Fanwai (4) can't go home after that

The result of the doctor's diagnosis and treatment was that Xiang Chen had pneumonia due to fever, so he had to stay in the hospital to continue treatment.

Tang Renxiu was not at ease, and directly invited Fang Yang over.

At this moment, Fang Yang also did a full body examination for Xiang Chen, and Xiang Chen had already fallen asleep.

Tang Renxiu was a little relieved at this time.

"Chenchen, Chenchen, it's okay......" In her ears, it was Gu Min who coaxed Xiang Chen to sleep, she had been staying by the bedside all the time, and she refused to leave no matter what.

He looked at Gu Min and saw her face, which was the fear of being reborn after the catastrophe, and there was a trace of hesitation in the tranquility. And Xiang Chenxiao's face was flushed, he was so fragile and small.

That's his wife, that's his child, how can he make them so lonely!

Fang Yang comforted him on the side, and then said to Tang Ren, "Second Shao, I will watch and take care of it here, please rest assured." ”

He didn't want to leave, he just wanted to stay here, accompany Gu Min, accompany Xiang Chen, and accompany them.

However, there are still so many things waiting for him to solve.

He wanted to say something, such as words of comfort, telling her that she would definitely get better, but he found that she was so powerless, so pale.

Tang Renxiu's brows were even more furrowed, and in the end he didn't say anything, he turned his face away, and could only turn around and leave.

At night, Tang Renxiu came to the hospital again.

Xiang Chen fell asleep again, and the painful look of being tormented by illness on that little face faded a lot.

Gu Min said, "Chenchen's fever has subsided. ”

Tang Renxiu said silently, "Tonight, I'll stay, I'll watch here, you go back." ”

Gu Min said again, "No need, I'll just stay." ”

Tang Renxiu looked at her with his afterglow without a trace, but he clearly found the dark shadow under her eyes, and she didn't know how long she hadn't slept well!

He was suddenly angry, so angry that he didn't treat her well!

"I'll come and see here, you go back!" As soon as the words came out, I found that the voice was so cold!

"If you want to stay, you can stay, whether I stay or not, it's my business." Gu Min also stiffened.

"My son wants to see me, I'll stay!" He had known her stubbornness, and had always known it.

Gu Min frowned slightly, but he was also unwilling to listen, "So I said, you can stay......"

He became more and more unbearable, how could he be patient with her at all?

Gu Min, what do you want me to say so that you can go and rest?

He didn't wait for her to finish, he directly interrupted her, the reason he could think of, the most decisive and effective but also ruthless, "I don't want to see you!" ”

As soon as the words came out, she fell silent.

Tang Renxiu saw that she was looking at him with a deep and hurt look, and he lowered his eyes, unwilling to look at her again.

"You go back! Come on! He moved his lips and told her to leave!

In the end, she just saw Gu Min pinching the quilt for Xiang Chen, and she instructed, "Tomorrow, you wait for me to come over and leave", and then left.

This night, Tang Renxiu accompanied Xiang Chen to see him in the ward all night, he was not sleepy, but he found that he had not taken a good look at his child, so carefully. He was afraid that he would not have time in the future, so he could look at Chen Chen so presumptuous and peacefully.

I looked at it like this, but I was also fascinated.

Chen Chen's facial features are really so similar to him, everyone says so, and he thinks so too. It's just that he knows that the purity in his bones does not belong to him. Chen Chen's eyes, where will he have, that is clean and indisputable that only Gu Min can have.

Tang Renxiu stretched out his hand and gently stroked Xiang Chen's sleeping little face.

How long will it be before he will grow like himself?

Tang Renxiu found that the time was too long, and he didn't have time to count it, he didn't have time to wait for such a long time.

Xiang Chen woke up in the morning, very happy and excited, Tang Renxiu accompanied his son and talked to him for a while, and also asked him about the reason for his illness, "You got your clothes wet, why didn't you tell your mother?" ”

Xiang Chen said, "Because my mother is so busy, I don't want my mother to worry." ”

I don't want my mom to worry. When Tang Renxiu heard this, his heart suddenly softened unconsciously.

In the five years when he didn't have zài, Chenchen, did you accompany your mother so sensibly?

Tang Renxiu smiled, and he whispered, "If you get your clothes wet in the future, you must say it immediately, otherwise if you get sick again, your mother will be even more worried." ”

"I know, I was wrong, and never again." Promise to Chen.

At this moment, Tang Renxiu believed that even if he was gone, Xiang Chen was still there, and in Gu Min's world, he could still be so gentle.

Gu Min, I am no longer afraid, because you are not alone.

You're really not.

But after a while, Gu Min came over with the boiled hot porridge. The small thermos pot, Tang Renxiu can figure it out at a glance, but it is just two bowls of porridge.

She silently handed over a bowl, and he said silently, "I've eaten it, and I'm not hungry." ”

The mother and son were drinking porridge in the ward, and Tang Renxiu was watching quietly. He smelled the aroma of hot porridge, which was cooked by Gu Min herself, she liked to put some glutinous rice when cooking porridge, and I heard her say that it was because it tasted softer and glutinous. It's been a long time since he's tasted a meal she's cooked with her own hands, and that taste, as if it's still in his taste buds, makes him miss it so much.

