Chapter 32: Shame
When Xiyan walked to Tong Hao's ward, he saw a large group of people blocking the door
Yi Li stood behind her and said, "The news reported on this, most of them are Tong Hao's peers"
"Hmm."
Wang Yang had been fidgeting since he saw the city's evening news last night, and rushed over to see Tong Hao early in the morning
After a friend from the same law firm learned about this misfortune, he made a pair of adults to visit Tong Hao
Xiao Wei came over with a bouquet of flowers and fruits, looked at the crowded ward, walked to Xiyan's side, and looked at her scarred cheeks, "Senior sister." It's really nice to see you're okay. ”
Xiyan nodded.
Xiao Wei asked with concern, "How is Brother Hao?" ”
Xi Yan's gaze fell on the door leading to Tong Hao's ward, and he replied simply, "He's fine." ”
"Well, that's fine. I didn't expect so many people to come to visit him today, so I would have chosen another time to come over. ”
Xiao Wei comforted, "Senior sister, Brother Hao will be fine." I wish you all a speedy recovery. ”
"Hmm." Looking at the twittering doorway, Xiyan wanted to drive them all away without image like a shrew scolding the street
Xiyan looked at Yi Li, "Aren't you Tong Hao's attending doctor?" Patients need to be quiet, right? ”
Yi nodded triumphantly, cleared his throat, and put his hand into the pocket of his white coat, revealing a cold face, "The patient needs to be quiet. ”
When the people crowded at the door heard this, they looked at Yili, who had a gentle face but a tone as cold as ice and snow
"It's time for the patient, let's visit next time." After throwing down these words, the people standing at the door all consciously gave way to Xi Yan and Xiao Wei followed Yi Li into the ward
Xiao Wei withstood the pressure of his partner, looked apologetically at the people outside, and closed the door
After entering the ward, Xiyan saw Wang Yang talking to Tong Hao
Tong Hao glanced at Xiyan
Xiyan lowered her head weakly
After Wang Yang saw Hou Xiyan, he asked with concern, "Xiyan, it's good to see that you're okay." ”
Xiyan nodded politely to Wang Yang, "Thank you, teacher, for your concern." ”
Wang Yang sighed helplessly, and said earnestly, "Tong Hao, this time should be regarded as a holiday, don't be too impatient, you will get better." ”
Tong Hao nodded, "Okay." ”
Wang Yang got up and patted Xiyan on the shoulder, "Take good care of Tong Hao." He left the room
Xiao Wei nodded politely to Wang Yang, "Teacher, I'll send you out." He put down the fruits and flowers and left after Wang Yang
Only Tong Hao, Xi Yan, and Yi Li were left in the crowded space, and the three of them had their own thoughts
Yi Li looked at the person who had been silent, pretended to cough twice, and cleared his throat, "Tong Hao, from today onwards, I am your attending doctor." I'll go to the meeting first, and I'll talk to you later. After speaking, he glanced at Xiyan meaningfully and left
Xiyan asked embarrassedly, "What about Mom?" ”
"Fetch water."
"Hmm. Is there anything else that is uncomfortable? Xiyan was worried.
Tong Hao looked at his left foot, which was no longer useful, with an expressionless face
Is it because you are too glassy? Why did Tong Hao's behavior make her feel sad
"Tong Hao, I'm sorry" Xiyan said guiltily, even if as Yili said, Tong Hao didn't want to bring her self-blame and guilt when he saved her, but Xiyan still couldn't take it for granted that Tong Hao was disabled because of herself, and she would rather be the one who was disabled herself
Tong Hao looked at her sadly, and said in a cold tone, "Come here." ”
Xiyan obediently walked up to his side
Tong Hao stroked Xiyan's band-aided cheek with his scratched hand, and his tone softened a little, "You don't have to feel guilty. I volunteered. If I had to go back in time, I would do it again. ”
Xiyan was moved and distressed
"I will be with you until you recover." Xiyan looked at him with a sworn smile.
