After Jiang Feifei said this, seeing Yue Ningcheng staring at her for a while but not speaking, she was a little embarrassed, pretending to pinch the chopsticks to pick up the dishes, but the dishes on the table were almost eaten, and there seemed to be no suitable place to put the chopsticks.

Yue Ningcheng suddenly asked gently, "Do you want anything to eat?" ”

Jiang Feifei put down his chopsticks at his words, "No need, I'm almost done......" Before she could say the rest of the "what about you", Yue Ningcheng had already stood up, walked in front of her, half-bent over, and reached out to her, "Miss Jiang is willing to dance with me?" ”

Jiang Feifei's eyes subconsciously glanced at his legs, "You ......"

"I can."

"Then I can too."

Jiang Feifei put his hand on the hand in front of him, felt his hand being held by a very familiar feeling, and then slowly pulled himself up.

When the two of them approached a very suitable distance for dancing, Jiang Feifei felt that Yue Ningcheng was holding her back with her hands, and she also put her hands on his shoulders.

Jiang Feifei raised his head slightly, and asked tentatively with his eyes, "Have you started?" ”

Yue Ningcheng said very lightly: "Don't be so nervous, slow down, just follow me." ”

Jiang Feifei tried his best to relax and let himself follow Yue Ningcheng's guidance to complete the dance steps.

It's just that she is still not familiar with the dance steps enough, and when she is slightly nervous, she is even more left and right, and after a dance dance, there are still a lot of places where she steps wrong, but fortunately, Yue Ningcheng slowed down her movements at the beginning, and when she made mistakes, she had time to change her steps, so this dance was also danced from beginning to end.

At the end, Jiang Feifei was about to breathe a sigh of relief, but he felt that the palm that was originally just supporting his back suddenly touched his back, and he hurriedly looked up at Yue Ningcheng, and sure enough, he saw that Mr. Yue was staring at him.

She stiffly smiled and asked, "What's wrong?" ”

"Why do you have to ask me out?" Yue Ningcheng's voice was very gentle, and the gentle Jiang Feifei felt furious in his heart.

She wanted to repeat that sentence because she missed him, but found that she couldn't say it under Mr. Yue's gaze, and she couldn't say it at all.

After a long period of dead silence, Jiang Feifei felt that he was about to cry, and Yue Ningcheng said, "Did Ning Tian ask you to persuade me?" ”

Jiang Feifei was afraid that Yue Ningcheng's mouth was spitting out another name, and when she heard the sweet name, she only felt relieved, and she couldn't wait to let out a long breath immediately, but she knew that Yue Ningcheng was too close to herself, and she couldn't escape his feeling at all, but she couldn't help it, so she had to pretend to be guessed and don't start slightly.

Yue Ningcheng said: "You don't need to say anything, I have my own arrangements for my own affairs." ”

Jiang Feifei pulled the back of Yue Ningcheng's hand closer, put it on his cheek, looked at him and said, "Do you know Yue Ningcheng?" That day, when I knew that Ye Shenhang only had such a short time left, and Ning Tian didn't know anything, I kept asking myself, if I were Tiantian, would I hope I would never know about it, or would I never know about it. ”

Yue Ningcheng was stunned, thinking that he had misheard.

Jiang Feifei had already said: "You heard me right, if I were Tiantian, I wouldn't want to know about it in my life, and it doesn't matter if I don't see each other in my life, as long as I don't let me know that he is leaving, I will always be alive." But this is impossible, Tian Tian will definitely know. Yue Ningcheng, I don't want to walk into Tiantian's position one day, you know? ”

Yue Ningcheng's hand against her back was slightly forced, tightening Jiang Feifei's whole person in his arms, "En." ”

After dinner that day, Yue Ningcheng didn't go back, and stayed in the hotel with Jiang Feifei for the night, the two didn't say much, just leaned on a bed, Jiang Feifei didn't know if Yue Ningcheng was asleep, only knew that he wasn't asleep, and the whole person was very empty.

She knew that she had persuaded Yue Ningcheng, but what she persuaded Yue Ningcheng to do was to bear the consequences of her mistakes back then.

From the first second she knew about this, Jiang Feifei only wanted to ask why the person who needed to amputate her leg was not her, but she had to pretend not to know, and she had to pretend all the way.

