77. Chapter 77

After the film festival, Song Yan lived a relatively peaceful life, but the people around her may not be.

After learning that Wang Linlin gave birth to a son, Li Dongsheng suddenly changed his words, he didn't want to pay child support, but wanted a child, and the lawsuit between the two intensified, and it was far away. Perhaps Wang Linlin's company is also tired of this situation, and it is not as indulgent to her as it was at the beginning, but has given a lot of good resources to the other two new actresses, and it seems that they are ready to be substituted.

The TV series starring Zhao Wei received good ratings, and he finally got rid of the previous dilemma of not being embarrassed or embarrassed, and began to taste the taste of skyrocketing popularity, and various endorsements and programs received soft hands.

In coordination with Zhao Wei's popularity, He Ya, who is also one of the main actors, used personal efforts and the company's hype to guarantee the bottom, and suddenly became famous, and there was some unstoppable taste for a while. I heard that Starlight helped her win a good role again, which is a palace fight drama adapted from a popular Internet novel, with big productions, big scenes, and big names, and she no longer continues the previous 10,000-year-old soy sauce fate, and can finally appear as the female number three. Although he is a big villain, because of the many scenes and clever character settings, it is difficult to become popular.

On the night when she was sure that she had taken this role into her pocket, He Ya called Song Yan to report the good news as soon as she could, and she couldn't cry as she spoke, and finally simply cried into the microphone.

Song Yan wanted to comfort but didn't know where to start, and she was sad when she heard her cry.

That's it, the past is gone, and everyone is still getting better day by day.

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In a blink of an eye, at the end of November, the filming of "The Big Family" has come to an end, and when the first main character is finished and leaves, a faint sadness and reluctance began to permeate the crew.

In this regard, Song Yan was particularly touched.

She has cried, laughed, longed, and despaired in this house surrounded by high walls, evolving from a boudoir girl who is ignorant of the world to someone else's wife, and from a simple wife who was forced to grow into a patriarch who supported a big family in the turbulent years...... She has gone through a whole different life, and now, this life is coming to an end.

This short but wonderful life is too unforgettable, during the time of working in the crew, it is not as much time to be yourself as as as someone else, although Song Yan does not mix acting with real life, but as long as he thinks that it is about to end, he can't help but have a sense of absurdity of strangling a flesh-and-blood person with his own hands, and his mood is particularly complicated.

Today, the crew is going to shoot a few sets of shots, one of which is about her not yet completely coming out of the shadow of a miscarriage a few years ago, but she suddenly learned that her husband gave birth to a son in the outsourced/raised outer room.

This paragraph is not only the complete end of the love between the husband and wife, but also the opportunity and the biggest driving force for the heroine to complete the second transformation of her life, which has a strong role in promoting the development of the later plot, so it is very important.

According to the plot, in the past year, the heroine has helped her family through many difficulties, because she is too busy and stressed, and she doesn't even know that she is pregnant, so she loses it. After this incident, the male protagonist had a big quarrel with her, and when he was angry, he said that she was actually greedy for power and despised the family, and the heroine blamed herself, but after hearing this, it was even worse, and the minor illness became a major illness, and the body almost collapsed, and it was even more difficult to get pregnant.

In order to set off the bone-chilling and desolate in the protagonist's heart, the script was designed to be filmed on a snowy day, but it rarely snowed in the south, not to mention that it was only November, and even if it was delayed until the end of the season, it might not be able to wait for snow, so the crew simply used a snow machine.

The little maid pushed the door in, and carefully said to Song Yan, who was staring at the mirror in a daze, "Madam, it's snowing, put on a cloak." ”

"Really?" Song Yan looked in the mirror, as if he was looking at something else through it, "It turns out that it's already winter." ”

"Mrs. said laughing," the little maid smiled as she opened the jewelry box, "It's Chinese New Year's Eve in a few days, and it's spring when you wait." ”

Song Yan chuckled, but instead of smiling, his eyes were full of coolness, "Wait a little longer, spring won't come." ”

The little girl was puzzled, and just as she was about to ask, she was hit by another girl who came in to serve, and the other party shook her head at her.

The woman is the one who pleases herself, and now that the one who pleases herself is gone, what else is she dressing?

Song Yan randomly lit a hairpin and plugged it in, and casually pointed to a gray cloak, but the two maids looked at each other, and the older one was bold and said, "Madam, the old man and the old lady are not in good health, so let's wear some bright colors, right?" ”

Song Yan thought for a while and nodded, "Then the apricot yellow one." ”

Her words were so light, as if she could be blown away in one breath, and even her whole person seemed a little unreal.