Tong Hao reluctantly squeezed out a smile, "Okay." ”
Xiyan nodded thoughtfully, the injured Tong Hao became so cold and depressed, and even the confident demeanor on his face was eroded by frustration and decadence to the point that she swore that she would help him regain his self-confidence
Xiyan wanted to accompany Tong Hao for a while, Tong Qianyun came back with a thermos flask, and after seeing Xiyan, she said coldly, "Xiyan, you go back to your ward." ”
Xiyan looked at Tong Qianyun reluctantly, "Mom, I'm fine, let me take care of Tong Hao." ”
Tong Qianyun said politely, "You take care of yourself first, Tong Hao has me here." Don't toss around and bruise yourself all over your body. Let's go back. ”
Xiyan looked at Tong Qianyun, who had become like two people in just one day, was she too sensitive? Why does she always feel as if she is blaming her, blaming her for making Tong Hao disabled because of herself?
Xiyan looked at Tong Hao reluctantly, turned around, and left the ward sullenly
Tong Hao said in a light tone, "Mom, don't blame Xiyan, it's none of her business." ”
Tong Qianyun walked to the bedside silently, opened the window, and the cool breeze outside the window blew into the room, and the fresh natural wind and the disinfectant water in the ward were in harmony
Tong Hao looked at the sky outside, the autumn with light clouds and light wind is so good, if you count it this way, he and Xiyan have known each other for 5 years, and in another 25 days, it will be a full 5 years, it turns out that unconsciously, they have been together for so long, and they can't imagine that they are such a stubborn and dull person, and Xiyan can endure it for so long
Tong Hao has been lying in the hospital bed for a whole day, wanting to go to the toilet, he lifted the quilt, looked at his left leg that had been put on a plaster, and moved his waist slightly, the bones hurt deeply, Tong Hao's good-looking eyebrows were twisted together, and cold sweat gradually broke out on his forehead, but he still refused to give up, slowly moved his right leg out of the hospital bed, his right leg hit the ground first, and then dragged his unconscious left leg to the edge of the bed slowly, and he didn't pay attention to it, and the pain of drilling his heart came from his waist
Tong Qianyun, who was sorting out her clothes, heard the voice, looked at Tong Hao, who was about to get out of bed, and asked worriedly, "Tong Hao, are you okay?" The doctor said your bones in your waist were displaced and you couldn't get out of bed."
Tong Hao frowned in pain, but stubbornly continued to get out of bed, he didn't believe that in the future life, he could only live on crutches to endure the pain of his bones, and insisted on moving his left leg off the edge of the bed
Tong Qianyun saw Tong Hao in such pain, and her tears rolled in her eyes in distress, and she persuaded on the side, "Tong Hao, what are you going to do after listening to the doctor, I'll call the doctor over." ”
Tong Hao successfully moved his left leg off the edge of the bed, wanted to bend his knee, put his left leg on the ground, the pain in his waist pierced his nerves, and beads of sweat began to appear on his forehead, and his body trembled to bear such pain
Tong Qianyun's heart was twisted together when she saw it, her eyes were red, and she almost begged to persuade, "Tong Hao, listen to your mother, okay to go back to bed?" ”
Yi Li, who came back from the meeting, walked to Tong Hao's ward, and saw no trace of Xiyan, but saw Tong Hao, who insisted on getting out of bed, burning angrily in his heart
threw the case in his hand to the floor, quickly walked to Tong Hao's side, and said angrily, "You don't want to die, the doctor's words should be in your ears?" ”
Tong Hao glanced at him and asked sadly, "Is this the only way I can live in the future?" ”
Yi Li didn't believe what he heard from his ears, Tong Hao, who has always been confident, would be so sad and depressed, when he said that his future could only be like this, when he denied his life so much, was he compromising to the predicament? What a sad thing it would be if that were the case
When others say that your life can only be like this, your arrogant and stubborn self will cry out angrily in your heart: why should you let others decide your life, because you want to make a difference and not be so despised by others, but when you say it yourself, it's a different matter
Yi Li looked at him and said word by word, "Are you just denying your own life like that?" Such a small predicament made you disarm and surrender, I overestimated you too much. ”
"Tong Hao, you remember for me, as long as I don't give up treating you, don't want to give up." After saying that, he calmed down and said angrily, "What are you doing when you get out of bed?" ”
Tong Hao said embarrassedly, "Toilet." ”
"Isn't there a pot of poop at night?"
Tong Hao's sharp eyes looked at Yi Li with annoyance, "I don't need that." ”
Yi Li sighed helplessly, realizing how could Tong Hao, who was arrogant, endure doing such an embarrassing and unsightly thing in bed
"I'm in a wheelchair."
