Chapter 18: Mochizuki is homesick

The moon is so round tonight, the moonlight is hazy, and the bright moonlight shines in front of the window. Chu Fei'er stood alone in front of the window, looking at the bright moon, and couldn't help but think of her hometown - Chang'an!

The moon in Chang'an is also so bright, so round, and it is almost the Mid-Autumn Festival, which makes Chu Fei'er's homesickness even stronger.

Less than half a month after she left Chang'an, she began to feel homesick, and gradually, layers of ripples appeared in her eyes.

"Fei'er, what's wrong with you?"

Su Yingxue walked up to her and saw tears on her face, and said in surprise, "Are you crying?" What the hell is going on? What happened to you? ”

"Sakurayuki, you say, am I useless? Can't do anything? Or do you always affect others? ”

Chu Fei'er kept thinking about what happened during the day, she felt that she didn't do good things, and she always caused trouble to others.

"How so? Why do you think that? Today I think you're weird, aren't you lively and willful on weekdays, and you talk a lot? Why didn't you speak today? Is it because of the snow duck that you are blaming yourself? ”

Su Yingxue saw it.

"I really didn't mean to, and I didn't expect to hurt the snow mandarin, all because I was playful, and I was negligent for a while, and I almost got into a big accident!"

Chu Fei'er blamed herself very much for this.

"So you're still blaming yourself for this?"

Su Yingxue understood, "I'm also at fault in this matter!" It's not your fault alone, not to mention that you haven't caused any major disasters, isn't the snow duck fine? So you don't have to take it to heart! ”

"But Shaoqing won't forgive me, he's angry with me!"

Chu Fei'er still blamed herself.

"You said Senior Brother Shaoqing?"

Su Yingxue was puzzled, "Do you care about his opinion?" Senior brother is a reasonable person, he only blames you when he is angry, he will not ignore you all the time! ”

"Really?"

Chu Fei'er was a little happier when she heard her say this, "Isn't he really angry?" ”

"Hmmm! Fei'er, why do you care so much about him? Do you like your brother? ”

Su Yingxue guessed.

"Yes! I like him, from the first time I saw him, he saved me, I like him! I know I'm far from him, but my request is simple, as long as I can be there for him and have a few words with him, I'm already happy! ”

This is Chu Fei'er's simple idea.

"Nope! You can't like him! ”

Su Yingxue became excited, "You must know that Senior Brother Shaoqing is the eldest disciple of Tianling Mountain, and he will be the head of the sect in the future, so it is impossible for him to like you!" ”

"I know! He won't like me because I'm stupid, stupid, and I always get him in trouble. Snow Mandarin is different, she is everyone's best girl, everything is better than me, Shaoqing should like her more! ”

Chu Fei'er has no confidence in herself.

"Do you think Senior Brother Shaoqing is good to her and likes her?"

Su Yingxue smiled, feeling that Chu Fei'er was too stupid, "Senior Brother Shaoqing is the future head of Tianling Mountain, and he already has the feelings of caring for all sentient beings. He is good to Snow Mandarin, just to complete the master's entrustment and carry out the task. He grew up in Tianling Mountain since he was a child, and as a person who cultivates immortals, he has long broken off his seven emotions and six desires, he can't like Snow Mandarin Duck, and naturally he can't like you, do you understand? ”

"It's good that he doesn't like snow ducks! It doesn't matter if he doesn't like me, as long as he doesn't hate me and doesn't ignore me, I'm already satisfied! ”

Chu Fei'er is like this, she can think about everything openly and simply.

"You're obsessed!"

Su Yingxue really had no way to take her.

"You haven't liked anyone else, you won't understand!"

Chu Fei'er is so persistent.

"Who says I haven't liked someone else? I also have someone I like! ”

Su Yingxue recalled when she was a child, "That was when I was a child. I once saved a helpless little boy, looking at his eyes for help, my heart was full of great love to protect the common people and cherish the living beings. From that moment on, I knew that it must be a simple and kind child, so I must save him and give him all my bright love. ”

"And then?"

Chu Fei'er asked, "How is that young man?" ”

"When he grew up, he was different from when he was a child, in order to fulfill his father's last wish, he embarked on the road of cultivating immortals, and since then he has cut off contact with me, and he doesn't remember me anymore!"

Su Yingxue didn't tell her, the young man was Wen Jingxuan.

"Huh?"

Chu Fei'er was disappointed, "He doesn't remember you anymore, you have missed him for so many years!" ”

"Because I have my own responsibility, I have the responsibility to protect the earth and protect the people!"

Su Yingxue asked her, "Fei'er, you never asked me about my true identity, now, do you want to know?" ”

"Who are your 、、、?"

Chu Fei'er was curious about her identity from the moment she knew her.

"I'm a goddess!"

"Goddess?"

Chu Fei'er asked in disbelief.

"I am the embodiment of light, I am the messenger of justice, and I am the descendant of Nuwa!"

"Nuwa、、、 descendant?"

Chu Fei'er was very surprised, "No wonder, you never tell me; No wonder, you always say that you have something unspeakable; No wonder, you asked me to keep it a secret for you. It turns out that you are a descendant of Nuwa! ”

"It's because I trust you that I don't want to hide it from you, are you still willing to keep it a secret for me?"

"Hmm!"

Chu Fei'er nodded seriously.

"We'll always be good friends!"

Su Yingxue told her, feeling down-to-earth.

Snow Mandarin Room "Miss, it's late, let's rest!" Don't embroider anymore! ”

Yu'er is worried about Snow Mandarin's illness.

"It's going to be embroidered soon!"

Snow Mandarin was embroidering her purse while talking to Yu'er, and under the dim kerosene lamp, she was a little tired, and her voice weakened.

"Miss, will Yu'er change you to a brighter lamp?"

Yu'er asked intimately.

"No need, you can rest first! I'll be fine soon! ”

Xue Yuan happily embroidered a purse and wanted to give it to Yun Shaoqing, but she thought that her needlework was not good, so she dismantled and embroidered it many times.

She is a person who knows how to repay her kindness, Yun Shaoqing saved her life, she should thank others for saving her life, a little purse, to show her heart.