time, would it be better if Qin Cheng was dreaming? At least it's better than letting her dream as an outsider. Until now, she is still hesitating how to say to Qin Cheng: I'm sorry, my girlfriend's last dream object before she left was me, and she didn't say anything important, just let me not think about fighting with her for you......

It's hard to say no matter how you think about it.

If you let Tao Bin dream......

Qin Qing spoke before he could think about it, "Have you read my paper?" ”

Tao Bin hummed.

"Do you think the paragraph in my paper about Xu Ermao's dream makes sense?" Qin Qing asked uneasily. At that time, she wrote it because she had her own experience as a foundation, so it was straightforward, but after letting Si Yuhan see it, she said that her argument was problematic: about people who can dream of death, she wrote because there is a legend that sleep and death are similar. Si Yuhan said: "Are they all lying down? "The similarity is just this one?

Tao Bin just swept it around, and if he wanted to say how serious he was, he definitely didn't, so he just hummed again.

Qin Qing breathed a sigh of relief, "Actually, I dreamed that someone who had passed away was a professor. ”

"Dreaming of class? Examination? Tao Bin asked with a smile, he thought for a moment before reacting, "Oh, you're asking me if I ever dreamed of Cao Huayan?" I dreamed that he was waiting for me under the street lamp in the dormitory building. ”

Qin Qing immediately pricked up his ears, "And then?" What's going on in the end? ”

Tao Bin was surprised, thinking that he really studied this, so seriously?

"Not later." He shook his head and said, "I've heard people talk about him looking for me, but I didn't live in the school at the time. I thought about it later, maybe he wanted to talk to me about changing dorms, right? He can't change his bedroom, so he might want to change to us. He thought that he was more familiar with Cao Huayan, at least than other classmates, so he could only come to him for a change.

"Did you ask him?"

"No, how can you ask in a dream."

"Next time I dream about it, ask him. You can also talk in your dreams. ”

Tao Bin didn't know if he listened to the girl's words, but that night, he dreamed of Cao Huayan again.

The street lights were clearly extinguished, and small insects were flying around the bulbs, buzzing.

Cao Huayan stood under the street lamp around the corner, avoiding the crowd.

Tao Bin thought to himself, he just doesn't like to be with people. He remembered the girl's words and walked over—almost one step, and he was behind Cao Huayan. As he walked over, he kept thinking to himself: He shouldn't go. As a result, he really didn't leave, Tao Bin hurried up to shoot him.

Cao Huayan turned around.

Tao Bin greeted him naturally as usual, "What are you doing here?" Wait for someone, wait for whom? I'll call you. ”

Cao Huayan was a little nervous, he smiled and said, "I have something to do with you." ”

Tao Bin remembered that he wanted to change the bedroom, and immediately said, "You want to change the bedroom, right?" I told you to just move over, and now no one lives on the fifth floor! I'm the only one in my house. If you want to move, I'll move your luggage with you now! ”

Cao Huayan shook his head and said, "No, I borrowed 200 yuan from you last time, and I'll give it to you when I get the money when I get home this week." ”

Tao Bin recalled it well before remembering that once Cao Huayan asked him to borrow money from him on the □□, but he didn't see it at the time, and when he saw it, he asked someone to bring two hundred to Cao Huayan, and then he forgot about it.

"I'm sorry I haven't paid you back. I'll give it to you as soon as I get the money when I get home this time. Cao Huayan said seriously.

Tao Bin patted his head, "Hey! What a big deal! I heard you've been waiting for me for a few days, just for this? Don't bother, by the way, I forgot to ask if you were enough, I had two hundred on me at the time, not enough for me to give you some more, I just took the money. "As he spoke, he had to take out his wallet and get his card, and there was an ATM in the school, and he could withdraw it soon.

Cao Huayan hurriedly held his hand, smiled very happily, and said with relief, "It's okay, no, it's enough!" I haven't paid you back for so long, and I'm afraid you'll be angry......"

Tao Bin waved his hand, "It's just two hundred yuan, if you don't want to go, just invite me to a meal!" ”

Cao Huayan said okay, the two walked out of the school gate together, ready to go to the small restaurant outside the school gate to eat, Tao Bin also said that which store and what dishes are delicious, authentic, affordable, very happy! Exceptionally satisfying!

Before waking up in the morning, Tao Bin was still thinking in his heart: Yes, it's good to talk to Cao Huayan earlier, just go out to eat with him earlier, if you have anything to say, brother will help you think of an idea......

The sun shone in and shone on his face, and he felt the light, but he refused to open his eyes.

He remembered.

Cao Huayan is gone.