Chapter 61: The Reflection of Impotence and Guilt
After taking a walk, Xiyan's stomach was a little uncomfortable, so he kept lying on the bed to rest, and Tong Hao was reading a book in the room alone, he had always been used to reading books, and there was Xiyan's company next to him, and now that she was missing, he closed the book with a little empty heart, came to the door of Xiyan's room with a cane, knocked on the door, and did not respond, Tong Hao frowned worriedly, directly held the doorknob to open the door, and saw Xiyan hiding in the quilt, shrunk into a ball, he hurriedly walked to her with a cane, and asked worriedly, " Xiyan, what's wrong with you? ”
Xiyan's lips were pale in pain, and his face was as pale as a piece of paper, and he said weakly, "Why are you here?" ”
Tong Hao looked at her worriedly, "Are you on your period?" ”
Xiyan nodded slightly.
Tong Hao was slightly stunned, and his low voice revealed anger, "Why didn't you tell me." ”
Xiyan showed a pale smile, "It hurts for a while, and you'll be fine after a while." ”
Tong Hao angrily stretched out his hand to help her wipe the cold sweat on her forehead, and said softly, "I'll make you a cup of brown sugar water." ”
Xiyan grabbed his hand, "No need, it's inconvenient for you to be like this." ”
Tong Hao ignored it, left Xiyan's room, and went down the stairs with crutches with difficulty
Xiyan has back pain, the muscles and bones in the lower abdomen seem to be spasmodic like being convulsed by others, this pain makes her unable to straighten her waist and is too speechless, since her life has a menstrual holiday, she has to suffer from the pain of dying once a month, she really envy those girls, coming to menstruation is just back pain, and she has to experience pain in bed when she goes to school to menstruate, if she comes to class, she needs to take a day off to lie in bed and suffer the painful abuse
So Tong Hao knew the pain when Xiyan came to menstruate
Xiyan was worried about the inconvenience of Tong Hao going up and down the stairs, so she struggled to get up from the warm bed, put on a coat, and walked out of the room carefully
Xiyan endured the pain in her body and walked to the next step than Tong Hao, "Tong Hao, I'll soak it myself." I'll help you back to your room first. ”
Tong Hao looked at Xiyan angrily and helplessly, and from her eyes, Tong Hao saw the reflection of his powerlessness and guilt
Xiyan had red eyes, she knew that Tong Hao's helplessness and guilt were because of herself, and he wanted to do something for himself, but the inconvenience in his legs completely hindered him
Xiyan smiled faintly, "It's okay, I'll help you over." ”
Tong Hao said angrily, "No, I'll do it myself." ”
Xi Yan was frightened by his tone, stepped aside, and carefully guarded Tong Hao's left hand
Because he wanted to go down the stairs to the kitchen to make a cup of brown sugar water quickly, Tong Hao stubbornly threw away the crutches in his hand, and wanted to go down the stairs with his right leg alone
This action made Xiyan gasp, and Xiyan looked at Tong Hao worriedly, "Tong Hao"
Tong Hao ignored Xi Yan's worries and landed on his right leg
Xi Yan, who was tortured in the lower abdomen, couldn't take care of her pain because she was worried about Tong Hao, so she held Tong Hao's hand beside her, "Tong Hao, let me help you down." Don't be pushy. ”
Tong Hao vigorously shook off Xiyan's hand
Due to the excessive force, Xiyan, who was weak from pain, did not stand firmly, and did not notice that his feet were empty
"Ahh
Tong Hao stretched out his hand to pull Xiyan, but it was too late, Xiyan's back fell heavily on the floor, his back hurt for a while, and his eyes were filled with tears
And Tong Hao also fell down and fell on Xiyan's body
The cramping pain in her lower abdomen and the pain in her back bones made tears flow from the corners of Xiyan's eyes
Tong Hao got up from Xiyan's body, his heart was beating restlessly, and he looked at Xiyan who was lying on the ground with a blue and colorless face, feeling guilty, "Xiyan, how are you?"
Xiyan was so pained that she couldn't speak
Tong Hao tried his best to help Xiyan up, but he couldn't even stand up by himself, how could he help Xiyan He hated himself for being so powerless at the moment, and he couldn't even protect the person he liked, and his inferiority eroded his newly established self-confidence a little bit
After Tong Qianyun saw Qianxi's uncle, she was always uneasy
After returning home, I saw the two people lying on the ground, busy dropping their bags and walking to Tong Hao's side, "Tong Hao, how are you?" ”
Tong Hao said anxiously, "Quickly help Xiyan up." ”
Tong Qianyun looked at Xiyan lying on the ground, inexplicably angry, and sprinkled her anger on Xiyan, "How do you take care of Tong Hao, if Tong Hao has any three strengths and two shortcomings, I will let you"
Tong Hao said angrily, "Don't say it, send it to the hospital quickly." ”
Tong Qianyun closed her mouth at this time
Tong Qianyun helped Xiyan up, and Xiyan struggled to get up, her face as pale as a piece of paper
Tong Hao called Yi Li, "Come here as fast as possible, Xiyan fell and injured himself." ”
After sending Tong Qianyun home, Yi Li, who had not gone far, heard it, and rushed to Tong Hao's house in a hurry, the door was not closed, and as soon as he entered the door, he asked nervously, "What's wrong with Xiyan?"
Tong Hao looked at Xiyan who was lying in her arms and suffering from pain with pity
After Yi Li saw Xi Yan's face, he couldn't help but feel distressed, "I'll take her to the hospital." ”
Tong Hao sadly let go of his hand and looked at Xiyan's pale and colorless cheeks, feeling extremely distressed
Yi Li took Xi Yan away from Tong Hao's hands, although it was only a temporary separation, Yi Li always felt that he was doing something very immoral, and Yu Xin couldn't bear to break them up, "Aren't you coming along?" ”
Tong Hao hesitated for a while, but still chose to follow behind them, he wanted to see Xiyan safe and sound
After coming to the hospital, Yi Li took Xiyan to film, Tong Hao waited anxiously in the corridor, leaning against the wall, looking at the ceiling helplessly, he finally realized that day he had an accident, Xiyan and Tong Qianyun were anxiously waiting
In just 30 minutes, Tong Hao thought a lot, and he made an important decision in his heart
Yi Li stood in front of Tong Hao and said in a cold tone, "Fortunately, I didn't hurt my bones. ”
Yi Li's words made Tong Hao's nervous heart lower slightly, and he said in a hoarse voice: "Thank you." ”
"Would you like to do a check-up?"
Tong Hao shook his head slowly.
"When will my surgery start?" Tong Hao asked lightly.
"After three days, I will give you a detailed examination, and then look at the specific situation and arrange surgery."
Tong Hao nodded, "Okay." ”
Yi Li sighed softly, looked at the absent-minded Tong Hao with complicated eyes, and said lightly, "Go see her." ”
Tong Hao nodded frustratedly, got up, and staggered to Xiyan's ward with a cane
Xiyan who was lying on the bed slept very unsteadily, Tong Hao sat on the chair and gently held her hand, Xiyan felt the temperature from Tong Hao's palm, and increased the strength of his hand to hold his hand tightly
Tong Hao remembered that when she was in graduate school, when she came to menstruation and was tortured by pain, she was so powerless, she couldn't do anything, she could only watch her pain from the sidelines
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