Chapter 22: How sweet it used to be is how hurtful now
Chapter 22: How sweet it used to be is how hurtful now
After the truth about the theft of the mobile phone was revealed. Odora returned the phone to Xu Qing intact. And Ye Rong used the initiative to transfer schools as a punishment consequence after stealing her mobile phone.
On Wednesday afternoon, there was a PE class in Class 5. In the heavy and numerous senior high school courses, physical education is undoubtedly the only one that relieves the tension of students. As always, the first five minutes of PE class are running around the big playground, the last five minutes are lined up for exercises, and then there is free time.
Adora stayed in the classroom by feeling unwell. Not long after she fell asleep, the phone in her pocket rang rapidly. She took a casual look and found that the caller turned out to be Zhang Lei.
After breaking up with Zhang Lei, Ódora once blacklisted his number. Later, somehow, she lifted the blacklist again. Then he blocked it angrily. So over and over again, tossing and turning, it's like the love that keeps rolling in her heart.
Before Zhang Lei, she had a lot of boyfriends. Each one was first started by her to get tired of, and then she also said to break up. In the world of feelings, she has long been accustomed to being in charge. It's like playing a TV series, she has a remote control in her hand. She can watch it whenever she wants, and she can end it whenever she wants. She has the final say in the whole process. However, Zhang Lei's appearance broke her consistent proposition.
When she was still indulging in that relationship and couldn't extricate herself, someone chose to leave before her, which made her very uncomfortable. She will never forget the pain when she was pressed against the wall by Zhang Lei that day, and her tears were more than the little bit on her face. Her tears flowed in her heart, and they quickly flowed into a river, a lake, and a continent.
In the past, when she broke up with a junior boy, the other party called her a cold-blooded animal with no feelings. In the end, she was too young, and she blindly thought that being good to her was to like her and love her, so when she broke up, she was unwilling, and even cursed and said to her: "Adora, people like this who always treat feelings inappropriately will one day be retaliated by feelings." If you are not happy in another day, it will be thanks to you now. ”
At that time, she smiled disapprovingly, and didn't hear his words in her heart at all. She thought haughtily, who was she Odora? Can make her sad and crying, and the people who are in pain are estimated to have not been born yet? With such thoughts, she continued to play with this boy, and her relationship with that boy was not clear, and she lived without heart and lungs every day.
Until she met Zhang Lei, everything exceeded her expectations. She didn't expect that she would sink so quickly, nor did she expect that she would sink so deeply. She looked at Zhang Lei's side face several times, and such a thought flashed in her heart. She thought that if it was possible, she would be willing to put away her fun-loving heart for this boy, she would be willing to cut off all those bad friends from now on, she would be willing to say goodbye to her chaotic life in the past.
Zhang Lei's phone call was very short, and the whole process was estimated to be less than five seconds. No subject-verb, no salutation, imperative colloquialism: "I'm at the gate of your school, come out quickly." ”
Adora almost trotted to the school gate. Because she was running so fast, the hair on her forehead was sweaty, as if it had just been washed. Along the way, her mood was a variety of exchanges. Although she knew that their relationship could not return to the original state, she still couldn't help but have hope in her heart.
Zhang Lei leaned outside the school gate, frowning slightly, as if he was talking to someone on the phone. Seeing Adora, he hurriedly hung up the phone and asked straight to the point, "Child, did you call?" ”
Adora's heart that was still looking forward to it immediately cooled down, she subconsciously touched her already bulging belly, and sneered: "You came to me to make sure if the child was beaten?" Do you think that beating a child is as simple as getting an injection and bleeding a little? ”
Zhang Lei interrupted impatiently: "Then what do you want?" Giving birth to a child? Can this drag on for a day or for months? You don't want to think about it, if this thing is exposed, we will both be completely finished! Because of his excitement, his voice unconsciously raised several times.
Ódora was also angry: "Zhang Lei, I'm a girl, and I'm definitely under more pressure than you in this matter." If the matter is exposed, people will only say that I am shameless, and that I don't know how to take care of my body at such a young age. Even if I move to a strange place and marry a strange man, as long as I have children, I will always think about this stupid past. I remember that I once had a child who was disgusted and abandoned by his father as soon as he arrived in my womb. ”
Ódora paused and said, "Zhang Lei, I don't want things to come to this point. Do you know how much I wish there was someone who could hold me and say it's okay, a qiē has me? Or maybe someone stands up and tells me what to do next. I'm only eighteen years old, why are you exposing me to the adult world so early? ”
Zhang Lei took a deep look at her, and with just one glance, he could see how bad Odora had been in the past few days. In the past, Adora was young and bright, and her eyes seemed to be shining forever. Now she's thin, so thin that he feels like she'll fall down at any moment when the wind blows. Anyway, this is the girl he liked, and they used to have a very happy time, which is a fact that no one can erase. And she's going to make it like this, and he's the culprit.
Thinking of this, he took out all the money in his pocket, and then stuffed it into the palm of Odora's hand, "This is for you, you better try your best to get rid of the child, this child is a hidden danger for us for a day." If I don't have enough money, I'll find a way to get it again, I know I'm sorry for you, but we've got it and we've got to figure it out. ”
Ódora looked at the crumpled ten, twenty, fifty pieces spread out in the palm of her hand, and for a moment she wanted to cry. What she lacks isn't money at all, right? Her mother is the owner of several companies and gives her three times her monthly pocket money as the salary of her employees. His uncle runs more than a dozen entertainment venues, and even if she suddenly wants one of them, Ye Lian will tell her without blinking. Since she was a child, she lacked father's love, mother's love, and friends, but she never worried about money.
Through the tears, she said slowly: "Zhang Lei, I was still thinking on the way here just now, if you say start over, maybe I will forget all the unhappy things before and be with you again." If you don't want children now, it's okay, I'm going to fight. If you think I'm noisy, I'll learn to be quiet. If you like princess-like girls, I'll learn how to be elegant and decent. If you think I have too many friends of the opposite sex, I will cut ties with them one by one. I thought a lot, a lot, but it turned out that I was overthinking. ”
"Kid, I'm going to fight. Rest assured, I'll take responsibility for my own mistakes. The only thing I ask you is that if someone mentions me or you run into me on the road, make sure you don't know me. ”
After Adora finished her last sentence, she turned around and burst into tears. I'm afraid there is really a saying in this world called a proverb.