47. The second shift of the dead and the dead
As the saying goes, there is a knife on the head of the word forbearance, Lin Shanshan has been used to lawlessness in her life, and she has never endured anything. For so many years, it is the most aggrieved during that time, the grievances are willing, and the grievances have no self-esteem
It's just that he is Qin Jian, but he is not Qin Jian.
Now that it has been made clear and understood, Lin Shanshan no longer has the reason to endure it. Looking at it is angry, and I hate Jiang Xiaoyu!
"Shanshan"
Zhu Xuemei hugged it out and caught up with Lin Shanshan, a little gasping.
"What's wrong with you?"
"It's fine."
Lin Shanshan said, stopping
"You don't have to come along, have you finished eating? You should be hungry again in the afternoon, you and Jiang Xiaoyu can still talk two sentences, why chase them out? ”
"Forget it, I've pretty much eaten anyway."
Zhu Xuemei said that it didn't matter, and Lin Shanshan looked Zhu Xuemei up and down suspiciously
"You obviously don't eat as much as I do."
Zhu Xuemei was silent, Lin Shanshan walked away with the book for a while, didn't hear the sound, looked back, and saw Zhu Xuemei holding the book and lowering her head, the little daughter-in-law seemed to have to follow her, looking at the grievances.
Lin Shanshan immediately laughed
"What are you doing? Others don't know and think I'm bullying you, don't be sad, sister will take you to open a small stove"
Lin Shanshan said and turned around and pulled Zhu Xuemei to walk outside the school gate.
"No, no, no, no, I'm not sad, I'm really full, I don't have to eat."
"Then eat with me, I haven't eaten enough."
Lin Shanshan couldn't help but say, and walked towards the school gate.
Zhu Xuemei thought that she chased it out, and she didn't eat, Lin Shanshan knew that Zhu Xuemei would be hungry if she wanted to eat one less meal, and she would never spend extra money to buy something else to eat, but she really wanted to say that she would make up the money back, and Zhu Xuemei would feel uncomfortable in the bottom of her heart.
After eating at noon, Qin Jian and Jiang Xiaoyu sent them all the way back to the dormitory, and was about to turn around and leave
"Ajan"
"What's wrong?"
Qin Jian paused, turned to look at Jiang Xiaoyu, his eyes were full of doubt, and his words were as gentle as ever. But Jiang Xiaoyu always felt that he felt the changes in Qin Jian
"Are you going to look for Shanshan later?"
"Why do you say that?"
Qin Jian neither said to go, nor did he say no, but asked Jiang Xiaoyu instead. Jiang Xiaoyu felt a little faintly uncomfortable in her heart, if it was before, Qin Jian would definitely say directly whether to go or not to go, and would not throw the problem back again
But he also knew that he didn't have any relationship with Qin Jian, or that he didn't give Qin Jian such a chance. Jiang Xiaoyu lowered her head and looked at the toes of the two standing opposite each other
"You haven't spoken since Shanshan left, and you're not happy. Why don't you go and see her? ”
After speaking, Jiang Xiaoyu looked up at Qin Jian.
The sky in early winter was filled with a gloomy and depressing feeling, but Qin Jian just stood there as if he had opened up a world of refreshment and sunshine on his own
Jiang Xiaoyu has always known that Qin Jianchang is very good-looking and does not lose to Zhou Chen, it is like one black and one white, the extremes of the two worlds
"Don't think about it so much, let's go inside."
Qin Jian raised the corners of her mouth, Qin Jian with a smile was gentle, such a spring breeze in March, but Jiang Xiaoyu didn't think that Qin Jian was really smiling. The melancholy in his eyes betrayed his spring-like face.
Jiang Xiaoyu didn't say anything, nodded with a smile, turned around and went in
There are some indescribable complications in my heart, and I will really get used to being good to a person and take it for granted.
Watching Jiang Xiaoyu's back disappear at the door of the dormitory, the original shallow smile gradually disappeared and returned to calm.
Almost at the moment of action, he raised his hand and took out his mobile phone, turned on the numeric keypad, his thumb jumped, and the screen flashed, showing that the "Shanshan" call was connecting
"Toot-toot-"
The sound of waiting was stretched for a long time, which made people anxious, Qin Jian held his mobile phone while rushing to the dormitory at the other end
"Hello?"
The voice on the other end of the phone was a little bulging, as if he was eating something.
"Where are you?"
"Outside, what's wrong?"
Lin Shanshan frowned, Lin Shanshan didn't want to answer this call, but she shook her face just now, and now she doesn't answer the phone, so it looks like something, so it's better to answer it generously
"Which store? I'm looking for you. ”
Qin Jian turned in the direction of his feet and walked outside the school.