Originally, the husband and wife should have gone together to greet the old lady and them, but since the last time the husband and wife quarreled over miscarriage, Xu Yuan was almost not at home.

Song Yan was used to the life of not seeing her husband, but as soon as she entered the old lady's house, she looked up and saw Xu Yuan's figure.

Both of them saw each other, and looked at each other for a long time without saying a word, both of them were a little embarrassed that they didn't know what to say, and finally the old lady smiled and played a round, "Sit down, let us both listen to what good news you have to say." ”

The last "you" is said to Xu Yuan, living the image of an old lady who spoils her son.

The old lady didn't appear in many scenes, but Su Ping also found an old actor to play. Her acting skills have been perfected, gestures, sitting, lying and walking, every action and every look is a play, and it is easy to convey the inner fluctuations through a simple look, which is really wonderful.

During Song Yan's absence, Xu Yuan, who was determined to improve his acting skills, completely put aside the so-called face, and followed the old lady and the old man who played his father in and out every day, asking everything. Fortunately, the two old-timers are not the kind of self-cherishing broomsticks, they will answer everything they ask, and they even do not shy away from teaching many small experience tips and tricks that they have summed up, which has really benefited Xu Yuan a lot, and he has improved by leaps and bounds in just one month.

Hearing her say this, Song Yan also subconsciously looked at Xu Yuan, curious about what good news he would announce after he hadn't been home for four consecutive days.

Xu Yuan coughed first, and then pretended to glance at Song Yan unintentionally, then picked up the teacup, and suddenly threw out a sentence, "Mother, you are going to be a grandmother." ”

Song Yan was stunned for a moment, the teacup was not held steadily, the lid slipped from above, slammed on the table with a bang, and blurted out, "What did you say?" ”

The old lady was already old, and she had a serious illness two years ago, and her brain couldn't turn for a while, so she was stunned for a long time before asking, "What?" ”

Xu Yuan coughed twice, shook his clothes, and raised his voice slightly and said, "I said, I have a son." ”

"You kid," the old lady naturally misunderstood, laughed, and said to Song Yan with a little blame, "This is a happy event, why don't you tell your mother?" You are also an old husband and wife, why are you embarrassed to talk about this? ”

She and her wife are absolutely 10,000 satisfied with this daughter-in-law, with a good background, good appearance, and even more rare is capable, more considerate than their own sons, if they want to have another child, it is really perfect.

Xu Yuan was just about to explain, but Song Yan had already smiled bitterly, and his voice was dry as if it was about to crack, "Mom, it's not me." ”

"What?"

Seeing that the old lady was still confused and didn't turn the corner, Xu Yuan simply opened up and said, "Mom, your daughter-in-law outside has conceived a grandson for you, and you will be able to hug it in the next year." ”

Having said that, what else can you not understand?

It was as if a hammer had been smashed on the head, and it was pitch black in front of me, and my chest was so tight that I couldn't breathe.

Song Yanneng's whole body was trembling, and she felt that she couldn't continue to sit here and listen as if she didn't care about anything.

"Mom, I'm a little uncomfortable, I'll go back to the room first."

stumbled out of the door, Song Yan pushed away the hand of the little girl who came up, and finally couldn't help running.

How cold it was, and the cold snowflakes were sprinkled in large pieces, and they fell on the face and shivered. But Song Yan felt that no matter how cold the snow was and how cold the air was, it couldn't compare to the cold in her heart.

How dare he, how could he!

What am I, what am I!

She rushed into her room, looked at the qiē in front of her, and felt like she was the biggest joke in the world.

In front of the dresser, he used to smile and thrush for himself, and said that this will be the case in this life and this life;

In front of the mandarin duck lamp, he once cut the wick himself, and said that he would be her lamp in the dark for the rest of his life......

The hairpin, the jade comb, the jade bracelet!

Song Yan suddenly laughed loudly, tears flowed out of her laughter, she couldn't stand still, she just lay in front of the dresser and cried hard, her whole body trembled from crying, and her whole body twitched.

Why, why, how can you do this to me?

I don't know how long it took, Xu Yuan knocked lightly on the door, "Are you okay?" ”

Song Yan wiped his face vigorously, and couldn't help but sneer, "You have a son, just go happy, what good news, what do you care about me?" Just give me a letter of resignation, and let the hero be wronged outside! ”

"You don't want that."

