Chapter 53
fifty-three
After the meal, the two cleaned up the dishes and chopsticks and sat in the living room chatting, Tang Wei preferred to sit directly on the ground, the soft long blanket made her feel very comfortable, Qiao Mosheng didn't like to look at her condescendingly, so she also bent down to sit on the ground with her, the two of them surrounded the coffee table, tore apart the potato chips, arranged the melon seeds, and put a glass of Qiao Mosheng's mixed wine in front of each person, the sweetness of the orange was faintly hidden under the strong smell of alcohol, they talked about work from college days, and then recalled their childhood, most of the time Tang Wei was talking, Qiao Mosheng stared at each other's eyes, Listening quietly, occasionally bowing his head and taking a sip of the wine in the glass, his brows moving slightly.
"To be honest, the first thing that attracted me to you was your appearance."
When Qiao Mosheng poured the third glass of wine to herself, Tang Wei suddenly pulled back to the unfinished topic at the dinner table, she knew that Qiao Mosheng was a little worried about this question, since they rarely sat opposite each other quietly after being together, and it was also the first time they sat together to talk about their hearts, then she simply told her her impression of her without reservation, not that there is a saying, if love is only 100 steps, then you take a step towards me, I will walk the remaining 99 steps. Tang Wei didn't care if there was a step taken by Qiao Mosheng in those hundred steps, she just wanted to use her best strength, fast, fast, even if she threw off a qiē on her body, as long as she could reach her as soon as possible, and then hug her.
When Tang Wei said that what attracted her was her appearance, Qiao Mosheng was not surprised, to be honest, she was more or less narcissistic, for her appearance, others gave her a score of 99, then she would definitely give herself a score of 100, so she was still staring at Tang Wei's eyes, and when she continued, she didn't say anything else.
"I've been to that bar a few times before I met you, but I'm not sure I found you on the first few times, I just remember the day I found you, I looked at it from afar, and I was attracted by you at a glance, I thought, yo, this girl, good looks, long legs, and temperament, just these three things, enough for me to see a few more times, originally thought it would be a one-sided relationship, but I didn't expect that I went to you a few times later, you know, often see the same person will involuntarily pay attention to her, Besides, he's still a good-looking person, but... After watching you in the bar for a long time, I feel that there is a particularly low atmosphere around you, there are so many people around you, but you can completely isolate them, even if someone occasionally asks you to talk, you just coldly refuse them, you know, some people are difficult to entangle in that kind of place, but you are never afraid of offending anyone, it's like... Your safety and your life have nothing to do with you, I didn't know what happened to you at that time, so I became curious about you, I wanted to know, a beauty like you, it doesn't seem to be trapped in life, but why do you see everything indifferently, so that day while the game, I walked in front of you. ”
After Tang Wei finished saying these words, she raised her eyes that were originally staring at the wine glass, and met Qiao Mosheng's gaze directly, and the inquiring meaning in her eyes was clear, which made Qiao Mosheng dodge a little.
Indeed, she was too depressed in the past, everything didn't matter to her, to say that the mud can't support the wall, anyway, she is tired of life, her mother who has lost trust and dependence, her father is depressed all day long, and she is left to lose her love like losing her soul, what is she living for? She didn't know. She only knows that she is doing repetitive work every day like a machine, walking on the overcrowded streets, fed up, fed up with dealing with others, what's more, she is even fed up with such parents, she wants to escape, escape far away, but can't escape the mother-daughter and father-daughter relationship, no matter where she hides in the world, the faces of her parents will always linger in front of her, pestering her endlessly.
She doesn't know how to talk to people about these things, the only people who once knew what happened to her were Shen Tongyu and Yu Yu, and then Shen Tongyu got married, leaving Yu Yu alone, Yu Yu looks like a big grinning personality, but in fact, she will think about many small details that other people don't care about, but at the same time, she also cares about whose wounds one or two inconsequential words will touch, so she doesn't know how to care about a Qiao Mosheng who is more sensitive than others. Over time, Qiao Mosheng's depression piled up to a point where she needed to explode, and finally, she chose to let the thin edge of the broken porcelain cross her wrist.
"There have been things that have happened before, and I don't know how to talk about them, you just have to know that they don't make people happy."
Under Tang Wei's gaze, Qiao Mosheng closed her eyes and rubbed her eyebrows, and when she opened her eyes again, an emotionless tone flowed out with these words,
Tang Wei didn't interrupt or answer, but her eyes were still fixed on Qiao Mosheng's face, as if waiting for her next words,
"You should know a little about me and Shen Tongyu, she and I are college classmates," suddenly Qiao Mosheng remembered something, looked up and asked, "Uh... Do you mind if I talk about her? I just don't want to hide anything from you. ”
Tang Wei curled the corners of her mouth and shook her head:
"Of course not, I'm glad you shared memories with me."
