"Eat first, eat first, eat dinner, and then talk."

Qin Guang was the first to break the silence, and when he said this, Zhao Meizhi and Lin Haicheng didn't want to ask any more, so they had to put this matter aside and eat first.

The two families had dinner, both sitting in the living room, with all kinds of washed fruits on the coffee table, and the news on the TV on the CCVV news station, the news was playing tirelessly on a loop.

And the lively atmosphere also became condensed. Lin Shanshan followed her heart. What was it that made the Qin family so worried.

"After the New Year, we plan to send Ah Jian abroad."

The first to speak was Qin Guangxian, who said this without a beginning or an end, isn't it a good thing to go abroad? However, today I said that Qin Jian's company is about to open, why did he say that he went abroad.

"What do you do when you go abroad? How did you think of going abroad? ”

Li Yun sighed when she heard this, shook her head and said

"Some time ago, Ah Jian didn't know what was going on, and suddenly said that he was going to the hospital to see a doctor, but we ran to a few departments before we realized that something was wrong."

Lin Shanshan raised her eyes and looked at Qin Jian, but unexpectedly, Qin Jian's gaze happened to be pretended, Lin Shanshan looked away and did not speak.

Lin Shanshan vaguely remembered that Qin Jian had mentioned it to herself, but at that time, she was bent on letting go of Qin Jian, and she didn't take it seriously if she didn't think about it or pay attention to it.

Later, he mentioned this matter again, so Lin Shanshan knew why Qin Jian decided to go to the hospital.

It's just that what Lin Shanshan didn't expect was that Qin Jian really checked out that something was wrong, which made Lin Shanshan's heart shake, if the so-called "rebirth" is just a pathological willingness, then is there a problem with her own "crossing"?

Just in an instant, Lin Shanshan immediately denied that she had lived for so long, it was definitely not fake, she had always been so convinced. And Qin Jian shouldn't have a problem, his memory coincides with his own memory, or "future".

However, all these cognitions have generated many doubts because of Qin Jian's "illness".

"Hospital? Is it unwell? ”

Zhao Meizhi was a little surprised, Qin Jian was tall and strong, no matter how she looked at it, she didn't look like a sick person, and even needed to go abroad for medical treatment.

In Zhao Meizhi's view, the medical conditions in China are already very good, and if you want to seek medical treatment abroad, it is unimaginable.

Lin Haicheng was also a little surprised, looking at Qin Jian, who looked healthy with a pale face, he didn't think it was possible.

"I don't know how this kid found out that something was wrong, he stayed in the room for several days when he came back that day, and he just lay on the bed, and when he came out, he said that he was going to the hospital, and he felt that something was wrong and frightened me and his father."

Li Yun said, still feeling anxious in her heart

"There is only something wrong in China, but there is no way. Fortunately, his father knew an old professor in the hospital and recommended a famous doctor to us, and we also checked it on the Internet, this person is reliable, a world-famous psychiatrist, and he plans to visit people after the New Year. ”

Lin Shanshan frowned, she didn't expect it to be much stricter than she thought.

"Psychiatry?"

"Well, the memory is confused, saying that there is a memory that does not belong to him."

Li Yun was also a little unclear. But Lin Shanshan was a little stunned, the memory that didn't belong to him was confused, this memory didn't belong to him, did he refer to the previous life or this life?

And is he trying to make another memory disappear completely? So which memory did he choose to disappear, or who did he choose to disappear?

"One more memory, confused memory?"

Qin Guangxian nodded and said

"To put it simply, it's called amnesia, and Ajan's situation is psychogenic amnesia, but being sick is not just this, and it's a little different from other amnesia. Now the doctor can't be sure. I had to go abroad for medical treatment. ”

"Amnesia?"

Lin Shanshan asked incredulously. Doesn't this mean that there is an extra memory, where does the amnesia come from?

"What the doctor said is a bit complicated, we don't understand it very well, probably that Ajan's memory is confused and his own psychology is very problematic, and he has tried hypnotherapy before, but the effect is not very good."

"Does this have any effect?"

Zhao Meizhi was a little worried, and the amnesia caused by the psychology sounded, and it sounded like it was very strict.

"It doesn't affect life, it's just that some of it is easy to make mistakes in judgment."

Qin Jian said, and couldn't help but glance at Lin Shanshan, who didn't notice it. Just looking at Qin Guangxian and Li Yun, they seemed to be listening to something carefully, but Qin Jian knew that this was a distraction.

"Which country? I'll go back and ask if there are any friends here, and it's always inconvenient for people who don't know each other well. ”

Because of her work, Zhao Meizhi often runs around the world and knows a wide range of friends.

Qin Guangxian worked, he couldn't go abroad at all, Li Yun was the same as his spouse, he could only go over to Qin Jian alone, they were very relieved about Qin Jian, but it didn't mean that they weren't worried, it would be great if someone answered.

