Why are you still alive......

Ling Xuanrui spoiled Li Qinlan for four years, Li Qinlan loved Ling Xuanrui for four years, and she even thought that such a happy life for a family of three could be a lifetime.

However, she was still wrong after all, full of warm thoughts and desires, an emperor can never only favor one woman, Ling Xuanrui finally ...... Still let her down.

Concubine Mei is the fifth year to enter the palace, she is the woman rescued by Ling Xuanrui during her private visit, Concubine Mei is young and beautiful, her appearance is unique in the world, she is smiling and smiling, her eyes are full of spring, her eyes are bright, she is born with a bit of charm, compared with Li Qinlan, who is opposite day and night, she naturally makes Ling Xuanrui want to stop.

Li Qinlan began to stay alone in the empty room, began to wait day by day, and began to count the wall tiles in the dormitory.

Sometimes I really missed him, so I took some soup and went to the imperial study to see him, but the attendant always replied to her that the emperor was busy with official business and ordered not to see anyone.

But she heard the sound of a woman's coquettish laughter in the room.

She thought that she could endure it, even if her heart hurt no matter how painful it was, because she believed in him.

Day after day, year after year, she still didn't wait for him.

She is afraid of the dark at night, he no longer seems to be hugging her, she is sad, he no longer seems to be trying to make her happy, she is sick, and he is not like he used to guard her all the time.

But she thought it didn't matter, as long as he remembered, she still loved him, very much...... That time she and Concubine Mei met in a narrow way, Concubine Mei relied on the grace of the emperor, and was arrogant and disrespectful to her, she said, since she is old and yellow, she should no longer occupy the emperor, since she can't get the emperor's favor, she shouldn't occupy the queen's position.

She doesn't care about the queen's position, she can bear what this woman says about her, if she wants the queen's position, what if she gives it up?

However, how could she say that Brother Rui didn't love her anymore...... She beat Concubine Mei, but in less than two hours, she waited for Ling Xuanrui's horizontal eyebrows and coldly said: Mei'er is not sensible, you are a dignified queen, how can you be so ignorant, Mei'er is not as good as you, you have been practicing martial arts since you were a child, Mei'er is just a weak woman, don't you feel heavy with this slap!

Oh, it turns out that her Mei'er is a weak woman, so what about her?

She deserves to be insulted, doesn't she deserve to fight back and scold her again!

Soon after, it was rumored in the palace that Concubine Mei was pregnant, Ling Xuanrui was very happy, he gave amnesty to the world and set up a banquet for three days and three nights.

Even when she was pregnant, she couldn't see that he was so happy, let alone say anything about amnesty and feasting.

No one remembered her anymore, she hid in a corner with few people, watching him hug Concubine Mei and happily accept Wanchen's congratulations, she could only cry and drink a cup of bitter wine.

In less than two months, there was news of Concubine Mei's slippery tire in the palace.

Ling Chi Duan sent the Imperial Forest Army to surround her dormitory, he walked into her room expressionlessly, looked at her, and his eyes sank inch by inch, "Queen, Mei'er's child...... Nope. ”

Her heart twitched, he had never called her queen...... "Her child is gone, so what?" ”

He took a breath, "Lan'er, the imperial doctor found the safflower ...... in the soup you gave to Mei'er."

She froze.

Safflower...... She was also pregnant, so she naturally knew what this safflower was, but she had never sent any soup to Concubine Mei, let alone safflower in the soup...... "I haven't sent soup to Concubine Mei!" ”

"But I have already asked the servants in the imperial dining room and Concubine Mei's palace, and they all said that you sent a bowl of soup to Mei'er yesterday, and after she drank it, the child was gone......

He approached step by step, and his expression became more and more gloomy as he watched her.

Her heart sank, her eyes suddenly turned red, and she looked up at him with teary eyes, "You don't believe me?" ”

I felt sorry for her crying, but now, I couldn't get any warmth from Ling Xuanrui.

Ling Xuanrui's eyes narrowed, "The human and material evidence are all there, how can you let me believe you!" ”

Tears fell suddenly, and she covered her head, "I haven't brought her soup, I haven't!" ”

Ling Xuanrui's expression sank, and he reflexively walked to the table, picked up a cup on the table, held it in his palm and played with it carefully.

