Chapter 362: My Own Fault
"If you don't eat and don't cooperate, it doesn't mean you're winning, if you really want to stand up, then what you need is your courage and cooperation." Gu Xiaoqing washed the lunch box and put it in the cabinet.
Fang Shaohan had calmed down at this time.
Probably after eating and drinking, the whole person has become much more pleasing to the eye, and his face is not so dark and gloomy.
"Could this little injury break you? Fang Shaohan, you are a big man, if you can't even get over this little bit of difficulties and setbacks, then why did you want to be a policeman in the first place, the job you chose has long been doomed to the nature and consequences of danger, you obviously know it, and you are still so playful, it is you who are embarrassed. ”
Fang Shaohan didn't speak, and Gu Xiaoqing continued.
Anyway, now neither of them is afraid of anyone.
Those false politeness that used to be maintained in a state of peace now seem to have been thrown out of the clouds, facing each other with the truest face, and even cruelly poking each other's sore feet, and vigorously uncovering each other's scars.
"I'm willing to embarrass myself, are you meddling in your business? I don't need you here, who are you? You're just a woman, or a woman I don't need at all, you go, I don't want to see you at all, I hate you. Fang Shaohan struggled to move his body, but it seemed that the control of his legs and waist was not at all what he imagined.
He had lost control of his body, and the feeling made him even more angry and powerless, so any mean words could come out of his mouth, and he didn't care about anyone's feelings.
It seems that only by hurting the other party can people feel a kind of relief to vent.
Gu Xiaoqing wanted to turn around and leave for a moment, any woman who was said so by a man would leave. If your pride is so poked, then who will stand it.
But she still restrained herself, he was not a perfect person, in the face of her physical injury, she couldn't accept it psychologically, and there was a deviation in her behavior, she could only keep understanding. Can you still care about it like him?
grabbed the collar of Fang Shaohan's hospital gown. Even if the strength in his hand can only be carried for a short distance, he is not inferior in momentum.
"Who am I? You're embarrassed to ask, who do you think would want to serve you here? You're a cripple, yes, you're such a cripple who can only lie here and scream at me.
Obviously there is still a chance, the doctor has already said it. As long as you do a good job of rehabilitation, you have an 80% chance of recovery. But you're giving up on yourself now. What's the difference between that and a cripple?
If you hadn't told them to come to me, you thought I would have come. I still have a lot of things to do myself, but I have left a qiē to take care of you and tell me who I am. Who should I be you? ”
Gu Xiaoqing nodded at Fang Shaohan's forehead, and counted it violently.
She is also full of grievances, and she has paid so much. Even the emotional concessions made the greatest concessions, but the man asked himself who she was.
What a ridiculous question.
But what a hurtful question.
Oh, yes.
Who is she?
Nothing.
They were not each other's people all along.
At this moment, Gu Xiaoqing really wanted to throw Shaohan below and leave.
"Don't worry. I, an outsider, an irrelevant person, will leave immediately, you call your parents and find someone to take care of you, I will leave immediately, stay for a second longer, I will not be Gu Xiaoqing. ”
Letting go of Fang Shaohan's collar, Gu Xiaoqing slammed the door shut and walked out.
The anger in his heart swelled to the extreme, Gu Xiaoqing needed to be completely calm, this was angered by Fang Shaohan.
This Fang Shaohan really turned people into tyrannosaurus talents again.
Sitting on a wooden chair on the lawn, blown by the cold wind, Gu Xiaoqing had already calmed down.
It's been a long time since anyone has angered themselves so much.
Gu Xiaoqing, who has always regarded himself as an adult of dozens of years old, has also lost his mind for the first time.
No matter how mature and calm Fang Shaohan is, he is just a normal person, and in the face of the feeling of losing his ability to act, it is understandable how hard Fang Shaohan is, but this is not an excuse to let everyone be decadent with you.
No one can stand up for you, what you need to rely on is yourself, Fang Shaohan, you have to stand up, for all those who love you, for yourself.
Gu Xiaoqing wiped her eyes, in addition to the faint wetness, there was also her own heartache, knowing that she couldn't go back, but she was still here without hesitation.
That's because the heart stays here.
After cleaning up her mood, Gu Xiaoqing returned to the ward.
Can you deal with a patient?
There was silence in the ward.
Fang Shaohan was lying there, covered with a quilt, his eyes closed, and he didn't know whether he was asleep or awake.
Gu Xiaoqing closed the door and brought a basin of water, he hadn't scrubbed Fang Shaohan's body today, this was already a task every day, scrubbing his body and massaging the muscles of his legs, lest his muscles atrophy.
wrung a wet towel to untie Fang Shaohan's hospital gown, and the wet towel fell on his chest and rubbed it gently.
Gu Xiaoqing didn't speak, didn't want to speak, and the atmosphere seemed to become stagnant.
"I'm sorry."
Fang Shaohan's deep voice sounded in the empty ward.
It was abruptly like the sound of a third person appearing here.
Her fingers paused, but almost quickly for a second, and the movement under her hand began to continue.
After quickly scrubbing Fang Shaohan's body, Gu Xiaoqing went out with the basin.
Fang Shaohan turned sideways and closed his eyes silently.
He didn't want to be so vexatious, but he couldn't control himself, the feeling of wanting to hurt the people around him, the feeling of wanting to tear open all the wounds and let others be as irritated as himself was dominating himself.
It didn't look like Fang Shaohan who was calm and could face a qiē, like a monster who was possessed by someone.
He never wanted to hurt the woman, but it was his fault to be hurt so hard by his side.
I heard the sound of soft footsteps, which I had been hearing for the past few days, and it was a familiar person who looked like the other half of his life.
But this kind of encounter again made me more helpless.
Fang Shaohan made up his mind, he had to stop himself from making other irrational moves again, and he had to stop here for one thing, there was no need to hurt him for another time.
Tomorrow, be sure to do something. (To be continued.) )