168.5.1 One change
The weather at the beginning of June was very hot, but the Taiyi Lotus Boat was surrounded by water and green trees. In the evening, the heat subsides, and the evening breeze cools down, making people feel refreshed.
But Gu Chongyang didn't feel relaxed at all, he only felt that his heart was beating suddenly.
Who is Wang Jiulang?
He is the heir to the Wenguo Mansion and can influence the crown prince's abolition; The future hall master of the Wang family of Shifentang, countless literati and students in the world are the only ones who look forward; He is also the owner of Yanxia Villa, the master of Chuyan who overthrew the puppet emperor and supported the new emperor to ascend the throne in the future.
Even if others are cold, even if he is indeed ruthless, and he will use thunderbolts to suppress hostile forces when he is forced to do so, but in Gu Chongyang's heart, he has always been a gentleman who has a heart for the world, has rules for people and things, and is not cold in his face.
He wanted to marry her, not because he wanted to marry her at all, but because he thought about her and didn't want her to lose her reputation.
She really loves Wang Jiulang. I feel very happy to see Kuro's heartbeat, I will be happy because of his approach, I will be troubled and sad because of his words, and I will dream of him when I sleep at night, whether it is sweet or sour or makes people blush and heartbeat and ashamed.
But since that temptation on the boat, she knew that Wang Jiulang had no love for her. He treated her so well only because he wanted her to find out who the man next to her husband was.
Of course, now because she treated him, he was barely his savior, and he came up with this method in order not to desecrate his benefactor's name.
Of course she wanted to marry him and wanted to be by his side every day. No, even if she doesn't marry him, as long as she can see him every day, she will be satisfied.
A gentleman can be deceived!
For the sake of her own selfish thoughts, she can certainly agree to Jiurou with the water, but what should Jiulang do?
He will also have someone he likes, and there will also be girls who share his heart and want to stay together. She occupies the identity of Jiulang's wife, wouldn't the girl Jiulang like suffer a great grievance?
If she really did this, it would be a dilemma for Jiulang, in front of his beloved girl and morality, he chose morality, which is good, but it is unfair to that girl, and it is not fair to Jiulang.
Just like Hao Shaoyang at the beginning, he chose Zhao Menglan in order to fulfill his promise to his master, and she understood but also resented it.
not only complained about Hao Shaoyang's ruthlessness, but also complained about Zhao Menglan's involvement. If she promised Jiulang today, then what is the difference between her and Zhao Menglan?
No, she can't do that.
The flush on Gu Chongyang's face faded, and he raised his head again, his eyes were already clear.
She stood up, blessed Wang Jiulang, and said solemnly: "Thank you Jiulang for loving and caring for me, but I have no plans to get married." ”
Her voice was clear, no shyness or reluctance, obviously sincere.
Wang Jiulang's face did not change, he just looked at her calmly, waiting for her to continue.
"I know it's a bit shocking and unacceptable to ordinary people, but Jiulang is not an ordinary person, and he will definitely not be like those ordinary people."
Gu Chongyang took a deep breath and said unhurriedly: "Since I quit my marriage, I have made a plan to not marry for the rest of my life, fortunately, my grandmother also agreed with my decision and promised not to force me to marry." ”
"Kurou doesn't have to worry about me because I'm a woman, as the saying goes, you don't avoid medical treatment when you're sick, and conversely, doctors can't avoid patients because of their gender. In the future, Jiurou will only be an ordinary doctor. ”
After hearing what she said, Wang Jiulang's jaw suddenly tightened, and his eyes became cold.
Gu Chongyang saw that his face was solemn, as if he was displeased, and he couldn't tell what he was thinking for a while, but he felt that his eyes were as cold as the cold moon in February, which made her heart cold.
Perhaps, what did she say wrong?
Gu Chongyang didn't know what was wrong with him, but he instinctively felt the danger. It is indeed dangerous, and the momentum on Jiulang's body at this moment is too impressive.
"It's not early, if it's okay, I'll go back first."
Wang Jiulang didn't speak, only nodded slightly, and then closed his eyes, looking like he didn't want to deal with her.
Gu Chongyang didn't know what he was wrong, he only felt his heart tighten, turned around and left.
When I walked to the door and looked back, Wang Jiulang was still sitting there, maintaining his previous posture, and his eyes were still closed. The sun hit his body and plated him with a layer of gold, but it didn't make people feel warm, but felt that he was becoming more and more lonely and cold.
"Jiurou, are you upset?" Gu Chongyang called him nervously, but he didn't get an answer.
