People say I look like a girl, but I'm really a man, a straight man!

It's been more than a year since my debut, and I've never been cold to girls. It's weird lately, I can't analyze those inexplicable thoughts, mainly because I don't know why! After meeting her, it became like this, and I really don't want to admit it!!

At first, I didn't have much impression of you, but when I went back to Changsha, your mother didn't know why she appeared at your group's member's house, and then you hurriedly asked me to come over, but I just sat down! I was about to leave before I got hot, and I was a little unhappy, but I still came to the No. 7 compound as instructed.

You stand at the door as if you are in a hurry, rubbing your palms all the time, which is really cute.

Later, I found out that the reason you called me over was for me to pretend to be your boyfriend! It's not difficult, it depends on whether you are worthy of cooperation or not. That night, you slept in my room all night, and you know I didn't sleep at all? Because I have a habit of cleanliness, I don't allow anyone to go to my bed, except for Sehoon, you are the first. At least I didn't kick you out of bed.

Later, after a long time, I learned that I was going to shoot "Let's Get Married", but the object was you! I remember we got married and had a wedding photo shoot, right? When I moved into the new house, you cooked for me to eat, but I really didn't eat it, you should try it. I kept saying it was delicious, and you kept stuffing it, and I knew you were fixing me. But I won't sue you, and I won't cook. Knowing that "My Knot" is over, I know that you are not acting, every word you say in the show is true, but I am still stupid and don't understand your mind. I'm not that stupid, am I! And oh, I really don't know Jiang Shiqi! It's a good thing you believed me that day, otherwise we would really be in opposition. Kang Seok-ki seems to be Baehyun's ex-girlfriend! Later, when I heard that Ina and Baekhyun were together, I began to plan revenge, which I heard in the practice room, and I don't know if it's true or not. Anyway, if you believe me!

Unfortunately, this atmosphere didn't last long, and in the second year of our marriage, when our son was one year old, we wouldn't see each other again! I don't know how the wind is now, the better is that I was adopted, and the worst is that it didn't take long to follow us. But I think it's very strange, why did it explode for no reason? How can a car that has been driven for more than four years go wrong all of a sudden? Then there is only one possibility, man-made accidents. I don't know who the murderer is, but I hope Ina can find out! After all, she was lucky that she didn't die in the accident. In fact, sometimes I still envy her and Baekhyun, their relationship is very good, and they all say that husband and wife quarrel at the end of the bed! We seem to be like that too, as long as you remember me!

Oh, and also, you're going to have a snack when you go down, but you don't have me anymore, and you can't rely on me anymore! I can't remember you after drinking Meng Po soup, I'm sorry! I really didn't mean it, just don't mind, will you be like what the plot of the novel says, Meng Po gives you a chance to remember the person you love, and then you don't have to drink, if that's the case, you will definitely come back to me in the next life, right?

Gao Meishan, my most beautiful Shanlian.

A lifetime of deer.

- Lu Han