Xi Yan stared at the black BMW car in surprise, this is not Tong Hao's car! Tong Hao's car is silver, which she chose with him, silver is a calm color, representing noble, noble, and low-key;

Thinking of this, Xi Yan couldn't help but smile bitterly, her consciousness was a little sober, she was so stupid! How could Tong Hao be in Shenzhen!

The people in the car got down and saw the drunken Xiyan, and couldn't help but be angry, and stepped forward to hold her arm.

Xiyan glanced at the person holding her arm, it was Song Mingjia!

Song Mingjia's tone was full of reproach, "Why are you drunk like this?" ”

In a trance, Xiyan heard a voice that looked like Tong Hao's scolding.

Xiyan looked at the ground in frustration and muttered, "Tong Hao"

The small sound fell into Song Mingjia's ears word for word, which made him care inexplicably

'Tong Hao' is the person who makes her miss it, and is it the reason why she is drunk tonight?

Thinking of this, Song Mingjia was angry for no reason, and reason was squeezed out by jealousy

Song Mingjia helped Xiyan get into the car and helped her fasten her seat belt.

The stuffy atmosphere in the car made Xiyan, who had a headache, uncomfortable, and wanted to open the window, but no matter how hard she knocked on the locked window, she couldn't open it.

Xiyan looked at Song Mingjia and said uncomfortably, "Car window." ”

Song Mingjia looked at her and nodded, rolling down the window.

The cold and sober air outside the window hit, driving away the unpleasant smell of air conditioning in the car little by little, Xiyan leaned comfortably on the back of the chair, gently closed her tired eyes, put down the tight strings of the alarm clock, and let herself fall asleep defenselessly

Looking at Xiyan who relaxed his vigilance against him, Song Mingjia didn't know whether to thank her for believing that she was a decent gentleman or whether to say that she was innocent and cute

Song Mingjia shook his head helplessly, started the engine, and the car slowly drove away from the street

When he arrived downstairs at Xiyan, Song Mingjia looked at the sleeping Xiyan, his delicate face, delicate facial features, and fair skin made his heart that had long been love at first sight ready to move

Suddenly, his hand stroked Xiyan's cheek without being controlled by his brain, looking at her sexy thin lips, **relieved, and his head unconsciously approached her

Xiyan suddenly turned his head, and there were words in his mouth, "Tong Hao"

After Song Mingjia heard this, his hand froze in mid-air

'Tong Hao': How many times have I heard her shout this name?

Xiyan, is he so important that you miss it all the time? Is it important enough to reassure you just by calling his name?

Song Mingjia was suddenly so jealous

After staying with Xiyan for a while, Song Mingjia looked at the time and woke Xiyan up, "Xiyan"

As soon as Xi Yan, who was very shallow in her sleep, heard someone call her name, she slowly opened her eyes, looked at the gradually clear face, and saw that it was Song Mingjia, who was sitting in a precarious position, and her mind was much clearer, "Director"

Song Mingjia nodded expressionlessly.

Xiyan looked at the surrounding environment, saw that it was near his home, and said to Song Mingjia, "Thank you for sending me back." ”

Song Mingjia responded coldly, "Hmm." ”

Xi Yan glanced at Song Mingjia with a gloomy face, and wondered in his mind if he had done something stupid and said something wrong when he was drunk just now, and he had provoked him? She had rarely been drunk, and she had no idea what she would do when she was drunk

Xiyan looked at Song Mingjia embarrassedly and said, "I'm sorry for your trouble, because I rarely get drunk, so I don't know what kind of drunkenness I will get when I'm drunk." ”

After hearing this, Song Mingjia looked at her calmly, raised her eyebrows, and the corners of her mouth rose proudly, "You confessed to me just now." ”

After hearing this, Xiyan stared at Song Mingjia in amazement, and looked at Song Mingjia fixedly.

Song Mingjia nodded affirmatively.

Xi Yan frowned slightly, pursed her lips, and recalled what he said in her mind

After thinking for a while, Xiyan slowly shook his head.

"Haven't remembered yet?" Song Mingjia asked.

Xiyan nodded, "I didn't get drunk just now, and I didn't say anything inappropriate, I just wasn't clear-headed." Xiyan affirmed that in this regard, she has always been very strict with herself, even if she is drunk, her tense nerves will constantly remind herself that she has not arrived in an environment that makes her feel at ease, and she will never let her guard down. Although she was drunk and dizzy, her sense of safety did not decrease because of this

As for getting into Song Mingjia's car later and sleeping peacefully in the car, letting his guard down, probably believing in his heart that he was not a bad person

At this time, Xiyan, who was sober-minded, looked at Song Mingjia and smiled faintly at him, "Thank you for sending me back!" ”

Song Mingjia, who was seen through the lie, smiled awkwardly, "You really believe me!" Aren't you afraid that I will plot against you? ”

"If you do something wrong to me, I'll probably hate you to death." Xiyanyun said lightly.

