Chapter 135: Sophistry
"You, you look down on Xun'er too much, he has already done a lot of training in places you can't see, how can he still be the fragile child in your heart? Don't always treat him as a child who doesn't grow up, you have to believe in him, he can bear it. Even grandma said, her eyes were full of disapproval of Grandpa Lian.
"Hey, no matter how he grows up, isn't he still a child in our eyes? No matter how good he is, we still have to worry about him, because we always have him in mind. β
"You call it quibbling." Even Grandma said with a smile, but in her eyes she agreed. "Okay, you must know that there will be blessings if you don't die in a catastrophe, and we have to believe that Xun'er will return safely."
"Uh-huh, better that way." Even grandpa and grandma comforted each other.
And Ye Wei, he stood in the place where he usually went to school with Lian Xunqin, waiting for Lian Xunqin's arrival with some anxiety, she was afraid, because of the quarrel last night, she said that she wanted to calm down separately, would Lian Xunqin not go to school with him today? But she also felt that Lian Xunqin would not be able to bear it if he saw him standing here, right? She wanted to gamble on herself.
She doesn't know anything yet, she doesn't know that Lian Xunqin's life and death are uncertain now, she doesn't know that this major event happened to Lian Xunqin's family, the most important thing in her heart now is whether Lian Xunqin will forgive herself, will she really separate from herself?
She had already organized her lines in her heart, and she had thought about what she was going to say when she saw Lian Xunqin, but her heart was still beating and nervous. Before Lian Xunqin came, she wanted to practice first, so as not to see that Lian Xunqin couldn't speak.
The big tree facing the compound treats it as Lian Xunqin. Lowering his head as if apologizing to him.
"Lian Xunqin, I'm sorry, I really didn't mean to. You have to believe me, I have always cared about you, if I didn't like you, I wouldn't be with you, if I didn't rely on you, I wouldn't always think that you would take me to heart, I wouldn't be angry with me, if I didn't care about you too much, I wouldn't always be worried about you, and I would be jealous when I heard someone like you. I just trusted myself too much, I trusted my memory too much, to make you think I didn't take you to heart. β
No, no, this line is too numb, and it's all confession, it sounds too unprincipled, right? Besides, he still put on a high profile, Ye Wei vetoed it in her heart, feeling that she was obviously going to apologize, if she put on a high profile, how could she make him forgive himself?
"Lian Xunqin, give me another chance. I admit that I did wrong, I will try to correct my mistakes in the future, I also thought a lot about what you said last night, I admit that what you said makes sense, but, no matter how you say it, you are the most important person in my heart other than my parents, you have to believe me, I really don't care about you, it's just a momentary negligence, I try my best to put you in my heart and cherish it. Give me a chance, right? β
It's a bit of a plea again...... Ye Wei complained in her heart, why can't the draft prepared last night be used? All of a sudden, the posture was raised, and all of a sudden, all of a sudden, hey.
She was helpless. At this time, a sound of footsteps from behind her made Ye Wei turn around happily.
Is Lian Xunqin here? He really didn't want to wait for him here, so he still came. Now, what should I do now? Can he be discouraged? Ye Wei pondered.
His hands were constantly arranging his clothes, and he was afraid that something would displease him, and then he would dislike himself.
"Are you apologizing? Isn't that a little lower? The man walked out from behind the tree leisurely, saw Ye Wei looking at him expectantly, and then lowered his eyes, and his heart was relieved.
"It's you." Ye Wei said in a sneering voice, and the expectation in her eyes was all gone.
"Who do you think it is?" He teased, "You don't think it's your lover, do you?" Are you making a fuss? β
"What lover...... It's a boyfriend, thank you. Ye Wei retorted, feeling uncomfortable when she heard the word in his mouth, "Yes, I quarreled over a trivial matter." Speaking of which, you men are really stingy, more stingy than us women, and you get angry for an appointment, I have never done this. β
Because I am relatively familiar with him, I complained a little in my heart that I couldn't talk to Lian Xunqin, and it was not bad to be able to spit out with him. But after thinking about it, it seems that Lian Xunqin takes good care of himself, never forgets his birthday, and even helps him remember his menstrual period, but he never takes his affairs to heart, it turns out that he really doesn't care about him as he says.
"Don't generalize, I'm not that kind of person, and I don't understand why you women care so much about every holiday, every Valentine's Day, every appointment. It's not easy for me to remember so much, but because I can't do it myself, I can't force others to do it. Maybe it's because I don't care too much, because I care, I pay so much attention, and I feel uncomfortable because I don't pay attention to it. β
He paused for a moment, then said, "And a heartless person like me wouldn't care so much, or was it because I was too cold-blooded?" Therefore, although I can see the efforts of others, I always feel that it is unnecessary, and I have never been moved by it. After speaking, he looked at Ye Wei a little confused.
Ye Wei smiled slightly and said, "Or is it, because you don't care enough, so you don't care if what you do hurts others, you don't care about others' injuries, and even, crying in front of you, you won't ask why you are crying." β
"Yes, so people care so much that you don't take what he says seriously, it's also a kind of expression that you care. Just like me, I don't care about you, so I can see that you are crying and indifferent, and it is superfluous for me to even give you a comfort, let alone ask why you are crying. "It's not that I don't care about you, it's just that I don't think our good Cheng dΓΉ is that deep." β
"But Lian Xunqin is different, he can be sad when he sees you crying, he can be happy because you are happy, he can be sad because you are sad, but you are dissatisfied because he cares too much." Shaking his head as he spoke, he was very puzzled by Ye Wei's expression. He really can't figure it out, don't women all want their boyfriends to care about themselves? Why did she even quarrel over this?
"Appropriate weakness is the benchmark for the continuation of a relationship, knowing that you are wrong, you should admit your mistake, rather than not dare to bow your head, but there is no need to put your posture too low." Mak Zijie explained.
"Uh-huh." Ye Wei didn't seem to understand, but she nodded, at least she understood half of it.
"Let's go, it's useless to wait here, it's better to wait for him at school, make it clear to him, I'll send you over." Mai Zijie thought for a while and said.
Ye Wei thought about it and felt that it made sense, if she waited here now, she didn't know when she would wait, so she might as well go to school and wait for the rabbit. But at this time, she didn't know that the person she was waiting for had not been seen by her in recent years.