There are countless women, but today, he feels that he does not deserve such a woman, and he even regrets that he has tarnished her innocence. Pen | fun | pavilion www. ｂｉｑｕｇｅ。 ｉｎｆｏ

Back at home, Shen Yan quit her job to concentrate on taking care of her mother at home. More than a month later, she accompanied her mother on the last journey, although she knew that there would be today, Shen Yan still couldn't stand the blow and cried in front of her mother's bed, and even fainted for a while.

After simply finishing her mother's funeral, Shen Yan dragged her tired body back home, and her already thin body had lost weight in more than a month, and the neighbors and aunts who watched it were a little distressed.

Knowing that she had no other relatives, the enthusiastic neighbor aunt came over to comfort her: "Child, don't be sad, think about it carefully, your mother has been much happier than before in the past month or so, with a smile on her face every day, and even when she left, she walked with a smile, which shows that she is really happy in the past month or so, she is most at ease with you, she always talks to me about your good on weekdays, if she sees you like this now, she will not be at ease under Jiuquan, listen to Auntie, live well, the days are still long!" Oh, yes..."

As she spoke, the neighbor's aunt took out a bulging handkerchief from her coat pocket, and she opened it and said: "You gave me this money, our neighbors have lived together for decades, and we should take care of each other, and besides, I usually have nothing to do at home, so I should find someone to talk to." Auntie was afraid that you wouldn't be able to hand over your mother to me with peace of mind, but now that your mother is gone, you take the money back, Auntie can't accept it! ”

Shen Yan hurriedly shirked and said: "Auntie, I can't ask for this money, you better keep it, thanks to you for helping me take care of my mother in the past two years, I haven't thanked you yet!" ”

"Take it, listen to Auntie, you're not too young, it's time to find a mother-in-law, another day Auntie will help you Zhang Luo, this money, just as the dowry given to you by Auntie, if you don't take me, I'll be angry!"

"Auntie..."

"Okay, okay, it's not too early, I should go back and cook for our old man, you, have a good rest these two days, look at this little face and thin face!" The neighbor's aunt walked out as she spoke.

Shen Yan got up and was about to send her out, but who knew that it was dark in front of her but fell straight down. This frightened the kind neighbor and rushed to find someone to help take her to the hospital.

However, the doctor's words shocked everyone present: "The patient is anemic caused by malnutrition and overwork, she is now pregnant, you family members are really irresponsible, go home and make more delicious food to make up for it!" Also, don't let her work too hard, the first three months are the most dangerous times! ”

"Doctor, what did you just say? Pregnant woman? Are you mistaken, she is still a yellow flower girl, how can she be pregnant? Besides, we haven't seen her interact with any man! The neighbor's aunt said busily.

"You can't be wrong, you'll have to wait for her to wake up and ask herself!" The doctor shook his head helplessly and said.

Several neighbors gathered around the bedside to look at Shen Yan, who was emaciated and bloodless, and looked at each other one by one.

After a while, Shen Yan, who had been transfused with glucose, slowly opened her eyes and looked at the unfamiliar environment and asked, "Auntie, where am I?" ”

"You forgot, you fainted just now, I found someone to send you to the hospital, but, girl, there is something, Auntie doesn't know if she can ask..."

"Auntie, just say anything you want, don't worry about me!"

"Have you had a relationship with lately?"

Hearing her ask, Shen Yan blushed and shook her head slightly.

"Oh!"

"What's the matter, Auntie, if you have anything to say, just say it!"

"Then I can tell you, the doctor came just now, and they said you, said you..."

"What did the doctor say? Was it the cause of my fainting? Or do you find out what's wrong with my body? It's okay, Auntie, you say, I can hold it! ”

"Hey, I'm not going around the bush anymore, the doctor said you're pregnant! What's going on? ”

These words were like a bolt from the blue to Shen Yan, she sat there stunned for a long time without speaking. After a while, she looked at a few kind-hearted neighbors and said weakly: "It's a big trouble today, let's all go back, I want to stay alone for a while!" ”

In an era of closed-mindedness and conservativeness, a big girl who has not yet married is inexplicably pregnant, which I don't know how many people will be poked in the back if it is spread at that time. The neighbors all shook their heads and sighed and went home, about Shen Yan's ugly matter, although everyone was extremely curious, but still no one opened their mouths to ask about it. It was a poor girl, so much so that no one could bear to uncover her pain.

Shen Yan lay on the bed in a daze, letting tears slip from the corners of her eyes wantonly, how could she make such a joke with her.

After coming out of the hospital, she returned home in a daze, thinking that everyone was looking at her with strange eyes, and she felt an inexplicable fear. She knew that her neighbors were warm and kind, but she was afraid, afraid to go back and face their questions.