Because before Yue Ningcheng, there were already two people who were deliberately hiding from her.

On the day of returning to China, Jiang Feifei took the holiday and started to work, she felt that she was calm and normal, everything was the same after a day and a half of work, and then she got off work to exercise, then went home, and finally went to bed. She didn't notice the problem until she went to sleep, she tossed and turned in bed, and she couldn't sleep at all.

Jiang Feifei persuaded herself that it was the result of the jet lag that she didn't adjust, but this kind of inability to sleep accompanied her for a few days, from returning to China to New Year's Day, she found that she hadn't slept a peaceful night, and then the whole person was dizzy all day, although there were not too many cumbersome things to deal with after the New Year, and there would be no big mistakes at work, but it was very uncomfortable to be alone.

The key is that Jiang Feifei can't say it, so he can only carry it first, and he just wants to talk about it after New Year's Day.

The three days of New Year's Day are not suitable for being so awake all the time, and you can sleep through, but every time you sleep, it is always an illusion that Yue Ningcheng's right leg is empty, and then you can't sleep again.

On the day I went back to work after the New Year's Day holiday, I received an email, saying that the company had invited a teacher to waltz every night after work, and the company taught for two hours for three months, and colleagues who wanted to participate replied to the email.

It turned out that a colleague who went to New York added fuel to the propaganda of the prom, and many people in the office wanted to learn waltzing, so the company's personnel department simply invited a teacher from the dance studio to teach in the company as a New Year's benefit.

Jiang Feifei replied that he wanted to participate.

In view of the large gap in the number of male and female students who have signed up, there are always some girls who want to be alone, Jiang Feifei is one of the singles, at the beginning, with a few other girls, empty hands to practice dancing postures and steps. Jiang Feifei couldn't tell what it was like to dance alone, but she felt that she really didn't hate it, especially when she was walking smoothly, she could feel that Yue Ningcheng was dancing with her, it was very real, as long as she closed her eyes, she would mistakenly think that she was not dancing alone.

It's just that within a few days, the lonely girls are reluctant to dance, Jiang Feifei was embarrassed to insist on jumping there alone, so he asked the teacher for a teaching video to go home to learn dance steps.

Liao Juan and Jiang Pingjin were stunned when they first saw Jiang Feifei dancing there alone, they didn't know why their daughter suddenly became so interested in dancing, but seeing that Jiang Feifei was really serious and didn't bother others, they didn't ask anything more.

Jiang Feifei danced alone like this, day after day, the dance steps were not difficult, but she felt that there were always stumbles in her dancing, and there was always a time when she had to correct her dance steps, and there was always no way to completely fit the person who danced with her in her memory, so she could always practice repeatedly.

Jiang Feifei didn't know if this was a good thing or a bad thing, but at least she didn't have as much insomnia as she did, because every day when she went to bed after practicing dance, she was tired and fell asleep directly.

This year's New Year is in mid-February, and Jiang Feifei once thought that she would waltz into the New Year like this, but in fact, she almost spent the New Year in the hospital.

On the day of late January, Jiang Feifei felt the mobile phone on her body vibrate when she reported to the leader, and she only went to the corridor to return the call after the report.

The call was made by Ning Tian, Jiang Feifei's hand trembled a little when she called back, but when she put the phone to her ear, the voice that came out of it was: "The user you dialed is busy, please dial again later......"

Jiang Feifei was congested for a while, and pinched it directly. Standing and waiting for a while, I wanted to dial again, and I saw Ning Tian's name jumping on the screen, it was the girl who called her again, and she hurriedly picked it up: "Tiantian!" ”

Yue Ningtian was shocked by Jiang Feifei's seconds, and slowed down for a second before shouting, "Sister Feifei." ”

“…… Why did you call me all of a sudden? Jiang Feifei vaguely knew the purpose of Ning Tian's call in her heart, but she still asked in the usual way.

"Oh, it's just that my brother's surgery was done a few days ago, and now he's recovering well, I think you should remember it very much, so I'll tell you."

Ning Tian knew that Jiang Feifei was in a hurry, and he didn't pause at all after saying it in one breath, but Jiang Feifei's heart was still lifted like a roller coaster in one breath, and then fell mercilessly, and finally smashed to the ground.

