Chapter 33: When I become good enough one day

After the confession that day, Qian Yuan's seat was empty the next day. Le Xiaoxue thought at first that he had something to ask for leave and didn't come, but on the third, fourth, and fifth days, his seat was still empty. No one knew where he had gone, and not even the head teacher had mentioned his whereabouts.

After three years of classmate Qian Yuan, Le Xiaoxue often thought that if he was a girl, they should be very good friends. I remember that when she was first appointed by the head teacher as a class representative, many people deliberately made it difficult for her, and her homework was always delayed until the last second. When the head teacher is not there, the class is boiling like a pot. I'm afraid that he is the only one in the class who still has her in his eyes as a class representative who exists in name only.

In the next few exams, she quickly changed everyone's opinion of her with her actual results. No one thought that this girl, who is usually silent and immersed in her own world every day, would suddenly rise to the first place in the school. After inquiring about them, they learned that Le Xiaoxue was admitted to the seventh middle school with the first place.

I remember that when Qian Yuan learned that she had a perfect score in mathematics and English in the high school entrance examination that year, his mouth opened wide as if he was about to swallow a few duck eggs. He always knew that Le Xiaoxue's academic performance was very good. But he didn't expect it to be so powerful. He has had a special affection for people with good grades since he was a child, so since then, he has always regarded Le Xiaoxue as his object of worship and struggle.

Qian Yuan has not been to school for the past few days, in fact, he has been hanging water in the hospital. The doctor sternly warned him that with his current physical condition, he had to hang up the potion in the hospital for ten days. Perhaps knowing that Qian Yuan was a disobedient patient, the doctor deliberately accentuated the number of days when talking to Qian Yuan's parents: "Remember, it's ten days, and no day can be missing." ”

After the doctor left, Qian Yuan's mother ignored Qian's father's pull, and asked someone on the hospital bed in a stern tone: "Xiaoyuan, didn't I tell you that you can't do stimulating exercises?" Why do you always turn a deaf ear to my words? Do you have to make me and your dad anxious like ants on a hot pot before you are satisfied? Obviously, he was still worried about his body one second, and the next second, Qian Mu couldn't help but blame him. When will this child understand the danger and severity of this?

Qian Yuan couldn't listen to his mother say this. Growing up, his mother would whisper in his ear more than ten times a day: "Don't play games with children, don't go to physical education classes with children, don't fight with children" and so on. That posture is probably eager to hang a sign on him that says, "I'm a heart patient, I'm a legendary porcelain doll, don't come near me".

"I don't know, I don't know." Qian Yuan covered half of his body with the quilt, and said angrily: "I'm going to sleep, you guys go out." "First, he didn't want to pay attention to his mother's endless nagging, and second, he really wanted to sleep. The high fever of a few days ago has only subsided now, and his body has already collapsed like a cloud of mud. He desperately needed sleep right now.

In fact, he doesn't need his mother to emphasize, he also knows his body. Because he has suffered from hereditary heart disease since childhood, he lives more cautiously and carefully than anyone else. But any sports that are slightly depleting or stimulating are always something that can only be watched and not played.

After the failure of the confession that day, he didn't lift his spirits for a day, especially when he noticed that Le Xiaoxue no longer took the initiative to talk to him, his heart was even more uncomfortable. He stubbornly thought that Le Xiaoxue didn't accept that he must be because of his fat body. If he was a girl, he would definitely not like a guy with this kind of body. Thinking about it this way, he hated his body more than ever.

On the way home, he ran back and forth around his house no less than ten times. Every time he fell to the ground tired at the end of the run, he felt a fire burning in his chest, a puff of smoke coming out of his throat, and his body was even more sore as if he was about to die.

After returning home, he went straight into the room without even eating dinner, and he didn't pay much attention to Qian Dad and Qian, who were already accustomed to his usual abnormal behavior. Because he wanted to show his determination to lose weight, Qian Yuan quit eating a lot of snacks he used to love during this time, and sometimes even skipped. Qian Ma told him a few times, but simply gave up after getting no response. Anyway, he's so hungry that he doesn't need her to say, he'll rummage through boxes and cabinets looking for something to eat. My son doesn't know about it!

Having said that, Qian Ma still didn't feel at ease in the middle of the night and sent the bowl of noodles to Qian Yuan's room. It turned out that he was covered in a cold sweat, unconscious from a fever, and had not woken up for a long time. Without saying a word, Qian's mother woke up Father Qian, who was sleeping, and sent him to the hospital overnight. I can't remember how many times this is the first time I have sent Qian Yuan to the hospital, almost every time I come, two middle-aged couples who are over 50 years old will hold a heart in their throats, from the way to send their son to the doctor's final determination that it is okay.

The doctor's examination results were fortunately fine, just a common cold and fever. But the doctor still slapped the table in the office and mercilessly accused Qian Dad and Qian Ma, who were irresponsible in his opinion: "How many times have I told you, his body can't withstand strenuous exercise, how did you become parents?" How could he be allowed to do such a dangerous thing? The most unreliable thing is that you still tolerate him losing weight? He is not in good health, don't you know? What nonsense! ”

Qian Dad and Qian Mom can only listen silently like a child who has done something wrong. It was they who were careless. It's them who are sloppy. It's because they thought they were fine for so long, so they lowered their alertness.

Qian Yuan was in the hospital and dropped the potion for ten days. By the time he went to school again, there was only one month left before the college entrance examination. In order to make up for the missing lessons, he only asked Le Xiaoxue questions that he didn't understand as in the past. As a result, the other party just threw a notebook to him, and said in an understatement: "I have written down everything the teacher has said in the past few days." When you encounter a problem that you don't understand, you can't rely on me to explain it every time, after all, what I know can't mean that you will in the future. ”

Although Le Xiaoxue said it so clearly and clearly, it took Qian Yuan a long time to understand the meaning of her words. She was deliberately distancing herself from him. She was using this attitude to explain to him, no matter what you do, I don't like you.

Le Xiaoxue's notes are very neatly done. In the same way, her handwriting is beautiful. He looked at the three words Le Xiaoxue written on the front page of the notebook, and smiled bitterly. Le Xiaoxue, wait for me, when I become good enough one day, I will chase you again in the real sense. Please don't reject me again until then.