Chapter 379: The Heart Longing to Be Seen (5)

There is no parent in the world who does not care about his child. It's just that some parents are not good at expressing themselves, putting love in their hearts, and turning the words of concern they want to say into harshness. In fact, no matter how parents treat us, they are all good for their children from the bottom of their hearts.

Some families are very warm and can always be happy together. Some families are more noisy, but the heart that wants to walk together can still overcome the trivial things of life. The most terrifying thing is those who obviously love very much, but they don't realize that they love very much.

"You said my father loved me, why didn't he stay with me. Xiao Ye Yingchen asked the teacher such a question.

The teacher was stunned for a moment and replied, "Because there are too many people for the Night Emperor to love." ”

"No, it's not like that at all. My father didn't love me, and he didn't love anyone. ”

With that, the little figure ran out of the house.

Xiao Ye Yingchen ran to the corner of the palace, squatted down angrily, and hugged his little leg with his little arm.

Xiao Yeyingchen's biological mother had just died, and it was her mother who had always doted on her, but she left him forever before he enjoyed his mother's love.

What saddened Xiao Yeyingchen the most was that the person who killed his mother was none other than his father.

Xiao Ye Yingchen watched his father stick the dagger into his mother's body, and then pulled the dagger out and threw it on the ground.

And the mother's blood shot out at once the moment the dagger left. Crimson blood, like no money, kept gushing outward.

Ye Yingchen, who was hiding in the corner, quickly covered her mouth with her hand. He didn't dare to say anything, he was afraid that his father, who had always been kind to him, would pick up the dagger from the ground and plunge it into his heart.

In Ye Yingchen's heart, the relationship between father and mother has always been very good. But even if the relationship is very good, one day it will still stab the mother with that sharp thing. Seeing that his mother had left so much blood, he was still indifferent. If you see him peeking in the dark, will they kill him together?

Until now, Ye Yingchen didn't know if his father knew that he saw the scene of killing his mother, and he would have lived until now.

Xiao Ye Yingchen felt that his father's liking for his mother was always better than his liking for him.

Since then, Ye Yingchen has been depressed, the pain of losing her mother, the despair of seeing her father kill her mother, what is more uncomfortable for Ye Yingchen than this.

But he can't say anything, the palace is like this, on the surface everyone wants to be friends with you, but in fact everyone has their own calculations.

Those friendly and friendly smiling faces, it is okay to deceive fools, but at the moment when her mother died, Ye Yingchen suddenly grew up.

One day and night, Yingchen was in class, and the prince had his own special teacher, because Ye Yingchen was really not in a good mood, so he did not let the students who accompanied him accompany him.

The teacher talked about love, the love of the country, the love of the family, and the love of parents.

But this sentence of parental love stung Ye Yingchen's heart, and he felt that his heart, which was numb from pain, was stepped on by someone.

That's why he had a conversation with the teacher, although Ye Yingchen kept telling himself to be strong and he would be fine. Even when his mother is away, his father will love him very much, but what he sees is often so real. He couldn't deceive himself.

As he spoke, Ye Yingchen ran out, and this place full of 'love and friendliness' made him unable to stay.

Ye Yingchen came to the corner and tried desperately to warm himself. Only the inconspicuous corners can make him feel some relief.

On weekdays, my father only knew how to listen to music, and although he occasionally came to care about him, he gave music most of the time. Ye Yingchen is just the one who has been overlooked.

The only one who can accompany Ye Yingchen to grow up is his mother, not to mention that his younger brother was born, how can he not have a mother?

Xiao Yeyingchen is really sad, if it were usual, his mother would come to hug her when he was sad, but now everything needs to be borne by himself.

Xiao Ye Yingchen looked at the clear sky, the sky in the future is so blue, why is his heart so uncomfortable.

"Is this growth? It's really hard to grow......

He is now a child who has no mother's pain, thinking of this Ye Yingchen and aggrieved, Ye Yingchen was just an ordinary child when he was a child, and before his mother left, he was just like an ordinary child. likes to laugh and often get into his mother's arms to hug him. And his mother also doted on him in her arms, and then stroked the younger brother in her belly with her hand.

"You see my brother is also with us~" Ye Yingchen's mother is very good-looking, and that face can also be called a peerless style, otherwise Ye Yingchen would not have inherited such excellent genes.

Mother smiled, like peach blossoms blooming everywhere, a classical beauty as gentle as jade, in Ye Yingchen's heart, mother is the most beautiful woman.

"When my brother comes out, if he dares to rob my mother with me, I will beat him. ”

Xiao Ye Yingchen is very dependent on her mother, and she is also super possessive of her mother, even if her brother steals the love that her mother gives her, she has to teach him a lesson.