"Lan'er...... I remember that you used to be very arrogant, but you were kind-hearted, innocent and sincere, and now you ...... How did you become so jealous and vicious...... You let me, how can I continue to tolerate you! ”

"Smack!"

The cup in his hand was smashed to the ground by him, and it shattered in an instant.

When the Imperial Forest Army outside heard the order, they broke the door and rushed in, surrounding Li Qinlan.

She looked at him stunned, and for the first time felt that this man was so strange.

He didn't believe her, he said she was vicious?

"Spread my will, the queen is immoral and jealous, and cruelty to the emperor's heir, from today on...... Abolish the queen's throne and enter the cold palace. ”

He stared at her with red eyes, giving orders word by word.

"Ling Xuanrui!"

She was full of tears, biting her lip, looking at him deadly, and choked up, "If you do this again, I will ignore you again!" ”

He was stunned for a moment, and suddenly remembered that when she was angry with him before, she would always say this, and he, although he knew that this was her momentary anger, he never tired of coaxing her every time.

The fists at the bottom of his sleeves were clenched tightly, and he turned around ruthlessly, "What are you waiting for, take the queen down quickly!" ”

At that moment, this true heart, the true heart she desperately maintained, was still broken...... It was snowing heavily, and she looked up at the snowflakes in the sky, and suddenly remembered the first time they confessed their hearts to each other, and it was also such a beautiful snowy ...... - the first night in the cold palace.

Ling Xuanrui suddenly drunkenly broke in and looked at him from a distance, Li Qinlan's expression was light, but it was not difficult to see a little surprise, and joy, "What is the emperor doing here?" ”

Ling Xuanrui's hands were crimson, and he staggered towards her.

Watching him come over, at that time, her heart was still beating.

Unsteadily, he threw himself into her arms.

"Brother Rui!"

She followed him and exclaimed worriedly, but when she smelled the alcohol on his body, she realized that it was actually drinking.

"Brother Rui, why do you drink so much, it's not good for your health......"

She reproached softly, with a hint of coquettishness, as before.

She still loves him, even though he hurts her so much, she still loves him, after all, loving this thing can humble people to the dust.

She loves him, so she can not care about anything he hurts her, as long as she still loves him.

"Lan'er ......"

A warm breath with the smell of wine blowing down her neck to her ears made her little face red...... She thought that he still loved her after all, and no matter how much he said to her, he still had her in his heart.

But what she heard next completely made her cold from head to toe.

"Why do you want to live...... Lan'er, my child is dead, why are you still alive......"

He was drunk and unconscious, but she was about to faint in pain.

The whole body stiffened, and at this moment, this heart was finally dead...... It turned out that she had been with each other for more than ten years, but what she got in exchange was his sentence, why do you want to live.

Ling Xuanrui, you can forget jì I saved you, you can forget jì I believe in you, you can even forget jì we had a good time, but, how can you forget jì, I love you..."poof! ”

A mouthful of blood spat out of his throat, staining the golden dragon robe of the man in his arms red, and a little plum blossom bloomed on his clothes.

She smiled coldly, blood left down the corners of her mouth, she lowered her head and leaned lightly to his ear, and said softly, "Ling Xuanrui, just like what I said before, they are all making a little temper...... But now...... I really hate you......"

Why am I alive?

Before, it was because I wanted to love you with my life, but now, I want to hate you with my life!

Soon after, Li Qinlan fell seriously ill, and the doctor told her that she would not live for more than two months.

She didn't let anyone say it, no one knew about her dying, not even Ling Xuanrui.

It's ridiculous to say, she did this just to make a last gamble, as long as Ling Xuanrui still cared a little bit about her, he would definitely be able to see her for the last time.

As long as he still cares about her...... It's just, it's a pity, it's a pity...... She lay on the bed, and at the last moment she closed her eyes, she still didn't see him.

But it seemed that at the last moment, someone rushed in, and this person stood by her bedside panting, but did not say a word.

She didn't know if that person was him, but it didn't matter if it was all over the place, she didn't care anymore.

Ling Xuanrui, I don't want to see you anymore, I don't want to be alive, and I don't want to be dead!

Just like Master said, you are my calamity, I can't hide it, and now, we finally don't owe each other......