Xiao Cheng Qi snuggled up to Gu Xi, ruling out the factor of thinking about whether it was manipulated by love, he really liked this feeling, and he could go to heaven with her heart in his heart.

In the past two years, he seems to be walking alone in a lonely wasteland, with a big secret in his heart, and he doesn't dare to tell others, and he is afraid that his acquaintances will find out something abnormal.

Because of his loneliness, he even began to doubt the world.

Looking at the pedestrians passing by on the street, they all look like aliens in human skin.

He stuck to Gu Xi's shoulder, never for a moment, as solid as at this time, "When I have a secret, I feel that everyone has a secret......" His voice, through Gu Xi's shirt fainted on her shoulder, she cried fiercely, did not push him, he rubbed his face against her, and tears mixed with tears, "I know you don't love me, you don't like me, and I don't like you either." His hands tightened around her waist and he spoke insincere words for the first time.

He liked her, of course.

From the moment she opened her eyes in bed that morning and fell to the ground, she looked at him with wide eyes, and he liked her.

He liked it and couldn't sleep every night.

Every day I reminisce about that day.

His hands, the soft, silky fabric for her skin, were almost intoxicated by the fact that he was holding them like that.

He knew at this moment that it wasn't she who tricked him into getting into bed today.

It was he who wanted to be in love with her in the first place.

But he was so scared, so afraid that he hated to be able to distinguish the property from her and never see her again.

Because, she is the one who wants him to die.

He lowered his head, tears running down the corners of his eyes, across the bridge of his nose, and then falling on the bed.

He didn't understand how he could like her so much, like a woman who hated to die by herself.

"I know you can't hate me to die, and the one you love comes back." He said, biting her shirt.

Gu Xi was still crying selflessly.

His hand landed on her waist, and the arc was just right, like the kind he would like to like to pick out in the vast sea of people.

He greedily clenched.

This is perhaps the only person in the world who understands his own pain and loneliness.

She also said that he really should make more friends because he was too lonely.

Even if she longs to die herself, she is a person who really understands her pain.

When he thought of this, he actually wanted to laugh.

"I used to hear people say that the one who knows you best is your enemy. Now I understand a little......" His hand slid over Gu Xi's waist and pulled down her messy skirt and pulled it neatly.

After a while, he sorted it out and said, "It's just that I still don't understand some things, you ......" He leaned over and pressed Gu Xi's shoulder, "Don't cry first, listen to me." ”

Gu Xi pulled the bed drape and wiped it a few times, looking like he was angry with the cleanliness. Deliberately trying to get dirty.

His heart was itchy and painful, looking at half of her face, white, with tears, and her eyes must be red, but it was a pity that she didn't look at him. He raised his hand and put the tear-stained hair aside, softly, thinking over and over again, how could he like someone so much.

Like to make yourself afraid.

The voice comes out, and it doesn't feel like its own," ...... You say, if what you say is true, I will grow up to be him, then does he remember once loving a you? If he remembers, how could he fall in love with another person, do you know what I mean? You said that the girl with the same name that you later became looked different. If you fall in love with someone else, won't you forget about you? ”

Gu Xi paused for a moment, and his body moved.

He hurriedly lightened his body with a look of light eyes to make room.

She lay flat and looked into his eyes.

The eyes were really red from crying, and Xiao Chengqi endured it, so he didn't raise his hand to touch it.

There are many kinds of love, one is thousands of mountains and rivers, as soon as that person comes, he knows in his heart that it is her!

It will be different from her to speak,

It's different from laughing with her,

Even if her mission was to take his own life, he wanted to smile and wait.

Gu Xi pushed him, "You go to the side, don't get so close to me." ”

Xiao Chengqi sighed and moved to the side, wanting to ask a question, but he didn't dare. He was a little inexplicably afraid of her.

But he liked her and murdered him.

Gu Xi sat up, "I also thought about what you said, and I also hope that it is not your fate." Actually, I don't know......" She buried her head in her lap in distress, buried it for a while, looked up and said, "Actually, I remember that my life is not like this, I clearly remember that I was engaged in investment promotion when I was 25 years old." At that time, I had just returned to China, my family was from Pingcheng, and the village committee wanted to attract investment, so I helped them, and then I had the land, because I helped them, and the village rented the land to me. ”

Xiao Chengqi kept looking at her, "You are not yet 25 years old." ”

"Nope." Gu Xi said, "So I don't know in my heart." ”

Xiao Chengqi thought that if he got along with her now, there would be no future.

But this thing still doesn't make sense, they know each other now after all.

So, if what she said is true, what happened will make you forget that she once appeared in her life, and then she was buried and fell in love with another person.