Ning Tian waited for a while and didn't hear Jiang Feifei's reply, and asked, "Hey, Sister Feifei, did you hear that?" ”

"I hear you...... Thank you for suing me specifically. Jiang Feifei felt that he was a little out of breath, afraid that he would faint, so he slowly squatted down against the wall.

"No, although it is said to be a certain operation, but at least in the future, the second brother will no longer have to worry about the recurrence of old injuries."

“…… Oh, yes. Jiang Feifei was afraid that he would not be able to hold back and want to hang up the phone, but suddenly remembered that Ning Tian's voice sounded quite relaxed, and frowned and asked: "By the way, are you in China, are you in H City?" Did you go to see Ye Shenhang? ”

"How do you know I'm in the country!"

"Your phone tone is in Chinese! Have you ever gone to see Ye Shenhang! ”

"No, I'm not in a hurry......"

"It's me who is in a hurry." Jiang Feifei couldn't bear to say.

When convincing Yue Ningcheng that day, Jiang Feifei said that she didn't want to know, it was based on the fact that she could pretend that person would live forever, but on the premise that she would definitely know, of course, the sooner she knew, the better! She heard Ning Tian say that she hadn't contacted Ye Shenhang until today, and she was so anxious.

Ning Tian had never heard Jiang Feifei speak to herself like this, "What's wrong?" ”

Jiang Feifei said: "You go to see Ye Shenhang immediately, Yue Ningtian, you go to see Ye Shenhang immediately!" ”

“…… Good! ”

Ning Tian on the other side immediately ended the call after answering, Jiang Feifei knew that Ning Tian would definitely find Ye Shenhang immediately this time, and then make everything that should be explained clearly.

And what about her? It's better to never make it clear.

After returning from New York, she didn't send another message to Yue Ningcheng.

She didn't know if she wanted to follow Yue Ningcheng's heart and not let her know the past, or if she wanted to follow her heart and not let Yue Ningcheng know that she knew the past.

But either way, you need to cut off contact.

She cheered up and stood up, returned to her seat and did her work seriously, got off work on time, and then returned home and practiced dancing as usual.

It was a strange feeling, it was a strange feeling when she danced today, the more she danced, the smoother it became, as if she had suddenly opened her mind, every dance step was so coherent, she could almost imagine the scene of that person hugging herself and jumping down this long section in one breath.

It's just that when the last step came, Jiang Feifei remembered that the person in her fantasy had just undergone surgery two days ago, although it was said that the recovery was good, but until the amputation of the thigh, it was impossible to walk on his own in this life, and there was no need to think about dancing or something.

yes, don't think about it.

Jiang Feifei sat down on the spot, she wanted to say that finally, everything was over.

But why is it so uncomfortable? She really felt uncomfortable everywhere in her body, like someone was drilling her inside, and she rolled up her sleeves and trouser legs, but she didn't see anything.

Is that in the inner side?

Jiang Feifei pushed the door and walked out of the bedroom, there was no air conditioning, the cold air of winter hit her □□ skin, some stinging, she only felt very happy, when those stings were born, the feeling of drilling her skin was much less, she felt inexplicably happy.

She thought for a moment and stripped off her clothes like she did in summer. The cold stinging pain made her inexplicably sober, and the blood veins in her whole body beat extremely fast.

She went to the kitchen to find a clean knife, washed it with hot water, walked to the basin in the bathroom, looked at herself in the mirror, and used the knife to draw at the position of the artery in her wrist, and slowly cut it.

It was more painful than I had imagined, and the smell of blood was uncomfortable.

Jiang Feifei couldn't help but think about the picture of Yue Ningcheng's operation, which was so vivid under the stimulation of the smell of blood that Jiang Feifei had to wash off the blood on his arm with water, lest he be driven crazy by the smell of blood.

"Ahh

Before Jiang Feifei felt that she had almost calmed down, Liao Juan's screams rang out in the toilet.

Jiang Feifei wanted to say that she felt that she would not do this thing for the second time in her life, but if she had to sum up the experience of the first time, she must close the door before doing this thing, otherwise it would be too embarrassing to be seen, and it would be easy to cause unnecessary misunderstandings.