"What don't I want?!" Song Yan was angry, grabbed the jewelry box at hand and threw it to the ground, and the pearl jade fell to the ground, "You are sorry for me, but let me not do this, good, it is really a good conscience!" ”

After all, Xu Yuan is a young master raised under a semi-feudal society, and he is good when he is happy, and when he is unhappy, he occasionally whispers to others once or twice, and he is also annoyed when he is repeatedly scolded by Song Yan like this.

"Don't be angry with me, do you blame me for everything? If you are not so strong, our son is afraid that he will run away, but now, the doctor said you, alas! It's just a child, you're always the main wife, you"

"Get out!" It's okay not to explain, but as soon as he explained, Song Yan was so angry that he grabbed the teacup and smashed it against the wall, and yelled at him through the door, "You get out of here!" ”

Xu Yuan has never been treated like this when he has grown so big, he was startled at first, and then he was so angry, "Unreasonable!" ”

"You bastard!" Song Yan's crying voice was almost hoarse, she opened the door with a cry, and stood under the corridor where the snowflakes were blown into from time to time in a jacket and cried to him, "What did you say at the beginning, ah? As long as I am one in my life, as long as the sky does not fall, the earth does not fall, and the water of the Yellow River does not dry up, this love will not swerving, and this will not change! But, but you have changed, you have changed, how can you be worthy of me, how can you be worthy of me!! ”

The words are blood, the voice is tearful, and the hearts of those who listen tremble.

Xu Yuan couldn't help but take a few steps back, opened his mouth, and didn't say anything after all.

After all, he really loves his wife, and he doesn't feel weak when he sees her like this, but the doctor said that it is difficult for her physical condition to have any more children, and he can't be left without one to die in the future, right?

Women are wonderful creatures, they may seem weak, a wind can blow them off, but when they are determined to do something, that persistence and determination can make the whole world tremble.

In just a few months, Song Yan has experienced the gap from heaven to hell, and she has racked her brains for countless days and nights on how to save this love that is about to pass away. But she has discovered countless times that it turns out that a qiē has long been doomed and irretrievable.

In the past year, the child in the outer room fell to the ground, and instead of crying as Xu Yuan was worried, Song Yan took the initiative to say with a calm face, "Take the child to me and raise it." ”

Xu Yuan was stunned for a moment, and then asked in surprise, "You finally figured it out?" ”

As he spoke, he tried to pull her hand.

Song Yan avoided it quietly, raised his hand and combed his hair, as if he didn't hear it, turned his head and said to the old man and the old lady, "The child still wants it, after all, it is the blood and bones of our family, but it is better not to enter the door." ”

Hearing this, Xu Yuan's face changed and he was about to go crazy, but the old man raised his hand to signal him to stop, but continued to say to Song Yan, "You go on." ”

The reason is very sufficient, the child's biological mother used to be a drama, although she did not fall into the dust, but she was also from a ninth-rate background, not even a woman from a good family, not to mention that such a person is the mother of the little master, even if she just enters the door, it is enough for this family to be embarrassed.

Song Yan knew very well that although the old man and the old lady liked their grandson, they were also very dissatisfied with the woman's background, so when she had a conflict with Xu Yuan, she didn't blindly favor her. Of course, the reason why she dared to say such things in front of everyone is also certain, because now, she is in charge!

Xu Yuan didn't reveal the news that the other party had a child until now, and it was too late to knock it out, isn't it just to keep it. She really can't do the thing of one corpse and two lives, but she will never let others live freely......

Speaking of which, this paragraph is one of the most controversial episodes in the whole play, a heroine who doesn't get it right will be labeled as "cruel" and "selfish", and all the preparatory work in the early stage may be ruined.

At the beginning, Su Ping, screenwriters, assistant directors and others had repeatedly discussed this issue more than once, and even considered changing it to the common forbearance and humiliation in ordinary wealthy dramas, but after thinking about it, they still kept the original version.

First, the routine of enduring humiliation is too old, and the audience can often guess the end after watching the beginning, which is really not attractive.

Second, the heroine is already enough to endure humiliation, and if she remains silent and obedient in this matter, the character image is a little too virgin. This may be a little selfish, or even a little cold to some, but it makes the character more fleshed out and real, more like a living person, and more likely to resonate with people.