Simply packing up her clothes, she quietly rented the house and moved out.

Walking on the street blankly with her duffel bag, she didn't know where to go for a while, and what to do with the child in her belly.

Helpless, she couldn't help but crouch on the side of the road and cry.

"Stop!" He Guoxiang, who happened to be passing by here, glanced out from inside the car, but found a familiar figure.

After Shen Yan resigned from the hotel, He Guoxiang would think of the sad figure every time he saw the piano in the hotel, he felt that he was a bastard, so he didn't dare to disturb her anymore, but today he saw Shen Yan squatting on the side of the road crying, his heart was touched again.

"What are you doing here?" He Guoxiang got out of the car and walked over to her and asked.

Suddenly hearing this voice that she would never forget but was extremely disgusted, Shen Yan's body trembled, and she raised her head suddenly, her tear-soaked eyes just met He Guoxiang's gaze that didn't know whether it was sympathy, ridicule, or distress.

Without answering his question, Shen Yan gently wiped her tears and carried her luggage to continue her unknown path. She has no relatives anymore, and He Guoxiang, the only one who has something to do with her, doesn't want to have anything to do with him anymore, so she doesn't plan to tell him about her pregnancy, she just wants to quietly find a place to give birth to the child, which is at least a fresh life. When she faced He Guoxiang again, she actually had such a strong thought about what she was still confused about just now, everything is providential.

Shen Yan walked a few steps away, but her slender arm was suddenly grabbed by a warm big hand.

"Come back with me!" He Guoxiang said in a deep voice, no longer domineering in the past, but as if he was pleading.

"Let go of me, I don't want to see you again in my life, I hate you, I hate you!" Shen Yan struggled to break free of her crazy roar, as if she wanted to vent all her grievances in one go.

Seeing that a woman who was sad but always elegant could be so out of control now, He Guoxiang's heart began to ache faintly, all of this was caused by him? He asked inwardly.

Crying and crying, shouting and shouting, her body suddenly lost strength as if it had been suddenly emptied. Although the clothes in the duffel bag were pitiful, she felt extremely heavy in her hands.

With heavy steps, she struggled forward, leaving only a thin back.

He Guoxiang, who was stunned in place, suddenly found that he was a complete bastard, and he hurt a pure and poor woman, and he was hurt deeply.

felt that she had no face to appear in front of Shen Yan again, but she was not worried about what would happen to her current state, so she quietly sent someone to follow her all the way.

In a secluded community, Shen Yan, who lived in a guest house for two days, finally rented a suitable house. After paying the rent for a few months, Shen Yan temporarily lived here.

Looking at the small amount of savings, it is not easy to raise a child. So she took advantage of the fact that her body had not changed and went to find a job as a tutor again, and this time the employer's family was generous, and the conditions were not bad, so the work was decided.

He Guoxiang didn't want to disturb Shen Yan's peaceful life anymore, but he really wanted to do something for her.

found the landlord of Shen Yan's rented house, and He Guoxiang bought it in the name of Shen Yan at a high price.

The next day, the original landlord found Shen Yan and said with a smile: "Girl, I have always been very accurate in looking at people, I see that you are a person who lives at home, otherwise I would not rent the house to you!" ”

"Eldest sister, if you have anything to say, just say it!" Shen Yan looked at the landlord's eldest sister who seemed to have something to say, so she spoke.

"Oh, that's right, our family is going to move to another place recently, you should also be able to see that we are not the family who is short of money, and besides, this house can't be sold for a few dollars, and we don't plan to sell it, you, I collected the rent for the past few months that I paid me, but in the future, you can live here with confidence, and you should help us look at the house." I see that you are a good person, I can rest assured that I will leave it to you here, just treat it as my own home, and live as long as you want! The landlord's eldest sister said according to He Guoxiang's explanation.

Hearing this, it was originally a happy thing, but Shen Yan felt inexplicably uneasy in her heart, so she hurriedly waved her hand and said, "Eldest sister, how can this work!" If you don't collect money, I won't be able to live safely! ”

"Big sister, you see you call me big sister, it's also our fate, my house is empty here, it's empty, I should recognize a sister, don't be polite to me, rest assured to live! It's not easy to look at your girl's house, this rent should be the reward for showing me the house, you think it's always okay, right? ”

"This..."

"Okay, don't do this, don't do that, rest assured, I still have something to do, let's go first!"

If you say too much, you will lose, but the landlord's eldest sister has an active brain, and she hurried out of the door after three or two sentences.

By the time Shen Yan chased out, she had already taken three steps and two steps and soon disappeared.