Jiang Feifei was sent to the hospital by Jiang Pingjin and Liao Juan that night, and after five stitches, he was pushed into the ward. Although the doctor said that the injury on her hand was not in the way, Jiang's father and Jiang's mother thought that their daughter was about to commit suicide, and she was about to go crazy, so she sent Jiang Feifei to the best hospital in H City at dawn the next day.

Jiang Feifei was a frequent visitor here after the car accident, but after taking the last physical examination list, he didn't come over for some days.

Jiang Pingjin and Liao Juan: They sent their daughter to see Dr. Tang. In addition to being an authoritative expert on the brain shell, Dr. Tang also has some understanding of psychology, the key is that he is very familiar with Jiang Feifei, Jiang Pingjin and Liao Juan feel that it is better to send them to a general psychiatrist for treatment, it is better to trouble Dr. Tang to see the situation.

Dr. Tang has treated Jiang Feifei for many years, and Jiang Feifei is a likable type, he has a lot of feelings for this little girl, so although it is not his job, he agrees to take over the help.

Jiang Feifei is well aware of Dr. Tang's friendship with her family, so no matter how Dr. Tang promises not to tell her parents what they are talking about, she can only say that her project is heavy and stressful.

Dr. Tang also knew her thoughts, and did not insist that Jiang Feifei say, but just let her recuperate in the hospital and leave the heavy project by the way.

There was no major pain on her body, and she would be very bored if she stayed in the hospital for a few more days, but Liao Juan was afraid that Jiang Feifei would do something stupid again, so she was very tight, and she was not even allowed to go out of the ward alone, which gave Jiang Feifei a headache.

Fortunately, two days later, Ye Shenhang came to save her.

As soon as Jiang Feifei picked up Ye Shenhang's phone, he listened to the person opposite and said, "You have a conscience, you haven't come to see me after returning to China for so long, but you brought me Ning Tian!" ”

Although Jiang Feifei listened to him, although he was not full of qi, he seemed to be still calm, knowing that this person's condition was stable, "Ning Tian is coming to you!" So you confessed? ”

"Before she came to me, my assistant had already explained everything to me."

"It's long overdue to sue her! At that time in New York, I was afraid that you would have a case, what would Ning Tian do! ”

"Sooner or later." Ye Shenhang said lightly, "But when will you come to visit me?" ”

After returning from New York, Jiang Feifei wanted to visit Ye Shenhang in the hospital, but at that time, she was afraid that she would not be able to bear her words and Ye Shenhang would say everything, so according to the relationship between Ye Shenhang and Yue Ningcheng, wouldn't she know everything? But now Jiang Feifei doesn't think so, if he can get out of the ward, there may be a point that is good, "Which hospital are you in?" ”

"Municipal No. 1 Hospital. VIP 1 room on the top floor. ”

As soon as he heard that Ye Shenhang and himself were in a hospital, Jiang Feifei shook his head again and again, regardless of Liao Juan, and said directly: "Okay, then I'll wait and see you!" ”

Jiang Feifei said wait a minute, it was really a wait, five minutes later, she had already appeared at the door of the VIP1 ward, seeing that the door of the ward was open, Jiang Feifei knocked on the door more politely, and then asked: "Excuse me, is Ye Shenhang in this ward?" ”

What answered her was the movement of pulling the curtain with a "whoosh", Jiang Feifei was stunned for a moment, and saw Ning Tian jump out, "Sister Feifei!" You, why didn't you say anything in advance? ”

Jiang Feifei put his injured hand in his pocket, "Didn't you say on the phone just now that you would wait and see Ye Shenhang?" I didn't have to wait a moment to come. As he spoke, he walked into the ward.

Ye Shenhang was lying on the bed in all directions, he was getting thinner and thinner, but his spirit seemed to be okay, he saw Jiang Feifei's hospital gown at a glance, "Why are you also hospitalized?" ”

"It's nothing, it's just that I fell, so I took the opportunity to live in a hospital to escape the class."

Ning Tian hurriedly came over and asked, "Where did you fall?" Does it matter? ”

"It's fine." Jiang Feifei didn't want to talk about why he was hospitalized, so he hurriedly changed the topic, "Eh, why are there still two beds in the VIP ward?" ”

Ning Tian pointed to herself, "I slept on the extra bed here at night, I was afraid that you would feel messy when you saw it, so I just closed the curtain." ”

Ye Shenhang suddenly asked, "What time is it?" ”

"Half past two, what's wrong?"

