Chapter 33: Memories of Youth
In the days when Zhang Zhibo went abroad, although Qiao Bin accompanied Ouyang Lan when she was free, she always felt empty in her heart, sometimes when she went home, there was no Zhang Zhibo, she always took something she needed and left.
On a rare weekend, Zhang Junping was empty, and it seemed that he hadn't sat down to eat with Zhang Junping for a long time.
Something happened to the nanny Aunt Zhang's house, and she couldn't come to clean up, so Ouyang Lan volunteered to take her job.
This is the first time she entered Zhang Zhibo's room, the thick ash on the desk seems to sign, he has been away for a long time, carefully wiping the desk, suddenly an old photo came into her eyes, the little boy in the photo is holding the little girl's hand, smiling very sweetly, and the little girl in the photo, combing two pigtails, with round eyes, smiling slightly, isn't that my childhood?
Ouyang Lan sued herself.
It turned out that he was the brother who had always appeared in her dreams, it turned out that he was the brother she didn't say goodbye to that year, it turned out that he had always remembered her, so, did he recognize her?
At this moment, Ouyang Lan suddenly wanted to tell Zhang Zhibo, brother, I am this little girl, but he is not around, and a photo, what can it say?
Under the transparent glass, there are so many photos, there are his primary school graduation photos, high school graduation photos, and his photos in London, maybe, it was just he put it in casually, more than ten years have passed, what can a photo say?
When Ouyang Lan walked to the living room, she found Zhang Junping sitting on the sofa watching the news broadcast.
She sat down on the single sofa next to her, "Grandpa, did I see you when I was a child?" β
Zhang Junping looked at her carefully, she had been together for almost a year, why would this girl ask such a question at this time?
"I've seen it, Lan Lan was so tall at that time."
Zhang Junping said as he made a movement at a height of about a little more than a meter, "Lan Lan, why do you want to ask this question?" β
"I just saw a picture of myself as a child in my brother's room, so I asked."
Ouyang Lan replied honestly.
"The photo Xiaobo still has it. I still remember that Xiaobo was arguing and refused to come back, saying that he didn't say goodbye to that little sister. For a while, he kept asking me when I was going to go to City B again, and he said he missed that sister. Later, his parents took him to the UK, and he didn't mention it anymore when he came home during the holidays, I guess he forgot, after all, he was also a child at that time, and he won't have too deep memories. β
Ouyang Lan listened carefully.
"Lan Lan, do you remember?"
Ouyang Lan nodded, "I can't remember a lot of things, but I remember the scene when my father left, and my brother." β
Zhang Junping called Ouyang Lan to his side, "Lan Lan, more than ten years have passed, and those who should forget should choose to forget." Your dad doesn't want you to be like this all the time. β
"But grandpaβI can't forget. If it weren't for my willfulness, Dad wouldn't be ......"
Ouyang Lan sobbed as she spoke.
Zhang Junping stroked Ouyang Lan's head, "Child, I've suffered you all these years." β
That night, Ouyang Lan cried in Zhang Junping's arms for a long time, she seemed to want to vent the pain that had been suppressed in her heart for more than ten years at one time, and seemed to tell herself again, cry, cry as much as you want, after crying, you are a brand new Ouyang Lan, an Ouyang Lan who has no past.
The next day, Qiao Bin saw Ouyang Lan, whose eyes were red and swollen, and asked with concern: "Lan Lan, have you ever cried?" β
Ouyang Lan smiled, she understood that her appearance must be very scary, but she didn't want to tell Qiao Bin why she was crying, for Qiao Bin, she didn't know what it was like, was there love?
It seems to be, but it doesn't seem to be the love between men and women, especially after learning that Zhang Zhibo is the brother she met when she was young, she is even more sure that she has no love for Qiao Bin, she just treats him as a friend and a brother, as for her boyfriend, she really can't accept it.
She stared at her wrist, she put on the bracelet, and told Zhang Zhibo, she was in love, and she told herself, I was in love.