297. Love in dreams
The child is gone, Tang Keren came back "as promised", and after five days with Officer He, her body has not yet recovered, and after coming back, she can only find a small hospital to live in, while calling Officer He, informing her that she came back "as promised" and did not escape, by the way, I asked when this restriction will be lifted.
"It's a sad place, and I want to go out of town and start my life all over again."
And for good reason. Officer He was even more suspicious of her, and he couldn't help it, so he wrote a report on the tracking trip and handed it to his superiors, and then waited anxiously for the results. In fact, by now, all kinds of evidence have almost disappeared, and it is unknown when new evidence will appear, and this case is basically the end of hanging. This is a big stain on him, he didn't solve the case, it's still such an important case, and the facts of the case are still very simple.
"It would be nice if I could really close the case by suicide...... Officer He muttered holding his head.
The hospital where Tang Keren lives is not so much a hospital as a private nursing home. It is a gynecology hospital under the municipal hospital, but the departments have long been contracted out. The main source of business is to do abortion and have children, and fortunately, both of these technologies have been mature for a long time. If something happens, it's too late to send it to a big hospital.
The hospital is an old building, fourteen stories high. Due to the lack of technology, the hospital has put a lot of effort into the hardware, and the decoration is very beautiful. The building was originally used as a hotel, so almost all of them were double rooms, but after it was converted into a hospital, it became popular because it was full of small wards. Tang Keren lived in one by herself, with her own small bathroom, although it was a little cramped, but the room was still very comfortable, and there were doctors and nurses on the side, she was very relieved.
She was not in good health at the time of the miscarriage, and the baby was too big, so she is actually very weak and bleeding every day. The doctor was very responsible for her, and she also valued her body, so soon a problem arose: there was not enough money.
Every time you spend money, you feel poor. Tang Keren never considered the problem of insufficient money in the first twenty years, because she did not spend her own money. When she heard the nurse say that her card balance was insufficient, she was a little confused, but when she came back to her senses, she felt that the money should indeed be spent. She called Officer He and asked when her money would be unfrozen, wasn't there no suspicion now? She has always been very cooperative, but now that she is at the end of her rope, it has been so long, even if she goes through the procedure, it is time to return the money to her.
Officer He said that this is not his responsibility, and he can help her ask. Tang Keren couldn't help it when she saw this, it was the first time she had encountered this kind of thing, she didn't say anything before, the matter had already been done, and the first time she did it herself, it became like this.
Her stomach was still throbbing, and now she arched like a shrimp when she stood on the ground.
Or do you have to borrow money first......
She hesitated for a moment and dialed the number.
Hua and Die were not surprised when they received Tang Keren's call again, he knew this kind of woman very well, in their minds, there was never an option to make money by themselves, even if they went to work, they were looking for a way to meet people - for example, this is how he met Tang Keren, a clerk in a high-end clothing store.
And it is impossible for Tang Keren to have time to make money on his own now. He knew better that Tang Keren was still under suspicion, and she would always be a suspect until the real murderer was caught, and people who had a lot of contact with her would also be suspected. Like him.
But he still answered the phone call and called Tang Keren another 100,000 yuan, which was another number that was enough for her to temporarily relieve her difficulties, but could not provide any substantial help.
Why do you borrow money? Quite simply, this number is nothing, and with his character (the one known to everyone), it is not right not to help. If he refuses to borrow money for fear of getting into trouble, it's not his spending and butterflies. He would rather be a wronged boss and a good man in the eyes of everyone than a person who sees the wind and turns the rudder.
Especially now, he has to be a good person.
After receiving the text message from the bank, Tang Keren was silent for a long time. She truly loved flowers and butterflies. But at the same time, she was very aware that he would not marry her. Everyone said she was beautiful, but her beauty still failed to touch the heart she wanted to impress the most.