He looked at Gu Xi, she was looking at the white gauze tent next to her in a daze, her eyes were pitiful and blank, his heart was crumpled, how could he forget her? Even if there is no intersection from now on, he will never be able to forget her again.

In the future, day and night, he will think about hugging her, having her, and doing that thing with her.

Because she wouldn't let him do it with anyone else......

He also doesn't want to be with others.

Thinking of this, he reached out on the ground and picked up his coat, which she had just taken off and threw on the ground, then took it out of his pocket, took out the letter she gave, and pulled out the thin message, he took out the separate divorce agreement, tore it twice, handed it to Gu Xi and said, "Don't think about anything else, I'm not with others." ”

Gu Xi glanced at it, his face expressionless. As if he was supposed to do it.

Xiao Chengqi was a little bored, he had the idea of keeping chastity for her, and she didn't even give a look of praise.

He thought that he would really love her in the future, and he would get used to her with this kind of self-confidence.

He turned, embarrassed to tie his belt.

She's throwing it away.

The sleeve was ripped off.

He was overjoyed and quickly turned his head.

Gu Xi looked at him and said with a difficult expression, "Character determines fate, if it is according to what I think in my heart now, I will be with you every day and night, and then see what happens." But no, last time I died, Tang Niancong's matter was abandoned halfway, and in the end, I didn't clean up the trouble you caused. ”

Xiao Chengqi listened in confusion, completely unaware of what she said. She and that person, in the four years of love and companionship, how could they say it clearly in a few words.

He said, "You want to be with me, but you also want me to die so that he can come back." What do you think I should say? ”

Gu Xi was stunned, she looked at him stupidly for a long time, and then Mu Na said, "You are right, I always forget this." You and him are indeed your life-and-death relationship. ”

Xiao Chengqi bent down to put on his shoes.

Gu Xi said, "You're leaving?" ”

He turned to look at her and asked expectantly, "You don't want me to go?" ”

Gu Xi turned his face away and said, "I love Cheng Qi, and he won't like you with me." ”

His heart felt like someone had dug him out a few times.

When he turned around, he bent down to tie his shoes, and felt that this action had a pain-relieving effect.

There was a weight on his back, but it was Gu Xi who hugged him from behind, and murmured in distress, "What should I do?" When I see you, I see him as I see him. What are we going to do if he really doesn't come back? ”

He didn't expect her to hug him.

And this confused and unreasonable tone, but it made him feel as if she was his girlfriend, his girlfriend.

He turned, almost holding her down on the bed.

But he just grabbed her wrist, looked into her eyes, looked at each other for a while, and said dejectedly, "You don't have to do this, I will do what I promised you." I'm not going to look for another woman......" he put down her hand, "I really won't." ”

Gu Xi also put down her hand, she said, "What if he doesn't come back?" ”

"I'm not looking for it." Xiao Chengqi stood up with difficulty, feeling uncomfortable, knowing that she had just hugged herself, and she still wanted to use the beauty trick. She knows herself.

No, she knows herself.

I'm afraid that the divorce agreement is all a cover, just to make myself guilty and attract myself.

He said, "Is there anything else you want to say?" ”

Gu Xi didn't look at him and said, "I really go back to Dijing City tomorrow, I still have something to do over there." And then...... If I find a way, I'll come to you. ”

Xiao Chengqi took the clothes and put them on, and said with a feeling of heart attack, "You also want me to die, I won't look forward to you coming." ”

Gu Xi didn't look at him.

Xiao Chengqi was a little angry, standing still, he wanted her to say something, even if it was a sincere sorry.

Gu Xi turned his head to look at him, his eyes were cold, "I don't know what I'm going to fight against, if I don't do anything, when you grow up to be 26 years old, you will be buried alive again, and you will wake up and experience another pain." She moved, knelt on the bed, and reached out to hold Xiao Chengqi's hand, "You think I'm an outsider now, and I really am." But believe me, you won't want to love like that once, it's too painful. ”

Xiao Chengqi looked at the sincere eyes, the soft touch on his hands, and he said, "Then you obviously know that there will be one, why can't you change the way." ”

Gu Xi's eyes froze, and he looked at him stiffly.

He said, "You and I are good, forget the past, when I am 26 years old, we have been married for eight years, and I will definitely not be buried alive and fall in love with someone else." He stretched out his hand and put his arm around her waist, "Otherwise, we will have a baby sooner, and it will be different in the future." ”

Gu Xi seemed to be burned, threw him away, and sat down on the bed.

