Chapter 359: Voices of the Heart (2)
After a while, Wei Yan let out a long breath and let go of the delicate body in his arms: "You stay a little away from me, lest I can't control myself and hurt you." ”
Ling Jingshu blushed and snorted, and quickly retreated two meters away.
Wei Yan was unhappy again: "You don't have to be so far away!" ”
It's rare to meet once, and you have to toss him like this.
Ling Jingshu couldn't help but want to laugh, and the corners of her lips couldn't help but rise: "How far away is it?" ”
Wei Yan thought about it seriously and compared a suitable distance: "Three feet away from me is enough." ”
At this moment, he is like a childish big child, serious about small things.
A soft emotion surged in Ling Jingshu's heart, and according to his words, she got closer. Wei Yan was satisfied: "Okay, that's it!" Don't you have something else to tell me? ”
Ling Jingshu hesitated for a moment, then nodded slowly: "Yes." You've always wondered why I, a boudoir girl, suffer from such an unspeakable strange disease! What I'm telling you is only half the truth. The real reason, I have never known how to say. This is also my biggest secret. Today, I'll tell you all! ”
There was no sweet smile on her face, and her eyes gradually became cold and painful, as if she remembered something unbearable from the past.
It was her deepest, most painful scar!
It's also a secret she never tells anyone.
Now, she wants to uncover her scars with her own hands and present all the secrets in front of him.
Wei Yan felt a faint pain in his heart inexplicably, and blurted out: "Ashu, if you don't want to say it, don't say it!" ”
Ling Jingshu raised her head and quietly looked at Wei Yan with a look of pity: "Haven't you always wanted to know my secrets?" Now that I'm willing to say it, why are you trying to persuade me not to say it? Maybe if I missed this time, I would never have had the courage to bring it up a second time. ”
"This will be my forever secret, and it will be something you'll never let go. Even so, you won't regret it? ”
Wei Yan was silent for a moment before he whispered, "Ashu, I don't want to lie to you. I do want to know everything about you, I want to know all about your past. Because I like you, I want to spend my life with you. People who love each other should be honest with each other. ”
"But I care more about you. If this past event is your greatest pain, even thinking about it makes you so painful. Then I'd rather never know. ”
"You don't push yourself. In this way, it will hurt me even more when I look at it. ”
Ling Jingshu's eyes flashed with a sparkling water, but the corners of her lips raised slightly.
The smile with tears in her eyes, the crystal clear beauty, the incredible beauty.
"Wei Yan, I once made up my mind that I would never mention this secret in my life. Even the people closest to me don't know. Ling Xiao didn't know, and neither did Bai Yu. ”
"Today, I'm going to uncover this scar once and for all. Because, I finally have the courage to face up to the past. ”
"Actually, I've lived one more life. In that life, I fell in love with my cousin Lu Hong at first sight and swore an alliance. When I was sixteen years old, I married into the Lu family and became the daughter-in-law of the Lu family......"
……
Wei Yan, who still had an unchanged face at the top of Mount Tai, was already stunned from the moment Ling Jingshu opened her mouth.
Ling Jingshu was obviously trying her best to restrain her excitement, and talked about everything in her previous life in a calm tone.
She once loved her husband Lu Hong so much, and gave birth to their child so happily. Then he waited with great anticipation for the return of his beloved.
However, the lover who had been waiting for her failed her. He was entangled with Princess Changping, and the Duke of Changping wanted to recruit him as a concubine.
Lu Qian's bitter entanglement with her, Ling's dissatisfaction with her, and Lu An, who was inferior to the beast......
When Ling Jingshu said that she was strangled to death, Wei Yan finally couldn't listen to it anymore.
He strode forward and took her into his arms with all his might, and his voice choked:
"Ashu, don't say it. Don't say any more...... It's all gone, and now I'm with you......"
For more than 20 years, he has been stoic and strong. I have never been defeated by the predicament, and I have survived until today. Men bleed without tears!
But at this moment, looking at her silent weeping face, listening to her painful and almost cruel past, his heart seemed to be cut into pieces by countless knives, and he could barely breathe in pain.
He didn't even know what he was going to say to comfort her.
I could only hug her tightly and repeat these two sentences over and over again.
Ling Jingshu lay on his chest, crying silently, tears sliding down and quickly soaking through his clothes.
He felt the wetness in his chest, and his heart cramped again.
This world is so unfair!
The powerful are on high and indulge in reckless deeds. And those who are persecuted by the powerful can only suppress and endure. Even so, it may not be able to escape the catastrophe.
For example, she in her previous life.
That weak, kind and helpless woman, the moment before she died, I don't know how much resentment and hatred there was in her heart.
Fortunately, God had mercy on her and gave her a new life. It gave her a chance to do it all over again.
She is just a powerless boudoir girl, and she can get to this point, I don't know how hard she is trembling.
……
Ling Jingshu didn't know how long she had been crying.
His eyes were already red and swollen from crying, and his voice was hoarse from crying.
But my heart was calmer than ever. The suffocating pain that was once entangled day and night and could not be forgotten quietly passed away with this outpouring and tears.
It is because of his company that she will become stronger and braver.
Ling Jingshu whispered in a hoarse voice, "Wei Yan, did I scare you?" ”
Bring back from the dead with all the memories of your past life! Such a thing sounds terrifying and terrifying. Put herself in her shoes and tell her this, she may not believe it.
Wei Yan's voice sounded above her head: "I wasn't scared, I just didn't expect the truth of the matter to be like this." ”
"No wonder you've traveled thousands of miles to the capital. It turned out to be looking for an opportunity for revenge. It's no wonder that you suffer from such a strange disease, and you can't touch any man. ”
As he had judged before, her strange illness was fundamentally a heart disease.
As soon as the knot in the heart is solved, the strange disease will be cured without medicine.
Wei Yan sighed lightly, his voice full of pity and distress: "Speaking of which, Empress Xu is the common enemy of the two of us. It can be regarded as the two of us working together to remove her from the stage. Now that Princess Changping has also entered Ciyun Nunnery, your enemy is only the Lu family. ”
Ling Jingshu nodded silently.
Wei Yan continued: "So, you surrendered to the emperor's grandson in order to avenge the revenge of the Lu family. Actually, you don't have to work so hard to do all this. (To be continued.) )