Chapter 53: Xia Tingyin

The rain was falling, falling down the car window, Gu Xi frowned, and his heart was sad.

She had never been so troubled, or rather, she had never been so troubled. She even wondered again and again that she had known that day, whether she would save this person.

Of course, it's just a thought, even if you choose 10,000 times, people still have to be saved.

But she was obviously so careful, and she obviously didn't do anything wrong, why did this matter become like this.

Cheng Qi drove the car, not daring to be distracted, but he still wanted to look at her from time to time, and just wanted to ask, "What are you thinking in your heart?" Those eyebrows, as long as they wrinkled slightly, he felt that he wanted to ask clearly.

Ever since they first met, he knew that this girl was more cautious than he thought, but he was also cautious himself, but why was she so defensive of herself?

He pondered the scene of the time he had met.

For the first time, at that wedding.

The second time, as soon as he called her, she ran away.

The third time, he ...... I want to take her away. And she said "yes".

In fact, if she was really taken away at that time, I don't know what the situation would be?

"Actually......" Gu Xi's voice came, "Today's thing is that I'm not good, I shouldn't guess you like that." ”

Cheng Qi's heart froze, he didn't think she wanted to change her mind.

Gu Xi looked at the windshield, the wipers were working hard, the water was blown to both sides, orderly, and also sorted out her feelings, she said, "Do you know the biggest difference between your life and mine? ”

Cheng Qi didn't know which system's point of view she wanted to quote, so she didn't dare to answer lightly, "...... You said. ”

Gu Xi didn't answer directly, but said: "There are a lot of books on business management, and Dai Shaodong even returned from studying abroad, do you know why he hit walls everywhere in business?" ”

Cheng Qi: "......" he really doesn't know, what he is doing is an elegant and secret cash flow game.

Gu Xi pursed her lips and waited for a while, and when the silence was long enough to answer her, she said: "Because the operation of large enterprises and foreign enterprises is completely different from local small enterprises. The approach of multinational corporations is a dead end for small companies. ”

Cheng Qi frowned slightly, inexplicably disliked her saying the words "a dead end".

Gu Xi said: "Many people think that foreign multinational companies are experienced, and they learn that set, but they ignore that their own companies may be difficult to reach the scale of others for 20 years, large enterprises can talk about feelings, small companies, but they have to be pragmatic first, and they can only establish a brand with profits. ”

Cheng Qi didn't say a word, it was wrong to say anything at this time, and only by fully understanding her thoughts could she know what to do next.

Gu Xi also said, "Just like ordinary people, a billionaire can talk about the realm, but ordinary people have to talk about survival first." ”

Cheng Qi sighed in her heart, this girl, when she speaks, never puts herself in, she is so cautious, and she doesn't give her any obvious hints to confess, she can't refuse clearly, so she uses this euphemism to talk to herself about the operation of large enterprises and small businesses.

Cheng Qi said: "You do a very good job, the last time Ah Jin invited the person, I heard that he is a well-known marketing master in the industry." ”

When Gu Xi heard about the oolong incident, he showed a smile and said: "Peer competition also has to be emotional, that is, it can't destroy the basic rules of the entire industry." This one...... You should be well aware. ”

Cheng Qi said: "Most of my contacts with modern art, and these are also the operations of the fund, indeed, the basic bottom line, no one dares to destroy it lightly." ”

Gu Xi said, "This is one of the reasons why Western companies can continue to grow, and many of our people don't understand this at all. The curtain is also hung on the net at two ends for three days. ”

Cheng Qi said: "Many of the works of these artists you see today are also in my hands, and in a few years, the price will gradually rise regularly." He looked ahead and said in a slower tone...... Their works belong to the traditional aesthetic standards themselves. But the one they discussed earlier, I won't touch. ”

He turned his head sideways to look at Gu Xi, "It's good that we communicate with each other like this." ”

Gu Xi lowered his head and whispered, "Your industry is too high-end, ordinary people can't touch it at all, you are talking about capital transfer, and we can only talk about business step by step." ”

If there really are pyramids, then one at the top and one at the bottom.

Gu Xi felt that it would be unwise for him to dare not show too much of his inner thoughts as before, worrying that he would feel that he was too different from before.