She stood at the doordoor for a moment, then walked away.
In the next ten days, Gu Chongyang continued to treat Wang Jiulang.
It's just that the atmosphere is very different from before.
Needless to say, Wang Jiulang will take the initiative to brew the medicine, but the atmosphere of the whole treatment process is very depressing.
Wang Jiulang would no longer talk to her softly, nor would he ask her about her schoolwork, as if there was a huge gap between them overnight, and that gap was something she could never cross.
She felt so uncomfortable that she didn't even eat much of her daily pastries.
Jiulang ignored her, she didn't have much energy in her whole person, she was like a frosted flower, she was always sluggish, and she couldn't sleep well at night. As a result, in just ten days, she has lost a lot of weight.
Wang Jiulang looked at her with a pointed chin and a little pale face, and his heart paused.
Some happy, some distressed.
The little girl's eyes can almost shine when she looks at him, she will be happy because of his words, and she will be nervous because of his little expression. She will cry for him, laugh for him, and her mood has long been swayed by him.
She has long had him in her heart, trusting him wholeheartedly, relying on him, and admiring him.
It's just that she's young, and she hasn't noticed her own mind.
has been cold to her for the past few days, just to let her understand her own heart as soon as possible, but I didn't expect it to have such a big impact on her. I didn't expect this little girl to be so stubborn, so stupid, so stubborn that she refused to bow her head, so stupid that she couldn't see her own heart.
She lost weight, and her face became smaller and her eyes wider. Only the big eyes seemed to be covered with a layer of gray, and they had lost their former luster.
When looking at him, he will try his best to restrain himself, and he will no longer be as unscrupulous as before.
Seeing that she lowered her eyes and took the needle, went to the screen to wash her hands, and her waist was more slender than before, he couldn't help sighing.
Gu Chongyang came out with his hands clean, and when he saw that Wang Jiulang did not leave, but sat on the cool floor and watched him, he couldn't help but pause in his heart.
If she had done it before, she would have walked over quickly and asked Jiurou if she had anything to say to her, but now, she didn't dare, and she wasn't sure.
However, she still walked over: "Jiulang, tomorrow I will go to the Yaoqin Festival with my husband, can you lend me the piano you lent me last time?" ”
"Sit down and talk."
Gu Chongyang sat down obediently and cautiously looked at his face. Seeing that his face was fine and not angry, his heart was relieved.
Looking at her cautious appearance, Wang Jiulang couldn't help frowning.
How bold she was the last time she borrowed the piano, this time she was so trembling.
Wang Jiulang stood up and said, "Let's go to the piano room." ”
The two went to the piano room together, and this time, Gu Chongyang was familiar with the way, and immediately found the one he used last time.
Wang Jiulang said: "Don't want this one, change the black lacquer one next door." ”
Gu Chongyang obediently walked over and played the mark of the rain. When her fingers plucked the strings and the sound of the piano flowed, she was taken aback.
How can this piano sound so good! It was not easy to meet a good piano, so she gathered her mind and focused her attention on the fingertips.
The little girl played the piano very seriously, and Wang Jiulang slowly approached and stood at the piano table next to her.
"Your piano skills are very good, and this piece is also very beautiful, are you going to play this one again tomorrow?"
In the past ten days, this is the first time that Wang Jiulang has said so many things to her, although she understands that Wang Jiulang doesn't want her to lose the face of the Wang family, her heart still can't help but be much lighter, and she is a little bolder.
"yes, I'm going to keep playing this song, what do you think, Kuro?"
But inevitably there is still some caution.
The little girl is like a cat, he spent more than a year pampering her, feeding her, and letting her meow happily beside him, only to be cold for more than ten days, so guarded, but really as squeamish and unconscionable as a cat.
Wang Jiulang shook his head secretly and couldn't help but stroke his forehead.
originally wanted to chill her, let her realize her heart, and take the initiative to please him, but now he asked him to coax her.
Did he move a stone and shoot himself in the foot?
However, he knows the weakness of the little girl, and it is not difficult to coax her back.
Wang Jiulang hooked his lips and smiled, his sword-eyed eyes were bright and clear, and he looked at Gu Chongyang with a bit of spring-like gentleness.
This smile is like a pearl and jade among the tiles and stones, shining in the sun, dazzling and beautiful, Gu Chongyang couldn't help but look at it.
Just like he couldn't stand her big wet eyes, she couldn't stand his shallow smile, this stupid boy, since she didn't understand, then he took his time.
Wang Jiulang's smile deepened and he slowly approached her.