Chapter 17, Sorrow
Graduation Party Yesterday Yesterday... The sun sets, and night falls. The moon is like smoke, and the hidden stars are like faint flowing fire.
Green weeds, green and shaded lying on the earth.
Their bodies sway slowly in the evening breeze.
The green grass, like a green spirit in the night, changes with the direction of the wind.
Lovely grasses, lined up in rows.
The beginning of autumn is approaching, and summer is already halfway through.
The wind was blowing, and a scattered sadness quietly took root in the grass.
So... The trembling grass danced a beautiful and gorgeous grass dance, singing for the last of her life.
The leisurely wilderness, the green meadows, with a natural earthy smell, but such an atmosphere, I don't know if there will still be zài when autumn comes.
The water of the Qinghe River is still flowing unhurriedly, just like a teenager chasing his dreams, has been sticking to his beliefs, and flows to the sea forever.
And when night comes, the moon hangs on the horizon, and the earth seems to be about to fall into a deep sleep.
In the moonlight, two blurred figures, on the grass, were illuminated by a faint light.
Two shadows of varying lengths were pulled out behind them.
They are not fast, leisurely, slowly, and they move forward side by side.
The two of them, a slightly taller woman, looked to be about 30 years old.
She is slightly fashionable, but she doesn't use powder, but in terms of her appearance and temperament, she doesn't look like the kind of woman who has lived in the countryside for a long time.
Next to her, walking side by side with her, was a little boy.
The little boy has slightly dark skin and a thin appearance.
He looked like he was twelve or thirteen years old.
They were relatively speechless, just calmly walking forward step by step.
The moonlight fell softly, and the shadows followed them inseparably in the wind.
The shadow is humanity's best friend, and all people will leave you, but the shadow will not.
The woman looked calm, enjoying the summer evening in the countryside.
The expression on her face also seemed to have an air of joy.
The boy was different, his face was heavy on his little black face, and his heart seemed to be full of melancholy.
It's a bit of a calm night, and the two people who are relatively calm seem to be marching calmly.
The wind passed quietly in their ears, and the sound of insects and birds sounded faintly in their ears.
After a long journey, the boy finally couldn't help it, and seemed to be unable to suppress the melancholy in his heart.
He stopped silently, raised his head gloomily, and looked at the woman leisurely.
His mouth was squirming, and he said in a low voice, "Mom, when are we leaving?" ”
It turned out that they were a mother and son.
"Tomorrow!"
The mother also stopped, looked at her son, and said calmly.
"What! Just tomorrow? ”
When she heard her mother say this, the boy seemed to react very loudly and loudly.
In the moonlight, we can still see that the expression on his face is full of countless surprises.
"Yes! What's wrong? ”
The mother looked down at her son strangely, a puzzled expression on her face.
"Our graduation party hasn't started yet."
The boy protested, with a strong displeasure.
"Oh!"
The mother's brow furrowed slightly, and she looked down at the boy earnestly.
The mother seemed to hesitate and sighed softly, "When was that on?" ”
"Just the night after tomorrow."
The boy muttered, and looked at his mother with an almost begging look.
"No, we'll leave the morning after tomorrow at the latest."
The mother said decisively, and her tone was very tough.
"Why?"
The boy was puzzled and yelled loudly.
With an almost hateful look, he stared at his mother with hatred.
Can't you even say goodbye one last time?
The wind suddenly howled, tearing the earth wantonly, and at the same time striking the little boy's heart.
The mother was surprised!
He looked at the boy in amazement.
I couldn't believe what I was seeing.
It was the first time she had seen her son look at her like that.
In his eyes, he thought in his heart that his son was a well-behaved, obedient, and great learner.
Don't be angry, don't be naughty, never be coquettish.
Even if he doesn't care about him, he will be obedient.
"Today..., how are you today?"
The mother didn't panic, she was a little scared, because the son in front of her didn't seem to be the one he had known.
I hadn't lived together in a while, and I suddenly felt a little strange.
Mother gritted her teeth.
I couldn't help but feel guilty.
His husband and wife are running around for a living, but they ignore their son.
Unconsciously, the boy felt that his eye sockets seemed to be a little damp, and the mist began to spread around his eyeball lens little by little.
My vision also began to blur, and little by little I couldn't see clearly.
"Why? Why are you always like this, why do you always ignore my thoughts and wishes? Why do you always impose your will on me? Have you ever thought what I really think? ”
“……”
The mother was stunned, not knowing how to answer him.
