Chapter 239, Collection
The day before the wedding, Mu Chenxue rarely did not go to the study in the outer courtyard, but sat in the room, looking at the big red wedding dress hanging in front of her, she felt very happy at this moment, but in the deepest part of her heart, there was also some loss. Pen? Interesting? Pavilion wWw. biquge。 info It's not that she doesn't want to marry Nangong Shumo, she just hopes to stay at home for a few more years, and if she marries after the age of twenty, maybe she won't be disappointed.
After sitting for a while, I saw Baoru pushing the door with a rectangular rosewood brocade box in his hand, "Miss, this is a congratulatory gift from Liuyun just sent by the prince of the county, saying that it is a congratulatory gift for you!" ”
"Lord Jun, does he still have a message?" Mu Chenxue only took the brocade box and did not rush to open it. The person who came was Liuyun, and he didn't go to the main gate, so he should have come to see her, how could he hand over the congratulatory gift and leave?
"Liuyun didn't say anything, just handed over this thing to his subordinates and left!" Baoru was also very curious, what did the prince of the county send, why did he leave without even leaving a word.
Mu Chenxue nodded slightly, signaling Baoru to step back first, and then opened the brocade box. In addition to a complete set of head and face jewelry, there is also a letter in the box. The head is made of pure gold, and the patterns are complicated and look very luxurious. Mu Chenxue only glanced at it, then took out the letter and read it carefully.
"Chenxue, since tomorrow, although you and I live in the same house, but our identities are different, this set of heads was originally created for you, and now I will give it to you as a congratulatory gift to talk about your heart." At the beginning of the letter, although it was just polite words, Mu Chenxue saw between the lines that Nangong Xun was enduring the pain in his heart, so he reluctantly wrote this letter.
"That day in Changping is a day worth reminiscing my life on, watching you wash your hands and make soup for me, watching you carefully treat my injuries and change dressings, and seeing your beautiful face close at hand, that moment is like a dream, every time I think about it, it will make me feel very happy."
Nangong Xun felt this, Mu Chenxue was not completely indifferent, but she kept to her heart and only took care of the wounded as a healer. But now looking at the love that Nangong Xun has between the lines, his heart will inevitably be touched.
Thinking back to the last private meeting with Nangong Xun, he hugged her that day and said goodbye to her. She could feel the pain in his heart, and she could even feel his downfall.
His words were like a spell, and suddenly echoed in Mu Chenxue's ears, "Chenxue, I lost!" I still lost to my second brother's persistence, and I also lost the true love of my life! At that time, she didn't want to think about the meaning of Nangong Xun's words, and she didn't even want to let herself remember it. But now these words are still stirred up from the deepest part of my heart.
Mu Chenxue still remembered how she replied to Nangong Xun at the time, "There is no right or wrong in emotional matters, so how can you win or lose!" It's just who knows whom first, and who gives his heart to whom first. Speaking of erudition, what you have in your life is beyond his reach. If the gods have a scale, then the arrangement of the gods is just to let the world live fairly! She didn't know how hurtful those words were, but she remembered the temperature and shiver from her back at that time.
She still hurt him, hurt the man who loved her deeply, but she had no choice, because she was destined to be the one who hurt him the most.
In fact, Mu Chenxue didn't know that Nangong Xun had also thought about fighting for more, and even used his position of power to force his mother to commit it. But in the end, he chose to let go, because he hoped that Mu Chenxue could be happy. But after he really let go, he realized that his heart could hurt so much, and the pain was so numb that he didn't even feel it. So he sent this letter to Mu Chenxue.
Mu Chenxue is not a good person, she has too many shortcomings, she loves to calculate and be greedy for money, and she can't afford to lose money. Not to mention a man who is not pot-bellied enough to tolerate sharing himself with other women. In fact, a woman like her is not qualified to take charge of the palace and become the mistress of the palace. And Nangong Xun is destined to be the future Qing Wangye, the lord of the mansion, so it is not that Mu Chenxue is humble, she is really not worthy of Nangong Xun.
That day, the two of them stood in the study with each other in their arms, and they didn't know how long they stood like this, but Mu Chenxue only remembered standing until her feet were numb, and Nangong Xun let go of her arms and left. Because he knew that no matter how tightly he hugged him, this woman would never belong to him again. And all he can keep is her friendship and the family affection of his second brother. So he didn't insist on going his own way, and forced Mu Chenxue's body at this time, because that would make him lose all this, and even lose his father's love for him.
After reading the last few sentences of the letter, Mu Chenxue carefully put the letter into a wooden box and placed it in a secret compartment in the room, where she thought the most precious things were placed.
People may have many wishes in life, but not every wish can be fulfilled. As long as there is one wish in a lifetime that can be fulfilled, it is already very good. In her previous life, Mu Chenxue was a mute who was abandoned by her parents in an orphanage, so she learned what satisfaction is from an early age.
And Nangong Xun is a young master who was born with a golden spoon, so even if the two are barely together, they may not really be happy.
put the head jewelry sent by Nangong Xun into the cage, and Mu Chenxue sat back on the bed. She wondered if she was too greedy, there would be two men in this life who were willing to pay for her. But the memories of her past life are still controlling her, and there are some things that are yours, and if you don't want them, they will automatically come to you. And some things don't belong to you in the first place, and even if you force them, you may not be able to keep them. Instead of this, it is better to learn to let go, at least you can leave your own good memories. That's why Mu Chenxue chose to keep her heart and didn't accept Nangong Xun's love.
Just when Mu Chenxue's thoughts were confused, Aunt Cheng also walked in with a small wooden box. "Mother, my daughter doesn't need anything to press the box, you should leave these things to Brother Jiu'er!" Mu Chenxue thought that her mother was trying to persuade her to accept some gold and silver property.
"You kid, how can you not know your mother, you just keep this thing and take it out when no one is there!" Aunt Cheng told her daughter a few more words, and then went back to her house.
Mu Chenxue opened the box, and what was placed inside was a "Spring Palace Atlas", and she couldn't help laughing. These pictures are extremely exaggerated, and they all show how powerful and powerful a man is, and it turns out that a daughter will really have such a thing before she gets married. She had thought it was just a legend, but it turned out that these things did exist.
Laughed slightly, put this thing back into the wooden box, and put it into the bottom layer of the cage, she is not an ancient little woman who doesn't know anything, even if she was a ***** in her previous life, she has never eaten pork and seen pigs run, so she is not ignorant of men and women. (To be continued.) )