At the end of June, Zuo You no longer went to the military headquarters for training, and Zuo Shengyan often did not return all night before going out early and returning late.

The suitcase was placed next to the living room, Qingruo, Zuo You, and Aunt Fang saluted, Zuo Shengyan confessed two days ago, ready to leave at any time, this city, with the spread of the war, even the residential area of the military department is no longer safe.

Not long after lunch, Aunt Fang was still embroidering things on the side, and Qingruo was teaching Zuo You the interrupted schoolwork.

Qingruo pointed to the words on the book, she read, Zuo You followed, and at the same time wrote down with his hand on the homework book, Qingruo watched him write, and pointed to the wrong place to guide.

The door of the living room was open, and Zuo Shengyan's car drove into the courtyard.

The black body was stained with a lot of dust, and it looked even dirtier when it reflected off the sunlight at noon.

Zuo Shengyan hasn't been back at noon for a long time, almost all of them haven't been home for several days, and he came back at ten o'clock in the morning and hurriedly changed his clothes and left again.

And this time I also brought Cheng Jin.

Another black car followed behind, and after it stopped, I saw that it was Liu Cheng who was driving.

There is no need for him to speak, such a scene is already a sign that something is wrong.

Aunt Fang put down the things in her hand, sat on the sofa a little nervously, watched Zuo Shengyan behind her, and led the two of them into the house.

Zuo You also pinched the pen in his hand, turned his head and tilted his head to look at Zuo Shengyan's face.

Zuo Shengyan entered the room, and the two people behind him greeted Aunt Fang and Qingruo, and Zuo You stood up from the chair to say hello.

Zuo Shengyan waved his hand, and Cheng Jin and Liu Cheng walked directly to the suitcase that had been placed in the corner.

Aunt Fang sighed, her palm tightly pinched her sleeve, "Aunt Fang, if there are any other things to bring, go and pack them now." ”

Aunt Fang shook her head, thinking about it, she got up and walked to the room, "I'll take a look again." ”

Zuo Shengyan walked to Zuo You's side, tall and condescending, "Xiaoyou, you still have things to take away and pack them now, ten minutes." ”

Zuo You pursed his lips, stern his little face, nodded, and first turned around and cleaned up the books and papers on the table.

Zuo Shengyan exhaled a long breath, turned to face Qingruo, who had been looking at him softly since he entered the door, raised his hand and touched her hair, she chuckled, and Zuo Shengyan directly hugged the person in his arms.

Liu Cheng and Cheng Jin were still in the living room, they didn't open their mouths when they saw Zuo Shengyan's movements, and their eyes didn't change at all, they were all tired, the eyes of the three men were bloodshot, and they all cheered up, and their faces were as resolute as the old city wall, forever □□.

Qingruo put a hand on his shoulder and let Zuo Shengyan carry her upstairs.

Zuo Shengyan took a big step, only one step on two steps, and the sound of knocking carried her up to the third floor and entered the room.

Qingruo's things have basically been moved from the second floor to Zuo Shengyan's room, and there are not many things that he brought over, and now there is another suitcase in the living room, and there are basically only one or two cheongsams hanging in the wardrobe, as well as the shawls hanging on the coat rack.

Zuo Shengyan closed the door, put Qingruo down and hugged her tightly on the door.

Without saying a word, his arms continued to tighten, and his whole body felt like he was about to suffocate.

Zuo Shengyan lowered his head and kissed her, lingering but fierce, half licking and half tearing, and his cold breathing became heavy and long.

Qing Ruohui hugged his body and patted him on the back soothingly.

Zuo Shengyan gradually calmed down, bent down slightly, leaned his head on her shoulder, closed his eyes, and lowered his voice very softly, "Qingruo, I'm sorry." ”

In the end, he still has to say sorry to her.

Qingruo chuckled and patted him on the back again, like a reed in the wind, soft but tough, "Don't worry, I'll protect them." ”

Zuo Shengyan raised his head, hugged her on both sides of her body and looked down at her, his eyes met her, he wanted to ask her if she could do it, but the words came to his lips and changed to another sentence, "Are you afraid?" ”

Qingruo nodded, the corners of her mouth still had a gentle arc, "Afraid, not afraid, and Xiaoyou and Aunt Fang, I can't be afraid." ”

Zuo Shengyan raised his hand and touched her hair, "I can only send you away while the form is not completely out of control, the base camp at the rear, where we have the last guarantee." ”

Qingruo nodded, raised his hand and grabbed his hand above his head, he hadn't rested much recently, Zuo Shengyan not only looked tired, but even the skin on his hands had a sense of traces.

She put his big palm on her two palms and gently rubbed it, looking at his bloodshot eyes and confessing in distress. "Be careful yourself, we'll wait for you."

Zuo Shengyan just looked at her like this, distressed, tolerant, brave and fearless gaze, her face was always soft with the feeling of spring breeze, and it should have been contradictory with such a gaze, but now it appeared on her face, just like the moon that appeared at the turn of day and night, naturally with the strength of the cycle of life.

Zuo Shengyan suddenly laughed, "Qingruo, I was scared before I went home, really." He took two steps back, a little distance from her, and the breath of the two of them before poured into the fresh air, "But now that I look at you, I suddenly believe that we can win in the end." ”

Qingruo smiled and nodded, "Well, this country is our own in the end." ”

"Huh." Half sighing and half responding, Zuo Shengyan pinched her face, it felt very good, her skin was delicate, his fingers were rough, and he pinched it twice and let it go, there were already shallow red marks.

Probably in some pain, Qingruo frowned slightly, but didn't say anything, and walked around him to the empty dresser.

Zuo Shengyan didn't know what she was going to do, and he didn't make a sound, he followed her quietly, Qingruo sat down, and he stood behind.

