Chapter 224: Empathy
"Xun, by the way, if you perform well in the special forces training camp, will you be left to be a special forces?" Ye Wei asked worriedly, she didn't know what she was thinking in her heart, she didn't know if she wanted him to stay there as a soldier, or let him return to her side?
After all, she knows that in a military family, in fact, every man will have a dream of being a soldier, and he will also want to contribute to the country, and he will also want to be a good soldier. Ye Wei didn't know if even Xunqin expected it like this, if he thought like this, then it would be doomed for them to get together less and leave more in the future.
She really didn't know if Lian Xunqin chose to be a soldier, would she support or oppose it? She doesn't want Lian Xunqin to not realize his dream because of her own reasons, but she doesn't want to live a life of gathering less and leaving more, if Lian Xunqin is destined to be a soldier, she thinks, she has to take a good look at her thoughts.
Fortunately, Lian Xunqin's answer solved her dilemma. Lian Xunqin said: "I don't think I will stay as a special soldier, not only because I am reluctant to you, but also because I don't really want to be a soldier." You also know that since I was a child, my parents are both soldiers, and they have too little time to go home, and the time to be with me is even better, because of this, I will become a little withdrawn later, and I don't want our children to have such problems at that time, I don't want to have a life of gathering less and leaving more, I just want to be able to see you as soon as I go home, and I can have fragrant food. ”
"I don't want you to be a soldier either, really, just now, I was still worrying about what I would do if you wanted to be a soldier forever? I don't want to be with you for two or three years, but in these two or three years I've only been able to see you a dozen times; I also don't want to separate after every meeting, worrying about whether your life is in danger. I think my heart is very fragile and can't withstand any blows, and the position you chose will bring me a lot of worries, and I don't like it. However, if you want to, I can't bear to block your dream, but fortunately, your choice is the same as mine, otherwise, I should be embarrassed. ”
Ye Wei's words caused Lian Xunqin to think deeply. Yes, he never thought about it from Ye Wei's standpoint, probably because he was destined not to choose to be a soldier, but he didn't think that Ye Wei would also worry about his choice, she didn't know that she had chosen to give up being a soldier.
As far as she is concerned, she only knows that his identity in the future is a special soldier, a special soldier who specializes in dangerous missions, and now he has chosen a very dangerous position in order to learn more, which has deepened her fear. He had thought about everything, but he had never thought about her feelings, he had never thought that she would be worried, he was just thinking about learning something useful. Speaking of which, she is really sorry for Ye Wei, she thinks a lot about herself from her standpoint, but she only thinks about herself, she is really selfish.
"Don't worry, although I went to train with special forces, I won't let you go through those things that will make you embarrassed, I will definitely protect my life carefully and not let you worry. I know that when I was out in the army, you would definitely be worried about it, and all I could do was to make you worry less about it, and all I could do was to reassure you about me, believing that nothing would happen to me. I'm going to do my best to do that. ”
Lian Xunqin's promise was carefully taken to heart by himself, which is also the reason why he was able to return safely after experiencing so many hardships and dangers in the days to come.
But Ye Wei, who was listening to these words now, didn't take his words seriously, she pursed her lips and said, "It's better, I don't believe you." How can a person who is anxious for power be unmoved by the shortcut to power? ”
She looked at Lian Xunqin and couldn't help but say, "Actually, it's okay, even if you find a shortcut to strength, I won't mind too much." After all, I understand your desire for power, it's just that I hope you can cherish your own life, you have to understand one thing, your life is not only your own, but also mine, I allow you to have some wounds on your body, but I don't allow you to take your life to gain strength, after all, life and death are only in an instant, I can't accept it. ”
Lian Xunqin knew that these were her heartfelt words, and he also knew that Ye Wei couldn't bear the wounds on his body the most, and the reason for this was probably not because she cared, she just didn't want to have a trace of flaws on his flawless body, but it was also because it was him, so she couldn't stand him being injured.
"I know, I'll do what I can, it's just that I'm not sure if I'll be able to do what I want when the time comes, so I just want to say I'll do my best." Lian Xunqin couldn't guarantee whether he would be able to act according to his heart at that time, so he only said his best, not that his life would not be endangered.
It's just that although he said that he tried his best, he would definitely save his life, after all, he still wanted to keep this life and live well with Ye Wei, and he didn't need to throw his life into it because he wanted revenge, revenge must be done, self-protection is necessary, but the premise is that he still has a life.
"Isn't it going to be hard for you?" Ye Wei looked at Lian Xunqin with a distressed face, and Lian Xunqin was about to answer very emotionally: It's nothing, this is the way he must go, and he will resist it. But Ye Wei's words in the next second made him speechless, full of speechlessness.
I saw Ye Wei frowning and said, "Wouldn't it be that when you come back, you will become a black dog and become a bamboo pole?" It's already so thin, and it's really a bit unbearable to go down. I don't like the appearance of your bamboo pole, I should say that I don't like you anymore when you're so thin, do you want to lose weight again? No, when the time comes, you should eat, don't be too picky in a place like the barracks, anyway, no matter how picky you are, they won't change their food because of you. Also, when the time comes, it's better to have the same identity as them, so that you can learn more, without the suppression of identity, and you can integrate into that place faster, instead of being isolated by them. ”
Ye Wei's earnest words made Lian Xunqin cry and laugh, and he said, "Do you think I can't think of such a lot? I know, I originally planned to use the identity of a civilian to enter, not to use the advantage of identity. After all, I'm afraid that they will treat me favorably because of my grandfather's status, and I really won't be able to learn anything in that way, but I think grandpa will mean the same thing. (To be continued.) )