Chapter Twenty-Six: Who Didn't Love the Wrong Person When He Was Young?

"You've really decided?" Le Xiaoxue looked at Odora beside her uneasily, and asked uncertainly for the third time. In fact, no matter how many times she asked, the answer given by Ódora would always be the same. The arrow is ready to fly, and she can't be tolerated anymore.

Many years later, Adora remembers that day they went to a very small private clinic in City A. Its exact location is in a very narrow alley, and if you don't look closer, you won't be able to tell that it's a clinic. Adora used to walk through that kind of place, usually covering her nose and quickly getting guò, and staying for a second longer would make her feel suffocated.

She didn't want to go to a bigger hospital, a more regular hospital, but there were many people in the big hospital, and she couldn't guarantee that she wouldn't be touched by someone she knew. Getting pregnant before marriage is really not a glorious thing that can be made public.

When the operation was about to begin, Adora's hands and feet were cold. In the end, he is still a child, no matter how strong he usually shows people, he will also be afraid and nervous when he experiences this kind of thing. While hoping to convey warmth to her with her own hands, Le Xiaoxue asked again uneasily, "Are you okay?" ”

Le Xiaoxue comforted her all the way, but at this time, she comforted Le Xiaoxue: "I'm fine, you don't have to worry, it's a little painful, as soon as you close your teeth and bite it, you can endure it." And we have to learn a lesson to understand what an unforgivable mistake we made in the first place. ”

How could Le Xiaoxue be at ease? In the past few days, I don't know if it's her delusion, she always feels that Ódora has lost dozens of pounds overnight, and her thin body seems to have nothing but skin and bones. She feared that her body would not be able to bear the pain that was coming. Even if the pain in the body will gradually improve over time, what about the pain in the heart? Those pains will only stubbornly cling to every crevice of the body like a tumor that never goes away.

A female doctor in a white lab coat looked at them expressionlessly, and finally interrupted impatiently: "Did you say yes?" Lie down quickly. I have seen a lot of you little girls on weekdays, so why bother today? ”

Why did you know in the first place today? If she Ódora had known that there would be such a day, she would not have let things go in this direction in the first place. It's just that there has never been regret medicine in this world, and the so-called early knowledge is just self-deception.

The process of surgery is long and painful. Although Adora was anesthetized, she knew that something was leaking from her body little by little. She wanted to shed tears in response to the scene, but found that her eyes were dry and there were no tears at all.

Her calmness somewhat surprised the female doctor, because she had seen too many girls her size come to have abortions. Some of them were fifteen or sixteen years old at most, and when they lay in the hospital bed, their bodies were shaking like people with a bad cold. From the beginning of the surgery to the aftermath of the operation, you will find that their hands are clutching the sterile sheets from beginning to end. And their tears will fall down one by one like beads that don't want money.

However, Ódora didn't say any of this, she just looked at the ceiling above her head and said coolly, "Doctor, can I trouble you to hurry up?" The tone was calm as if it were someone else. Hurry up and end it, she already feels like she is tormenting and struggling every minute. Tearing in pain.

The female doctor looked at her immature face and the student's outfit, and actually remembered her sixteen-year-old daughter. Perhaps because of her work, she has more contact with these little girls who are pregnant at a young age than ordinary people, so she is very strict with her daughter when she is at home: she must keep an appropriate distance from boys, learn to be indifferent to boys' rhetoric, learn to refuse, and know how to respect and love herself. She wants her daughter to understand all the time that no one will pay for your fault.

Ódora was looking at the ceiling, but her mind drifted far away. She remembered that an older sister she had grown up with had given birth last month, and she went to see her with her aunt. It seems that yesterday she was a girl who climbed a tree and dug out a bird's nest to play, and in a blink of an eye, she became a mother. Odora looked at her through the crowd, and although she didn't have time to speak until the end, she still saw the happy smile on her face. A woman's greatest happiness should be to marry the person she loves the most and have children for him, right?

But what is she doing now? She was pregnant with a boy she liked, but she couldn't give birth to it, let alone tell her uncle. She could only knock out her teeth and swallow them in her stomach, and she had to smile and tell others that she was not uncomfortable.

Before she came, she sent a text message to Zhang Lei. Even at this time, she still hopes that Zhang Lei can change his mind. Love is like this, even if you have been disappointed countless times, deep down you still have hope in your heart. Even if the hope is terrible.

I don't know if Zhang Lei didn't see the text message at all, or if he didn't want to pay attention to her at all after seeing it, and he didn't receive any response after the text message was sent. Odora stared at the mobile phone screen that never lit up, and finally had to admit that in the love tug-of-war with Zhang Lei, she really lost.

"Alright. Get up. The female doctor took off her gloves and said without any emotion. Because she has done too many such surgeries, she has already formed a numb psychology invisibly.

Odora turned her head to look at the pool of blood in the trash can, and suddenly vomited uncontrollably. If she hadn't come for this surgery today, this little life might have grown little by little over time, until it was born. Maybe she will be like that sister who can experience the greatest happiness in life. Thinking of this, her tears began to flow down her cheeks.

When Mom and Dad divorced, she didn't cry. When Dad remarried, she didn't cry. When my aunt quarreled with my uncle because of her, she didn't cry. My cousin didn't like her when she wanted to chase her away, but she didn't cry. The teachers and classmates at school didn't like her, she didn't cry. She was betrayed by a friend, but she didn't cry. was deceived by Zhang Lei again and again, she didn't cry.

Since she was a child, she rarely cried, and she never wanted to shed tears in front of others. Because crying often doesn't change anything. What should have happened will happen the same. Those difficulties that should be encountered will still be zài. But this time she really wanted to cry happily. Because she didn't know what else to do but cry.