Tang Keren was the only one in this room, and she paid for two beds, which was equivalent to booking this ward. The hospital asked her if she wanted to accompany her, but she refused and asked the hospital to move another bed out.
In the evening, the nurse came to check on the room and said goodnight to her.
"What time is the next round?" She asked.
"After the succession." The nurse looked at her watch and said, "It's twelve o'clock, you can sleep in peace, we won't make a noise to you when we come in." ”
Tang Keren didn't want to sleep very much, whether it was a dream or the woman she met that night, it made her afraid of sleeping.
But Ma Wanli hadn't been there for a long time, and the woman ...... Her baby is gone, and she probably won't come.
Painkillers and sleeping pills were added to the drips, and it didn't take long for her to fall asleep unwillingly.
The dream was light-hearted, and she seemed to be back to her carefree girlhood, and the whole world was smiling at her. Like a spring afternoon, she had just slept a very satisfying nap; It's like a summer day when she walks on a quiet street, and occasionally passers-by can't help but stop for her.
She loves this world of infinite possibilities, and the world loves her.
Then, a man appeared.
It's flowers and butterflies.
Tang Keren's whole person was filled with happiness! She actually met him when he was younger! She had wondered countless times if he was not twenty-eight or nine years old when she met Flowers and Butterflies, but eighteen or nineteen years old. If he is still young, not so sophisticated, and he still retains passion and love, will she have a different ending with him? When he is still naïve, can she knock on the door of his heart with her beauty?
He stood in front of her, his eyes full of her; She stood in front of him, her most beautiful smile.
…… However, he was dressed strangely.
He has always paid great attention to appearance, and will never wear such a baggy shirt, let alone a shirt with creases; His fingers don't make their nails so ugly, they're all half-bald; His trousers don't reach up to his stomach, and they take shape underneath, which is too ugly; He doesn't stretch his pockets out of shape......
Tang Keren looked up at his face, and he felt that he couldn't even see his face clearly. She couldn't tell if the person in front of her was a flower or a butterfly or someone else...... Not quite like flowers and butterflies...... Yes, not like ...... She shouldn't know him...... But she could feel that her heart was worrying about this man, and that expectation would make a good impression on him, that she would charm him, that he would fall in love with her, that she was even more enthusiastic than she had been back then!
They danced, turning dance scene after dance venue. There is a bizarre dance field, gorgeous crystal lamps, countless men and women around, fragrant clothes and sideburns, and staggered bargains; There is also a park in the early morning, on the edge of the West Lake, smelling the fragrance of osmanthus flowers, she is turning and flying in his hands. At this moment, even her heart was about to fly.
Every moment she was more convinced: she loved him! She loved him passionately! She was willing to die for him! Even if she cuts her neck and points a gun at her head, she can not waver!
Eventually, she heard the words from his mouth: "Marry me, be my wife, be Mrs. Ma, as long as you don't dislike me, I will be good to you for the rest of my life." ”
Tang Keren found herself split into two people, one of whom seemed to be moved by the whole world, while the other she was suspicious, she had indeed been Mrs. Ma, but she was not moved at all at that time, only inflated vanity and the uneasiness and fear that followed her.
Did she expect Ma Wanli to fall in love with her?
She may have really thought so, but it was only because it was more convenient and beneficial for her, and it was not because she wanted love in return. She can have any feelings for Ma Wanli, but love is impossible. From the beginning, he did not have the slightest attraction to her in this regard.
And then the dream is even stranger.
In the dream, she soon became pregnant, after being proposed. She was very happy in the dream, but Tang Keren didn't feel happy at all, and she became more and more split from herself in this dream.
Then, she miscarried. Suddenly, in the afternoon of one day, the child was gone, and she was heartbroken when she was happy, but Tang Keren was jealous.
How could she have a miscarriage so easily?