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Indeed, she was too depressed in the past, everything didn't matter to her, to say that the mud can't support the wall, anyway, she is tired of life, her mother who has lost trust and dependence, her father is depressed all day long, and she is left to lose her love like losing her soul, what is she living for? She didn't know. She only knows that she is doing repetitive work every day like a machine, walking on the overcrowded streets, fed up, fed up with dealing with others, what's more, she is even fed up with such parents, she wants to escape, escape far away, but can't escape the mother-daughter and father-daughter relationship, no matter where she hides in the world, the faces of her parents will always linger in front of her, pestering her endlessly.
She doesn't know how to talk to people about these things, the only people who once knew what happened to her were Shen Tongyu and Yu Yu, and then Shen Tongyu got married, leaving Yu Yu alone, Yu Yu looks like a big grinning personality, but in fact, she will think about many small details that other people don't care about, but at the same time, she also cares about whose wounds one or two inconsequential words will touch, so she doesn't know how to care about a Qiao Mosheng who is more sensitive than others. Over time, Qiao Mosheng's depression piled up to a point where she needed to explode, and finally, she chose to let the thin edge of the broken porcelain cross her wrist.
"There have been things that have happened before, and I don't know how to talk about them, you just have to know that they don't make people happy."
Under Tang Wei's gaze, Qiao Mosheng closed her eyes and rubbed her eyebrows, and when she opened her eyes again, an emotionless tone flowed out with these words,
Tang Wei didn't interrupt or answer, but her eyes were still fixed on Qiao Mosheng's face, as if waiting for her next words,
"You should know a little about me and Shen Tongyu, she and I are college classmates," suddenly Qiao Mosheng remembered something, looked up and asked, "Uh... Do you mind if I talk about her? I just don't want to hide anything from you. ”
Tang Wei curled the corners of her mouth and shook her head:
"Of course not, I'm glad you shared memories with me."
Indeed, she was too depressed in the past, everything didn't matter to her, to say that the mud can't support the wall, anyway, she is tired of life, her mother who has lost trust and dependence, her father is depressed all day long, and she is left to lose her love like losing her soul, what is she living for? She didn't know. She only knows that she is doing repetitive work every day like a machine, walking on the overcrowded streets, fed up, fed up with dealing with others, what's more, she is even fed up with such parents, she wants to escape, escape far away, but can't escape the mother-daughter and father-daughter relationship, no matter where she hides in the world, the faces of her parents will always linger in front of her, pestering her endlessly.
She doesn't know how to talk to people about these things, the only people who once knew what happened to her were Shen Tongyu and Yu Yu, and then Shen Tongyu got married, leaving Yu Yu alone, Yu Yu looks like a big grinning personality, but in fact, she will think about many small details that other people don't care about, but at the same time, she also cares about whose wounds one or two inconsequential words will touch, so she doesn't know how to care about a Qiao Mosheng who is more sensitive than others. Over time, Qiao Mosheng's depression piled up to a point where she needed to explode, and finally, she chose to let the thin edge of the broken porcelain cross her wrist.
"There have been things that have happened before, and I don't know how to talk about them, you just have to know that they don't make people happy."
Under Tang Wei's gaze, Qiao Mosheng closed her eyes and rubbed her eyebrows, and when she opened her eyes again, an emotionless tone flowed out with these words,
Tang Wei didn't interrupt or answer, but her eyes were still fixed on Qiao Mosheng's face, as if waiting for her next words,
"You should know a little about me and Shen Tongyu, she and I are college classmates," suddenly Qiao Mosheng remembered something, looked up and asked, "Uh... Do you mind if I talk about her? I just don't want to hide anything from you. ”
Tang Wei curled the corners of her mouth and shook her head:
"Of course not, I'm glad you shared memories with me."
Indeed, she was too depressed in the past, everything didn't matter to her, to say that the mud can't support the wall, anyway, she is tired of life, her mother who has lost trust and dependence, her father is depressed all day long, and she is left to lose her love like losing her soul, what is she living for? She didn't know. She only knows that she is doing repetitive work every day like a machine, walking on the overcrowded streets, fed up, fed up with dealing with others, what's more, she is even fed up with such parents, she wants to escape, escape far away, but can't escape the mother-daughter and father-daughter relationship, no matter where she hides in the world, the faces of her parents will always linger in front of her, pestering her endlessly.