Busy said

"In City X in Country M."

"It seems that there is, I'll tell her when I go back, and Ah Jian will have a good answer when she gets there."

Li Yun and Qin Guangxian immediately breathed a sigh of relief. Turning his head to look at Qin Jian, he saw that Qin Jian's eyes were already looking at Lin Shanshan, Qin Guangxian smiled

"Let's talk here for a while, let the young people go and play on their own. Shanshan grew up with Ah Jian since she was a child, and maybe it will help Ah Jian's condition. ”

"That's that, amnesia, maybe it would help Shanshan to talk more about the past."

Lin Haicheng echoed with a smile, waved his hand and let Lin Shanshan and Qin Jian go upstairs to play by themselves. Lin Shanshan frowned and wanted to refuse, but Qin Jian stood up first

"Let's go."

Lin Shanshan looked at the elders of the two families, and it was not easy to refuse, so she had to sigh secretly and get up and follow Qin Jian upstairs.

As soon as she entered Qin Jian's house, Lin Shanshan found a place to sit down, hugged her mobile phone and started playing, because she had answered Zhou Yinghui's appointment on the weekend, and the two were sending messages at this time.

Lin Shanshan planned to wait at the gate of the zoo, but Zhou Yinghui insisted on coming to pick up Lin Shanshan's thumb leap in person, and was about to refuse with affection and reason.

I kept a glass of hot milk in the small cupboard at hand.

"Drink the milk first."

Lin Shanshan looked up at Qin Jian and nodded

"Thank you."

As he spoke, he picked up the cup and drank it once, bowing his head and intending to continue replying, Qin Jian spoke

"What's on the weekend?"

Lin Shanshan didn't look up

"Nothing is arranged."

"There's a new western restaurant in the city center, I'll pick you up tomorrow night."

Qin Jian's words were incomprehensibly gentle and cautious, Lin Shanshan looked at Qin Jian with some surprise, and asked a little incomprehensibly after a while

"Such a good opportunity for the weekend, what about Jiang Xiaoyu?"

"She"

"Forget it, I already have an appointment for the weekend."

Lin Shanshan didn't wait for Qin Jian to finish speaking, and raised her hand to interrupt, because needless to say, Lin Shanshan could also guess that Jiang Xiaoyu and Zhou Chen were dating, and there was nowhere to go.

"The night after tomorrow"

Qin Jian seemed to be a little stubborn, Lin Shanshan had to look at Qin Jian again, and only after a while did she put down the mobile phone in her hand, frowned, and looked at Qin Jian seriously before saying

"Qin Jian, you will make me misunderstand that you actually like me."

“”

Seeing that Qin Jian was no longer talking, Lin Shanshan shrugged her shoulders and said with a little sneer

"Of course, you're a sick person now, so I won't take it seriously. However, "

Lin Shanshan hesitated for a while before asking with some confusion

"Are you really sick?"

Qin Jian turned around and sat down with Lin Shanshan and said

"After that day, I was in this room and thought a lot. I'm afraid that the thing of 'rebirth' is too incredible, and many things are just taken for granted, because we think that it is because of rebirth that we have this memory, and we regard it as rebirth. It's not just about figuring out where this memory came from, it's about what it means. Maybe I was wrong in the first place. ”

After Lin Shanshan listened, she turned her head to look at Qin Jian, and the eyes of the two collided, so close that Lin Shanshan could even see Qin Jian's pupils full of herself, as if he really only had his own illusion in his eyes

"You're doubting your own life or your feelings."

Lin Shanshan said this sentence slowly, very softly, very softly, but there was an urge to cry or not.

"I don't know, so I'm looking for answers."

The eyes yearn for, do not avoid or hide, the words seem to be deliberately lightened, and the temperature of the other party seems to be able to be felt between breaths, not big or small rooms, but at this moment, the two awkward people can finally sit down quietly and say a few words calmly.

It's been a long time since I've felt like this.

Lin Shanshan held back her tears, quietly looked away, and said

"First, I wish you a good recovery and find the answers you need. Second, I wish you the best of luck in making your dreams come true. ”

Speaking of the back, Lin Shanshan winked playfully

"I mean, Jiang Xiaoyu actually puts aside everything else, she is very beautiful, and she looks good standing with you. You have to come on. ”

"Finally, if I mean that if I return to the Qin Jian I am familiar with"

Lin Shanshan was halfway through speaking, and she couldn't go on.

"Forget it."

"Okay."

Suddenly, Qin Jian said "yes", and Lin Shanshan couldn't react. But he wasn't asking, I didn't know if Qin Jian was right, whether he was talking about Jiang Xiaoyu or the familiar Qin Jian