"Tell me what's going on with you."
Qin Jian hesitated for a moment, and said with a bit of consideration
"Has something happened to you lately?"
"Nope."
Lin Shanshan held the chopsticks, looking inexplicable, what did Qin Jian think of again?
"Just now in the cafeteria, Xiaoyu her"
"Stop, stop!!"
It's just a lunch, and it doesn't make people eat well? Lin Shanshan held back the fire and put the chopsticks in her hand
"Qin Jian, if you are here to ask me for the explanation of your goddess, I advise you or not, because I am really unhappy, I am afraid that I can make you depressed if I open my mouth. So if you call me for what you just did, you can hang up the phone, let alone eat at the same table with Jiang Xiaoyu, even if you mention this name, I don't like it. ”
After speaking, Lin Shanshan paused and continued
"Like you now!"
"Shanshan"
"Qin Jian, Jiang Xiaoyu, you are baby, it makes no sense that people all over the world want to treasure her, you have to feel distressed, if you have this time, hurry up and coax it, instead of coming to me! There are some things that we will make clear on the phone today. ”.
Lin Shanshan paused, looked at Zhu Xuemei, and said
"It doesn't matter if you like Jiang Xiaoyu's Qin Jian, or the Qin Jian in my memory. It's been more than ten years together, let's be friendly and friendly, you can chase Jiang Xiaoyu, but don't be with me, it's not just you, Zhu Xuemei is the same, do you understand? ”
Qin Jian was a little dumbfounded
Actually, he wanted to ask her why she was angry, if something happened and she was in a bad mood? But she said it directly, just because she didn't like Jiang Xiaoyu
Hearing this answer, Qin Jian thought that he would be irritable and angry, but he didn't know why, he was unexpectedly calm, and he didn't seem surprised by such an answer.
"Just because you don't like Xiaoyu?"
"Yes."
Lin Shanshan replied justifiably, but she didn't know why, there was a shameful pleasure of saying that she hated Jiang Xiaoyu in front of Qin Jian, and she was satisfied
"I hate it."
"Well, eat well, remember to take a lunch break at noon, and don't be late for classes in the afternoon. You eat first. ”
"Huh?"
Qin Jian's sudden change made Lin Shanshan unable to react at once, but the other end of the phone was broken.
Lin Shanshan looked at the mobile phone in her hand that had a black screen, and she didn't react for a long time.
"What's wrong?"
Zhu Xuemei asked in a low voice.
"Nothing."
Lin Shanshan shook her head and put her phone aside.
Qin Jian is always like this, one is the familiar reborn Qin Jian, and the other is Qin Jian, who always controls himself in his memory but indulges himself the most. It's like two personalities in constant transition
The previous sentence can still make Lin Shanshan choke, and the next sentence can make Lin Shanshan lose her mind, and it is always unclear
But Lin Shanshan knew in her heart that it was just the result of memory, and after a long time, there would always be a day when she would be swallowed up, just like herself
As early as that day, he had already made a choice, and to this day Lin Shanshan still remembers the hand he stretched out, and remembers the pain in his heart that digs into his heart and lungs
It was all over that day
*****
This year's winter in W City is cold early. Before the winter vacation began, it snowed, and the ground was covered with a thin layer of ice.
Outside the school building, the bricks were full of students carefully stepping out of the school building, and occasionally a few screams of girls and a dull smashing sound could be heard.
Lin Shanshan stepped on waterproof snow boots, also walking on the ice carefully, the pocket of the down jacket vibrated with a "buzz", Lin Shanshan held the book in one hand and took out the pocket with the other.
As soon as the phone was taken out, his feet slipped, and he fell a solid ass squat.
Fortunately, the clothes are thick in winter, some dull pain but not too uncomfortable, Lin Shanshan was about to get up with the book, holding the ground with one hand and about to get up, when her hand was suddenly tightly pulled by someone, and with a relaxed mention, the whole person stood up straight.
Lin Shanshan looked at the person's hand, her eyes suddenly widened
"Week"
"You can't call it uncle, let's call it by name."
Lin Shanshan looked at the man in front of her, and it took a while to react and laugh
"Zhou Yinghui"
"Hmm."
The man is dressed in a sophisticated trench coat and has a proud temperament, which stands out from the crowd among a group of college students, like a giant who suddenly appeared in Lilliputia, overlooking others.
It was a kind of momentum that was different from the campus, and it was a little more abrupt than the previous two times.