"Don't!" Tong Hao strongly refused.
Yi Li looked at Tong Hao helplessly, and scolded loudly, "Your waist is injured like this, what can you do?"
Tong Hao looked at Yi Li with a stubborn face.
With someone like Tong Hao on the stall, Yi Li began to go crazy and pulled Tong Hao up, putting his left hand on his shoulder, "Try to walk with your right foot." ”
It may be that he has been lying down for too long, and his waist and right foot are also injured a little, so his waist continues to hurt so much that he gritted his teeth, Tong Hao forced himself to endure it, his left foot was useless, and his right foot couldn't exert his strength to drag the useless left leg, and he took the right leg away with great difficulty and tried his best to cooperate with Yili's slow pace
After coming to the toilet, Yi Li accompanied him into the toilet and asked disgustedly, "Big or small." ”
"Small."
Yi Li held his left hand and tilted his head elsewhere
"Actually, you are fortunate in misfortune, such a serious car accident, you are only disabled in your left leg, I have been in contact with those patients who are paralyzed after the car accident and can't take care of themselves, if that happens to you, you can only eat, drink, and sleep in bed, that kind of life should be a great shame for you."
After Tong Hao finished going to the toilet, he ordered Yi Li, "Wash your hands." ”
Yi Li helped Tong Hao to the sink to wash his hands
Yi Li continued, "When we have a meeting today, we are discussing your situation, and there is still a turning point. ”
Tong Hao looked at Yi Li and motioned for him to continue
"Although the recovery rate is very low and the rehabilitation training is very difficult, if you don't give up, there will still be miracles," Yi Li encouraged
"Miracle," Tong Hao muttered to himself
"Remember the 2013 Lakers vs. Hornets game? The Lakers came back from a 25-point deficit and scored just nine points in the final quarter to beat the Hornets 108-102. The Lakers trailed 75-93 in the first three quarters; With 8:48 left to go, the Hornets led 100-83. 36.3 seconds before the end, Kobe Bryant hit a step-back jumper, and the Lakers took a 104-102 lead. With 23.6 seconds left in the game, Bryant received a pass from Blake and dunked, and the Lakers led 106-102 and almost sealed the victory. The Hornets missed back-to-back attacks, and Bryant hit two free throws. ”
"Work hard and don't give up to create miracles," Yi Li encouraged
Tong Hao didn't say a word, his self-confidence has been shattered by his disability, can he fight back the lost self-confidence?
"For these three months, you will stay in the hospital bed to recuperate, and you will be able to take a vacation from your life."
"After three months, we will see the recovery of the bones, and then decide on the next treatment"
"By the way, in order to make it easier for you to go to the toilet, I will equip you with crutches or a wheelchair, whichever one you prefer"
Tong Hao glanced at him unhappily
Unmoved, Yi Li continued, "Your left foot can't be bent, so it's more difficult to get on the tuba, so the ward is equipped with"
Before Yi Li's words were finished, Tong Hao said with a stinky face, "Shame! ”
Yi Li understands that he can't accept such an embarrassing approach, if it is him, he can't accept it, but he can't bear not to go to the toilet in order to maintain his Qinggao image, then he is not far from death! Eating, drinking and Lazar is an indispensable part of everyone's life, you can't just eat and not pull, just drink and don't spill, how can there be such a cheap thing in the world, so no matter how high a person is, he is also an ordinary person, he will eat, drink, Lasa and sleep, he will experience birth, old age, sickness and death, and there will be ups and downs, bitter and salty life, in front of life, who cares about the problem of 'Qinggao'?
"It's good to get used to it." Yi Li said indifferently.
"Don't be so stubborn, let's get out of bed and walk less, if the bones don't recover well in the past three months, it's fatal" Yi Li chattered in Tong Hao's ear
Tong Hao listened a little impatiently
After Yi Li sent Tong Hao back to the ward, he told Tong Qianyun, "Auntie, leave the matter of taking care of Tong Hao to me and Xiyan." You are responsible for making nutritious meals and sending them over, making more bone broth, preferably with some herbs, which will help the growth and recovery of bones, and I will give you a list of herbs for soup later. ”
Tong Qianyun nodded gratefully, "Thank you so much, Yili." ”
Yi Li shook his head, "Yes." ”
Yi Li wants to see Xi Yan, what is she doing now? obviously wanted to be by Tong Hao's side so much, but he was nowhere to be seen
"I'll go see the other patients first, and contact me if there's anything."
