20. It doesn't matter about love
"Qin Jian, love doesn't come from compromise. You can't catch up with a girl like this. â
Lin Shanshan hesitated, but said softly, with a little sigh.
Compromise and concession again and again will make Jiang Xiaoyu gradually get used to this model, and the more impossible it will be for Qin Jian, because Jiang Xiaoyu knows that as long as she turns back at any time, Qin Jian will definitely wait for her obediently, and it doesn't matter about love.
Compared with Qin Jian's gentle compromise and quiet guard, Zhou Chen is obviously much stronger, and he is still a domineering president-type strong, Jiang Xiaoyu has no resistance at all.
"Lin Shanshan."
The person beside him suddenly turned around and stared at himself with coldness, like an angry lion locking on his prey, which made Lin Shanshan tremble uncontrollably, and then straightened his back to meet Qin Jian's gaze
"Soul calling!"
Lin Shanshan knew that Qin Jian was angry. It's no wonder if you're not angry, a message will take your sweetheart away. It's clear which is more important
"Don't put your set on Jiang Xiaoyu, she's not you!"
As he spoke, he picked up the book left by Jiang Xiaoyu and left in stride, his back was chic and neat. But Lin Shanshan's eyes turned red instantly.
A simple sentence that contains too many meanings.
Whoever I like Lin Shanshan, I will chase after it, without compromise, without concessions, what's wrong? Is this looking down on me from the bottom of my heart, Lin Shanshan? Jiang Xiaoyu is Bai Yueguang? Scold.
"Shanshan"
Li Lili stood beside Lin Shanshan and called out cautiously. It's only been a few minutes, and that's it
"It's fine. Found all the books? â
Lin Shanshan raised the corners of her mouth, looked at the hand in Li Lili's hand and asked.
The latter nodded, looking at Lin Shanshan's red eyes, with a layer of mist, but smiling hard, and the calm conversation, Li Lili's heart also became uncomfortable.
"If you want to cry, you can cry, right? Or go for a run on the playground? â
Lin Shanshan also picked up the novel she found, and looked at the book she had just touched at random, and it was written on the cover: Standard Japanese
"This or?"
Lin Shanshan looked back and forth and rolled her eyes
"I just said I couldn't read it."
As he spoke, he took the book and walked to the bookshelf just now, slowly, and then squatted down between the bookshelves, as if looking for a classification, but the slight shaking of his shoulders revealed Lin Shanshan's mood.
Li Lili didn't follow, just watched from afar, didn't urge and just waited silently.
Lin Shanshan squatted in front of the bookshelf, her hands still resting on the rows of books on the shelves, her head lowered, and her tears still fell on the floor drop by drop. Silently
After a while, Lin Shanshan took a deep breath, wiped her face her sleeve, stood up casually, and returned to Li Lili's side
"Let's go."
"Okay."
Li Lili didn't even dare to say a word out loud, so she hurriedly hugged the book and followed Lin Shanshan out.
The sad love came quickly, and it went very quickly, and after coming out of the library, Lin Shanshan was still the energetic Lin Shanshan. It's as if all the negativity just now was packed up and left there.
Every day to school, after school, to go home on weekends, to participate in the activities of the mountaineering club, all of them are carried out in an orderly manner.
There is only one point, Lin Shanshan seems to really do what she says, there is no shadow of Qin Jian in her life, there is no harassment by text messages, she no longer runs to Qin's house from time to time, and she never takes the initiative to find Qin Jian again.
It seems that all of them have passed away, whether they are living or studying, they are all back on track, and the normal cannot be normal.
This is the life that a normal college student should have, but Lin Shanshan understands in her heart that this day is normal in the previous life, and it is wrong in this life.
More than ten years of companionship, many habits have been deeply rooted in the bone marrow, reading novels in front of the computer, seeing the wonderful part will turn his head excitedly, but nothing, when encountering something interesting, he will always be the first to take out his mobile phone, but he came back to his senses when he chose the sender
The previous world was all about him, and now I know that it turns out that his departure has taken away not only feelings, but also the world that has been stripped away.
"Don't be in a daze, let's go to the city to eat meat at night?"
Li Lili said, took out jeans and a shirt jacket from the wardrobe, and said while looking at the fitting mirror.
"I thought you were going on a date."
Lin Shanshan held the book and watched Li Lili try on clothes one by one in front of the fitting mirror. Since Li Lili and Sun Baimo have been together, they have paid more and more attention to dressing up, and it still makes sense for women to be pleasing to themselves.
"Let me tell you, never believe in any inner beauty, always look at people based on appearance. If you want me to say, Jiang Xiaoyu is just good-looking."
Li Lili said quickly, Jiang Xiaoyu's name overflowed, and the atmosphere suddenly became awkward.