Xiao Chengqi stood still, looked at her and said, "You understand now?" You have what you hold onto, your love. I also have what I insist on, and I want to save my life. This time, the two of us will rely on our own abilities, I don't want people to be buried alive, you ...... What do you do? ”

He still likes her so much, she wants him to die, and he can't ignore her.

Gu Xi was still in a daze.

He approached and leaned in front of Gu Xi's face, "When you think about it, call me." After finishing speaking, he didn't move, hesitated for a moment, and still kissed Gu Xi on the lips.

Gu Xi was unprepared to be kissed.

But she didn't have time to take care of it.

She thought to herself, maybe that's why. She didn't want to be with him, so they went their separate ways, and after a few years, he didn't remember her, and she ...... If she was once in love, why didn't she remember him?

She fell on the bed and thought about what Cheng Qi said over and over again:

People are constantly changing, and even if there was before, this time it will be different.

She wiped her mouth and said to herself, she must not be merciful, the research institute Xiao Cheng Qi didn't know that she had met with the doctor there.

She wants to earn more money for them, and she will definitely find a way.

With hope in her heart, she knew that Cheng Qi had not left, and even the position where Xiao Cheng Qi sat subconsciously was often sat by his family. So she concluded that he was still there.

Maybe wait a little longer, and Cheng Qi will be back.

Wait.

First...... Wait.

She said to herself.

*******

Xiao Chengqi was almost seduced. Rape, and almost "can" be seduced. Rape returned home with mixed feelings.

Old man Cheng was talking to Cheng Si and Cheng Jin in the living room.

As soon as I saw him, I said, "You're back, I'm talking here, I saw a Chinese girl today, the three of you are abroad, I want to say ugly things ahead, you can't find a foreign girl to be a wife." Marriage takes a lifetime, and we Chinese eat rice. ”

Xiao Chengqi is irritable, he has been decided, what else is he married?

"I won't get married." He went to the kitchen to pour water to drink, and he felt that there was a fire in his heart and wanted to pour it.

Old Man Cheng chased after him in surprise, "Not married?" ”

The speaker has no intention, but listens with a heart.

The son doesn't want to get married, what's going on?

Old Man Cheng felt a little guilty for a moment, and he didn't know if his marriage had given his son a shadow, so he cautiously asked, "How can you not get married, Dad is just your son." ”

Xiao Cheng Qi put down the cup, didn't look at Cheng Si and Cheng Jin and said, "You have three sons." ”

Old Man Cheng knew that he was wrong, so he hurriedly said, "The girl I saw today is so good-looking." When you get married in the future and find someone you like, you must let your father see you. ”

Xiao Chengqi said irritably, "I'm not married, I really don't get married!" You don't have to think about me when you plan your daughter-in-law in the future. ”

Old Man Cheng stood in confusion.

At this moment, he really blamed his wife, his marriage was already very unhappy, and it spread to his son that he didn't want to get married, which was not good.

Thinking about it again, if you don't want to get married, you can change, maybe if you don't meet that person, it is more important to pass on the lineage.

Fortunately, the son said that he did not want to get married.

Didn't say he wanted Dink.

Old Man Cheng used his unique spiritual victory method to comfort himself.

******

in the bedroom

Xiao Chengqi threw himself on the bed, tossing and turning, he felt uncomfortable in his heart, and his body was also uncomfortable, as if he was holding a human habit, and he couldn't sleep alone.

Now he finally knows what the feeling of lack has been in the past two years.

He wanted to hold her.

He was like a madman, and he wanted to hold her, and it was better to do it many times a day.

But she didn't want to be with him.

He tossed and turned in pain, she frowned, he wanted to give her everything, did she know or not!

I thought of my father's words just now.

Still want him to get married?

Really, they have all been married, and what are they married. That's bigamy.

Thinking of this, he turned over all of a sudden, she didn't allow him to get married, and she didn't allow him to touch other women, but he was only 18 years old, wouldn't she touch him in the future, and wouldn't he touch others?

That's unreasonable, isn't it?

How could he agree to such an unequal thing for her?

He picked up his coat and rushed to find Gu Xi again, this is not the case.

How she always bullied him.

He didn't want to touch anyone, but she should at least agree that he could touch her, or, occasionally.

*******

Gu Xi raised her hand to stop the taxi, closed the door, she said the address, and the car drove away slowly.

The car window was lowered, a light rain fell from the sky, and the cold fell on her face, and the car turned a corner and passed by her downstairs, and she raised her eyes to see the store next to her, at that time, occasionally she and Cheng Qi would wander around to buy something.

Afraid of being seen, he is very happy to hide it.

Xiao Chengqi stood opposite, raised his hand to stop another taxi, and followed.

She has no relatives or friends here, so where can she go?