Finale [19]

"Jingxi, what if I say, I'm really your mother?"

Bai Xiao hugged the child's arms, slowly exerting force, seeing that he didn't react, afraid that he didn't hear clearly, although it took a certain amount of courage to say this, she still repeated it, and every word seemed to be squeezed out of her throat: "Jingxi, what if, I am really your own mother?" ”

Yu Jingxi was hugged by Bai Xiao, he didn't move, just blinked his eyes as bright as black glass.

He heard Bai Xiao's difficult voice again: "Jingxi, if it's true, will you forgive me?" ”

Forgive me for ignoring you all these years... Consult...

Yu Jingxi's brain was buzzing, and he suddenly felt that the toffee in his mouth was not sweet at all, and even had a bitter taste.

Grandma said to him, Jingxi, do you like Xiao Baichuan very much?

He nodded and said yes.

Grandma said, "Then call her mom from now on, haven't you always wanted mom?" You call her mom and she'll be happy. ”

Then just now grandma told him that his father was married to Xiaobai, and he should change his name to Xiaobai's mother, and he couldn't call her name again.

He asked his grandmother why he couldn't call Xiaobai's name, he liked to call her that.

"Because...... Because she's your mother. ”

He pursed his lips and told his grandmother in all seriousness that his mother was dead and buried in a Las Vegas cemetery.

But now, Xiaobai said that she was his mother.

How could she be his mother?

He and his dad have always lived in Las Vegas, but she has never seen her, how could it be her mother?

Yu Jingxi is a very clever child, because he is precocious, he knows a lot more about some things than his peers, but he still doesn't believe what Bai Xiao said, although he used to want his mother very much, go to the supermarket, other children are all brought by his mother, only he went with Aunt Li.

In the past, his father would take him to visit the grave every year, and on that day, he would wear a small black suit and not laugh.

They all told him that the woman in the picture on the tombstone was his mother.

His mother, who was a great violinist and very beautiful, always smiled kindly at him when he went to visit the grave.

However, it seems that Dad didn't take himself to visit the grave this year......

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The development of things is not in Bai Xiao's plan.

She originally planned to wait for Yu Jingxi to grow up a little more, and then tell him about it, but she didn't look back.

Bai Xiao didn't wait for the child in her arms to speak for a long time, suing herself, she can't be in a hurry, the child's heart is no more than adults, especially those sensitive children, it is easy to be hurt, and the stricter will leave a shadow in her heart, and the last thing she wants to see is that Jing Xi is sad and sad.

"Jing Xi-" Bai Xiao wanted to touch his little head.

Yu Jingxi suddenly pushed her away and broke free from her arms, he climbed down from the chair, didn't look at Bai Xiao, drooped his eyelids, and said in a muffled voice: "I'm going to sleep, you go out quickly." ”

Before Bai Xiao could speak, he had already slipped into his bed, wrapped tightly, and turned his back to her.

Bai Xiao didn't know what to say, she was afraid that she would hurt the child by saying the wrong thing, and suddenly, she understood the state of mind of Xu Jingyan and Su Manrong at that time, she looked at the child curled up in a ball, her eyes gradually became wet and red, and she wanted to step forward, but her arm was suddenly grabbed from behind.

She turned around, it was Yu Shaoting who came in at some point.

He looked deeply at the quilt on the bed, wearing trousers and T-shirts that he had changed into after taking a shower, and his black hair was still damp, and he took Shirahiro out of the room.

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Master bedroom.

Bai Xiao was not worried about Yu Jingxi, and wanted to go to the small bedroom, Yu Shaoting hugged her, his hand, and patted her back comfortingly: "Calm down." ”

"At this time, if you are next to you, it will only make him even more unable to think about it."

Bai Xiao: "He's still so young, leave him there alone, what if he cries?" ”

Saying this, Bai Xiao thought of the possibility of Yu Jingxi crying in the quilt, and his tears fell first.

She wanted to hold him in her arms, tell him to be sorry, and tell him not to be angry with herself......