She had to tell the man where their problems were and where they would be in the future.

She said, "One is like a goshawk, reaching the top." One must be like a snail, one step at a time, ......" Speaking of this, she suddenly turned her head, looked at Cheng Qi and asked, "The people you usually come into contact with are relatively simple, I mean, you won't be in contact with all three religions." ”

Cheng Qi shook his head, paused, and said, "I have also been in contact with those who teach three religions and nine streams, but they are limited to those who are engaged in art." ”

Gu Xi didn't show a surprised expression, but put on a smile, she looked at him sideways, and suddenly asked again: "Then do you know that a woman's life has only three faces?" ”

Cheng Qi looked at the heavier and heavier rain on the front glass, her heart was the same as this weather, it was good that she didn't smile, she smiled slightly like this, and spoke well, it was simply shocking, because he knew that there must be a well-prepared big truth behind it, ready to give him a head start.

But it can only be followed," ...... Rather, I haven't heard of it. ”

Gu Xi said: "When every girl is young, she is like an 'angel', gentle, romantic, kind, and happy to the person she likes. But after getting married, the 'angel' will become realistic, firewood, rice, oil, salt, sauce, vinegar and tea, I have to calculate, depending on how big other people's houses are, what good schools other people's children go to, and this pressure will be transferred to the partner day by day, disgusted with why men can't earn more money, when can they buy a school district house. The woman stepped down from the altar and became an ordinary person. ”

Cheng Qi looked at her, his eyes were a little dazed, and he didn't know what Gu Xi was doing with him.

Even if it is a marriage, it is not the state of his or her marriage.

I heard Gu Xi say again: "Then if in a few years, a woman's wish has not been satisfied, she will start to complain, why did she choose such a man in the first place, she was blinded by love." At this time, the woman was already hateful and no longer worthy of love. ”

When she finished speaking, she looked at him and smiled.

Cheng Qi felt that he was completely unable to concentrate on driving, so he thought about it and slowly parked the car to the side of the road.

Gu Xi saw it and didn't speak.

He turned off the engine and thought about it, in fact, he felt that he understood Gu Xi's concern, even if he didn't understand the meaning of the words just now.

Knowing herself, she is destined to do what she will do in the future, and the joy of success will also be reduced, and her life will be completely unrecognizable because of herself. Even if she leaves now, the height of the man she knows has been raised, and it is difficult to lower it anymore.

That became a makeshift affair.

"I don't want to ...... like that," he said, wanting to leave but not wanting to. If you want to get closer, you can't. Didn't even know what to say to her.

He used to think that after half a year, he already knew her well, but now it is obviously not.

Raindrops ticked down on the glass, making a crashing sound.

Gu Xi said, "Actually, you don't understand why I said those words, do you?" ”

Cheng Qi looked at her, and somehow, she felt that she was going to speak later, and it was estimated that she was going to push him away, and this time, she must have prepared a killer weapon.

But Gu regret has said this, obviously will not back down, she said, "I want to say, people are different, most women, have pinned their success on men, from ancient times, patriarchal society began to mislead women aesthetically, saying that small feet are beautiful, wrapped in small feet, so that women have no competitiveness from the beginning of the body, can only be more dependent on men, until now, this state has not changed." A woman who does not marry is a great rebel. ”

She didn't look at Cheng Qi's expression, and continued, "Ordinary women's marriages are like this, but I'm not ......" Before she finished speaking, she suddenly looked at Cheng Qi and said with a smile, "I know I'm talking to you about this, you should understand." ”

Seeing her laughing, so soft and beautiful, Cheng Qi's eyes were smiling, but he couldn't help but be angry in his heart, he was a person who would not be angry, and it was not easy to make him angry.

She really wanted to say the end to herself again!

But when Gu Xi turned his head to look at the front window, his gaze fell into the distance and said, "The reason why I think you will understand is because you have a lot of artists." Everyone's life pursuit is different, and what is related to art is the need for spirituality. What they want is not a meal, but a spiritual satisfaction from their partner. It is not only the consistency of life, the unity of thought, but also the consistency of wisdom. ”

Cheng Qi was shocked!

Don't look at her for a moment.