Maybe this was really her dream, right? It's just that in the dream, she is in love with Ma Wanli and is looking forward to the crystallization of the love between the two, but the child is miscarried. It's the exact opposite of reality. She thinks like a bystander, which shows that she feels guilty about Ma Wanli in her heart, which is why the dream became like this.
After the miscarriage of the child, she cried to her lover Ma Wanli, she felt that Ma Wanli was angry with her, he was angry, he was disappointed in her, and she was very frightened, and she desperately wanted to satisfy him.
Then she soon conceived another child, but unfortunately the child was miscarried again.
Tang Keren could feel that there was a problem between her and Ma Wanli in the dream, they were all whitewashing the peace, and she was humbly currying favor, and Ma Wanli was perfunctory to her, high and careless.
That's not right. Tang Keren became more and more like an irrelevant bystander. She thought that if it was her, even if the flowers and butterflies in front of her were the flowers and butterflies she loved, she would not fall to this point. Love is like war, it is a fighting heart, how can it be so humble? Those who kneel down should exert more effort to stand up, and it is better not to kneel down in the first place.
They changed houses, and it looked like many years had passed.
The house is renewed, the furniture is new, and some are out of place, but the things in the house are getting richer day by day, and this is all thanks to her, who is carefully decorating her new home.
A new life, a new beginning.
She was pregnant again, but Ma Wanli was not happy, but beat her and forced her: "Who is this child?" ”
Tang Keren's heart jumped suddenly!
"Whose child is it?" He kicked her in the stomach.
It must not be admitted at this time! She fell down holding her stomach and cried, "It's yours!" It's yours! ”
At this moment, she and her in the dream became a person again.
"Let me be born! Let me give birth! The child is yours! He looks exactly like you! You believe me! Trust me! ”
Wrong!
Tang Keren shouted in his heart: I can't give birth! The child will not be like him! He won't be able to have children for a long time! He can't do it!
All of a sudden, the voices were gone.
The world was silent.
Tang Keren still held her stomach and fell to the ground, and it took a while for her to dare to open her eyes, and then she saw the woman in front of her.
The woman was also beaten, her hair was messy, she bit a hairpin and was coiling her head, although she was still lying on the carpet, her clothes were in disarray, but she was still very calm and elegant. She straightened her hair, tidied up her clothes, put her legs together like a mermaid, sat elegantly on the carpet, and asked her with a faint expression: "The child is not his?" ”
A trace of fear rose up, and Tang Keren looked at her stiffly, not daring to answer.
The woman covered her stomach and said, "...... Not really. ”
Tang Keren had the courage to ask her, "Do you want a child...... What do you want to do? ”
The woman tilted her head to look at her and rightfully said, "My child was not born...... If he was born, he would have known that I hadn't lied to him. The child is his, and he will look exactly like him. ”
"So you want my child ......" Tang Keren swallowed and covered his stomach with his hands.
"Yes." The woman's gaze fell on her abdomen, "But...... Unexpectedly, your child is really not his. ”
Tang Keren nodded stiffly, "...... Moreover, my child has been knocked out. ”
The woman seemed to hear it, and then as if she didn't hear it, she stopped looking at her, and her eyes were casually projected into the distance.
"Will you let me go......" Tang Keren said tremblingly.
The woman nodded as if she didn't have time, and before Tang Keren could relax, she turned her head and asked, "Why don't you want to have his child?" Don't you love him? ”
Tang Keren: "...... Of course I ...... Love him, just、It's an accident。 At that time, I thought that he didn't want me anymore, I was so sad and sad...... I met another man, and then he came to me...... But I was pregnant at the time, and I didn't dare to tell him...... "She had already guessed that the man this woman loved was also surnamed Ma, and she was let down by that man because of love." So Tang Keren also portrayed himself as a woman who loved Ma Wanli.
The woman said slyly, "Not because of ...... Can't he? Her gaze turned to behind Tang Keren.
Tang Keren turned back violently!
Ma Wanli is standing there!
"Ah!!h She let out a scream of horror.