"Okay." Tong Qianyun replied.
Yi Li walked to Xiyan's ward and found that she was not in the ward, obviously her legs were injured, and she was still running around, she was really a guy who didn't have a long time
Yi Li searched everywhere for her and asked the nurse who took care of her, "What about the people in bed 207?" ”
"Doctor Lu, there are two patients in room 207, which one are you asking?" The nurse asked.
"The one that came in yesterday in a car accident."
"Oh, she said she wanted to get out and get some air, and I told her not to go far. I guess it's around here. ”
Yi Li nodded, and went to the hospital park to look for her, but did not find her
Looking up at the blue sky, she suddenly guessed that she might be on the rooftop, so she walked towards the rooftop with a fluke mentality
Yi Li shook his head helplessly, he really couldn't imagine that he was so patient to find someone He is not an urgent person, but he hates waiting for people and looking for people, and he has a habit of being late for a few minutes one by one every time he goes on a date! I'd rather let others wait for him than wait for someone even if the person he made an appointment with was Tong Hao, Tong Hao almost always arrived on time, and he was still a few minutes late to find someone
After coming to the rooftop, Yi Li looked at the sunset who was sitting on the steps and bathed in the sun, walked in front of her, and her long height helped her cover the noon sun, leaving a cool shelter
Xiyan raised his head, facing the sun, and his small eyes narrowed slightly at Yi Li, who was handsome and put his hands in the pockets of his white coat, "Why did you come here?" ”
Yi Li looked at her slightly squinted eyes and said, "I said, I'm here to find you, do you believe it?" ”
Xiyan shook her head, "I don't believe it." ”
"How is Tong Hao?"
Yi Li smiled bitterly and sighed softly, "It seems that the only common topic between us is Tong Hao." ”
The corners of Xiyan's mouth rose helplessly, "I only have Tong Hao in my mind now" There is only Tong Hao left in the center of my world
Yi Li sat down next to her, squinting slightly at the sun that was about to rise into the sky, "What do you think about when you come here?" ”
Xiyan exhaled softly, "Thinking a lot"
Yi Li fell on Xiyan's side face, although she had a band-aid on her face, she felt that she was so cute, it still didn't affect her indifferent temperament, but today's eyebrows and eyes were full of sadness
"For example?"
"What should I do now? What can I do for Tong Hao?"
"How can I encourage Tong Hao and make him happy?"
"I'm also thinking about how to make the current Tong Hao regain his former self-confidence"
Yi Li nodded, "Well, it's very realistic, at least there are no ifs, at least there are no blind thoughts, living in the moment is a problem we have to face." ”
Xiyan shook her head and said sadly, "No, I'm also thinking that if the person lying on the hospital bed now is me, it would be nice if I could bear the pain for him or help him share some of the pain"
Yi Li looked at Xi Yan sadly, "If it was you who were lying in the hospital bed now, Tong Hao would feel more guilty and blame himself than you are now, I think it is his wish not to let you be hurt in the slightest" is also my wish
"Don't think so much, I've done so much ideological work for Tong Hao and Auntie, and now I have to do ideological work for you, I'm just an orthopedic surgeon, not a psychologist"
"Okay, hurry up and fix your mood, Tong Hao needs your care. In the future, Tong Hao's food and drink will be handed over to Auntie, and La and Sa will be handed over to you, and I will be responsible for treating Tong Hao. This long march has just begun, and don't think about disarming and surrendering until you reach your destination. ”
Xiyan, who was encouraged, looked at Tong Hao gratefully, revealing a faint smile with sadness, "Hmm." Thank you. Tong Hao is fortunate to have you as a friend. ”
Yi Li got up and stretched out his hand to Xi Yan, "Come on." ”
Xiyan looked at his slender and good-looking five fingers and shook his hand, "Come on." ”
Yi Li felt the warmth of her slender hand, and was a little reluctant to let go
After Xiyan let go of his hand, he got up, and silently swore to the blue sky in his heart, anyone can give up Tong Hao, but he can't
After Yi Li's reasonable division of labor, Xi Yan can finally accompany Tong Hao when Tong Qianyun goes home to cook, and Yi Li has more than one patient, and after checking Tong Hao's body every day, he will go to other wards for rounds
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