Qingruo took out the scissors from the drawer and put down the hair she was holding, and the soft hair was let go and fell down freely, reaching her waist fast.

Qingruo looked in the mirror, gestured to herself, and pulled a pair of scissors from the position of her neck without hesitation.

Zuo Shengyan's whole body stiffened behind her, and he couldn't even take his eyes off it.

Qingruo took out the rope from the drawer, there was no red one, took the black rope and tied up the cut hair, combed his fingers twice and straightened it out, and put it in the drawer.

The hair was long, and the drawer couldn't fit straight, so it was discounted inside.

Qingruo took the scissors to the mirror to trim the corners of her hair, and the fine hair scattered from the edge of the scissors fell on her erect neck, as well as on the light-colored cheongsam and the light-colored floor.

The sound of scissor clicks mixed with her gentle and firm words, "I hope I can see you next time I have long hair, and I will wait for you to give me my hair." ”

Zuo Shengyan's hand behind his back was clenched into a fist and squeezed it tightly, let go of his hand and his arm tightened close to the top of her hair, and the arc of the movement was very small, and he withdrew his hand, stabilized his trembling voice, and nodded in agreement, "Okay." ”

Qingruo trimmed her hair, put the scissors back in the drawer, stood up and shook off the broken hair on her body, and turned around to speak, "Since you are leaving, long hair is too troublesome, cut it well." ”

"Hmm." Zuo Shengyan nodded, stepped forward and bent down to remove the fine hair on her neck.

Qingruo stopped his hand, grabbed his military uniform, lowered his head and let his rough fingers wipe the hair off her erect neck little by little.

The military uniform has not been changed for several days, it is not clean, there are many traces of dust, Qingruo sighed, gently patted his clothes, nothing can be photographed, reached out to wrap his waist around his waist and leaned on his arms.

"Sheng Yan."

Zuo Shengyan stopped her movements, stretched out her hand to wrap around her thin body, and wanted to hug her hard, but she didn't dare to use it because she was too thin and soft.

He said in a hoarse voice, "Well, I'm here." ”

"I'll protect you. Before I died. ”

Zuo Shengyan's tears rolled down from her eyes, down her cheeks and from the corner of her chakra on the top of her hair.

"Clear as ......"

Qingruo leaned into his arms and shook his head, signaling him not to say anything.

Zuo Shengyan stopped talking and hugged her, the taste of her breath between her nose and breath, and her touch in her arms.

The two of them leaned quietly for a while, and Qingruo withdrew from his arms first, "Let's go, Xiaoyou and Aunt Fang should be waiting below." ”

Zuo Shengyan nodded silently and followed her out.

Qingruo reached out to open the door of the room, Zuo Shengyan pulled her arm, Qingruo turned around, her eyes smiled softly, and her words were gentle, "What's wrong?" ”

Zuo Shengyan pursed his lips, her short hair made her younger than her actual age, her small face was so delicate, he suppressed the darkness in his heart, and his voice was very deep, "If I die......

Qingruo interrupted him with a smile, raised one hand and made a gesture of assurance, "I will raise Xiaoyou to grow up." ”

Zuo Shengyan tugged at the corners of his mouth, and suddenly some vicious feelings spread, "And then, remarry or come to me?" As soon as the words fell, he said sarcastically, "Oh, you don't need to marry again, you haven't married yourself." ”

Qingruo's body froze for a moment, and the hand on the armrest of the door fell, turning back to face him.

"Do you want me to come to you?"

Her words were asked lightly, without anger, not even resentment.

The gaze that came over was light and foggy.

Zuo Shengyan squinted at her, suddenly picked up the person and smashed it on the bed behind her, the whole person pressed up and twisted her chin with one hand and bit her lip, her voice was cold and cruel, "I hope, I hope you will always be by my side and don't leave the ...... for a second"

He bit hard, the corners of his mouth broke, and the smell of blood spread between their lips.

Zuo Shengyan pressed her body and reached out to pull her cheongsam, her palm stopped at the neckline, tears fell down, licking her bitten lip without other movements.

Qingruo turned her head, tears sliding down the bed.

His tears fell on her face, mixed with her own tears, rolling all over her face, and the bed beneath her cheeks was damp.

Zuo Shengyan stopped her tears, sat up without saying a word and hugged her in his arms, his lips fell on the top of her hair, holding her like a child, and gently patting her back.

"This is really a family hatred and a hatred of the country, and all those little Japan must be dead." Zuo Shengyan closed his eyes and lowered his head and kissed her from the top of her hair all the way down to her neck, some small pieces of hair that had just been cut stuck to his lips, Zuo Shengyan rubbed it off at her collar, "If I die, find someone who is good for you to marry." Xiao You...... Find one that is good for you, and good for Xiaoyou. ”

Qingruo didn't speak, Zuo Shengyan hugged her and stood up, put her on the ground, tidied up her skirt and smoothed her hair, looked at her crying little face and leaned over to kiss and lick, the mouth was full of salt, so spicy that his whole body was pulling and his heart hurt.

Pull her out.

When the two of them passed by the second floor and were about to reach the first floor, Zuo Shengyan turned around again, he walked two steps in front of him, looked up slightly to see Qing Ruo, frowned tightly, and his voice was dry, "If I die, will you really find someone to marry?" ”

Qingruo laughed, tilted her head and stretched out her tongue to lick the place he had bitten, but did not answer.

Zuo Shengyan pursed his lips to look at her, and waited for a long time without waiting for her answer.

The eyes that have cried are clear and moist, and the bitten lips look even more seductive.

He sighed, pinched his thigh with his other hand through his pants, turned back and continued to lead her down the stairs.

**

I regret it.

Life is my man, death is my ghost.

Not allowed to marry.

- Black Box