Chapter 23: All Thoughts Are Lost

I can't understand how having a soft spot for someone can be an unforgivable thing.

"Hey...... What do you mean that you are overwhelmed that I can't guess, I can't imagine that it's inconsequential, I'm afraid it's these two people. At some point, Nala and Pain also came out, standing not far from me and sighing.

"Eventful!" I swept over with a cold eye, this woman's mouth was so broken at any time, if she hadn't kept asking just now, Yu Qingyan wouldn't have seen me and Gu Feng and refused to explain anything.

"Twenty-three years old, extraordinary temperament, young and golden, and more importantly, silver-haired and gray-eyed, who else in this city can meet these conditions except Gong Yeqi, I really guessed your identity before." Nala stood there and looked at me, Gong Yeqi's true identity was revealed, and she felt the need to get to know me again, but I was not in the mood to pay attention to her now.

"Hey, Gong Yeqi, what Yu Qingyan hates most is that others lie to her, don't be too self-righteous!" I stepped on the accelerator and hit the steering wheel, turned into the side of Yu Qingyan from the opposite side, and left the two people on the side of the road far away, but I still heard Nala's advice when I passed.

I kept thinking along the way, it turned out that Yu Qingyan and I only intersected on the surface, but our hearts never met together. Nala was not bad at all, Yu Qingyan overwhelmed me, and I was an insignificant person to her. She is so angry because of Gu Feng, and my status in her heart is not as good as her ex-husband. But why am I unwilling to let go of it? Is it because I can't grasp her mind that I am curious about her again and again? Am I only curious now? I know the answer is no, but do I dare admit that I have come to like a human, an unclean soul? Don't you admit it? I don't admit it, what am I driving to Yu Qingyan's house now? Unprecedented contradictions and entanglements are repeatedly intertwined in the bottom of my heart, and I think I really understand it like a human at this moment.

I came to the community where Yu Qingyan lived, but the lights on the seventh floor were not on, and she hadn't come back yet, and she called several times, and the phone kept being turned off. My heart sank to the bottom of the sea, and along the way I weakened my demonic will and was ready to apologize and explain to her in a defeated, human attitude, but she didn't even give me a chance. Once upon a time I was an emotionless demon, and I could never be destroyed; Now I'm an emotional demon who suffers from it as sensitive and weak. When facing her, I always can't predict what will happen in the next second, I can't always see through a qiē, and Yu Qingyan doesn't know that her casual words, a disapproving response, can hurt me lightly. I may have been a little vain, flamboyant, passionate, stubborn, depressed, melancholy, such and endless love, all of which were unguarded by her.

I sat in the car all night watching, and finally at five o'clock in the morning I saw her thin figure in the cold wind. I parked the car in her way, and the color of the car was so conspicuous white that I thought she must have seen me when she walked into the apartment, but she ignored it completely, and she walked past my car as if I were transparent. I didn't get out of the car to pick up the last bit of self-esteem, I have self-knowledge, I don't force her to see me, just see her come back safely.

After that, I drove away from the community but did not return to the hilltop villa by the sea, and today I do not want to face the harsh criticism of Shaliye, I do not want to hear the questioning of Jiayue, and I do not want to hear a single voice in this noisy world. The wind outside the window was frustrated, and I was in the car with no clue about the future. I also tried to stifle my curiosity about her, but the more I did, the more I wanted to do it. I couldn't help but ask myself, Yu Qingyan, why do I have to go to great lengths to carry you? Thinking about your words, thinking about the world you live in? Am I already seeing myself as you, so I can never blame you?

I can't figure it out all the way around and through the dark mountain and sea tunnel to catch a sunrise. I stopped and walked to the beach and stood in the cool water, the sky and the earth merged into one color, the red light was faintly rendered by a layer of cold frost and cool dark blue clouds, until the red sun first appeared The light of the sea and the sky gradually replaced the darkness of the night sky, the dazzling light of the purple and golden glow made my eyes ache for a while, and the dreamy colors were extending wirelessly in the sky, stretching the longing. This is the world that Yu Qingyan lives in now, and this beautiful appearance actually makes me a little nostalgic. I took out my mobile phone and wanted to freeze this magnificent sunrise, but when I held my phone up in mid-air, there was a sudden sense of desolation, without Yu Qingyan by my side, such a scenery is actually very inferior, and what is worth taking pictures to commemorate?

I threw my phone into the sea so that no one could really find me, and I didn't have to worry about whether the tricky woman in the phone book would answer my calls. From sunrise to sunset, I stood in the sea like that all day, and finally struggled a little and sighed and made up my mind to tell myself that my troubled heart needed to be calmed, just as the tide of the endless sea in front of me should be ebbed and lower. I should go back to my original position, I am the Devil, I am the Monarch of Thunder, I am Gong Yeqi but I have never been Yu Qingyan's anyone, recklessness is the original nature of the demon.

Turning back to the car, I looked at the time, it was already seven o'clock in the evening, according to the previous time, where Gong Yeqi should have appeared, and now I will go where I want, and I have chosen the destination in my heart, but the moment I stepped on the accelerator, I was still not firm enough. If I remember correctly, yesterday morning Jiayue told me about my itinerary, tonight the auction company of the QM Group has a winter auction of ancient and modern art at the Galaxy Hotel, and I must be arranged to make an appearance.

