Chapter 420: Let Go of Obsession
"You have to promise me that it won't be opened until night, is that okay? This is my last request. Lan Ruoqing looked at Lu Zisheng with a pleading face, as if she was about to cry bitterly in the next second.
Lu Zisheng didn't speak, which was a tacit acquiescence.
Lan Ruoqing tugged at the corners of her mouth, glanced at Lu Qingyuan again, and turned away. Seeing her walk out of the door, everyone breathed a sigh of relief.
"Zisheng, are you really okay?" Gu Meng asked Lu Zisheng in a low voice, this woman made her very vigilant.
"Looks like so." Lu Zisheng was stunned for a moment, smiled bitterly, and then said loudly: "Everyone continue!" β
The living room returned to normal, and the hearts of several people gradually relaxed.
After the guests dispersed, Lu Zisheng and the two returned to the wedding room, both of them were extremely tired, Zhao Chenchen threw himself on the bed and wanted to sleep, when he suddenly saw the paper bag on the table and sat up again.
"Brother Zisheng, you say, what is in this?" She held the paper bag and frowned slightly.
Lu Zisheng saw that she was about to open it, so he hurriedly grabbed it and threw it in the trash.
"Don't do that, let's take a look." Zhao Chenchen pouted, a little unhappy.
Lu Zisheng shrugged his tie and said, "I don't believe she will give anything good." β
"Let's see." Thinking of Lan Ruoqing's sad eyes before, she had some sympathy, it was a feeling that only women could understand, and she had also felt like that, it was despair and death.
If this is the last thing she has left, then look at it, and there is nothing to lose.
Seeing that she insisted on opening it, Lu Zisheng sighed, picked up the bag, cut the hole with a knife, and poured out a bunch of things from it.
The two looked at a bunch of texts, and they were both stunned for a moment, looking at each other.
"Brother Zisheng, she transferred all the property to your name, as well as these real estate certificates." Zhao Chenchen didn't expect that there would be these things inside, so he rummaged through it again and found a letter.
Lu Zisheng frowned, opened the envelope, and the familiar handwriting came into view.
"Zisheng, I think, the only thing I can do is this, I admit defeat, I hope you don't hate me, I will give you back all your qiΔ, and take care of Xiaoyuan."
It was just a very short sentence, but it made Lu Zisheng's heart roll up with huge waves, how could she do such a thing, how could Lan Ruoqing let go of these fame and fortune? Isn't this what she wants to get by all means, why do she have to return it now?
"Take it, I think, I can understand her feelings." Zhao Chenchen sighed lightly, although what she had done before disgusted her, but she had some sympathy for her, and it was the most painful to ask for it.
Lu Zisheng silently accepted the things, and suddenly thought of what Lan Ruoqing said before.
She gave all these things back to herself, did she really want to kill herself?
Lu Zisheng was a little worried, and hurriedly called. The bell rang for a while before someone answered.
"Zisheng, do you like the gift I gave, don't worry, I won't pester you anymore, I went to your wedding, I just wanted to make myself die, you are very compatible."
The corners of her mouth raised bitterly, and when she was at the wedding scene, she looked at them standing together, and felt that she was so pathetic, all these years were like a dream, a dream, and it was time to disperse.
"You're not going to do anything stupid, are you?" Lu Zisheng asked cautiously, although he was a little wary of her, he didn't want her to die, if she really died because of herself, then he would have a shadow for the rest of his life.
"Heh, are you afraid that I will kill myself? No, I lied to you, I won't die. β
If he dies, he will be uneasy, nothing about love, just because Lu Zisheng is a loving and righteous person.
When Lu Zisheng heard her say this, he was relieved, very good, she didn't do anything stupid.
"You don't really have to." He flipped through the text in his hand, and his voice softened a little.
Lan Ruoqing laughed, "This is your thing, I just gave it back to you, and I'm already very happy to be able to talk to you so calmly." However, we may never have the opportunity to meet again in the future. β
Lu Zisheng was silent for a while and did not speak.
"I'm going to a distant place, Zisheng, I hope you are happy, and I'm sorry for the past." After she came to her senses, she realized that she had done so many wrong things and hurt so many people.
Some people say that to love someone is to do whatever it takes, to get him with everything you have, to dominate him; It is also said that to love someone is to fulfill him, bless him, and let go of the other person to be happy.
At this moment, she understood that loving someone is not to possess or let go, but to stay quietly by his side after the other party finds her happiness, so that he knows that he is also happy.
"Thank you." Lu Zisheng finally said these two words, and from her tone, she could hear that she was saying sincere blessings.
"Goodbye, then." Lan Ruoqing hung up her phone, and two lines of tears slid down her face.
Not far away, a bus drove by, she looked up at the sky, and got on the bus with infinite nostalgia without any salute.
Sitting in the corner of the last row, his eyes were clear. After such a long time of fighting, it was really like a dream, and in the end, he still didn't get anything, but fortunately, he didn't resent himself.
Flipping through the contacts in the phone book, a smile bloomed on the corner of her mouth, there was no need for anything, she was going to travel far away, to go to a place where she could calm down.
I opened the window and threw it away, and the car had just passed the bridge, and the phone drew a parabola in the air, and then fell into the river.
The car traveled for a day to reach the destination, Wutai Mountain, where there are outstanding people, and many Buddhist temples are located here.
She got out of the car and stood alone at the foot of the mountain, sighing softly. After a few hours of walking, we finally arrived at the place where we were going, a quaint temple.
Before I entered, I heard the sound of Sanskrit and the smell of sandalwood. She raised her head slightly and looked at the three big characters on the temple: Pushou Temple.
