(Kneel down and beg for the first commuter pass!) ）

After dinner, Xiyan, who had taken a bath, had nothing to do, and came to Tong Hao's room, and saw Tong Hao reading carefully, Xiyan sat on the edge of the bed, "Tong Hao"

Tong Hao raised his eyes from the book and looked at Xiyan, "What's wrong?" ”

Xiyan shook her head gently, "Have you finished reading the book?" ”

Tong Hao put the book on the table next to him and looked at Xi Yan, "Is there something wrong?" ”

Xiyan shook her head, "I just wanted to come and see you." ”

Tong Hao took her hand, looked at her with a serious expression, and said affirmatively, "You seem to have something on your mind!" ”

The corners of Xiyan's mouth rose slightly, and a faint smile appeared on her face, "No." ”

Tong Hao reached out and touched the corners of her slightly raised lips, "Although your smile is on your face, it is not from the heart, I said, I don't like your forced smile." ”

Xiyan lowered her eyes slightly, shook her head with a smile, and said truthfully, "There is no forced smile." Seeing that you are getting better day by day, I am happy from the bottom of my heart. ”

"Hmm."

"I'm going to the hospital for acupuncture treatment tomorrow, you can accompany me."

Xiyan nodded, "Okay." ”

"Hmm. Rest early. ”

Xiyan bowed her head slightly, got up and helped Tong Hao lie down, helped him tuck the quilt, lowered her head and kissed Tong Hao's forehead, "Good night." After doing this, Xiyan turned and left.

Suddenly, Tong Hao took Xiyan's hand.

Xiyan looked at Tong Hao.

Tong Hao looked at Xiyan in a daze, "Xiyan, don't leave"

Xi Yan looked surprised, and nodded with an indifferent smile in the next second, "I've always been there." Always! ”

"Okay, I'll have to wake up early tomorrow." Xiyan let go of Tong Hao's hand and left his room without looking back.

Out of Tong Hao's room, Xiyan stood at the door for a while, thoughtful, and after a while, he went back to his room.

The next day, Xiyan and Tong Hao went to the hospital to do acupuncture activities accompanied by Qianxi.

Xiyan and Qianxi watched Tong Hao being pushed into the operating room.

In the corridor, Qianxi glanced at Xiyan who was sitting in a chair. said lightly, "Tong Hao will get better soon." ”

Xiyan nodded sadly, such news should have been something to be happy about. But she wasn't happy at all.

Qianxi glanced at Xiyan, who had no joy at all, "What, isn't this kind of result what you have always expected?" Didn't you keep saying that you wanted to help Tong Hao regain his self-confidence? Now that the proud Tong Hao is back, shouldn't you be dancing happily? ”

Xiyan was depressed for a while, and then looked up at the door of the operating room. Glancing at Qianxi again, "Thank you." ”

Qianxi "cut" disappreciatively, "Don't forget what you promised me." ”

Xiyan smiled helplessly, "Even if I don't promise you, I will do it." I promise you, I just want Tong Hao to recover as soon as possible. And even if I don't agree, you'll help Tong Hao, won't you? ”

After hearing this, Qianxi looked at Xiyan curiously, "What do you mean?" ”

The surface of the sunset is not shocked. But my heart was helpless and bleak, "I'm lost!" Since falling in love with Tong Hao, Tong Hao has become a dependence that I can't quit, I have forgotten myself, forgotten my family and friends, and there is only Tong Hao alone in my world. ”

"I shouldn't be like this, my world shouldn't be just Tong Hao, I can't rely on him all the time, and I don't want to be a burden and a burden to him." Xiyan said sadly.

After a pause, Xi Yan said with a faint smile on his face. "But I never regretted meeting Tong Hao and falling in love with him; If I were given a chance to go back to the day I met Tong Hao and choose again, I would still choose to know him, pursue him and fall hopelessly in love with him, although we will be scarred in the end, but the warm memories he brought to me. But no one can give it, and it is something I can't forget in this life. Xiyan said happily, "At least once in my life, forget yourself for someone," as he spoke, suddenly, silent tears slipped down his face

Qianxi bit her lip. looked at Xiyan and thought thoughtfully

At this time, Li Zhensheng, who suddenly appeared, stood at the door of the operating room, and after Qianxi saw it, "Uncle." ”

Xiyan looked at Li Zhensheng and nodded lightly.

After a while, the door of the operating room opened, and Yi Li helped Tong Hao to follow Zhao Shengping out of the operating room.

Li Zhensheng hurriedly greeted him and said to Zhao Shengping, "Shengping." ”

Zhao Shengping nodded, "It's going well." Feel relieved. ”

Li Zhensheng nodded with satisfaction, "Thank you." ”

Zhao Shengping patted him on the shoulder and told Tong Hao, "Remember to come over once a week in the future." ”

Tong Hao nodded.