How sour my heart is.
Aren't they doing their best for him?
"When I was young, you went out to work and left me in the care of my grandmother. Now that I'm studying, you're giving me to someone you don't know. Now, without my consent, you want to send me to the city to study. Now..."
The boy paused, and the mist in his eyes had already accumulated, turning into salty tears.
Tears piled up and rolled in his eyes.
At this time, the eyelids could no longer bear the weight of the tears, and they fell drop by drop.
"Do you want to go to the graduation party and say goodbye to my classmates, do you want to take away such a little right?"
The boy spoke loudly, sobbing little by little, and some words were still shouted out in hiss.
"Huh!"
The mother froze, and she looked at her son in amazement.
She began to reflect and fell into deep thought.
It's not that she doesn't want to stay one more day, but the time off he asks for will be in the afternoon of the day after tomorrow.
That's why I had to do it.
They have been busy with work and in order to make money, and they have never thought that they have long ignored their children's feelings.
He never seriously thought that as a child, he would have so many thoughts in his heart.
"Uh, scar."
It turned out that this boy was Yin Xingji.
And this woman is Yin Xingji's mother.
Yin Xingji's mother stroked Yin Xingjian's head.
Guiltily said, "I'm sorry! It's Mom's fault. Can you please forgive Mom? ”
"Mom!"
Yin Xingji threw himself into his mother's arms, tears welling up wildly.
Yin Xingji, who had stopped crying and turned into sobbing, was now crying loudly again.
He threw himself into his mother's warm embrace.
Kindness!
It's mom's fault.
Then I'll wait until you're done with the party before leaving, okay?
”
Yin's mother's eyelids couldn't withstand the weight of tears, and they overflowed from the corners of her eyes slightly.
"Yes!
Thanks, Mom.
”
"Yes, good.
”
Now for her, there is nothing more important than getting her son's forgiveness.
Although if you go back one day late, you may be deducted a lot of wages by the boss, and if you are strict, you may even be fired by the boss.
However, this qiē is nothing compared to his own son.
She and her own husband have been busy for so many years.
What is the purpose of making money so hard?
Still not for his two children.
As long as they can grow up healthy and happy, they will be able to achieve a career in the future.
Don't be like them, work for others, don't be snubbed by others, just be looked down upon.
A gust of wind blew, carrying with it the chill of the night.
"It's cold, let's go back.
”
Yin's mother looked at Yin Xingji and said.
"Yes.
Good!
Mom.
”
A rare smile appeared on Yin Xingjian's face.
When Yin Xingji and his mother left, two girls appeared behind them.
These two girls are not people, but Yin Xingji's classmate Yin Yanyan, and Yin Yanyan's tablemate Yin Xiaoxiao.
"So he's going to the city!
”
Yin Xiaoxiao sighed and peeked at Yin Yanyan beside her with her spare eyes.
She knew that Yin Yanyan had been liking Yin Xingji since she was a child, although Yin Yanyan had always denied it.
"Marks!
”
Yin Yanyan bit her lip and desperately suppressed the pain in her heart.
They weren't deliberately following Yin Xingji.
It's just that unintentionally, right next to them while they're talking.
Yin Yanyan felt upset for a while, so she asked her good sister Yin Xiaoxiao to come out to talk, but as soon as she sat down on the grass, Yin Xingji and his mother passed by them and stopped.
They all heard their conversation clearly.
"Xiaoxiao, today's events should be kept secret, okay?
”
Yoon Yeon-yeon pleaded.
"Ahh
”
Yin Xiaoxiao looked at Yin Yanyan puzzled.
"If Lin Xuewei knew about it, I think she would be very sad.
”
"Why?
”
Yin Xiaoxiao was surprised, Lin Xuewei was her rival in love, why did she help her so much?
"Don't ask why, okay?
Just when I begged you.
”
Yoon Yeon-yeon pleaded.
"Oh!
”
Yin Xiaoxiao thought for a moment, nodded and agreed, "Okay."
”
"Yes!
Thank you!
”
Looking at the place where Yin Xingji disappeared, Yin Yanyan was silently sad, and unconsciously, she was full of tears.
Sometimes, I can feel your warmth, but I don't know what it looks like.
I'm always silently watching, and I'm running away from your gaze.
Sometimes, I am obviously longing, but I don't know how to express my admiration for you.
How I wonder what kind of fragrance your fiery chest will bloom.