Pain.

A suffocating pain spread across Zhou Guer's body.

She knew in her heart that she had a heart attack.

The pain of such suffocation made it impossible for her to breathe, and her daughter and son-in-law were not at home, and they must not have known that they were sick and would not have taken themselves to the hospital.

Besides, even if they are, I'm afraid that they can't wait to die in front of them, I'm afraid that they will leave with a cold smile and die by themselves, and they will feel relieved, right?!

And I am so uncomfortable, but I am conscious, my body can't move, and it is impossible to dial one or two zero.

Zhou Guer, whose relatives were not around, felt a little cold. Is this going to be the way I want to die?

Forget it, let's die, let's end like this, it's better to die than to live in such pain.

But Zhou Guer is really unwilling, her own life is a tragedy, who might be to blame? I can only blame myself, I am too weak, and I am living my life like this.

Scenes of the past flashed in front of him, looking back on this life, Zhou Guer hated.

She hated her adoptive father for not treating herself as a human being and for selling herself to an alcoholic and gambler.

She hated her man, since she bought her, she didn't know how to cherish it, and she beat and scolded her, making her suffer.

She hated her daughter, she gave her everything she had, but she treated herself so indifferently and stabbed her in the heart.

She hated God's injustice, even that little man, her last hope, and her last bit of warmth were taken away.

Why are you ruthless?

Zhou Gu'er scolded in her heart, she was so miserable, she would rather exchange her life for the life of the villain, but unfortunately the cute villain could never come back.

Why do you treat her like this? Why should she suffer such a suffering, such a sin!

Zhou Gu'er is sad, Zhou Gu'er is resentful, but she is powerless, because it has happened, and she can't change it.

Pain, Zhou Gu'er felt that she was going to die, suffocation surrounded her, before falling into the darkness, she thought in her mind, I hope there is an afterlife, she will not live like this in the next life, I hope there is an afterlife, she has her own biological parents, and no longer be the adopted daughter of others, I hope there is an afterlife, in the next life she will take her fate into her own hands, and no one will dominate her anymore......

Zhou Guer gave up hope for life, not because she didn't want to live, but because she felt that she really had nothing to love in this life.

But giving up hope of life does not mean that she is dead, the darkness has passed, she has feelings again, she feels uncomfortable, the piece in her chest seems to have been crushed by a big stone, blocked to death.

She felt that she couldn't breathe, she was going to suffocate if she continued like this, she wanted to scream, she felt that she wouldn't feel bad if she shouted.

Anyway, there was no one else in the room except himself, so in order not to feel uncomfortable, Zhou Guer shouted with all his strength.

The sound seemed to force the stuffiness in her chest out. Her consciousness seemed to be awake, too.

"Shout what to shout! In the middle of the night, the third watch is called the soul, if you call the soul again to disturb Lao Tzu's sleep, Lao Tzu will sell you tomorrow! ”

Zhou Gu'er was not fully conscious, and such a voice suddenly appeared in her ears, and she sat up in fright.

Obviously, she had a heart attack in the room by herself, how could she wake up and someone would talk? Still a man. Still scolding himself, it doesn't sound like his son-in-law, that is?

Zhou Gu'er felt that the hairs stood up, she felt cold all over, and the hairs on her neck stood up.

"I said don't disturb Lao Tzu's sleep, you're still a demon, aren't you? If you are a demon again, tomorrow Lao Tzu will sell you to Zhang Da, so as not to be annoyed when you see you! ”

The male voice was very angry that Zhou Guer didn't listen to her, and scolded again.

Zhou Gu'er was stunned, this person said Zhang Da?

Zhang Da is his husband, a rotten drunkard and gambler, he was sold to him by his adoptive father, and he didn't have a good life until he drank too much alcohol and got cancer and died, and his heart was a little easier.

But Zhang Da is dead, how could this person say that he wants to sell himself to Zhang Da?

That's right.

Zhou Gu'er was suddenly shocked, but she was shocked to find that her body was even stiffer, and she felt cold on her body, as if she had fallen into an ice cellar, because she remembered that this voice was owned by her adoptive father Zhou Mazi.

But......

My adoptive father has been dead for more than ten years, how can I hear his voice? Is he already dead? But when you enter the underworld, do you still have to be under the control of your adoptive father? Can't you escape the fate of being sold to Zhang Da?

Zhou Gu'er felt angry for a moment, she clenched her hands tightly, why should she be controlled by her adoptive father, why should she marry Zhang Da again, since she has lived in her previous life, now whether it is the underworld or not, she has to control her own destiny, no one can control her, she wants to live for herself, it is a big deal to die again, it is better than living in a nest.

Thinking of this, Zhou Gu'er was just about to speak, when another voice came from his ears.

"Don't scold her, isn't she sick? Maybe it's just sweating too hot. ”

After speaking, the female voice sat up, and said softly to Zhou Gu'er: "Gu'er, you lie down quickly, you have a fever, you have to cover your sweat, it won't be good if you dry it again." ”

This is the voice of the adoptive mother!

Zhou Gu'er is even more reluctant, but this voice is too young, and her adoptive mother has been dead for a few years, is it finally in hell again?

Zhou Guer thought that this was hell, and she didn't think about her adoptive mother Li Hua. She also forgot about the darkness in front of her, if it was in hell, it couldn't be so dark.

"She'll be a demon for me, hurry up and sleep for Lao Tzu, annoying Lao Tzu, Ming'er I'll pick your skin."

Zhou Guer's adoptive father scolded again.

"Gu'er, lie down."

Over there, Li Hua pulled Zhou Gu'er and asked her to lie down, she knew what her man was like, she was really anxious, he didn't care if Gu'er was sick or not, I was afraid that the two of them would have to be beaten again.

Zhou Guer was stiffly pulled by her adoptive mother Li Hua and lay down.

Because she was so frightened, she didn't resist, and she didn't speak, because there was a storm in her heart.

This doesn't seem to be hell, how can this be like when I was in my mother's house, that is, my adoptive father's house?

She can feel the hardness under her body, this is not the bed she is used to sleeping in, this is the previous big kang, after she married Zhang Da, within two years, her aunt in the city died, the aunt had no children, there was a small house given to Zhang Da, Zhang Da took herself to the city, and then she has been living in the city, although the life is not good, but she has not slept on the kang for many years.

What's going on? Is she dreaming?

But her mother's life is not easy, how can she dream of her mother's home?

Besides, isn't it true that she hasn't dreamed before?

Zhou Gu'er was afraid, she couldn't understand what was happening now, it was beyond her cognition, it scared her, and made her uneasy.