"Did the doctor say my lab order came out at half past two?"

"Yes, yes, I'll ask. Sister Feifei, sit down first, and I'll be back right away. After Ning Tian finished speaking, he immediately trotted out.

As soon as Ning Tian's person went out, Ye Shenhang couldn't bear to say coldly: "Where did you fall?" ”

"Not really."

"Get your hands out of your pockets."

"What are you going to do?"

"I'm glad to see you stuff your hands in the bag, but you haven't taken your hands out today, Jiang Feifei, what's wrong with your hands?"

Jiang Feifei took it out a little reluctantly, Ye Shenhang's eyes were sharp, and he saw the tape on the inside of her wrist at once, and said with a smile: "You fell and fell, and it was about the same as someone cutting your wrist." Before his own voice fell, he found the problem, "Jiang Feifei, how old are you, how old are you, and you can learn to cut your wrists?" ”

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Ning Tian on the other side immediately ended the call after answering, Jiang Feifei knew that Ning Tian would definitely find Ye Shenhang immediately this time, and then make everything that should be explained clearly.

And what about her? It's better to never make it clear.

After returning from New York, she didn't send another message to Yue Ningcheng.

She didn't know if she wanted to follow Yue Ningcheng's heart and not let her know the past, or if she wanted to follow her heart and not let Yue Ningcheng know that she knew the past.

But either way, you need to cut off contact.

She cheered up and stood up, returned to her seat and did her work seriously, got off work on time, and then returned home and practiced dancing as usual.

It was a strange feeling, it was a strange feeling when she danced today, the more she danced, the smoother it became, as if she had suddenly opened her mind, every dance step was so coherent, she could almost imagine the scene of that person hugging herself and jumping down this long section in one breath.

It's just that when the last step came, Jiang Feifei remembered that the person in her fantasy had just undergone surgery two days ago, although it was said that the recovery was good, but until the amputation of the thigh, it was impossible to walk on his own in this life, and there was no need to think about dancing or something.

yes, don't think about it.

Jiang Feifei sat down on the spot, she wanted to say that finally, everything was over.

But why is it so uncomfortable? She really felt uncomfortable everywhere in her body, like someone was drilling her inside, and she rolled up her sleeves and trouser legs, but she didn't see anything.

Is that in the inner side?

Jiang Feifei pushed the door and walked out of the bedroom, there was no air conditioning, the cold air of winter hit her □□ skin, some stinging, she only felt very happy, when those stings were born, the feeling of drilling her skin was much less, she felt inexplicably happy.

She thought for a moment and stripped off her clothes like she did in summer. The cold stinging pain made her inexplicably sober, and the blood veins in her whole body beat extremely fast.

She went to the kitchen to find a clean knife, washed it with hot water, walked to the basin in the bathroom, looked at herself in the mirror, and used the knife to draw at the position of the artery in her wrist, and slowly cut it.

It was more painful than I had imagined, and the smell of blood was uncomfortable.

Jiang Feifei couldn't help but think about the picture of Yue Ningcheng's operation, which was so vivid under the stimulation of the smell of blood that Jiang Feifei had to wash off the blood on his arm with water, lest he be driven crazy by the smell of blood.

"Ahh

Before Jiang Feifei felt that she had almost calmed down, Liao Juan's screams rang out in the toilet.

Jiang Feifei wanted to say that she felt that she would not do this thing for the second time in her life, but if she had to sum up the experience of the first time, she must close the door before doing this thing, otherwise it would be too embarrassing to be seen, and it would be easy to cause unnecessary misunderstandings.

Jiang Feifei was sent to the hospital by Jiang Pingjin and Liao Juan that night, and after five stitches, he was pushed into the ward. Although the doctor said that the injury on her hand was not in the way, Jiang's father and Jiang's mother thought that their daughter was about to commit suicide, and she was about to go crazy, so she sent Jiang Feifei to the best hospital in H City at dawn the next day.

Jiang Feifei was a frequent visitor here after the car accident, but after taking the last physical examination list, he didn't come over for some days.

