Chapter 35: Agreements
"Binbin's parents have always put their careers first, so they lack love for Binbin, who has always grown up beside me. Girl, this is the first time he has been tempted by a girl, so he will grasp this emotion regardless of it. However, after all, you are still young, naively thinking that love can overcome a qiē, and even give up your dreams for love. ”
Qiao Guoan slapped Ouyang Lan's hands and said, "However, true love can withstand the test of time, and it can withstand the test of distance." ”
"Grandpa Qiao, what do you want me to do?"
"Girl, how about a verbal agreement between us?"
Ouyang Lan opened her eyes and looked at Qiao Guoan strangely.
"You persuade Binbin to go abroad, if you still insist on being together after a year, then, grandpa will send you to him."
"But Grandpa Qiao, why don't you ask if I'm willing to go?"
"There is always someone who has to choose to give, grandpa hopes, that person is you."
"Grandpa, I promise you, I will persuade Brother Qiao Bin, but, that period is not a year, perhaps, it can be longer, if I want to see the outside world one day, I will let grandpa send me out, I hope grandpa will not refuse at that time."
"Girl, you're a smart kid, and grandpa likes you now."
On the way back to the city, Qiao Bin asked Ouyang Lan, "What did you talk about after chatting with grandpa for so long?" ”
"Dreams."
"Dreams?"
"Yes, Brother Qiao Bin, what is your dream?"
"Of course, I hope you'll always be by my side like you are now."
Qiao Bin looked at Ouyang Lan dotingly.
"How can it be considered a dream? The dream is ...... For example, what do you want to do in the future. ”
"Doctor."
Qiao Bin replied without thinking, and suddenly he seemed to realize that he had said something wrong, "Lan Lan, grandpa has sued you?" ”
Ouyang Lan nodded.
"Brother Qiao Bin, go ahead, for your efforts over the years, you shouldn't give up, right?"
"But will you still stand still and wait for me?"
"I don't know."
Ouyang Lan replied with a smile, "Who dares to guarantee the future?" Even if you stand by my side now, after many years, can you guarantee that it will still be the same as it is now? ”
"Lan Lan, can you not be so rational, you like this make me feel very cold."
"Actually, I only love myself."
Ouyang Lan said it very softly, but Qiao Bin still heard it.
"Brother Qiao Bin, let me tell you a story: there was a girl, in the summer when she was four years old, regardless of her parents' education, and her friends went to the beach to catch crabs, and when the tide was high, they blocked their way to the land, and they were very afraid that the tide would swallow them up like that, and later, the little girl's father found them and sent them to the shore one by one, however, when saving the last child, her father never went ashore again because of his lack of health. The little girl watched her father's figure grow smaller and smaller, and finally disappeared, and a few days later, she saw her father's cold corpse. People thought she would cry loudly, but she didn't, not even tears, she just stared at her father blankly, and just stared blankly. After her father's funeral, her mother found that the girl, who had always been well-behaved, had hollow eyes and could not answer any questions except to whisper 'Daddy', and that she had autism. Her mother took her everywhere to seek medical treatment, but many doctors were helpless. When the mother was about to give up, they met the doctor, who had just lost his wife, and a car accident took away his wife, and his unborn child, and the doctor told the young her about the pain of losing her loved ones, about the misfortune that belonged to them, and at the moment when he saw the little girl in tears, he smiled, with tears, and smiled. Later, the doctor became the father of the little girl. The little girl always remembered his words, 'Child, for the sake of the father who left you, for the baby who left me, live happily.' From then on, the little girl smiled happily, but in the dead of night she remembered the scene of her father's departure. She knew that her mother loved her and her stepfather loved her, but she felt that that kind of love was always oppressive for her, and she had no way to reciprocate it. She doesn't know how much love she can have left for herself in this life, in addition to repaying the people who gave her love and gave her life. ”
Ouyang Lan calmly told the past in her heart, however, her indifferent expression made Qiao Bin feel distressed, it turned out that she had experienced the pain of losing her father when she was young, it turned out that she had lived so painfully for so many years, and he suddenly understood why, behind her smile, there was always something that he couldn't see clearly.
"Lan Lan, I don't need you to love me, let me love you well, okay?"
Qiao Bin hugged Ouyang Lan tightly in his arms, at this moment, he just wanted to love her so well, and give her a warm embrace when she was lonely and helpless.
"Brother Qiao Bin, if I give up your dream because of me, then I will be uneasy. In this life, I already owe too many people, and I don't want to owe you any more. ”
"No, Lan Lan, you don't owe anyone, they all love you, love is not a debt, there is no debt and no debt."
"However, I can't get past this in my heart. So, Brother Qiao Bin, you go, if I can catch up with you, then, maybe one day, I will go to you. If I can't keep up with you, then wait for you to come back, if you are not married, I am not married, and we will start again. ”
"You'll work hard for me, right, Lan Lan?"
Qiao Bin held Ouyang Lan's eyes, looked at her tearful eyes, and asked.
Ouyang Lan nodded, but she kept saying in her heart, I'm sorry, Brother Qiao Bin, I don't have the courage to follow in your footsteps at all, you are so good, and I am so humble, there can be no love between us.
Inadvertently at Ouyang Lan, Qiao Bin's kiss fell on her forehead, "Lan Lan, if you are not married, I am not married, we will be together, this is our agreement." ”