Zhang Feifei asked: "Why do you want to punish yourself?" ”

Zhang Liu was quiet for a while, the original dead young man Zhang Liu, the memories and feelings of the original owner of this body were constantly fluctuating, but he was engulfed by the old soul in this body and locked under the seemingly calm and waveless appearance, which made Zhang Liu's breathing rhythm slow down slightly, and he divided part of his spiritual power to control himself.

Zhang Liu replied: "Because I can't do anything, I feel powerless, so I want to punish myself." ”

Zhang Feifei asked: "Why do you feel powerless?" ”

Zhang Liu thought for a moment and said: "I think I'm a man, I think I'm grown up, I should have the ability to protect my mother and sisters, but I can't, so I feel very useless and want to punish myself." ”

Zhang Liu's words were very calm, which made Zhang Feifei pause unconsciously, and she hesitated for a moment, but she continued to ask as arranged with the choreographer and Fenghua Entertainment in advance, and said, "Why do you think you can't protect them?" ”

Zhang Liu said: "I can't beat my father, I feel that I have grown up, when my father and my mother do it, I can protect my mother and my sister, but I find that I still can't beat my father." ”

It was quiet, everyone was quiet, only the sound of Zhang Feifei and Zhang Liu talking sounded in the studio.

Zhang Feifei's expression unconsciously became a little heavier, and she turned her head to the fans at the scene and said: "There may be some fans at the scene who don't know Zhang Liu's family situation, Zhang Liu is seventeen years old this year, his mother is a victim of domestic violence, and he died last year because of domestic violence, and his father is now serving a prison sentence." Turning his head, he said to Zhang Liu, "I know it may be cruel to mention this, but I ...... I have a question, didn't your mother think about getting a divorce? Why didn't you call the police? ”

Zhang Liu's soul seemed to be divided into two halves, half of which was watching the increasingly thick evil aura gathered around him with a little self-deprecating coldness, and the other half belonged to the memory that belonged to the original body and the emotional nicks that accompanied the memory remnants of the memory, and then Zhang Liu saw Zhang Feifei behind him, "Cui Shangkun" appeared, bent over and supported the back of the sofa where Zhang Feifei was sitting with his arms, and looked at him with a smile.

Hearing Zhang Feifei's question, Zhang Liu sneered, it was an instinctive reaction, Zhang Liu looked at "Cui Shangkun" and said, "Call the police?" Call the police ......" muttered these two words twice in his mouth, and then slowly recounted the picture in his memory, and said: "When I was young, once my dad was going to sell the refrigerator at home, saying that he was going to do business, but in fact he was going to gamble money, my mother disagreed, she said that the money should be saved to pay my tuition, and then my dad beat my mom, and my mom ran, all the way to our police station, I chased behind, holding my dad's leg, trying to drag him, he grabbed my collar and kicked out. Later, I got up and followed my dad to the police station, the police in the police station were playing mahjong, a few people gathered in a circle, my mom ran in and shouted 'kill and kill", my dad chased in, grabbed my mom's hair and slapped his mouth, fanned until he vomited blood, the few mahjong police/inspectors did not move, I remember, one of them threw out the cards in his hand, and then said impatiently: 'What is the trouble at home, go home and make trouble.' My dad hit my mom and bowed his head to the policemen and said, 'Excuse me, you can continue to play.' When my mom came home and saw the footprints on my stomach that my dad kicked out, and the scratches on my body that my dad dragged out, she cried when she hugged me, and then she wouldn't run out when she was beaten again. ”

Zhang Feifei listened and nodded, his eyes flickered, and after a long time, he was reminded by the choreographer in the headset before continuing to ask: "Why don't you get divorced?" ”

Zhang Liu said: "When I was 10 years old, my mother proposed a divorce, but the court did not adjudicate it, saying that there was still room for salvation in the relationship, and then when I went home, my mother was beaten even more, and then my mother ran away." ”

Zhang Feifei said: "After your mother left, did you live with your father?" Did he hit you? ”

Zhang Liu said: "Sometimes I do it, but it didn't take long during that time, my mother was not at home, and he was always gambling, so he couldn't support himself at all, and then he just left and said that he was going to find my mother." ”

Zhang Feifei said: "Who are you and your sister living with during this time?" ”

Zhang Liu said: "A distant grandfather in the family, there was no sister at that time, and my sister was not born yet." ”

Zhang Feifei said: "You and your sister are very old apart." ”

Zhang Liu said: "Well, my eldest sister is ten years younger than me, and I should have two younger brothers who are older than my eldest sister, but it was time in my mother's womb to be beaten by that man and miscarried." ”

"If your mother left, why did she ...... later?" Zhang Feifei asked a little cautiously.

