Chapter 59, the moonlight is like water
Zhe Saihua, who had already taken off his armor and changed into clothes, prepared all the meals and brought them in amid the small talk of several people.
"It seems that Mrs. Yang is not only a heroine among women, but also virtuous, and she can actually cook a good dish, Marshal Yang, you are really a blessing!" Ye Luxian said jokingly.
"Your Majesty has won the prize! The concubine is just doing what a woman can do, so that she can share her worries for my husband. Zhesaihua replied with a low brow and a slight smile.
"Marshal Yang, your lady is really amazing!" Ye Luxian smiled.
In this way, a group of people talked and laughed, and the meal began.
It's just that this meal, Xiao Siwen ate it very badly. But it's right to think about it, in front of former lovers, who can really be like water?
After eating, it was getting late, because everyone had drunk some wine during the banquet, so everyone went back to their rooms to rest.
But Xiao Siwen tossed and turned, but he couldn't sleep. So he put on his clothes and got up.
The moon hung high in the dark night sky, and the white moonlight shone a light and hazy glow.
Xiao Siwen, who was already slightly drunk, leaned lightly in front of the window, holding a wine jug and quietly admiring the beautiful moon.
There have been countless nights like this, and he would think of her in the dead of night. For years, he had wanted to see her again, even if it was just one. But now when she really appeared in front of him, he suddenly became at a loss like a stunned young man. yes, what's the use of meeting again? It's just a matter of adding to the sadness. She is married to the person she wanted to marry back then, and there are so many children, how good it is that the family is happy. And he was just a passer-by in her life, or a plaything she had on a whim.
At this moment, a person suddenly walked in the courtyard, and the figure seemed very familiar, so Xiao Siwen put down the wine jug and quietly followed.
The figure walked straight to the back garden of the Yang Mansion and stopped in a gazebo.
Xiao Siwen only found out at this time that the figure was indeed her!
But in the middle of the night, what is she doing in this back garden?
Out of curiosity, he quietly hid in the corner to observe, but after waiting for a long time, no one else came out to meet her. She was wondering, but she suddenly spoke.
"Come out, I know you've been following me."
He knew that she must have discovered him by now, or that she had deliberately brought him here. So he didn't hide or hide, and walked out of the corner frankly.
She slowly lowered the hat from her cloak and looked back at him.
Qingshan has not changed, but his face is still the same. The two were only a few steps apart, but they were as far as the Milky Way could see. Yes, he hated her, but he loved her more. Otherwise, more than 20 years have passed, and she has always been so unforgettable. At this time, he wanted to hug her tightly in his arms, but he couldn't, after all, he was no longer the hairy boy he was back then. What should be done and what should not be done, how can it not be clear to reason like him?
She stood quietly, no one spoke, but her tears began to flow uncontrollably.
After 20 years, in order to provoke him to give up this relationship, she did not hesitate to hurt him with such vicious words, and finally he went away in a fit of anger and never looked back. He hated her because of this, but he didn't know how good her heart had ever been when she hurt him? For twenty years, in order to raise his children, she would rather commit herself to marrying someone she obviously did not love, and established a seemingly happy family. But she also understands better than anyone else that some things are engraved in her bones, and even if time passes, she can't get rid of that kind of pain. It can only be blamed that they were all born in this chaotic world, and there are too many things that they can't help themselves.
The tears of the folded race flower deeply touched Xiao Siwen's heart. He suddenly found that he would still worry about her and feel sorry for her like he did twenty years ago. He slowly approached her, stretched out his hand and gently wiped the tears from the corners of her eyes. These warm tears soaked his hands and warmed his heart. It turned out that she was not completely devoid of him in her heart, otherwise how could she explain these crystal clear tears? But since she also loved him, why did she hurt him so cruelly back then? He really didn't understand.
"Can you tell me why?" Xiao Siwen finally couldn't help but ask.
The moonlight is like water, and the garden is so quiet that it seems that a needle can be heard even if it drops. But even so, he didn't wait for her reply.
After all, she was still unwilling to tell him the truth about what happened back then. But he could feel that there must be a lot of grievances hidden in her heart, otherwise there would not be so many tears.
With the strength of the wine, he reached out and hugged her into his arms. He had been prepared for her to resist, but this time, she didn't. She is not a watery Yang Hua woman, and she doesn't want to have any entanglement with him anymore, but she is really tired. Because she knew that the moment she first saw him in the afternoon, all the strong defenses she had disguised for twenty years had collapsed at once.
She just needs a shoulder to lean on, and this shoulder is not Yang Ye, it is not someone else, it can only be him. There were so many things in her heart that she wanted to say to him, and even just now she was almost about to blurt out the events of that year. But she finally held back.
Because she understands very well that if the truth is revealed, the harm will be to the two families, and the key is that Yu'er will definitely not be able to accept that there is Khitan blood in her body. How could she, for the sake of her own selfish desires, ignore others?
originally thought that the two would never see each other again in this life, but God favored the two to meet again after 20 years. Fukuya? Woe to you?
The only regret in her life is this incident, and now that people have seen it, her wish has been fulfilled, and her love should be extinguished. No matter how much she is obsessed with the temperature of his chest, it is time for the song to disperse.
Zhesaihua gently pushed Xiao Siwen away, left his embrace, and hurriedly left the back garden, leaving Xiao Siwen standing lonely in place.
His clothes still had the smell she had left behind, the smell was so familiar, exactly the same as it had been twenty years ago, but it was no longer his. This is their reunion, so simple that there is hardly a single line of dialogue, but it is worth a thousand words. Originally, he wanted to ask her for an explanation, a reason why she hurt him like that back then, but the moment he hugged her deeply, he suddenly didn't want to ask anything, because he already understood her. Her tears are the best proof of this.
This time, he thought, they were really over. From then on, dust to dust, dust to earth, and nothing to do with it. From now on, that name only existed in the deepest part of their hearts, and it would never make any waves.
Xiao Siwen also slowly returned to his room, this night, he slept soundly, and never dreamed of that person again, nor did he dream of that person again. The so-called letting go is not forgetting jì, nor is it hidden deep in the heart, but a kind of relief from the heart. He did it, and he hoped she would do the same.
PS: Today is Christmas Eve, only one more chapter, because I want to go out Happy! Once again, I wish all the comrades who read the book a happy Christmas Eve! By the way, let's give some recommendation votes! Preview.,The next few chapters are going to start abusing the heroine! The excitement continues! Are you ready?