335 I will be arrogant
()ps: I was going to send it at eight o'clock in the evening, but I was stimulated by Xiaoqi.
Master told me that the court dispute is also inseparable from the inner courtyard of the family, and if I marry Yang Xiuyi, there will be countless pairs of eyes staring at me, and they will once again push me in front of the world to make a big fuss.
A while ago, the turmoil in the second and first days was one of them, and I heard the light kite mention it, and some people even secretly incited the people to pull me out to parade in the streets and blast out of the capital.
But after all, this is not the original Xuancheng, now Uncle Feng is on guard in the whole city, and more than half of the dark people of the Yang family are guarding me in secret, and those people have not been able to do so after all.
I knew that I was inevitably swept up in this pool, and it was turbulent and treacherous.
I was afraid, because Yang Xiuyi's mother had already recognized me, and I was connected with the Yang family, and I was prosperous. But I don't want to back down, because I love Yang Xiuyi, whoever stops me from being with him, even if it's the whole world, I have to fight with them.
Ren Qingqing and they are still persuading me, the door to the door to the four words into my heart, I listened carefully, while organizing the language in my heart, when they finally finished speaking, quietly looked at me, I shook my head: "I don't agree." ”
Ren Qingqing frowned slightly: "Why?" ”
"Why do you say?" I looked at her, "When I am alive, Yang Xiuyi can only have one woman by his side, if he dares to have other girls, I will leave without looking back, no matter how much I love him." ”
"Then the ...... you I told you about"
I interrupted her, "I listened, thank you." ”
I turned my eyes to the sea of lights outside the window and whispered, "If I can live a long time, I will think about it." But you know I'm a short-lived ghost, and if I can fight for the day, why should I let so many troublesome things disturb my mind? What's more," I squinted slightly, and said in a deep voice. "What Miss Qin said is right, and it doesn't apply between me and Yang Cheng."
They glanced at each other, and Qin Huge chuckled: "Oh? Miss Mo Feitian's family background ......" The voice dragged on, with undisguised mockery, I knew that it was my words that made her unhappy.
The breeze is in the middle of the night, and the moon is different. On the railing of a pavilion in the distance, there are several sons and beauties who are chanting the wind in the lamp, chanting the moon, and the three thousand talents are beautiful.
I said, "My family is not well-off, if my parents hadn't died." I'm just a village girl, and I can't earn a piece of money from your handkerchief. ”
It's obviously a strict atmosphere, but after I finished speaking, I glanced at them with a weak heart, fortunately, Ren Qingqing's handkerchief is a good flower Rongjin, such a small piece costs more than thirty taels, according to the income of the village aunt one or two dollars a month, I really can't afford it.
Ren Qingqing said: "That ......"
I smiled: "My marriage to Yang Cheng has nothing to do with the Yang family." I don't have any exposure to their power and wealth, and I won't live in the Yang Mansion for a long time, let alone have anything to do with those people. Yang Cheng will not interfere with my preferences either. I can still open my witch shop, do my business, spend my own money, and spend it when I'm happy. "Raising my eyes and looking at the moonlight in the sky, a sense of pride rose in my heart, and I was full of spirit." And I'm already in the sky. Why take a step back? I'm autonomous, I don't need to look at people's faces. Unlike you, the daughters of the family who are attached to the court, I live a chic and happy life than you. I can have a breeze on my sleeves, I can take the river in a flat boat, I can go if I want to go, I can stay if I want to, I am unrestrained, I can come and go freely, I like brocade clothes and jade food, but I am also happy with pickles and white porridge. It may be difficult for you to continue without the door, but I am already far away from the rivers and lakes, and there is no need for glory and wealth. If you compare those young ladies with me, you must think that I am inferior, and if I had been before, I might have felt inferior, but now," I smiled faintly, "they are the ones who should be inferior." ”
Qin Huge sneered: "You are so arrogant! ”
"Arrogance?" I raised my eyebrows and looked at her, "Do you know who the number one madman in the world is?" If I am not arrogant, how can I be worthy of him? ”
Ren Qingqing looked at me with solemn eyes, I looked back out the window, and said slowly: "I have cut the fire lin, broken through the Longtan, I came out alive in the sea of fire, and I am not afraid of the Ten Thousand Bones Grotto." I have seen and experienced so much, if I still feel that I am inferior to you, then I have really lived in vain, not to mention a princess and two noble girls, even if I come to the last camp, I will not take it seriously. ”
They are the ones who should be inferior.
This sentence was taught to me by the master, when he held the silver needle in one hand and the tip of the needle in the other, and sneered and said Someone must be gossip about me with his identity, and when the time comes, as long as I say this passage, it will be majestic.
Although I don't know what they have to do with me, because I have always believed that the premise of inferiority is based on having something that I care about. If the master said that they didn't care about any demons and monsters at all, then what was there to be inferior?
But no matter what, what I said left them speechless.
The warm jade on my chest ironed my body, and the three of us sat opposite each other, and the room was quiet.
I don't like Zhongtian Dew very much when I'm alone, so I want my guy to light a candle lamp, and the iris pattern is lightly traced on the outside of the paper cover, and the candle shadow falls on the ground, which is light.