"People who understand themselves are more important than people who love themselves." Gu Xi said slowly,

"The meaning of life is to find yourself first, know what you want and what you lack, and then you can talk about your partner. How many people will not have it at all in their lifetime. Even though they are husband and wife, they are just on the same road, even if they love each other, they can't understand each other. Even if they have been in love for a lifetime on the surface, they may not really understand each other. ”

Cheng Qi was completely surprised by the meaning of those words, and couldn't say a word, what she wanted was her partner's spiritual companionship and resonance, as well as walking in lockstep.

And the two of them, in different industries, don't understand each other, have unequal status, and have no equality, how can they talk about consistency and resonance.

Gu Xi said more slowly and slowly, "Most people talk about an excellent boyfriend, even if they don't have a future, they may think, if I break up with him, at least I have learned things and achieved myself." Or...... If I break up with him, at least a large fortune that will guarantee my future life......"

"Even more, you can even think that if I broke up with him, at least I once had it, I would be proud when I thought about it, and I would have face when I mentioned it to my friends. You can even use his resources to give yourself a splendid future. ”

Cheng Qi's heart was pinched together, this said,

- Isn't that him?

She even stated the results of the two with such a philistine idea.

Even something he never thought about.

Gu Xi didn't actually think that she would say such things to people one day, but she really couldn't bear it, even if he didn't show his attitude, she had to make it clear first,

"If it's someone you like," she said...... How can you be willing not to accompany him in the spiritual world. This sentence is said very gently, even with distress, as if pity and guilt, and I can't give the other party spiritual guidance and help.

can't understand the person she loves, that kind of love, in her opinion, is wronged by her lover.

Cheng Qi looked straight at her, such a straight and focused gaze, never before.

Gu Xi looked at him, met his gaze, and said without evasion, "We have met five times, the first time we met, you came to Dai Shaodong's wedding, in order to prevent me from going downstairs to meet the guests, you sat there for a few hours." You can give others the utmost respect.

…… When you are eating out today, someone asks you a question, you will look at Cheng Jin first, and want to hear what he has said, you are tolerating your own family from such a small matter. Who wouldn't want to be friends with someone like you? ”

Her hand reached the side of the car door, "But I'm in business, I don't know anything about your industry, even if you are friends, you don't have a common topic." So I hope you understand that this intersection of mistakes really bothers me. ”

Even if she is a friend, she wants to be a useful person to her friends.

It's not just that you can't wait as soon as there is a benefit, and you can't wait for a man with good conditions.

Cheng Qi locked her side face, looking at her distant and lonely, desperately trying to protect his spiritual territory, there was never a moment when he felt that he was wrong.

He came too hastily.

He thought he was standing in front of her, and he was so good, he wanted to protect her...... It never occurred to her that she wanted her own protection.

The rain fell from the sky like a torrent, smashed on the glass of the car, and thunderbolted. His world changed color.

But he didn't dare to move, his eyes were stubbornly fixed on the fingers holding the car door, he knew what she meant, she wanted to go, so pouring rain, she would rather get out of the car by herself, but also part ways with herself.

He looked at the finger and his heart trembled, knowing that if he dared to refuse, she would leave immediately.

He endured the love in his heart and said in a hard voice, "I'll send you home first." ”

Gu Xi's hand did not hesitate to pull the car door, the heavy rain fell, Cheng Qi hurriedly leaned over to grab her, he couldn't believe that such a gentle girl would smile so gently, and be so decisive.

The rain wet Gu Xi's shoulders, and she looked at him quietly, waiting.

Cheng Qi really didn't deal with this situation, she saved him, why did he make her so painful, he thought of what Gu Xi had just said.

If the person she loves, she doesn't understand the other party, she will feel that she is wronged by the other party.

The heavy rain fell on his hands, all wet, not to mention the half of her body, which was still wearing a skirt.

He was ruthless, "Okay! It's all up to you. After he finished speaking, he turned around and got out of the car, walked to the other side, quickly closed the door of Gu Xi's car, and the rain poured down, and he was instantly drenched. The car on the road was driving fast, and he stood there, but suddenly he didn't want to move.

This feeling is like a mass of stuff in my heart, and it is unbearable to death.

The rain was pouring down, and Gu Xi sat in the car, forcing himself not to look and not to think...... Don't cry either.