"It's all right!" Song Mingjia said nonchalantly.

Xiyan smiled and said with certainty, "You won't!" A noble person like you should disdain to do such a stupid thing. ”

Song Mingjia smiled helplessly, thinking to herself, what you said is light, I am not a gentleman, and I also have times when I can't hold back, and I almost do what I think is stupid to you when I am blinded by jealousy

Almost, reason loses to jealousy

Love is terrible, once blind, it is difficult to contain

Xiyan sighed softly, "I'm home, be careful when you go back." ”

Song Mingjia nodded, "Xiyan, can you give me a chance?" ”

Xi Yan was stunned for a moment, then shook her head with a smile, "No!" Please strangle your feelings for me in the cradle, and don't let it grow and take root. ”

Song Mingjia asked sadly, "Is it because of him?" Tong Hao! ”

After hearing this, Xiyan looked at him fixedly, "How do you know?" ”

"Have you forgotten? When I was drunk just now! You keep calling his name, and my ears are calloused. Song Mingjia smiled bitterly.

Xiyan's eyes suddenly darkened, "Now that you know." You should give up even more. ”

"Is he so important that you can't forget him? Even if you leave him. ”

Xiyan licked her lips and looked out the window, "Hmm! ”

Song Mingjia asked, "Do you still have a chance to be together?" ”

Xiyan smiled bitterly, lowered his eyes, and his eyes were misty, "Who knows!" ”

Song Mingjia nodded sadly, "I see." ”

Xiyan looked at Song Mingjia apologetically, "I'm sorry! With that, he took off his seat belt and wanted to get out of the car.

Suddenly, Song Mingjia swore and said, "Although you haven't given up on him yet, I believe it's only a matter of time, and one day, I will make you fall in love with me." Even if you don't give yourself a chance to start over, I won't give up lightly. ”

After hearing this, Xiyan shook his head helplessly, and said resolutely, "Don't do things that make me feel exhausted, it will make me feel disgusted!" ”

Maybe it's because of Tong Hao, Xiyan doesn't want to have a little emotional entanglement with any man other than Tong Hao. Although she and Tong Hao were separated, she never thought of forgetting Tong Hao, and it was indeed confusing whether they could be together in the future, but even so, she would rather be alone than have a relationship with other members of the opposite sex

Or maybe it's because of emotional cleanliness, and I don't want to be with another person I don't love when I have a person in my heart, otherwise I will hurt others and hurt myself

Xiyan got out of the car, feeling irritable inexplicably, sighed heavily, and said to Song Mingjia, "Song Mingjia, I think we are only suitable to be friends, if you can't even do this, I can only disappear under your nose, I will do what I say." ”

Song Mingjia looked at Xiyan in frustration, after listening to her resolute words, her heart was stabbed as uncomfortable, she was really ruthless, and gave him every bit of hope, so that his confused mind had nowhere to place

Song Mingjia nodded slowly, started the engine, and the car slowly left Xiyan's sight.

Xiyan was upset, on the one hand, I didn't want to hurt you, and on the other hand, I really couldn't forget I'm sorry.

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Since Song Mingjia confessed, a few days have passed one after another, Song Mingjia and Xiyan have kept silent about the day's events, and their work is normal.

One evening, Xiyan worked overtime and immersed himself in his work.

At this time, the mobile phone on the table rang, and Xiyan didn't look at the caller ID, so she answered the phone, "Hey." ”

"Yan Yan, haven't you gotten off work yet?"

"Mom, I'm going to be done soon."

"Come back to dinner when you're done, we'll wait for you to come back."

After hearing this, Xiyan felt a warm current flowing through her heart, moved, and said gently, "Mom, you and Dad eat first, don't wait for me, just leave me some food." ”

"It's okay to wait a while, if you don't come back so soon, we'll eat first, you have to pay attention to your body, it's not worth it if you're tired from busy work," Deng Chuntao advised.

"Okay, Mom, I'll go back when I'm done with the things at hand, don't worry about me." Xiyan was moved, and some people were concerned and worried, so why not be a kind of happiness

"Good. Be careful when you come back. ”

"Hmm." After Deng Chuntao hung up the phone, Xiyan hung up again.

Xiyan looked at the phone and smiled slightly, it's good, in the city that I like and am familiar with, relatives and friends are within my reach, with their full care, miss them, and they can appear in front of each other with a phone call and a taxi

In the end, I still chose to leave Tong Hao and turned around and threw myself into the arms of family and friendship

Tong Hao, will you blame me for being ruthless? At the beginning, I decided to stay in Shanghai alone for you, and my world was centered on you

At that time, I was young and vigorous, and I could be so willful, but now it's different from the past, I can't be willful, in addition to you, I still have people who need my protection

By your side, you can protect me and give me a full sense of security, but in such a comfortable environment, I have to leave, because I want to be strong, and I also want to protect the people I care about

Xiyan shook her head helplessly, filtered out the messy thoughts in her mind, and continued to finish the other tasks at hand and listed tomorrow's work tasks in the worksheet by the way.