Tong Hao shook off Yi Li's hand, limped, walked past Li Zhensheng with an expressionless face, and came to Xiyan's side, "Let's go back." ”

Xiyan got up and helped Tong Hao, "Okay." ”

Qianxi learned from Zhao Shengping and Yi Li that Tong Hao was Li Zhensheng's biological son, but she really didn't expect that a doctor who could help the world would be so indifferent to her own son, and her hatred for him gradually increased because of his indifference to Tong Hao.

Qianxi stepped on her high heels and followed behind Tong Hao quickly, "I'll send you back." ”

Xiyan and Tong Hao were waiting for Qianxi to drive over at the entrance of the hospital.

Li Zhensheng, who walked out of the hospital gate, saw Tong Hao two meters away, his heart was mixed, he walked to Tong Hao's side, and called out guiltily, "Tong Hao"

Tong Hao turned a deaf ear and looked at the cars speeding by on the highway with an expressionless face.

Li Zhensheng was suddenly embarrassed

Xiyan nodded to Li Zhensheng, "Uncle." ”

Li Zhensheng said to Xi Yan, "Can I talk to Tong Hao?" ”

Xiyan glanced at Tong Hao and nodded, wanting to make room for their father and son to have a good talk.

Tong Hao said coldly, "I don't have anything to talk to about with you." ”

Li Zhensheng's eyebrows were so guilty that he was ashamed of himself, and his eyes looked at Xiyan almost beggingly.

Xi Yan was clear, and looked at Tong Hao worriedly, "I'm thirsty, go buy some water nearby." With that, he turned and left.

Tong Hao looked at Xiyan's back unhappily

The sudden quiet atmosphere made Li Zhensheng feel embarrassed, and Li Zhensheng took the initiative to provoke a topic, "Xiyan is a good girl." ”

didn't get Tong Hao's answer, which was within Li Zhen's expectations.

Li Zhensheng looked at Tong Hao, who was a cut above him, guiltily, "Tong Hao, I'm sorry." ”

Tong Hao snorted coldly. "Where are you sorry for me?"

"I blame myself for ignoring you for so many years."

"I'm just blaming myself now, why did I go earlier. Since you didn't raise me, why did you let me be born in the first place. In my world. There will never be a father. There was not before, and there will never be. You didn't apologize to me, and I don't need your apology. ”

Li Zhensheng lowered his head guiltily, "I know your hatred for me, and you don't want to talk to me." But for what you owe you, I wish I could do something for you. ”

Li Zhensheng took out a bank card from his coat and put it in Tong Hao's hand, "There are 1 million here, I can't compensate you mentally, I hope I can give you material support." The password is "

Tong Hao looked at the card in his hand, inexplicably angry, and threw the card in his hand into the nearby trash can, "I disdain!" Whether it's the father or the money! Tong Hao said coldly.

Tong Hao looked at Xiyan who was walking back, and walked towards Xiyan with a limp. As soon as he took a step, Tong Hao suddenly felt distressed, closed his eyes ruthlessly and said, "From now on, don't disturb my life again, you didn't exist in the past, and there is no need to exist now." ”

Li Zhensheng stood in place, watching Tong Hao's back gradually drifting away until he couldn't see it, so sad that he couldn't help himself, these were all within his expectations, in Tong Hao's heart. He had already been sentenced to death by him, and no matter how guilty he felt and how much he wanted to compensate him, it didn't help

Xiyan looked at Tong Hao with wet eyes. She was so distressed that she couldn't help herself, she held Tong Hao's hand tightly at a loss and felt the tremor on Tong Hao's body, was he sad? He was very insecure

Ignoring the public occasion, Xiyan hugged Tong Hao tightly, "Tong Hao, there is me." There's me," whispered back and forth in his ear

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January is a lively and cold season. After New Year's Day, it is the Spring Festival. The Spring Festival should be a day for family reunions and family happiness, but she can go home for this year's Spring Festival, right? But Xiyan, who was reluctant to leave Tong Hao, was suddenly very depressed

Feelings, it's really a tangled thing. The right hand is family and friendship, the left hand is love, and the left and right are inseparable, so it is so difficult to choose family, friendship, and love are an indispensable part of life, and she is reluctant to give up any part; But since she met Tong Hao, the center of her world has been revolving around Tong Hao, family, friendship, career, and she is getting farther and farther away from her, she should be lost for love;

Xiyan sighed lightly and spit out the sadness and helplessness in her heart.

If there is no Tong Hao in his life, can he still live well?

If you choose Tong Hao and give up family and friendship, can you still live by Tong Hao's side without shame?

Xiyan didn't know. It's just that the past few months of life have made her deeply into reflection, can she be greedy and greedily have them, so that she will not be in a dilemma; Maybe when she has enough ability to bring her parents to live with her?

On this morning, Xiyan was awakened by a knock on the door, Xiyan got up to open the door, and saw Tong Qianyun standing at the door, her sleepy eyes were a little surprised, "Auntie"

Tong Qianyun said, "The sun is out, and it won't snow anymore, so let's take a walk with Tong Hao." ”

Xiyan looked at Tong Qianyun, who had a slightly relaxed attitude, and nodded flattered and happy, "Okay." ”

Tong Qianyun nodded, "Hmm." ”

Xiyan looked at the faint sunlight outside the window, it was sunny!