Yu Shaoting hugged her tightly, his slender and good-looking big hands, clasped the back of her head, and let her lean on his shoulder, he didn't expect that he was just taking a bath, and then he came out like this, he could only comfort Bai Xiao in a gentle tone as much as possible: "It's not your fault in this matter, Jing Xi can tell right from wrong, and he won't blame you." ”

Hearing him say this, Bai Xiao was even more sad, covering his mouth, and tears flowed uncontrollably.

"Don't cry, think about the child in your belly, you are unstable, who hurts the most?"

Yu Shaoting let go of her, wiped the tears off her cheeks for her, and held her face that was red from crying: "Go take a bath, calm down, wait for you to come out, let's discuss this matter well, Jing Xi's side, don't worry, I'll go over and see him." ”

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When Bai Xiao entered the bathroom, Yu Shaoting stood at the door for a while and went to the small bedroom.

There is a lamp on the bedside table.

Yu Shaoting stretched out his hand and turned on the chandelier on the ceiling, and in the room, the light instantly brightened, standing on the bulging ball on the bed.

Sitting down on the edge of the bed, Yu Shaoting pushed the quilt: "Stay like this, isn't it hot?" ”

The child in the bed did not react at all.

"Didn't you always clamo for your mother when you were a child, but now that you have this attitude, you will be happy if you are angry with her and leave?"

The quilt moved slightly.

Yu Shaoting leaned on the head of the bed and looked at the quilt next to him: "If you really don't like her, in the future, live with your grandmother, so as not to be unhappy with her every day." ”

Before the words fell, a howling cry sounded in the bed.

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Bai Xiao had just washed his face and was about to take off his clothes, but he couldn't help but hear the child's cry, and he didn't care about anything else, so he pushed open the door and ran out.

"Jingxi!" Bai Xiao pushed open the door of the small bedroom and saw Yu Shaoting sitting at the head of the bed.

Yu Shaoting frowned, he didn't expect his son to cry when he said he would cry, he didn't say anything, he was quite irritable, when he heard the footsteps, he raised his eyes and saw Bai Xiao, put his hand on the quilt, and said: "Xiaobai is so good to you, you still have to move to live with your grandmother, have you ever thought about how sad she will be?" ”

The crying in the quilt was louder than one, and even Aunt Li was attracted: "Sanshao, this ......"

"Children have temper tantrums." Yu Shaoting asked Aunt Li to go back to rest, got up and walked over, and closed the bedroom door.

After all, it's your own family, and it's better to close the door to solve it.

Bai Xiao sat on the edge of the bed, 'Jingxi', 'Jingxi' screamed, wanting to open the quilt, but the little guy held on tightly and refused to let go.

In the end, Yu Shaoting used brute force and directly ripped off the quilt.

The child's cry was amplified countless times in an instant.

Yu Jingxi was sweating profusely, crying until he choked, his little shoulders trembled, his little face turned red, Bai Xiao looked at him crying, he was so distressed that he couldn't do it, he pulled him into his arms, hugged him tightly, and his tears followed, so he couldn't stop it: "Jingxi, forgive my mother, okay?" ”

Yu Shaoting stood next to Bai Xiao, seeing that she was crying heartbroken, and he felt uncomfortable in his heart, he also knew that if he wanted Bai Xiao to be happy, he had to coax the child, he pulled two tissues and wiped away the tears for the child: "Be good, otherwise, your mother will be sad and leave again." ”

"I'll never leave again." Bai Xiao was afraid that the child would take it seriously, so he hurriedly explained.

Yu Shaoting also softened his deep voice: "Did you hear it?" Your mother didn't want you, but something bad happened before, she left for a while, and now she is back, and she is crying like this now, if she cries badly, it will not be good for the baby in her belly. ”

I don't know which sentence worked, Yu Jingxi's crying became softer and softer, and in the end, only a slight sobbing remained.

"It's my mother who is not good, and I will never be like this again." Bai Xiao's voice was a little choked.