Zhang Liu said: "Later, she came back with the man, she said that she couldn't let go of the child - that is, me, and then the man promised her that he would never beat her again, and he would make good money to support his family, for a few years, the man still wanted a son, and felt that a son was too little, and then my eldest sister, second sister, and third sister were born, and this man's business did not go well, and he lost a lot of money in the family, and he relapsed in a few years." At that time, I thought that I had grown up and wanted to protect my mother and sister, but I really wanted to be very good at fighting, but it was also possible that I was fifteen or sixteen years old at that time, and the strength of my arms and legs was not as strong as that of adult men...... Began to degenerate, skipping classes, scurrying around...... Something like that. ”

Zhang Feifei said: "So you steal things because of family reasons? Because you want to punish yourself? ”

Zhang Liu said, "You can say that, but in fact, it's a very irresponsible way to say this, family...... Every one of us who lives in this world, who dares to say that his family is perfect, if everyone who does something wrong is the fault of my family, then what should the law do. Maybe I also want to remind many of my fans today, there are still many older women who have entered marriage, first, don't believe that the man who will do it to a woman will say that he will not beat you again, as long as he has the first time with you, leave him, don't be soft-hearted, because the disease of cowards is incurable and impossible to change. Second, don't learn from me, don't do bad things because you don't feel happy in your heart, that can't solve the problem, and the final price is you, and it may not only be you who pay the price, all the people who care about you will pay a very tragic price for it. ”

Zhang Feifei said: "Being expelled from school is a difficult thing for you at that age. ”

Zhang Liu said: "It's hard to bear, but it's not the hardest to bear, the day I was expelled from school, my mother went to pick me up, I actually didn't have the face to see my mother, our family for me to study in high school is actually very hard, and then I was expelled, my mother cried, she said, 'Son, you can be unproductive, you can study badly, but you can't steal other people's things, that's not right.'" I didn't want to go home and wander outside, and three days later, my neighbor came to me outside and said, "My mother had died." ”

Zhang Feifei stopped talking, no one around spoke anymore, and even the girls who were holding the signs, whether they were fans of Zhang Liu or not, unconsciously held the signs in their arms and stopped waving them.

Those surging feelings boiled under his eyes, Zhang Liu adjusted his breathing slightly, suppressed the reflex caused by the memory of the original Zhang Liu, recalled the memories of the young Zhang Liu during that time, and slowly narrated: "Later, I heard that the man was angry because my mother was really determined to divorce this time, because I was expelled, and my mother felt that if this continued, me, my sisters, and her children would be ruined by such a family." At that time, the entire stunned teenager Zhang Liu listened to the gossip of the neighbors around him in a daze, and there was only more painful hatred for himself in his heart.

"I sometimes think that if I stole something, if I had been at home for those days, my mother might still be alive." Zhang Liu said the last and deepest obsession of the dead young man before he died, and then, Zhang Liu felt that something in his body was released.

"Cui Shangkun", who was standing behind Zhang Feifei, laughed, and then disappeared.

Zhang Feifei also calmed down, and then continued: "Actually, it's a bit hard to imagine...... I'll say it directly, I've seen a lot of children your age, and I've seen a lot of young idols who are older than you, many of them are not like you, and they are immature and rebellious like young people, you will think that they are still children, and they are not stable, but I don't think you are like them, so it is difficult for me to imagine...... You seem to be mature, and if the same thing happened to another child, that child might have collapsed, but here you are, you can calmly recount the past. ”

Zhang Liu seemed to think for a while, and then replied: "Because now I have no one above me to hold up the sky, and when the sky falls, I have to carry it myself, you have to grow up whether you grow up or not, and if you are immature and not calm, you will be eliminated, and when my mother is still there, I have the qualifications to be willful and naïve." When he said this, something flashed in his mind, it was not the memory of the young Zhang Liu, and the longer past, when he was still Liu Ling, in the face of the sudden fusion of the family, the death of his parents, he suddenly matured...... Time has passed for a long time, and the memories are a little blurry, but there are still traces of a slight affection.

Zhang Feifei said: "Don't you have any other elders in your family?" For example, uncle, uncle or something? ”

Zhang Liu □□ himself from his past memories and feelings, and when he heard Zhang Feifei's question, he sorted out the thoughts in his mind, and said: "My father is an only child, there is no uncle at home, and my mother ......" rummaged through Zhang Liu's memories in his mind and said, "My mother is very beautiful." ”

Zhang Feifei took a sentence and said, "It can be seen that a woman with such a beautiful son must be also very beautiful." ”

Zhang Liu smiled and responded, and then said: "My mother is very beautiful, and she was ...... at the time" When Zhang Liu's mother Tang Mei chatted with her neighbors, Zhang Liu, who was still young, heard Tang Mei talk about her mother's family next to her, "I heard my mother say that her mother's side did not agree with her marriage to my father, and wanted her to marry the local high/cadre of the family, but she didn't agree, and then her mother's side didn't contact her." ”

This interview was done, and it was broadcast soon, and then it naturally caused an uproar.