Gu Min, I've told countless lies, but I really, really like to eat what you make.

After the mother and son drank the porridge, Xiang Chen was about to take medicine, but the little guy was afraid of bitterness and refused to obey. Gu Min coaxed for a long time, but there was no effect, and Xiang Chen even spit out all the syrup. Seeing this, Tang Renxiu's eyes froze, Gu Min was anxious, he was also thinking of a way.

What should I do, how can I make Chen Chen take medicine obediently?

Tang Renxiu's mind was suddenly blank, but suddenly, he thought of the words that someone had told him, and at this time, he inadvertently jumped out.

Without saying a word, he turned and left the room.

Tang Renxiu was walking in the corridor, he saw a nurse walking towards him with a potion, he stopped her and asked, "Nurse, may I ask, where can I sell canned fruit?" ”

"Canned fruit?" The nurse was suddenly stopped, she was stunned for a moment and then replied, "There seems to be one in the small supermarket downstairs, you can go and have a look." ”

"Thank you." He thanked him and hurried downstairs.

It was on the ground floor and there was indeed a small supermarket that provided necessities for the patients and families here.

Tang Renxiu walked in, and he asked the supermarket clerk, "Where is the canned fruit?" ”

The clerk pointed in a direction, and Tang Renxiu walked towards the shelf.

On that shelf, I saw a lot of canned fruits, including yellow peaches, oranges, and all kinds of fruits...... Tang Renxiu stopped in front, but he didn't know which one to choose for a while. I just thought about when I went to Beicheng before.

That time he went to Beicheng, he found the general manager of the Sun family and asked him to help send Gu Min to Beicheng on a business trip. After arriving in Beicheng, it was Children's Day, because Xiang Chen was clamoring to see Xiaobei, so Aunt Li took him back. The next day after tomorrow afternoon, Tang Renxiu contacted Aunt Li and went to pick up Xiang Chen back in the evening.

It was on that day that Aunt Li met Tang Renxiu, and she talked to him a lot.

Those whispered and gentle words, Tang Renxiu still remembers clearly.

Aunt Li said: Mr. Tang, Miss Gu, she has never said anything about herself, I just came to take Xiang Chen, and I know that I shouldn't say too much, but it is not easy for a woman to be alone with a child, you have to treat her well.

Tang Renxiu nodded.

Aunt Li later told him some trivial things about Gu Min and Xiang Chen's lives, including Xiang Chen's weak constitution and his extreme illness in winter.

Aunt Li said: Every time she gets sick, Miss Gu will buy canned fruit for Xiang Chen, and as soon as she eats canned fruit, Xiang Chen will obediently take medicine, he likes to eat canned fruit......

Canned fruit.

What is that? Tang Renxiu didn't know.

In all his memories, it was a foreign thing to him, and no one had bought it for him.

But Tang Renxiu thought that it must be very delicious, so he could make Xiang Chen obedient.

It's just that at such a moment, he has never done it for Xiang Chen once.

Now, Tang Renxiu looked at the canned fruit on the shelf, the glass bottles, full of sweet pulp, but it seemed that it was not just food.

It was the fatherly love that he did not give, and it was the first time he went to buy the canned fruit that he most wanted to eat for his son, when he was sick.

Tang Renxiu's heart was hot, he just silently took the canned fruits and put them in the basket one by one.

After buying back the canned fruit, Xiang Chen's eyes were full of sparkling light, it was the light of surprise, he could see it clearly.

And even Gu Min, there was surprise in her eyes.

She didn't seem to understand why he did it.

When he said goodbye and walked out of the ward, she chased him out of the hallway. He heard her footsteps, and even more heard her call his name, "Tang Renxiu!" ”

"Why are you here?" Gu Min asked.

Tang Renxiu looked back at her.

Why did it come.

Do you want to know why?

Why did he come, he really shouldn't come, he should be more ruthless, so that he can be ruthless enough, so that he can cut off a qiē.

Gu Min, maybe I'm wrong again.

He slowly spoke, "Even if I don't want to see you again, he's always my son." ”

However, I was still thinking that I could leave something in Chenchen's life.

For example, Chenchen, your father, once bought canned fruit for you when you were sick.

For example, Amin, like you, I love Chenchen and our children.

After staying in the hospital for a few days, Xiang Chen was finally discharged from the hospital in good health with the permission of the doctor. The day before he was discharged from the hospital, Tang Renxiu came to accompany him to the vigil.

Xiang Chen asked, "Dad, will you go home tomorrow?" ”

He replied, "I won't be going back tomorrow." ”

"And the day after tomorrow?"

"I'm not going back."

"What about the day after tomorrow? What about the day after tomorrow? Xiang Chen continued to ask.

The child's innocent inquiry, with such a desire, Tang Renxiu was unable to answer.

Chenchen, the way home is too far.

Dad can't go home, he can't go back.

Because I have embarked on a path of no return.