Chapter 19: Your Name Is My Spell

The Tang family's dinner was unusually quiet. Tang Linle hurriedly took a few bites of rice in the bowl, then put down the chopsticks and said, "Parents, I'm full, I'll go back to the room first." ”

Mother Tang paid attention to the lonely expression on her face as soon as she came home, so she hurriedly asked nervously, "What's wrong, baby?" Did you encounter something unhappy at school today? "Linle rarely shows this kind of dejected expression, it should be said that as far as they know, no one has the ability to let her Tang Linle show this kind of expression so far.

Tang Tian also stopped eating and looked at her, "What's wrong?" Who upset you or is tonight's meal not to your liking? ”

Tang Linle knew that her parents really cared about her. Since she was a child, as long as she frowned slightly, the two of them would come around like enemies and ask what was wrong. Dad didn't get married until he was 35 years old, and he was close to 40 when he had her. Mom was not in good health and risked her life when she gave birth, so she understood her parents' feelings of being so nervous.

But she doesn't want to talk to anyone about the grievances she suffered in her heart today, there is a good saying, and the grievances she says are not grievances. I thought of the words that Jiang Muchen said on the rooftop this afternoon, and the words were densely pierced in the weakest part of her heart like a slender needle.

She liked her for three years.

In the first year, because he loved to play basketball, she enrolled in basketball classes during the summer vacation. There are 12 members in the basketball class, and she is the only girl among them. At first, people saw that she was a girl and let her go, but later they saw that she was ruthless and no longer polite. So during that time, she was often hit in the face by the boy's arm or knocked to the ground. She has lived a princess-like life since she was a child, with a strict cleanliness habit, but at that time she drowned herself in the smell of boys' sweat all day long.

The next year, she knew that he had a habit of often skipping breakfast, and that he had a slight stomach problem. So on a winter morning, she lined up to buy the delicious porridge at the corner of the street. In the low temperatures of minus a few degrees Celsius, the sky was covered with snow, and she shrunk herself into a ball. The next day, when she still wanted to buy it, Tang's mother took her hand and said distressedly: "If you really want to eat that porridge, I will ask the driver to buy it for you." I really can't do it, I'll ask the boss to do it and send it to your school. "She has been very afraid of the cold since she was a child, and her hands and feet are always cold until dawn when she sleeps at night. But at that time, in order to buy porridge that she likes boys, she was willing to endure the cold of winter mornings.

In the third year, her jealousy suddenly awakened in her sleep. Although the whole school knew that she liked Jiang Muchen, there were still unknown freshmen and fearless people who wanted to challenge her and used all kinds of bad tricks to approach Jiang Muchen. She has been a very possessive child since she was a child, and if she likes something, she will get it in various ways. She continued to do so when she grew up. She thinks that as long as she is labeled with the three words of Tang Linle, she can't tolerate the slightest peeping from others, let alone snatch it. So she bullied those students from outside, so she forced a lot of people to transfer schools. She's just guarding the people she likes in her own way, what's wrong with her?

In the eager eyes of his parents, Tang Linle could only hide his general smirk and said, "I'm fine, but I ate too much at noon." I'll go back to my room first. ”

Although Tang Tian and his wife still had some doubts in their hearts, they could only go with her.

Closing the door, Tang Linle was silent in the dark for a few seconds. After a few seconds, she turned on the lamp on her desk and pulled out a delicately packaged notebook from a drawer. The front part of the notebook is densely written. Many sleepless nights, and when sleep is affected by annoyances, Tang Linle barely falls asleep by these words.

This notebook clearly records her feelings about Jiang Muchen in the past three years.

"In October 2007, I recently fell in love with a guy. When he smiled, I felt as if the heavens and the earth had lost their color. I snuck into his class and stuffed love letters into his desk. ”

"In November 2007, I confessed to him in front of thousands of people in the school. I don't know why I had so much courage at that time, I just know that I like him very much, and I'm going to sue him. I don't want my liking to be drowned out by thousands of school girls just like that. ”

"On November 15, 2007, after the confession that day, Dad was very angry. In his educational philosophy, if I had behaved in ancient times, I would have been immersed in a pig cage. I don't understand how liking someone at the age of seventeen is like doing all kinds of bad things. ”

"On the first day of 2008, I secretly sent him a text message on my mobile phone with a New Year's greeting. I don't know if I got the wrong number or if he didn't want to pay attention to me at all, but the text message was lost along with my like. ”

"In the summer of 2008, my basketball skills were still terrible. Every time I see you fighting on the basketball court, I want to catch up with you. No, just be a female fan handing out water and towels next to you, right? ”

"In 2008. Long 365 days. No matter what I did for him, his attitude was always light. Sometimes I hear him turn his head and say to the people around him, "This girl is so annoying." "When liking becomes a kind of annoyance for the other party, no one knows how sad I feel in my heart."

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The most recent paragraph was written last week: "On October 20, 2009, I once again succeeded in scaring off a girl who was delusionally trying to approach him. I said that as long as I am very close to Jiang Muchen, I will not lower my vigilance. Because no one can guarantee me that Jiang Muchen will not have anything to do with them. ”

Tang Linle wrote today's date in the blank: "On November 2, 2009, I stood face to face with him, and his bright eyes kept looking at me. It's a picture I've imagined countless times, but why are the words coming out of his mouth so cold? It was so cold that my heart quickly froze. Jiang Muchen..."She stopped when she wrote the three words Jiang Muchen, and the tip of the pen immediately scratched heavily on the white paper.

Jiang Muchen, Jiang Muchen, do you know that sometimes I really hate you. I hate you for throwing my likes out of the ground like garbage. But sometimes as soon as I hear your name, my body, my brain, my consciousness begins to fall out of my control.

"Tang Linle, I hate you more than her." Jiang Muchen's cruel and ruthless words once again rushed into her mind. Tang Linle suddenly swept away the things on the table like crazy, looking at the mess on the ground, she thought sadly, after three years of liking, she should be the most ridiculous person in the world.