Turning off the computer, Xiyan tidied up his position and left the office, while waiting for the elevator, Xiyan took out his earbuds and prepared to listen to the song, when a male voice suddenly remembered next to him, "Hi." ”

Xi Yan looked at the man and found that it was Song Mingjia, "Director." ”

Song Mingjia nodded at her, "Overtime?" ”

"Well, are you too?" Xiyan asked.

"Hmm."

"Go home?"

"Well, my parents are waiting for me to come home for dinner."

"It's nice to be able to share the joy of family after work." Song Mingjia said enviously.

Xiyan smiled, "yes." ”

The elevator came, and the two went in. The quiet space was suddenly speechless, since the last time Song Mingjia confessed, the relationship between them has changed a little, and the two of them have tacitly kept their distance, Xiyan guessed, probably he retreated in a difficult way, which is also good!

Xiyan asked, "Isn't the director from this city?" ”

Song Mingjia tilted his head and looked at Xiyan for a while, "It's all off work, don't you feel awkward to call me the director?" ”

Xiyan smiled disapprehantly, "Get used to it." ”

Song Mingjia had a faint smile on his lips, "After getting off work, you call my name directly, Song Mingjia, I don't mind if you remove your surname, or call me Ajia." ”

Xi Yan silently called Song Mingjia three words in her heart, and there was an inexplicable awkwardness, "I think it's very rude to call his boss by his name." ”

"That's because you're too restrained, and you'll get used to it after calling a few more times."

Song Mingjia looked at the floor displayed by the elevator, the second floor, "How do you go back." ”

"I'll just take the bus."

"I'll give you a ride."

Xiyan declined, "Don't bother, it's a 5-minute drive to my house." ”

When the elevator reached the first floor, Xi Yan nodded to Song Mingjia, "Then I'll go first, see you tomorrow." ”

As soon as the elevator door opened, Song Mingjia quickly pressed the parking lot on the negative floor, the door closed slowly, and Xi Yan looked at Song Mingjia in surprise

Song Mingjia looked at Xiyan with a smile on his face, "I'll send you." Anyway, by the way, you shouldn't have to refuse. ”

Xiyan helplessly looked at the elevator to the underground parking lot, and said sullenly, "You've talked about this." ”

Song Mingjia was a little concerned about her expression, was her behavior embarrassing her? Driven by his heart, he just wanted to spend more time alone with her, and learn more about what kind of person this person who made him excited in his heart was rejected by her last time, although he was very hurt, but this is not a reason for him to give up the pursuit, it is rare to meet a woman with eyes and heart, how can he give up because of a rejection

When he arrived at the underground parking lot, Xiyan sat in the passenger seat and was silent since the car left the basement.

Song Mingjia thought that her behavior made her unhappy, so she was a little concerned in her heart, and tried to find a topic, "Recently, the program you hosted has high ratings and is doing a good job." ”

Xiyan nodded, "Well, thank you." ”

"In the past, I imagined my future career, which could be a radio host, editor, behind-the-scenes planner and other related jobs, but I never thought that I would be a host of a program program, and it is closely related to history."

Song Mingjia saw that Xiyan was not in an unhappy mood, and the guilt in his heart felt a little better, "Do you like your current job?" ”

"Well, it's good, I can learn something new every day and enrich my knowledge. In the past, I felt that I just wanted to work silently in the job I liked for a lifetime, and I never thought about changing, nor did I think about trying something new, and I didn't have the courage to challenge things that I wouldn't do before. ”

Xiyan looked at Song Mingjia gratefully and said, "After meeting you, it really changed." ”

"Thank you!" Xiyan said sincerely that every encounter is a change; Whether it was meeting Tong Hao or Song Mingjia, it made her life have a different transformation

In the long road of life, the most important thing that can not be refused is time and growth, since you can't refuse, then accept it, under the witness of time, grow better and better, so good that even you can like yourself.

After hearing this, Song Mingjia nodded happily, "Well, on the one hand, the company really needs a host to host the history column, and on the other hand, you have the ability, I believe you can do it." ”

Xiyan nodded, looking at the scenery that flashed outside, her eyes lowered, a little sad

After Song Mingjia saw it, he was very concerned in his heart, and he was sad for Tong Hao.

Tong Hao, leaving your most comfortable position, I can really grow up; Being guarded by you, I am very happy and reassuring, but this will make me inert, gradually, you will become a dependence that I can't quit, and I will stop and leave you, without your protection, I can be stronger and more independent, in order to become a trustworthy existence of the people I care about. )