After a long silence, the conversation did not continue, they got up and said goodbye, I was finally a little sleepy, but I still had to politely send them to the door.
Qin Huge hung his head, glanced at me deeply before leaving, and left without saying a word with a trace of unwillingness and loneliness.
Ren Qingqing looked at her figure, turned back to me and smiled lightly: "Chu Jiu, I think I came from humiliation tonight." ”
I was instantly refreshed, but I felt that I would be beaten by her when I came out, so I licked my lips and said honestly: "Actually, I'm a little arrogant......"
She shook her head and said with a smile: "You are very good, I was young and not very sensible back then, and I said a lot of squeamish things to you, I'm sorry." ”
I don't want to say it's okay because those words really hurt me at the time, and even now I have lingering feelings. She said that I was a witch and killed her brother...... I don't even think that's wrong.
After five years, she is sensible and mature, but for me, four and a half years have been in vain, and I have not grown up as fast as her.
I smiled noncommittally at her and said to be careful.
Back in the house, I lay down at the window for a while. Idle and have nothing to do to start self-examination.
I was deliberately willful to escape tonight, just to let Yang Xiuyi worry about me. But now that I calm down, I can't help but think, I did it on purpose, but how could he do it on purpose? Where has he been in the past six months? Why do his men look tired? And. When I woke up, how could they fall asleep in my inner hall without regard to my image?
When he was in Zuo Xian's dream, Yang Xiuyi's panting appearance was vivid, when it came to loving face, he and his master and Hua Xixue were actually the same kind of people, even if he was tired, he had to pretend to be one, and he definitely couldn't even pretend at that time......
Did he come back from a long journey? Knowing that I fell into Zuo Xian's dream. And they hurried in to find me?
I sighed irritably, my fingers tugging at the window.
However, I thought so hard about him in the past six months, he had to coax me no matter what, otherwise I would really be angry. You can't let me be wronged in vain because he has a hard time. I forgive him, so who forgives me...... After all, after all, I don't have much time to live, and the big things can't be bigger than ours, because there really isn't much time left......
Thinking about it like this, my eyes became sour again, and at the same time, I felt a little more confident, and I felt that I could continue to be at ease. Justifiably willful. Then he closed the doors and windows, stripped off and went to bed, and slept with a pillow.
When I opened my eyes, it was noon the next day. I slept energetically, and my bones were numb.
I got up from the ground, carried the futon to the bed, and couldn't help but roll around comfortably twice, and after rolling, I looked at the inside of the bed, and the corners of my mouth gradually grinned.
He's back!
Really back!
Today is the Mid-Autumn Festival. We're reunited!
I have known him for so many years, and I haven't had the Mid-Autumn Festival together.
So many delicious mooncakes. Delicious pastries, I'm going to have a full meal tonight!
Rolled over. I looked at the sheets that had been kicked to the floor as I slept, pitifully crumpled.
In any case, indulge for a day today, and the matter of Zuo Xian and Mr. Shen will be put on hold for the time being until tomorrow.
However, Gu Maoxing's terrible guy will definitely not let me go, and the only thing that can be fortunate now is that he doesn't know who I am. Therefore, all the qiē must be completed before that, if you really come face to face with him, not to mention Yang Xiuyi, even the master may not have a chance of winning.
When I was dressing and wearing shoes, and combing my hair in the mirror, I suddenly felt scared, and hurriedly went downstairs to call Xiao Er to find a colorful girl for me.
The woman was skillful, and I told her that she didn't need to be pretty, just unrecognizable.
After she powdered and painted her lips at me, I asked her to get me a matchmaker mole.
She made a scab is really a must, not to mention realistic, and cut some ends of her hair and dipped it with glue, I looked in the mirror again and again, and I was sure that I didn't recognize me.
I happily paid the money, Cai Niang happily accepted the money, and we happily went downstairs together, but I almost didn't fall off the stairs.
The person who was settling the order at the counter was not Gu Maoxing, who was it?
Cai Niang held me: "Girl? ”
I strengthened my courage and straightened my back: "It's okay." ”
Weakness of the heart is easy to see short, and pretending is the best policy.
I walked over generously, he was wearing a wide-sleeved ink robe, with a very light gold silk flow, long hair like a waterfall, if you cut it to change sugar, you can definitely change it for a load of maltose.
It just so happened that there were scissors on the counter, and I resisted the urge and glanced at the paper in his hand quietly.
He seemed to be here to inquire about something, but he didn't hear about it.
A middle-aged man came in at this time, bowed his head respectfully before and after him, and his voice was extremely low: "Door master, everyone on this street has asked, but we haven't heard anything." ”
The doorman? I frowned curiously, what is the master?
Gu Maoxing's voice was faint, and he nodded: "Let's go." ”
Probably noticing my gaze, he suddenly looked back at me, I was startled, blinked twice, and suddenly remembered a trick that Eighteen taught me, and hurriedly cocked his orchid finger and flicked it: "Wow!" It's the master of the door, he looks really handsome, hehehe, how many people are under the door, I want the old woman to say kiss to you, I have a lot of girls here, hehehehe...... "I wiped my sweat silently in my heart.
Fortunately, he gave me a disgusted look and turned away.