"Well, you're an older brother after all. The mother's other hand stroked Ye Yingchen's forehead and gently brushed the tips of her delicate hair, so that Ye Yingchen's indignation was relieved and her tone relaxed.

"Well, no matter what my brother does to be sorry for me in the future, I will forgive him. ”

After speaking, Xiao Ye Yingchen nestled back into his mother's arms, in his opinion, his mother's arms were the warmest place.

"Okay, look at how you are five years old, why do you still look like a villain. The mother hugged Ye Yingchen with a smile on her face.

"Because I like my mother the most. Xiao Ya Yingchen smiled with joy.

This is the daily relationship between Xiao Ye Yingchen and her mother. With such an important person leaving, he really had to be sad for a while.

And the night sound on the other end is also sighing in the Xuanzheng Palace, he knows that if he does this, the eldest son will definitely be sad, but the night sound also has his principles.

Since the woman gave birth to two princes for him, it can be regarded as a sufficient contribution to Nighthawk Luo. Even if she died, Nightshade wouldn't treat her badly. Titles, honorific titles, and accolades will follow her and her family.

And Yesheng has not been married for so many years, which can be regarded as an explanation for her.

"A woman who has given birth to a child for you, wouldn't it be too cruel to kill you like this. A black shadow flashed through the night and the deacon appeared in the Xuanzheng Palace.

"Do you have the right to sarcastically mock me?" asked Yesheng coldly.

This look reminded the deacon of the time when he first saw the sound of the night, when his eyes were so cold, and the cold in his eyes was better than the ice and snow in winter. Just looking at each other for a second, the chill went straight to the bottom of my heart.

"I'm an honest deacon, and even if you don't like to listen to me, don't you choose me because of this?"

Unaffected by the threat of the night, the deacon insisted on speaking his heart.

"I understand your experience, and it is not pleasant to be deceived, which is why you chose me, a deacon who dares to speak the truth. ”

The deacon's gaze turned away, and although he was not afraid of the chill in Yesheng's eyes, he still felt uncomfortable after looking at each other for a long time.

"I am a very honest deacon, and I can't help but judge what I see, and I can't stop me if I feel unhappy. And it was precisely because of my honesty that the Night Emperor chose me among the many deacons. There is no doubt that I am just an ordinary deacon in terms of strength. But because of my simplicity, I don't have to bother getting along. ”

Why Yesheng chose him, the deacon naturally knew in his heart. Nightshade's family was wiped out overnight, and the culprit was the minister who kept his loyalty to him every day.

These people swear their loyalty to the Night Emperor every day, but they are not doing these dirty things behind their backs.

I believe that these two words have no credibility in this court. Nightshade did not hesitate to say that if one day he came down from his present position, the courtiers who showed him loyalty every day would be the first to draw their swords against him.

So from then on, Yesheng no longer trusted the people, and he didn't want to hear anyone speak at night.

"What a beautiful thing language is, it can say black into white, it can also say false into true. Are they lying to me or are they lying to themselves?"

Nightshade also looked into the distance, but his vision could not find focus.

"Is there anything else in this world that I am nostalgic for? The woman I love doesn't want me, and I don't want other women.

For the sake of the night family, for the continuation of the bloodline of the night eagle Luo, I have accepted a woman I don't love.

What else do you want me to do with her every day, and continue to do what I don't want to do?"

"Alas......"

The deacon sighed, he just stood in the position of Ye Yingchen's mother and spoke.

It is true that night sound also has the difficulty of night sound.

A few years ago, Ye Sheng lost his family in one night, which touched him a lot, and since then he has been like a different person, cold to everyone.

It is especially exclusive to the words spoken by others, because they are false. Since it is false, there is no need to believe it, and if it cannot be believed, why should it be believed?

Nightshade's least favorite thing is to be vassalized, he knows what he looks like. They don't have to do everything they can to please themselves.

Rather than going around the bend like this, he still prefers a deacon who speaks directly. Although the truth is always hurtful, as an emperor, if everything you hear is false, it is called failure.

Later, Yesheng was proficient in the affairs of the DPRK and China, and simply dismissed the government, which also saved them the annoyance of looking at it here.

Listening to tunes with nothing to do is not a pleasant life. But as I listened, the thoughts in my heart always came to mind.

"Alas......" Nightshade sighed as well.

In life, you can't always have everything as you want. The mother who killed her two children, Yesheng was indeed selfish.

He did it to his wife for many years in order to never see the face he didn't like again, and to make his life easier every day.

"I admit that I did this without taking into account the feelings of my two children. ”

I'm afraid that the only one who can make the night voice say this is the deacon in front of him......