However, he repeatedly postponed the date of handing it in, from one month to two months, to half a year and a year, and every time he made up his mind to hand over Cheon Jung-yan to the organization, he was always a little depressed and uncomfortable, and he repeatedly lied to the organization for various reasons, just to make her happy for a longer time.

Although the appearance of Leng Feiyan in the middle made him feel a little uncomfortable, seeing him and Qian Zhenyan happily playing games together, arguing about the plot in the movie, and even often sneaking out to clubhouse together, Feng Junwu's mood began to fluctuate violently.

But at that time, he didn't understand that this was a sign of jealousy, he just thought that there was a problem with his emotions during that time.

In the end, when he was warned by the organization, not only did he not hand over Qian Zhenyan, his own heart was actually dripping blood, especially in the secret room, when she cut off her long hair, and said so decisively, "From now on, you and I will break off the relationship", he longed for her to cut off not the hair, but his own head!

In the days that followed, he disappeared from Qian Zhenyan's sight, whether it was the time she was training in the organization or her later becoming an excellent killer, in the execution of various tasks, only Feng Junwu himself knew that he had never left Qian Zhenyan, he just turned the light into the dark, silently accompanied her, and quietly helped her when she was in danger.

Life in those years was bitter, but full of sweetness, Feng Junwu has been hiding in the shadows to watch Qian Zhenyan grow from a jerky killer to an excellent killer, her time to carry out tasks is getting faster and faster, and she is getting more and more quick when she starts.

However, her kindness still makes Feng Junwu feel enough, and she is always willing to let go of others who overhear her on a mission, without the slightest fear that she will be wanted by the police or punished by the organization.

At this time, Feng Junwu would take action to clean up the scene for her, so that no one would have the opportunity to reveal Qian Zhenyan's identity or any clues, putting her in a dangerous situation.

Of course, when he went out on a mission, he would confess to Leng Feiyan to do all this, because they both knew very well that Qian Zhenyan was always ruthless to kill innocent people, and she never became a qualified, cold-blooded and ruthless killer.

Although both of them knew very well that Qian Zhenyan would definitely get into trouble in the long run, they didn't expect it to be so soon, when she violated the organization's decision to release the physics professor without permission, and also cooperated with Interpol to act and avoid the organization's eyes, Feng Junwu realized that something was wrong, and when he heard about it, Qian Zhenyan had automatically admitted her mistake to the organization and asked for punishment.

At that time, Feng Junwu was heartbroken and wanted to die, regardless of the organization's regulations, he contradicted his boss, insisted that she was a first-time offender, and the principle of lenient punishment made the organization very angry with him, coupled with Leng Feiyan's death threat to his father, he finally saved Qianzhenyan's life, but he still couldn't prevent the punishment of banishing her to the stars.

That way, at least she still has a chance to live! Feng Jun thought.

But what he didn't expect was that life without Qian Zhenyan was so difficult, every minute and every second was torture, he would always see some similar scenes and think of the year he spent with Qian Zhenyan, and every bit of it made him have endless memories.

In those two years, he moved back to the house where they had lived together for a year, and he saw things and thought about people, but things were wrong.

In those two years, he learned to smoke and drink, and even drank heavily all night long in order to numb himself.

In those two years, in order to vent his emotions, he had one-night stands with countless women.

Those two years were the most difficult years in Feng Junwu's life of more than 30 years.

In the end, he couldn't bear to be so lonely, and he couldn't bear to spend his old age in memories like this, and he made a bold decision that shocked even himself.

These past events, now looking back on them, seem to be a lifetime away, but they have caused countless ripples in Feng Junwu's heart, and his hatred for the goddess Qianlan has also decreased a lot.

Because without the goddess Qianlan, there would be no Qianzhenyan, and their lives would not have any intersection.

His eyes were damp, and he quickly tilted his head and took a deep breath.

When I looked down at the portrait in the glazed stone wall, my mood had returned to calm.

At this time, the glass wall is showing the fragment after he came to the Great Wilderness, the first time I met Huang Yingruo, her skin is better than snow, her eyebrows are open, and she always scolds others loudly, looking like a proud princess.

And in the Northern Wilderness, as the eldest lady of a first-class family, she does have proud capital, which makes Feng Junwu's face smile again.

After that, it was the picture of him and Huang Yingruo getting along, she was arrogant to outsiders, but gentle to her relatives and lovers. Especially for Feng Junwu, from the first sight to the later hard follow, in order to make him laugh, he did not hesitate to teach him the secret of the Northern Wilderness Huang family, just to let him find self-confidence and no longer be bullied by others.

On the wedding night, the red luan brocade tent, the flower candles burned, but Huang Yingruo fell to the ground stiffly, which made Feng Junwu's heart ache.

This was the second time he had tasted heartache, and it was then that he suddenly realized that his heart had been imprinted with this woman at some point.

And he is so stupid, he has always thought that the person he loves is only Qianzhenyan, and he has always struggled in this time and space for this thought, struggling to survive.

Holding Huang Yingruo's stiff corpse, silent tears slid down his face.

At that moment, his heart was completely dead, and he would not regenerate his love for anyone.

Seeing this, Feng Junwu's eyes moistened again, although the past seemed to be far away, it was about to be forgotten, and when he thought about it again, he could still feel the heartbreak and liver and intestines at that time.

He tilted his head again and blinked his eyes vigorously a few times, melting the wet mist in his eyes before he could continue watching.

The next picture has already made him unfazed, even if he was so sad at that time that he was chased by the people of the Northern Wilderness Huang family as the murderer of Huang Yingruo, and was seriously injured and lying in the ice and snow, he didn't feel anything, just like watching other people's experiences.

Until I happened to meet the rescue of Qian Zhenyan and others, and saw that those **** never gave up on themselves, and never slept endlessly, the coldness in my heart was warmed up again.

At that time, he was in a coma most of the time, of course he didn't know what was going on in the middle, seeing Leng Feiyan's painful eyes, Qian Zhenyan's obsessive gaze when taking care of himself, Feng Junwu's heart jumped, and a vague hope rose.

Later, when he looked for the Streamer Divine Sword, the moment he held the Divine Sword at the bottom of the Red Sea, all the memories poured into the Sea of Knowledge, making him understand everything.

Compared with the Tianyin Divine Sword and the Langya Divine Sword, the Streamer Divine Sword is the only artifact that has not been sealed, left in the Great Wilderness with memories, and waiting for the return of its master.

This is thanks to Feng Junwu's own preparation before the tribulation of the mortal world, he is different from Leng Feiyan, he doesn't believe any words of the goddess Qianlan, so in order to stay behind, he quietly sneaked into the Great Wilderness and became the first person to ascend to the immortal realm. In addition, injecting his own memories into the Streamer Excalibur in order to wake himself up in the future, this is all his initial chess.

It's a pity that no matter how good he is at the chess game, his strength is still much worse than that of the goddess Qianlan, especially since he didn't expect that she would send a clone to the fairy world to destroy Liu Donglai, which made Feng Junwu's heart nameless. (To be continued.) )