Lily stiffened even the action of trying on clothes, pinched a piece of clothing in one hand, and looked at Lin Shanshan with some concern, and at this time, Lin Shanshan suddenly reacted.
The days seem to be peaceful, but whether it is herself or Li Lili, they are deliberately avoiding the topic of Qin Jian and Jiang Xiaoyu. But avoiding doesn't mean that zĂ i doesn't exist.
"Jiang Xiaoyu is really good-looking, W big school flower, it's not good-looking, doesn't it smash the signboard of our school?"
"My family is also very beautiful."
Li Lili threw the clothes in her hand on the bed and on the bed casually, sat down in front of Lin Shanshan, and said very seriously
"Lin Shanshan, there is no absolute beauty and ugliness in this world, in the eyes of those who love you, you are the most beautiful in the world, in the eyes of those who don't love you, no matter how beautiful you are, in his opinion, they are all passers-by."
"I know, I'm preaching again, Mr. Li!"
Lin Shanshan stretched out her hand and pushed Li Lili, teasing, the latter saw that Lin Shanshan didn't take it to heart, so she nodded again and raised her neck in a similar way
"Sister Zhixin is me, I am Li Lili!"
Looking at Li Lili with a spring breeze, Lin Shanshan was sincerely happy and said very seriously
"Lily, thank you."
Li Lili sneered
"Come on, don't be pretentious, hurry up and change your clothes and let's go out, it's going to be colder at night, so you have to wear thicker."
As he spoke, he began to gesture with his clothes again.
Lin Shanshan looked at Li Lili, knowing that her state was not right during this time, this was planning to take herself to relax, and she was not hypocritical, the page in her hand was folded into a small corner, pushed it aside and quickly changed her clothes.
Jeans with a sweatshirt, neatly grabbing a bud with his hand, and carrying a backpack is the rhythm of going out. Li Lili, who watched it, was quite speechless
"I said if you want to choose one, I think you can try the dress. It's autumn now, and it's still nice to wear a coat over your skirt. â
Lin Shanshan looked down at herself, kicked her legs, and shook her head
"I still find the pants convenient."
"That's too. You look good in this way. â
As he spoke, he pinched his lipstick, smeared it on Lin Shanshan, and looked back and forth for a while before nodding
"It's much better that way. I heard that a new restaurant has opened in the city, which has a good taste, good service and good environment. Sister, I'm going to pay for it today, a treat! â
"Thank you, sister!"
"Hmph." Tsundere face.
Since Li Lili and her little white horse got together, Lin Shanshan's weekends have been spent alone, usually in school, and there is not much time in the evening, so there are fewer opportunities for the two to come out.
Thinking about going to the city, every two people got out of class early and took the bus out of school, and arrived in the city just after six o'clock, which was the time for dinner.
"First go to dinner, then go to the movies. I've even booked my tickets, and you'll be in charge of coming with me tonight. â
"That little one is messing with Sister Lily."
Lin Shanshan hugged Li Lili's arm and responded with a crooked face.
"This restaurant hasn't opened before, so I said let the little white horse bring me, now it's cheap for you, the first time I gave it to you, I have to be responsible!"
Li Lili said, not forgetting to touch Lin Shanshan's head, and the two spoke, turning a corner along the street.
Sure enough, I saw the newly opened restaurant, which is still a French restaurant, and the decoration is very emotional, and it looks very good from a distance.
"French food, have you made a fortune?"
Just by looking at the decoration, you know that it is not cheap, although Li Lili's family is also a well-off family, but the monthly living expenses are fixed.
"I didn't get rich, but I had one more source of pocket money."
Li Lili raised her eyebrows proudly and pulled Lin Shanshan to stride towards the restaurant.
"Your little white horse is raising you now? Where did he get the money? â
"He supports me, but I save the money for him and don't spend it, he is now working part-time outside, and he can earn some, but every time he goes out, he pays for it, and last month's living expenses were actually more than enough, and it happened to be chic with this month."
The two of them talked and laughed and walked inside, but before they entered the door, Li Lili's footsteps stopped, and she looked at a certain place in a daze and didn't move.
"What's wrong?"
Lin Shanshan was puzzled and asked, following Li Lili's gaze, she was also stunned. Then she heard Li Lili say with a little excitement
"Shanshan, look, you still have a chance! It turns out that the school flower of our school has long been the owner, no wonder when I was in the library that day, I said that I was afraid that someone would misunderstand! â
"Eh, let's find a good position and see what Jiang Xiaoyu's boyfriend looks like"
"Let's do the back, her boyfriend doesn't know us anyway."
And Lin Shanshan couldn't hear what Li Lili was saying, but looked at the well-dressed man in a suit opposite Jiang Xiaoyu, and suddenly had a feeling of sudden realization
: Ah~ He is Zhou Chen? Finally appeared!