Jiang Pingjin and Liao Juan: They sent their daughter to see Dr. Tang. In addition to being an authoritative expert on the brain shell, Dr. Tang also has some understanding of psychology, the key is that he is very familiar with Jiang Feifei, Jiang Pingjin and Liao Juan feel that it is better to send them to a general psychiatrist for treatment, it is better to trouble Dr. Tang to see the situation.

Dr. Tang has treated Jiang Feifei for many years, and Jiang Feifei is a likable type, he has a lot of feelings for this little girl, so although it is not his job, he agrees to take over the help.

Jiang Feifei is well aware of Dr. Tang's friendship with her family, so no matter how Dr. Tang promises not to tell her parents what they are talking about, she can only say that her project is heavy and stressful.

Dr. Tang also knew her thoughts, and did not insist that Jiang Feifei say, but just let her recuperate in the hospital and leave the heavy project by the way.

There was no major pain on her body, and she would be very bored if she stayed in the hospital for a few more days, but Liao Juan was afraid that Jiang Feifei would do something stupid again, so she was very tight, and she was not even allowed to go out of the ward alone, which gave Jiang Feifei a headache.

Fortunately, two days later, Ye Shenhang came to save her.

As soon as Jiang Feifei picked up Ye Shenhang's phone, he listened to the person opposite and said, "You have a conscience, you haven't come to see me after returning to China for so long, but you brought me Ning Tian!" ”

Although Jiang Feifei listened to him, although he was not full of qi, he seemed to be still calm, knowing that this person's condition was stable, "Ning Tian is coming to you!" So you confessed? ”

"Before she came to me, my assistant had already explained everything to me."

"It's long overdue to sue her! At that time in New York, I was afraid that you would have a case, what would Ning Tian do! ”

"Sooner or later." Ye Shenhang said lightly, "But when will you come to visit me?" ”

After returning from New York, Jiang Feifei wanted to visit Ye Shenhang in the hospital, but at that time, she was afraid that she would not be able to bear her words and Ye Shenhang would say everything, so according to the relationship between Ye Shenhang and Yue Ningcheng, wouldn't she know everything? But now Jiang Feifei doesn't think so, if he can get out of the ward, there may be a point that is good, "Which hospital are you in?" ”

"Municipal No. 1 Hospital. VIP 1 room on the top floor. ”

As soon as he heard that Ye Shenhang and himself were in a hospital, Jiang Feifei shook his head again and again, regardless of Liao Juan, and said directly: "Okay, then I'll wait and see you!" ”

Jiang Feifei said wait a minute, it was really a wait, five minutes later, she had already appeared at the door of the VIP1 ward, seeing that the door of the ward was open, Jiang Feifei knocked on the door more politely, and then asked: "Excuse me, is Ye Shenhang in this ward?" ”

What answered her was the movement of pulling the curtain with a "whoosh", Jiang Feifei was stunned for a moment, and saw Ning Tian jump out, "Sister Feifei!" You, why didn't you say anything in advance? ”

Jiang Feifei put his injured hand in his pocket, "Didn't you say on the phone just now that you would wait and see Ye Shenhang?" I didn't have to wait a moment to come. As he spoke, he walked into the ward.

Ye Shenhang was lying on the bed in all directions, he was getting thinner and thinner, but his spirit seemed to be okay, he saw Jiang Feifei's hospital gown at a glance, "Why are you also hospitalized?" ”

"It's nothing, it's just that I fell, so I took the opportunity to live in a hospital to escape the class."

Ning Tian hurriedly came over and asked, "Where did you fall?" Does it matter? ”

"It's fine." Jiang Feifei didn't want to talk about why he was hospitalized, so he hurriedly changed the topic, "Eh, why are there still two beds in the VIP ward?" ”

Ning Tian pointed to herself, "I slept on the extra bed here at night, I was afraid that you would feel messy when you saw it, so I just closed the curtain." ”

Ye Shenhang suddenly asked, "What time is it?" ”

"Half past two, what's wrong?"

"Did the doctor say my lab order came out at half past two?"

"Yes, yes, I'll ask. Sister Feifei, sit down first, and I'll be back right away. After Ning Tian finished speaking, he immediately trotted out.