The Spring Festival is coming, and winter will also pass!

Time flies, and in the blink of an eye, it's another year, and Xiyan sighs infinitely in her heart.

Xiyan got dressed, finished washing, walked to Tong Hao's room, and saw that Tong Hao was practicing walking hard in the room, walking with a limp was extremely difficult, but every step was very serious and hard, sweat was pouring out of his forehead, he should have practiced a lot of back and forth

Xiyan watched him practice back and forth blankly, silently counting his steps in his heart: one, two, three, until he counted to fifty-six, Tong Hao was tired of walking, and when he sat on the edge of the bed to rest, he saw Xiyan who had been standing at the door

Xiyan smiled slightly, walked to Tong Hao's side, and praised, "Tong Hao." You're getting better and better. ”

Tong Hao, who was affirmed, smiled happily like a child, "Hmm." ”

"Tong Hao, the weather is so good today. Let's go out for a walk. ”

Tong Hao nodded, "Hmm." ”

Xiyan nodded slightly. got up and took out a coat and scarf in Tong Hao's cupboard, "Put on your coat quickly." "Take the scarf around his neck and tie it carefully.

Xiyan walked to Tong Hao's left and accompanied him out for a walk and basking in the sun

Tong Hao limped and struggled to walk

Xiyan slowed down and walked to the side. Look down at his unsteady pace

Tong Hao was a little concerned, walking with a limp should be ugly

"Sunset."

"Huh?" Xiyan looked at Tong Hao.

"You're ahead of me."

"Why?" Xiyan was surprised.

"There are so many whys." Tong Hao said impatiently.

Xiyan looked at his slightly shy cheeks and smiled softly, "Okay." ”

Xiyan took a step, walked in front of Tong Hao, took two steps, turned his head to look at Tong Hao behind, and couldn't help but smile when he saw Tong Hao's funny walking posture.

Tong Hao inadvertently raised his eyes to take in the smile of the sunset, and was a little depressed! It's ugly to see that such an ugly walking posture is ugly for the people you care about the most! It's embarrassing!

Xiyan looked at Tong Hao, who stopped in place, and said with a smile. "Tong Hao, although your walking posture is ugly now, I am very happy that you are finally able to take a step and walk!"

"Now you, let me see your shadow when I was a child, the way you staggered and learned to walk, it's very funny and cute."

"I also believe that you will soon be able to walk better, stride and be as strong as you used to"

Tong Hao looked at Xiyan's smile from a distance, and the depression in her heart suddenly disappeared because of her smile

Tong Hao walked to Xiyan's side with difficulty. He swore that he said, "I'll let you see that day." ”

Xiyan smiled and bowed, "Okay." ”

The two walked side by side, and Xiyan looked at the road ahead. Said sadly, "Tong Hao, it's going to be the Spring Festival soon." ”

"Hmm."

"Tong Hao, I'm homesick." Xiyan said lightly.

After Tong Hao heard this, his body stiffened, "Hmm." ”

"I want to go home for the New Year this year." Xiyan honestly said what she thought.

Tong Hao nodded. He said, "Okay." ”

Xiyan looked ahead sadly, "Tong Hao, during the time I left you, I must take good care of myself." ”

"Hmm."

"You have to control your emotions, and if you want to lose your temper for some reason, you can call me."

"Hmm."

"When I'm not around, don't be lazy, make time to massage your feet every day, and practice walking diligently."

"Hmm."

"When I'm not there," Yuyan's words were not finished.

Tong Hao looked at Xiyan with angry eyes, "Don't say that you and I want to live and die." ”

Xiyan smiled bitterly and said sullenly, "I'm just worried about you." ”

Tong Hao stared at Xiyan seriously and said, "You'll be back." ”

Xiyan smiled lightly and nodded, "Of course it will." After speaking, he looked up at the sky, and the warm sunlight shone on his face, "I'm just homesick." ”

Tong Hao looked at Xiyan's calm and sad eyes, and thought silently in his heart, Xiyan, I want to accompany you home, but now I am just a drag oil bottle, I really can't do it, I can't make you happy now, I can't make you worry about material things, I can't bring your parents to Shanghai Now I'm just a wreck, like me, are you willing to love?

"Well, go home and spend more time with your family and friends, and when you want to come back to me one day, I'll pick you up." Tong Hao said calmly.

Xiyan fell on Tong Hao and smiled lightly at her, "Okay." ”

"What if I don't want to come back?" Xiyan looked at Tong Hao curiously and asked.

Tong Hao looked at Xiyan fixedly, and was silent for a while, "I'll trick you back!" ”

"Why deceive? And not coaxing? ”

"You don't want to come back, how can I coax you? Only the most despicable means can be taken. ”

Xiyan shook her head helplessly and smiled at the sky

Tong Hao looked at her smile blankly, and a thick sadness lingered in his heart, and he began to miss it before he left

(To be continued.) )