Far away from the fireworks of the world and away from the hustle and bustle of the city, she thought, she can only seek a little peace in her heart here and let go of her attachments.
I took a deep breath and turned my head to look, the high mountain peaks, separated by all the nostalgia and reluctance in the world, in fact, there is no reluctance, because no one cares about themselves.
She laughed self-deprecatingly, turned and entered the temple, which was unusually quiet, except for the sound of birdsong and a nun sweeping the floor.
A nun stepped forward, clasped her hands together, and said, "Is it Lord Lan?" β
"Yes, I'm here to see Master Jingren." Lan Ruoqing smiled slightly, and as Xiao Ni entered the door, the door slammed shut, closing her last bit of contact with the world.
Master Jingren is the host here, a Buddhist researcher, quite famous in China, and never accepts disciples lightly.
When she came out, she looked at her for a moment, and sighed softly, before Lan Ruoqing frequently sent out petitions, and when she saw that she insisted on doing so, she also agreed.
"Donor, you should have no regrets about losing your hair, do you really want to be like this?" Shizuhito asked, holding a razor.
"Master, I just want peace in my heart, and I have no regrets." Lan Ruoqing closed her eyes, Lu Zisheng's appearance floated in her mind, and finally smiled like relief.
The master sighed, the knife fell and the hair broke, the ancient bell rang behind him, and the green lamp in front of the Buddha was long. Here, it has become her last and best destination, and she will never suffer again.
A few days later, Lu Qingyuan received a letter, there was a string of Buddhist beads in the letter, looking at the words engraved on it, there were tears in his eyes, he didn't love his mother, he just complained that she never loved himself.
Now it seems that the mother still has her own in her heart.
The inscription on this string of Buddhist beads is her only wish in front of the Buddha: may her son have a safe life.
"Xiaoyuan, what are you holding?" Lu Zisheng packed up his salute, he and Zhao Chenchen were going on a honeymoon trip.
"It's okay, Dad, you can go with peace of mind, there are me and Xiaotian at home." Lu Qingyuan choked up and said, putting the Buddha beads on his hand, this is the only thing left by his mother, he will keep it well.
"Then you take good care of them at home." Lu Zisheng didn't pay attention to his son's expression, patted him on the cheek, and went out with a salute.
Zhao Tiantian walked out, hugged his chest, and muttered: "Really, I just got married and was leaving, and now at home, isn't it our world?" β
"Hey, why are your eyes red?" Zhao Tiantian saw that something was wrong with him and asked.
Lu Qingyuan just smiled and shook his head, "It's okay, the sand is in my eyes." β
This day was the death day of her parents, Gu Meng went to the cemetery early, and Song Weili was busy with the company's affairs and went on a business trip to other places, so she was the only one who came.
Put Bai Ju in front of the tomb, squatted down and leaned against the tomb, "Mom, Dad, now you can rest assured, Uncle and I will be together happily ever after." β
In the past, every time she came here, her heart was very heavy, because she had too many extravagant hopes and grievances in her heart, but this time, her heart was unusually calm and she wanted nothing more.
When she returned home, Song Yuyao had already finished school and was lying on the table doing her homework.
Seeing her so well-behaved, Gu Meng couldn't help but raise the corners of her mouth and stepped forward quietly.
"Mommy?" Song Yuyao turned her head to see that it was her, and called out happily.
"How, what's the difficulty?" Seeing her frowning, Gu Meng raised her eyebrows, "Your mommy and me, my grades in school back then were also good." β
Of course, it's not as good as an uncle like a school bully, but it's also excellent.
Song Yuyao looked at her mother's expression of "You are coming to ask me", and smiled weakly, "Mommy, I know that you are extremely smart and beautiful, but you still have to rely on yourself when it comes to reading." β
Seeing her daughter talking seriously, Gu Meng was stunned for a moment, and laughed again, her daughter really doesn't give herself face!
"Well, it looks like our daughter is really good."
After Song Yuyao finished what she was doing, she ran upstairs and locked herself in the real room.
"This kid, play with weird things all day." Gu Meng muttered, quite devastated.
When Song Weili came back, he saw her muttering like this, "What's the matter, Yaoyao made you angry?" β
"Uncle, you're back, why are you so fast?" Gu Meng was a little surprised, didn't she come back tomorrow?
"I missed you, so I'll come back early." Now, Song Weili's love words are getting smoother and smoother.
Gu Meng's face turned red and was a little shy, "Uncle, I want to eat the apple pie you made." β
As he spoke, he took his arm, and somehow he made desserts much better than himself.
Song Weili rolled up his sleeves and said with a smile: "Okay." β
Gu Meng watched him doing every step from the side, vowing to make something that tasted exactly the same.
"Okay, tell Yaoyao to come down." Song Weili took off his apron, and the appearance of a gentleman at home was completely different from the usual appearance of Yan SΓΉ in the company.
"Okay." Gu Meng stumbled upstairs, "Yaoyao, come down, eat." β
"Mommy, wait a minute." Song Yuyao took a spoon and scooped some blue powder from the bottle into the instrument, and stirred it with some white liquid.
"What are you doing?" Gu Meng smelled a peculiar smell in the air and asked vigilantly.
Song Yuyao was wearing a small white jacket and turned around to find other materials, "Well, today I discussed some things with the seniors of the junior high school, and I want to practice it myself." β
Gu Meng frowned slightly, "Let's eat first, don't develop bad dining habits." β
As she spoke, the vessel mixed with special chemical ingredients suddenly boiled, and exploded with a thud before she knew it.
"Mom!" Song Yuyao was startled, turned her head to look, and saw Gu Meng covering her face, bright red blood flowing between her fingers and dripping to the ground.
She was stunned and screamed in horror.