Yu Jingxi obediently leaned on her arms, smelling the faint fragrance on her body, not the smell of perfume, but it made him feel at ease, he didn't know before, but now he finally understands that this is the smell of his mother, he will like Xiaobai so much, because Xiaobai is his own mother.

"You...... Is it really my mom? ”

Yu Jingxi suddenly spoke, he saw the wet tears on her face, and wanted to reach out to help her wipe it off, but his heart was awkward, like a little stubborn donkey.

Bai Xiao nodded, and heard him ask, "Then why don't you want me, why haven't you come to me all these years, why do you let me call someone else's mother?" ”

Bai Xiao couldn't answer any of these three questions.

She couldn't sue him, she received money for surrogacy for someone else to give birth to him, because of the agreement, she wanted to be a stranger to this child.

Yu Shaoting touched his son's head and interjected: "Your mother is also tired, these questions, answer you slowly in the future, you just need to know, your mother didn't mean not to want you, there are some things she doesn't know, if she knows, she will definitely not leave for so many years." ”

Yu Jingxi sniffed and looked up at Bai Xiao with her little face, as if waiting for her answer.

Bai Xiao lowered her head, saw his big red and tearful eyes, and nodded solemnly, if she knew that he was her biological child, if she knew that he had suffered a lot over the years because he didn't have a mother, then she would definitely not be willing to let Yu Shaoting take him away.

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Yu Jingxi's heart knot was untied, and his little hand grabbed Bai Xiao's clothes, and he never let go of it whether he was taking a bath or sleeping.

Children's ideas are actually very simple, and once they accept it, they will quickly learn to adapt to the change.

Bai Xiao was lying on the one-meter-two children's bed, she was petite, she slept with the child, she was not crowded, she pulled the thin quilt and covered Yu Jingxi's body some: "Don't get rid of it, the weather is changeable at night now, beware of catching a cold." ”

Yu Jingxi rubbed her head into her arms, like a coquettish puppy, and her chubby little hands hugged her tightly.

Bai Xiao kissed his forehead: "Hurry up and go to sleep, it's twelve o'clock." ”

But Yu Jingxi didn't feel a little sleepy, he felt that he had a dream, Xiaobai became his mother, and now he was lying next to him, he raised his head and glanced at Bai Xiao, it didn't look like a dream, it was true, he would have a mother in the future.

He buried his red little face in Bai Xiao's waist and smiled happily, and he, like his younger brother, also called Xiaobai's mother.

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Yu Shaoting stood at the door of the small bedroom and knocked with his fingers.

Bai Xiao hugged the sleeping child, turned her head, saw him, and understood what he meant, but tonight, she wanted to sleep with Jing Xi.

This night, for her, is different.

She had slept with Jing Xi before, but that feeling had changed subtly, when he was lying in his arms, he knew that he was her mother, and she didn't want him to open his eyes the next day and not see his mother.

Yu Shaoting saw that she refused to go, and she was not too reluctant, she glanced at the short and narrow bed, and finally closed the door and left.

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Bai Xiao didn't sleep much all night, but when the morning came, her spirit was very good, because of the happiness and sweetness in her heart.

When she looked at the child who woke up nestled in her arms and rubbed her eyes while yawning delicately, Bai Xiao felt that her mood was so good that she was bubbling, and she bowed her head and sent a good morning kiss: "Jingxi, morning." ”

Yu Jingxi smiled shyly, climbed her neck, and kissed her too, wanting to call her mother, but it was a little difficult to say for a while.

Because he has also experienced it himself, Bai Xiao will not force his children to call himself 'Mom', and it is often better to go with the flow than to pull out the seedlings.

After brushing their teeth and washing their faces, the mother and son went downstairs, and Bai Xiao personally made breakfast for his son.

Aunt Li stood on the side, saw Yu Jingxi who was stuck behind Bai Xiao, and said with a smile: "Little master, I like Teacher Bai more and more." ”

Bai Xiaowaner patted Yu Jingxi on the shoulder: "Go and tell Dad to get up." ”

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