When my car stopped at the hotel, it really startled Jiayue, who was standing at the door, and she knew that I would definitely not come if she couldn't get through my phone, but unexpectedly I actually came, and took the initiative to come without her coercion and persuasion.

"Wow, did you just come back from fishing, Mr. Gong?" On the outside occasion, the moon will be measured, at least to me will shout at all. But when she saw my half-cut pants soaking wet and stepping out of the car, she couldn't help but tease me. Gong Yeqi has always taken care of his own image, and he has always been decent in front of everyone, and it is rare for a wolf to appear in reality like this.

"The fish didn't catch it, and it fell into the sea." I replied with a relaxed face, and then walked into the hotel elevator with her.

"Let's go to your presidential suite first and change your clothes before going to the venue, anyway, there is still half an hour before the official auction." I nodded in agreement, and Kazuki pressed the button on the fifty-sixth floor, and we ascended to the top of the hotel together. Without exception, this hotel is also in my name, although I can't stay a few times a year, but I will put my things in reserve, and clothes are naturally indispensable.

"My phone dropped, get me another one." I said to Kazuki, and from the golden elevator mirror I saw Kazuki's eyes, which were full of inquiry.

"Okay."

"How is Gu Feng's matter handled?"

"It's a tough person, and he's here for tonight's auction." Listening to Jiayue's tone, it seems that it is not good.

"What is he doing here?"

"More than half of the collections in today's auction were brought over by the Gufeng Group, and Gu Feng paid 10 million in appraisal fees and storage fees, and was willing to raise the commission ratio of the sold lots to this number." Kazuki gestured, and I glanced back.

"Fifty percent?" I raised my eyebrows, Gu Feng was going to give it a last go, he brought the collection to sell it obviously to please me. According to the regulations of the industry, the auction company will take a maximum of 20% of the commission of the seller of the artwork, and 50% is purely a loss-making transaction.

"Yes. Do you want to give him a way to live? ”

"Look at his appearance." On the issue of Gu Feng, I have to re-examine my own approach, Yu Qingyan has already misunderstood me deeply, and if she suppresses Gu Feng again, she will hate me to the end.

'Ding', and the elevator bell wanted me to walk out with Gazuki.

"What is this?" Pushing the door into the living room, I saw a magazine on the bar against the wall, a book that would not have caught my attention, and what I noticed was that the cover was a photo of me and Yu Qingyan kissing at a dance.

"Thanks to you, this magazine is selling crazy today, oh, the headlines of you and Yu Qingyan." Kazuki threw the magazine over, and judging by her tone, she had already read the book.

"Which media exposed it?" I then asked.

"Shengxing Newspaper, a company of the Yinsheng Group of media tycoon Nardotai." Nardotai, Nala's father.

"That dead old man, don't you want to mess around?" Gong Yeqi has always been the center of public opinion gossip in the city, but no newspaper or media has ever dared to openly disclose my news, because behind the scenes, they all have an intertwined relationship and cooperation with QM, and they will not offend me if they want to develop their careers well.

"I heard that his daughter ran the newspaper company." Jia Yue had the heart to mention that after the farce last night, she must have gone down to investigate, and she should have already understood the relationship between Nala, Yu Qingyan, and Pain.

"Nala? I really underestimated her. "Pushing your girlfriends to the forefront is really entertaining. Why did she do this, it didn't do her any good except to be able to sell a few more newspapers and magazines. Or is she trying to teach me a lesson?

"It seems that she is angry with her best friend and makes you very embarrassed." Jiayue and I thought of it, celebrities, celebrities, as the name suggests, the most important thing is, of course, fame. I opened the magazine and slowly the four articles were all about me, love and hatred, business wars and love wars were written vividly, and I concluded one point in the end: Gong Yeqi in this is an unscrupulous and heinous homosexuality, destroying the happiness of other people's families, seducing rich wives, blocking the ancient wind group, and a series of other crimes have been deducted from my head.

“**!” After reading these malicious words, I threw the magazine out, gossip is such a thing as can't be read, no matter how good the temper is, people can't help but be rude when they read it.

"Do you want to change your clothes for tonight's auction? It should be embarrassing to show up again on the cusp of this storm. Kazuki asked as she walked over to my closet and helped me pick out my clothes.

"Haven't you cleared the motions, why don't you show up? Hide, don't they think I've confessed? "This kind of news is flying all over the sky, and when I appeared at the door of the hotel, a large group of reporters should have come up to block it, but when I got off the bus just now, there was no abnormal situation, indicating that Jia Yuezao had made preparations.

"Black or white?" Kazuki took out two perfectly tailored casual suits and placed them in front of me, both from the Givenchy collection, one with embroidered purple birds of paradise on both shoulders, and one with a Rottweiler dog head print on the hem.

"Black." When I saw the dog's head, I suddenly felt a little sick for the spotted deer, and I pointed to the black suit.

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